Monday, December 22, 2008

cupcake took the cake away.

utter madness.
utterly madddddening.
whatever i am talking about,
i dont know.
so,
whatever.
-

Saturday, December 20, 2008

i suck.
hell yes, you do.

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

hello i am an alien.




sorry, i am not a human.

zxzx.

Monday, December 1, 2008

Life is always lacking something, admit it.

You are not enough.
They are not enough.
I am not enough.
Love is not enough.


Life is just, not enough.

Sunday, November 30, 2008

i'm back from my "chalet" stay at bf's house.
hahahaha. :)

sadness. work tmr.
one more week and then there's a long weekend thanks to the hari raya thingy.
and then 2 more weeks, there'll be xmas!
and then in another weeks time, there'll be new year!
and then in another 2more weeks time, there'll be cny!
and then in another 2more weeks time, ATTACHMENT WILL END.

YAY.

okays, xo bye,
hate today,
hate mondays,
and tuesdays,
and wednesdays,
and thurdays.


xo bye folks.
til then!


I've been crushed like paper
I've been washed like rain
I've been scared of sleeping
In case I wake up the same

I've been broken and battered
I've been lost in my home
I've been cryin' a river
I've been cold as a stone

But falling into you
It carries me far enough away
And everything you do
It lightens up my darker side of day

I just hope that the wind
Doesn't blow you away

i've been left unattended
I've been thrown like a ball
I've been rolled with the punches
And I didn't feel a thing at all

I've been crossed by the wires
I've been blinded by the light
I've been burnt by the fire
I've been kept out of sight

I just hope that the wind
Doesn't blow you away

Sunday, November 23, 2008

you are a spider, like totally.

F21
F21
F21

i need a f21111111111111111111 spreeeeeeeee like N-O-W.


xoxo gotta do interim now.
guess what,
as usual i haven't started.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

<3

HAPPPY
FOUR
MONTHS
BIIII ! :)

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

xoxo oxox


YAY

IM
GOING
GENTING
ON
FRIDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY AYEAYEAYEAYEEE :D

it's totally TGIF!



sorry er my boyfriend made this,
so did he added the ultra-chio gossip girl piccxzx on my blog,
not me.
HAHAH cannot be me cause im a tech idiot zxzx

but it's pretty pretty,
er, as pretty as me.
not funny.

LURBES CHUUUU XO! :D


er other people are called gossip girl xoxo,

i am GOHssip girl oxox.
HAHA

okay bye, folks!

Friday, October 31, 2008

For Me,
small gestures mean alot precisely because they are
SMALL.

They do not shout, "Look at me" -
they simply offer LOVE,
quietly.


___

my ween is resting at home now,


this is my ween


and i'm hallo.

i'm saying hallo to ween,

so together, we're
HALLOWEEN!




SO YA,

HAPPY HALLOWEENNNNN! (:

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

some people can just get away with it ;

some people can just lie and lie and just get away with it.

some people can just deceive themselves that they're the skinniest and mock and ppl for being fat when they are the fat pig and ultra big eaters themself and then get away with it.

some people can just pretend as if they are always the right one everything that everyone elses say is wrong and get away with it.

some people can just force things to go their way making everyone unhappy and just away with it.

some people can just put others down without even a blink just to make themselves look better and just get away with it.

some people can live in their deillusioned world and drag people along with them and pretend its nothing wrong and just get away with it.

some people can cry and whine and use underhand methods to get what they want and just get away with it.

some people can just backstab ppl and pretend as if nothing has ever happened and get away with it.

some people can just continue to smile and act as if everything's okay and get away with it.


it's irritating.
all the retards.

some people can.
all other people can't.

why can't you and i too?
because we are not them.

let it go.
smile, and be genuinely happy xo.

DAMN WHAT BAD GOOD LUCK!

you think its good being the class rep?
oh well, think again you morons.

only jahre will think its good cause jahre gets the cca points that jahre minds so much about, but basically, other than that. you work your ass off and get nothing lololol

and so, i found this bomb in my email like just now.
here it goes!

This year we are planning to produce a year book for the graduating students - -

Each class is allotted 2 pages (double sided facing) - it is only two pages - this is about the size of one A4 sheet in landscape (slightly larger maybe) - for each 3rd year mentor group,

Design for each class is up to your class but must contain at least one formal photo (formal does not mean formal dress or pose but one where people are identifiable) with a list of names so that they can be identified. As it may be difficult to get all the class to pose at any one time, it may be necessary to make a collage of faces - but once again the faces must be identifiable.

