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Marjory, 23.Graduated in 2008 with a diploma in New Media.
A freelance designer and a soccer enthusiast. Was a left winger for Republic Poly's Women's Soccer Team
(2007-2007). Supports
Manchester United and Holland.
. Winner of Female Captain of the Year Award 2007/2008
. Nominated for Female Captain of the Year Award 2007/2008 . Meritorious Silver Awardee . 4th in Annual POL-ITE (Women's Soccer) 2007/2008 . Captained RP Women's Soccer team 2007-2008 . 2nd place in WPL 2007/2008 (Young Women) . Meritorious Bronze Awardee (Marquee Troupe II Service Learning) 2007  |
Monday, July 30, 2007
An Issue.
I don't even know how and where to start this... The problem lies with me and me alone. Indeed it is right, that I never know how to prioritize my things rightly. I don't know which is more important than the other and I end up weighing both just as important to me. Han is right, one is a passion and the other is a necessary fulfillment. So which would you go for? Passion, is something you have plenty of undying love for it and the necessary fulfillment? It's something you have to do without a choice but with no passion. See the difference now? I know, that of course academic stuff is > important than sports. You'll never graduate considering how well you have achieved and done for your sports. The grade and fulfilling the criteria is something that I should be aiming towards for rather than focusing on something I love doing more but of less importance. It's funny how the human mind think. You know for sure the obvious choice but you choose to take up the stupid choice and that is who I am and what I did was wrong and this is where I made a big mistake for the unnecessary reasons. For those who know me closely, you know just how much I love soccer. You know how much I give for this sports and how much my passion is for for this sports and yes, I still, weigh it just as important as FYP because both matters to me a whole lot. I really want to get FYP done and over with but I end up leaving for soccer. Just what was I thinking? I want to spend more time on FYP and I try my very best to extend time for FYP and head for training later but again, my principle is this - it's either you go or do not go at all for training as simple as that, unless you have valid reasons to be late. But if you are going to be late for an hour then well, forget it, just do not attend training. Each and everyone have their own reasons on turning up late and for most of us, even if it is just 20minutes, they'd still attend. The question is, is it worth while? 20minutes...Missing out most of it is not a laughing matter and it also equates to you losing out but some of us have no choice do we? I would agree that we are all busy as an individual and that 20 minutes still means something but not for me. This argument seem endless anyway... I'm going to do better for FYP 2 this I promise and I'll be away for most trainings then and yes I will miss the sessions and I will definitely miss everyone especially the dear seniors. I've been really stressed about FYP 1 and never felt good about it even when I attend training. Attending training was the only way I could just vent it all out and last night's rain was just the right thing for me to go under and be soaked in the rain. But of course, the punching bag could have been a better element than the short rain. I've never felt good since this FYP, going off half way and I try my best to stay on and listen and stay on till the very end of the meeting but yes my another heavy commitment on soccer leads me to going off and leaving people with angst and the hidden-anger faces and I know, on my part I have failed terribly over the -10 scale. I never wanted this. It is because of who I am and how I do things that led to things being done out this way. This is an issue, it is and I am not allowing this to repeat in FYP 2. Knowing the right choice, Marj Labels: prioritizing
11:26 PM
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Is it or is it not..?
Tired, FREAKING TIRED AND SLEEPY. Yes, for the 101th time, I am saying this. I'm extremely tired today. The match ended only at 2140h last night anyway and I'm sure everyone in the team is as tired as I am after a about 3 hours in total of kicking football last yesterday...I'm just so disappointed in my play, knowing well that I have given my best. It isn't the best yet and I would only rate it at 5/10. The first half of the first half is the most disappointing, with me playing out of position most of the time, going into centre mid, knowing well that I am playing on the left flank. I don't find that I can play well on the left flank. I tend to perform better if I operate in centre mid or upfront. Gah, I will re-watch the match video soon and see how I have performed and we, as a team will have to watch it together as well and see where we fault at. Later, Marj Labels: a sleepy day, post-match.
10:52 AM
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
I will.
I will be going to the physician or the doc tomorrow to check out my right calf. It's slightly better as compared to last week but the pain is still somewhere in the middle of the calf which I don't know where exactly. I just realised that the guard doesn't really help much since the pain is not on the surface of the calf, if you get what I mean. Labels: injuries
10:11 AM
Thursday, July 5, 2007
Even so
Man... It has been such a tiring week so far. In fact, it always is a tiring week, week in and out. We often hear each other saying: "I'm so sleepy, don't feel like doing anything today." "I'm so darn tired, I want to sleep." "Can I go home and sleep?" "So sleepy....!" "I only slept for 3 hours, what do you think?" "Sleepy...sleepy. I slept during the 6P." Week in, week out this is what we all hear. We are all lack of sleep, we are and some of us have bodies that are tuned to turn in late. One example is me. I've been doing so for the past 5 years I believe, or even more and still, until now, I have not been sleeping early with the exception of one of the nights whereby I slept at 2030h. That is by far the earliest time that I have ever turned in until now. Well anyway it's another day of the week-day tomorrow and TGIF, here comes the weekend and soon after monday greets us again and then it's a repeat of the same thing the week after and the after next and in the months to come. It's scary how time pass so fast this semester. Throughout my time in RP, this is by far the only semester which time passes like a speed of lighting. 8 more weeks and it's time for a break and then I'll start working again at GJC, do FYP and then soccer trainings. I wish I could have all the time in the world for myself. If only but even so, what am I going to do? I can't be working all the time. I'll most probably lying at home sleeping all day, hibernating maybe. Maybe I wouldn't even wake up and continue sleeping. I'm just kidding. I won't be able to sleep all day, at some point I have to and will wake up anyway. Anyway, I shall go get some sleep before I start sleeping even later. Till then, Marj. Labels: plannings for holiday, sleepy complains
9:49 PM
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