It's Victorian's Day. Audi was screening 绑匪. By the time kf, ryan and me entered the Audi, the film just ended and there was a Q&A session with Kelvin Tong, local filmmaker. Apparently he made 绑匪. Through the Q&A, we found out he was from VS and VJC. And his interest in filmmaking started all the way from writing the class play in VS, then pursued 'A' levels TSD in VJC.

But the funny thing is he graduated from law. Haha. Googled him and discovered that he also made many other local films that are quite well-known. The Maid, Men in White, Rule #1, 大世界.

Spend less time thinking about what you want to do and spend more time trying out the different things you think you want to do.

- Kelvin Tong

Finally got myself to unpack the last box that I've yet to open since I shifted - the VS box.

From the year books, to the Victorian tie, to the student leader's tie clip, to the letters from our overseas exchange trip buddies, to the programme booklets of Victorian events, to the... you name it, it's all on one shelf in my bookcase.

It's now my favourite bookshelf. Haha.

Flipped through '06 yearbook and saw this:

That gorgeous graffiti wall. Too bad it's gone now ):

Shit I missed SLI.

Ooooh it's Valentine's.

You are on a journey. You're journeying in a train

At the start, you're not the only one.

Along the way, more people alight and leave you.

You have no idea how long more it takes to reach your destination.

But all you know is that you're gonna spend quite a bit of time in the cabin, all by yourself.

Won't say I'm totally cured, but I think I made quite a significant improvement. Well, quite. I probably should applaud myself for that. CBT really works wonders. But to totally overcome the problem would definitely be an arduous journey, considering the nature of the problem.

CBT is working. I can really feel myself improve, haha.

Cognitive Behaviour Therapy. Sounds like a good solution.

There's so much sad gonna flood the ocean.
We're all in tears for a world that's broken.
Together we cry.

I think I found a music group to follow - The Script. Their songs are really, really brilliant. Clicked one of those suggested links at the side when I was watching another video. The link kind of like attracted my attention 'cos it had A Walk to Remember in it.

This one's one of my favourite. The End Where I Begin. Would be a perfect video if they did a cleaner audio cut at 1:00.



Full song of The End Where I Begin if you're interested:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t9zJyDHRzrg

Now I'm alive
And my ghosts are gone
I've shed all the pain that I've been holding on
The cure for a heart
Is to move along, is to move along, is to move along.

What don't a kill heart
Only makes it strong

Sometimes tears say all there is to say
Sometimes your first scars don't ever fade away

And this one's really good too. Breakeven. The first few seconds pretty much tells you who this song is for.

I never was good enough, to protect, to understand. But I'm glad you're in good hands.

Sorry that I was a source of stress.