Who should be included in your class?
People have asked me if they can go according to their first year class - however the problem is that some may have forgotten what class they were in and there may be a possibility of people being left out. So please try to take pictures of your 3rd year class (the formal one). Other pictures can be of your group of friends etc.
The only exception I make is for the HLM and Pharmacy Science batch because they are quite small. For CE and BIO and BMS, everyone has been so mixed up that there is a danger that people would be left out.

Students who are not graduating this year but in your class
Please include them in your page - basically anyone who entered poly same time as you should be included because they may not get included in next year's book.
Students who entered same time as you and have since left the course - if you want to include them, that is OK with me. I am more concerned that people should not be left out because they are cross-streamers.

Technical Details and Financial arrangements
I have yet to start talking to printers so I will keep you all informed of any thing but I guess you should plan for the best resolution you can get and colour pictures. Financial arrangements - will keep you all informed too.


What the class rep/yearbook rep needs to do now
1. Just plan what you are going to put on your class page ( I will send a copy of this e-mail to all third year students) - start collecting or taking pictures- by end of this sem (i.e. about mid December)
2. Ask around if you can find someone willing to do the design for the cover.
3. Send me your private e-mail address and contact number.



I AM SO IRRITATED NOW THAT I WANT TO IRRITATE SOMEONE NOW.
okay, not funny.
but basically you understand how i feel.

now i regret saboing ppl and god knows why did i even become the class rep last semester. er, due to my beloved classmates sabo-ing me.
thank you ah (ped & class rep)

now what should i do.
SO THOSE WHO ARE READING MY BLOG NOW, DONT PRETEND YOU'VE NEVER SEEN THIS POST AND FOR GOD'S SAKE, CONTRIBUTE YOUR PART OKAYS LOLOLOLOL.

er, can i don't include jahre
er, NO.
later jahre is going to use this as evidence


Ohmymy.
AND IM NOT EVEN SAYING WHO IS JAHRE.
OH IF YOU THINK ITS YOU, THEN ITS NOT YOU.

it can be er, jy mel or er, myself :S

OH NO, so now you dont have proof and you can't say that you've got evidence cause im not saying who is jahre. lalalalalala
hahaha.

N
O
T

F
U
N
N
Y
,

BYE.

xoxo,
your as usual friend.



- she got the queuing strap snapped
- she got her oheyas on the floor
- she lost her pen cap
- she dropped thousands of small foods onto her clothes
- she said 5.30pm when she heard 6.30pm
- she asked if the postman was the same every time
- she asked if mel's maid always go lucky plaza
- she asked who say one?
- she bong all the way during PCON and PED tutorials
- she pressed microsofts word's B and got her thick eyeshadow
- she forgot to bring her wallet or handphone is always low batt every now and then
- she tried to put in the $1 coin inside the charity box but it got stuck at the opening
- she had food on her lips too to keep for supper
- the list juz goes on and i will update my blog if theres somemore i can remember. ahhaha!


"from your good friend's blog"

LOL I MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS THE PEEPS! MEL.IS.SA JY MM OHGOD CAN I PLEASE GO BACK TO STUDYING.

er, lets retain one more semester.
okay not realistic.
later jahre mock at us.


so ya,
xoxo!

Sunday, October 26, 2008

SERIOUSLY,

i need to shop like now.

LIKE SERIOUSLY.

okay seriously,

b-y-e-e-e-e-e-e-e,
for real,

s-e-r-i-o-u-s-l-y.

WHATS WRONG WITH THE WRONG SERIOUSLY, SERIOUSLY?

ohmygod im seriously random,
like totally seriously.

xoxo

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

-

does it bother you now all the mess i made,
does it bother you now all the clothes you told me not to wear.
does it bother you now all the angry games we played,
does it bother you now when im not there.

and everyone made me waste myself,
and all of them found it comforting,
its always better its me than them.



you killed me once.

Monday, October 13, 2008

Am I not pretty enough?
Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much?
Am I too outspoken?
Don’t I make you laugh?
Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?

I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me,
I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break,
I crave, I love, I’ve waited long enough,
I try as hard as I can.

Why do you see, why do you see, why do you see right through me?

Sunday, September 28, 2008



everything will be fine,
it'll be fine.

and,
i'll wait for you baby.
don't worry.

i love you.
:(
sorry,
really sorry.


