This is just crazy talk!

I can't believe I have not posted in an entire year! How sad. Well I guess to say we have been busy would be a bit of an understatement. I won't type much since I hate to post without pics and I don't have any on this computer, but I will soon. I really need to get off my butt and convert this entire blog into a book. Happy New Year 2012!!!!!

I miss my grandma!

Grandma Wilder passed away just over a month ago and I miss her, alot! A-L-O-T!!!!

I find myself crying at random times for really no reason. I will just have a thought or an emotion over come me that reminds me of her and I loose it. I never new how it was going to be when she was really gone and now I know. It sucks. I miss just being able to pick up the phone and call her. I miss her voice, her reassurance and her positivity. Her miss calming words because she always knew what to say. I miss that my kids won't be raised with her and I miss sucking her face off. I miss my grandma more than words can express! I just loved her so freaking much. I know she is happy now but I worry about my grandpa. He is so strong but he is alone now. I want to pick him up and move him here. I want to just jump in the car and be with him all the time. I love listening to his stories and sucking off his face to. They raised me, believed in me and loved me unconditionally. I love my grandparents sooooooooo much! They are the best people ever. E-V-E-R!!!!

Christmas at the Morby's 2010

We had a great Christmas as usual. The kids were awesome and just love Santa more and more every year. It really is fun to see them get so excited over things. They were so good about going to bed early so that Santa could come. When the twins were born they were only 3 months old for their first Christmas and this year Macy was 1 year old. It makes a world of difference. She had such a great time even though she didn't know what the heck was going on. Here are the kids getting their gifts from Santa.

Where did 2010 go?

I can't believe how long it's been since I blogged. So much has happened since my last post but I will quickly recap.

On November 12th, Heath and I celebrated our 6th wedding anniversary. Whoo hooo!! What did we do you ask? Yea nothing. A little Friday night bowling and then dinner. I still can't believe it's been 6 years! :)

Later that month on November 26th Heath turned the big 43! We were in Sacramento visiting so it was a pretty low key celebration, as usual.

We traveled to Sacramento for Thanksgiving the weekend before and what a trip that was. We started with our flight getting cancelled at the Denver airport. What an experience!

14 hours later we made it on the plane and the 2 hours later we were in Sacramento!

We spent the first few days of our trip with my grandparents and grandma Marlene and dad. Unfortunately, the day before Thanksgiving, my grandma Wilder was hospitalized due to shortness of breath and chest pains. She was subsequently admitted to the hospital for several more days and passed away at 3am that Sunday. I still can't believe she is gone. I miss her SO MUCH it hurts! She was an AMAZING lady and will be missed by so many people. I know that she had a plan and that plan included seeing me one last time. I firmly believe that she waited for us to get there and spend a few days with us. A brother of hers, Joe, has been sick for sometime as well. He passed away the same day approximately 18 hours later in Utah. I know he also waited for her to go first so that they could be together. I can't imagine how happy she is and the peace and joy she has now being with her twin sister and family in heaven. You are no longer suffering grandma. We love you so much!

Here's a few pics from our trip.

My 200th Post - And our beautiful children!

I just noticed that this is my 200th post!! Crazy talk. I really need to take the time to make my blog posts into a book.

So I can't believe I forgot to post these pictures last month. I was lucky enough to have Lindsay take the kids pictures again. It was time for Macy's 9 month pics, the twins 5 year pics, so I figured it was time to have a child family photo op. I still pinch myself because I can't believe how beautiful my children are and how blessed I am to be there mom!

Halloween 2010

I have a beautiful family and that's all I have to say.