#14

can't believe that in just the blink of an eye.. i travelled to taiwan once, travelled to thailand once again. and countless times to malaysia.. when you actually step outside of our country, you see so much more.. you get rid of so many stereotypes that you may have developed.

it says here on my blog #14.. i can't even remember the last time i put on that jersey.. i miss those days. 7 or 8 years ago. when we would just play ball all day, do nothing else... great times.

anyway.. life has been really normal. i can really see how difficult it will be for us to survive in this country. high cost for everything, and you will be made to accept it no matter what.

learned so much in 2012. i really feel like i've changed.. many people don't believe me when i say this. but i'm really serious.. i am better than i was. ok.. at the very least, i've changed. i remember not long ago, when i used to be very affected by human relationships. somehow, i just don't feel so affected anymore.. i wouldn't call this "growing up".. i don't like to act like i'm all grown up and mature. in fact, i hate it when people like to pull off that "grown up" thing and act like they're so different. hahaha.

it's nothing like that.. really. i wouldn't say i am any more mature than i was, i am still capable of doing retarded things. it's just that i learned how to alter my mindset so that i won't feel so disappointed. it's a great skill..

it's a new year.. 2013. just gotta look forward.

have a beer

#14
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