Like an apple on a tree
Hiding out behind the leaves
I was difficult to reach
But you picked me
Like a shell upon a beach
Just another pretty piece
I was difficult to see
But you picked me

Yeah, and you picked me.





Monday, September 22, 2008

Have you ever been so lost
Known the way and still so lost

Another night waiting for someone to take me home
Have you ever been so lost

Is there a light
At the end of the road

I’m pushing everyone away
‘Cause I can’t feel this anymore.

And these wounds are all self inflicted.

So baby,
Take me home.

Stay close, Don't go.

Thursday, August 21, 2008

OUCH!

ouch

ouch

ouch

ouch

:(((((

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

All thee Good Old Folks!

♥๏̯͡๏♥๏̯͡๏)
thanks for all the stuff that you did my dear.
love you and happy one month (:


AND,

GUESS WHO'S BACK!

back again.
will the real slim shady please stand up.
please stand up


18082008 had been a fabulous day,
double happy-ness,
so much laughter and fun and joy and excitment and all.
Except that i've got this major and huge and impending disater awaiting to befall me on 19 08,
thanks to mirko and uop.

damn, needa study uh.



on another random note,
i hope i'd accidentally pick up a random winning lottery ticket on the floor,
or i'd have money raining on me soon,
or i'd have a part time job which pays me $20392020/hr to slack,
or i'd have a long-lost-relative who recently passed away and left his billion-dollar assests to me,
or i'd have each and everyone of the 13billion chinese people in china donating one dollar each to me,

or i'd really get myself to study uop now instead of daydreaming

cause i seriously need to shop.



okay okay,

STOP : DAYDREAMING.
START: STUDYING.

tata folks!

Monday, August 18, 2008

18 08 2008

YAY.

1808 IS HAPPY-NESS.

loves (((((((:

Thursday, August 14, 2008

L♥ve you, my baby

TO: See Jone Shen Johnson

i'm so happy that i've got you.
you put a smile on my face everyday.

i don't care,
i'll be there for you no matter what.

i need you,
so promise me,
don't ever leave me okay.

il♥veyou, my baby.
180708 :)

















my love, :)

Monday, July 21, 2008

Sometimes

sometimes,
i feel so blessed.
but alone.

sometimes,
i feel so alone,
but blessed.

sometimes,
i hate to love you,
but i love you.

sometimes,
i love to hate you,
but i love you still.

ohwells, sometimes.
i'm just so silly.
i'm just so fat.
i'm just so stupid.


but my friends love me,
but my family love me,

and

i love them too, love.


sometimes,
at times like this,
the best thing to do is:

SLEEP.


SOMETIMES,
and oh, all the times.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

SILLY SILLY SATURDAY

period is here,
i'm happy that it's here.

but i'm stil unhappy.

OH OH WHATEVER.

shall smileeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
life's good,
and it's good to be alive yooohoooo







love you too, xoxo.

029 days 07 hours 43mins 55seconds
(from your LJ)

til you're home, can't wait :)

Friday, July 18, 2008

hate life,
and periods that drag.

sorry

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

AN ACHIEVEMENT TO BE PROUD OF

FROM THIS:



TO THIS :


:D

i actually took the time to clear my mail box.

finally,
i felt that having 1344 unread mails is getting on my nerves.

like really really finally HAHA.


ohwells. ta-daaaaaaah!
ive got a very very empty mailbox now :) WEEE!



screw ped. HAHA BYE.

Monday, June 23, 2008

Baby you're so super-supremely-ba-ba-di-oh!

I LOVE SHOPPING,
I LOVE SALES,
AND

I LOVE SHOPPING.


I HATE PROJECTS,
BECAUSE PROJECTS SUCKS
AND

I HATE PROJECTS.



happy happy.
mich's back :)
and soon,
yiqian will be back.

yay.

Sunday, June 15, 2008

ahhhhhhhhhhh.

i'm so bored.
i'm so bored.
i'm so bored.

and,

the weather's so hot.
the weather's so hot.
the weather's so hot.


zxzx,
bye!

Sunday, May 25, 2008

I think i'll miss you most on wednesdays.

When I'm back from the road
and you're out on it
And I'm tired of this distance
And I believe it's over, it's over-rated.
And this phone tag game is endless
the novelty is wearing
I'm hoping time will pass
without any assistance
or convincing.


Road rules apply
there's so much action,
you're getting busy.
So I'll call your cellular phone
to tell you TV night was
lonely without you
and so am I...
so am I.

It seems our day keeps falling on a leap year.

So many high points on this last leg.
I can't wait to recount them
it seems like nothing's happened
until I've shared them with you.
And the note that you had called
says you're half a day away
and you are heading home
just in time for me,
for me to leave.

Road rules apply
there's so much action
I'm getting busy.
make sure that I'm up to date
on TV night,
I hate to miss out.

I think I miss you most on Wednesdays and Saturdays.

It seems our day keeps falling on a leap year.



it's over.

i'm still cool with it
:)

i'm alright my friends.
don't worry.

he's not worth me getting so depressed over this.

so ya.

loves loves :)

thanks to all my pals who'd without fail call/text to show me concern, to ask if im alright, to be there for me to give me a great big hug and comfort me and tell me that everything's gonna be alright again, to ask me out cause they're afraid that i might let my thoughts run wild if i stayed alone at home, to make the effort to hang around and accompany early in the afternoon even though he slept at 6am, to text me and say i'll be there to cheer you up, or call me if you need someone to talk to.

thanks, really.
i appreciate everything.

i'll move on.

:)
Bah. A man tells you he needs space? Give him the number of the National Aeronautics and Space Administration (NASA) and 50 cents to make the call.

Next.

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

hi y'all

love/hate says: (melissa)
you nv blog

I♥PED.
I♥ARADHANDADA.
I♥TO BONG MELISSA.
I♥TUBY JY. STOP CALLING ME TUBY.


I♥YIQIAN.
I♥MICHELLE.

I♥MINMIN.
I♥XIAN.


I♥EVERYBODY Y'ALL.

ain't no time to fool around y'all.
youre a hot sexy mama.

if yo ain't got no cold hard cash,
yo ain't gonna bounce to MOS.

i wanna diss all the white boys,
they get all the hot chicks.

i'm like that i'm the quiet one.




gonna go back to ma cribe y'all.
PED is killer.

I♥ TO BONG.

LURBES:D

BYE
BYE
BYEBYEBYEBYE :)

Thursday, May 1, 2008

hey.

i love company.
i need assurance.
all the insecurities.

of what i've gone through.
of all the insincerities that i've gotten.

make me feel safe.
keep me away from all these danger.

but,
you ain't got any time.

forget it man.

give me a great big hug and tell me that everything's gonna be alright yo.

Sunday, April 6, 2008

:)

went to mich's house for bbq today.
she had class bbq but i joined in as well. hee.
super fun, i enjoyed myself :)
thanks mich :)

met ppl whom i've not talked to for ages.
and it's good to bump into this guy called jared, cause he's also in cptc.
it feels good to meet someone who's undergoing the same thing as me aye.
AND JARED TOLD ME SMTH JIN BAO.
i'm still kinda shocked by it as well LOL.

AND.
AND.
AND.

ANOTHER JINBAO NEWS AS WELL.

.
.
.
.

i met up with gilbert for lunch today.
HAHAHA SWEAR.
i'm not kidding, or whatsoever.
really, i'm serious.
guess all of you won't believe me cause, ohwells.
but i really met him today.

he treated me to yummy western food and we did something silly:
we went to buy 4d tgt :s
each of us contributed two numbers. heee. very fun.
i'm not gonna run away laa lol.

thanks :)


i tried cooking barley water ytd for my family and friends.
ohwells, it was my first attempt and i turned out kinda well. hahahah.
i'm li hai eh!
thanks to huiting who taught me how to lol :)
so i brought some over and gave it to mich's family and er.
i brought some for him as well. sorry :S


oh, qian!
i sent out your parcel alrdy :)
surprising, i know how to use the SAM machine. hee


anyways, shall do a major update soon with lots and lots of pics of my jurong island and working life at chiropractic :)
sooon sooon kay.
when i've got more time to upload pics.

yup im turning in alrdy.
nights folks!
lurbes yallllllll.

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

tell you a secret,

.
.
.
.
.
.

happy april fool! :)



shall update soon again with lotsa pics and stuff yadayada!

sorry, but i miss you so so much.

Monday, March 24, 2008

HEY YOU.

haven't been blogging much recently aye.

feel kinda sick you see.
the full combo - fever, cough, sore throat, flu etc
awwwwww ):
damn xin ku can.

and the best thing has yet to come,
thankyou.

OH AND I RECEIVED A LETTER FROM YIQIAN TODAY:D
my pestering did work out after all.
hahaah so i gotta reply her and send her a copy of the 84 hahahaha.
THANKS QIAN :)


anyways,
went to work during the weekends and on good friday.
quite a good experience.
made friends and stuff heee.

so, im supposed to present to ppl about what chiropractic actually does and stuff.
aye, i gotta give like 10 similar presentations a day.
talking non stop and repeat myself and yadayada.

was kinda nervous on the first day laaa.
but as time passes by, i just got used to it lo.

so now i'm down w a very bad sore throat.
and ohya,
my voice is damn sexy now can. LOL.

anyways,
i love it when people sing to me.
2 of my colleagues,
they can sing so super well.
so when work gets kinda bored,
they sing.
and i listen. yay, i benefit.

it's my first time working alone, without any friends and stuff.
alright, other than bumping into ziqing every now and then la laaa.
but most of the time i was alone you see.

what to do,
i need cash to fund my shopping hee cant possibly always ask my parents for money right.
so have to ying ying lai and work alone lol.

and thanks to all my friends who are so concerned about me working alone.
they'll text me and ask hows work, is everything alright and stuff and if theres any ppl bullying me not.
thanks thanks thanks :)
lurbes.

and thanks to novia that i got this job aye
<3 lurbes.


ohwells,
i gotta rush my report.
was supposed to hand it up today aye.
but i was too sick and busy these few days so i didnt hand mine in today.

ahhhhh.

anyways, ask you guys a very lame question:

面最怕什么东西?


shall tell you the ans to this self-invented riddle by jy and me next time when i blog again.
:)

gooodnight y'all.
LURBES.

should i give up or should i just keep chasing pavements even if it leads no way.
i give up alright.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

KEN LEE

no one ken to ken to sivmen nor yon clees toju maliveh
when i gez aju zavateh na nalechoo more new yonooz tonigh molinigh

yon sorra shooo
yes ee shooo, ooo

KEN LEEEEEEE
tuilibu dibu douchoo

KEN LEEEEEEE
tuilibu dibu douchoo

KEN LEEEEEEE
ken lee meju more


what was that language?
ENGLISH.


er yaaaaa.

<3

on another happier note,

i've got myself a job yay.

and yiqian called me from taiwan,
so hmm ya,

i feel so much better now.

bye!

Monday, March 17, 2008

<3

it's been a long and tiring day.

i'm so happy.
haven't felt this relieved before for such a long time.

i'm glad that it's over now :)
we finally can move on.

yay.


你说过牵了手就算约定,
但亲爱的,
那并不是爱情。

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

it's 5.01am now.

should i give up or should i just keep chasing pavements even if it leads no way.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

☠ ☠ ☠

hmmm,

lifes a jahre alt. wie alt bist du?

よかた。

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

i'm so sad.
i'm so disappointed with you.
how could you even think of doing that.
how could you, G.

please :(

bye.

anyways, met up w bff- the BigFatFriend today for dinner.
he's stupid, rawr.
yayayayay.
at least the happiest thing today is that we ate pepper lunch and it's super yummy.
and i bought lotsa stuff. so i can eat-in in school during lunchtime. my friends dont wanna walk to sakra anymore, i dont want either.

yayayay,
whatever.


nobodys interested anyways.
bye.

Monday, March 10, 2008

-

really, dream on about friendship.

lifes ain't great recently.
too much things happened.
makes me wanna stay at home and sleep the whole day.

its 2.33am now and im still awake when i should be in my bed already. :(
feeling kinda depressed now,
i wanna cry, but no.

won't you give me a great big hug and tell me that everythings gonna be alright, silly.
pleasepleaseplease, thats almost all i need.

i need someone to rant at.
im lost,
so lost.

oh, and i went out w the twins ytd and today. lurbes.
and, i saw that lousypig today :( with his guccihat stillllll. dont know if i should help G not. think im probably too soft-hearted. i dont knowww :( why oh whyy.


BYEEEE.

Saturday, March 8, 2008

OH,

and i've got a lil secret to tell you allll :

lurbes chaaaaaaa :D

DING DONG!

fell kinda sick today aye.
guess it's probably because i for only 2hours last night.
see laaa, who ask me to be stupid and sleep at 3am :s msn, livejournal-ing, perezhilton-ing, chatting on the phone and webcaming w yiqian and friends, they're kinda addictive you see.
and i haven't been really feeling well these few days - sore throat and stuff. ):

so when we had outdoor practical today from morning til noon, standing under the hot sun,
i felt kinda giddy and stuff.
fever i guess.
and then my face was super red and yadayada i thought i was going to faint :S
almost wanted to go home hah, but aye. it isn't easy to go home as and when you want when youre in a place which is not easily accessible which means you're gonna have difficulties getting out of the place since they don't have frequent bus services, hmmm.

we had a good lunch today. normally we'll have to walk like 15-20mins out to the one and only food court filled with lotsa people (and flies) for lunch. and they best thing is that the food isn't really that fantastic and if you're a girl and you happen to be in shorts, everyone will be staring at you and that isn't good either. so today we decided to be fierce and we ordered macs. but the problem with macs delievering food here is that you've gotta place your order at least 1.5hours earlier. tsk. so we did that anyways and we ended up eating macs breakfast for lunch. LOL. but it was yummy :) hmmm guess im gonna bring maggie mee to lessons on monday. shall see how then. and i felt kinda better after lunch and ya, after dozing off for a good 15mins or so in the lectures.

ohwells, anyways, outdoor practicals have started for like 2 days already.
as usual gotta wear the ppe.
learnt about compressors and the air drying system on the first day. and gas leakage detectors and other random stuff that i wasn't really paying attention to due to me being sick and there were other more interesting stuff around today.
kinda fun i would say. like you get to see those giantic machines towering over you, threatening to explode anytime soon if you aren't careful with them. not everyone gets the chance to see such stuff. hmm but i would have much prefered to stay home and sleep anyways. heeee but what to do, i've gotta make the best use out of this training and look at the bright of life right aye. hahhaha.

so anyways, we've got to wear the full PPE which includes jumpsuit, goggles, boots, ear plugs and gloves. hmmm i look kinda funny in it i guess. lol guess i better don't post much pictures up here, my friends say that they're v strict on such stuff and they kinda resourceful you see. aye heard lotsa previous similar cases before due to posting up of pictures as well. ohwells, i'll send you guys the pics online laa :)

hmm and the air there isn't good today. there was sort like LPG gas leakages nearby and it was damn super smelly. like as if you didn't off your house's gas stove for like hours aye. and yes, hearing fire alarms and sirens going off here isn't anything special as well. it seems like there're always fires occuring here and there.


went out with the classmates after training today. ahah kinda funny but it was not bad laaaaa, we went to watch the leap years and then ate dinner together. hmm and after dinner, we sorta had a heart to heart talk with them. anyways, the movie was good :D and corrinne may is love, hah.


ahhh i've got lotsa pictures to post up, but i can't post it ): sadness. maybe i shall edit them a lil bit so that it isn't so obvious before i put them up online aye.


hahah and i've always been saying i wanna give tuition and i've got 2 tuition offers at hougang area. hmmm don't know if i will be selected anot cause i replied to the email kinda late you see. but hopefully i'll get it laa. the pay is quite good i would say - $40 for 2hours, primary 2/4 kids. not bad aye? :)

a levels results are out today :) hope all my friends have done well and stuff. kinda sad, most of my sec sch mates who are in jc are in NS already. hope that things are good for them over at tekong :) but they wont get to see this anyways, cause they dont know my blog hahaha :s heard from sam that aud has done like quite well for her As. and from mich that gen's like one of the top students. wow. li hai. yesyes, happpy for them too :)


oh, and ya. guess im gonna change the blog template and ya, im gonna put a tagboard laaaaa. hahah i dont really like tagboards because im lazy and i dont know much about those html sutff. but ohwells, what to do, mich asked to me :) lurbes.


yayayay,

and i'm turning in now.
SUPER TIRED.

GOODNIGHT.
LOVES :)

SO HAPPY. IVE GOT 2 DAYS OF BREAK BEFORE HAVING TO WAKE UP AT 5AM AGAIN. WHOOOO :D YAY!

Friday, March 7, 2008

ON A RANDOM NOTE,

i've got two ulcers in my mouth and it's super painful :(

RAWR.

你们全部都是坏人。
你也是坏人。


ahhhhhh,
lurbes.

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

I <3 JI

ER, JI = JURONG ISLAND.


sorry, lame :S


ohwells, yesterday was my first day of training at jurong island.

not so good you see. the place is damn super far. you get to smell kerosene everyday. the air there is quite polluted, super hot industrial discharge flows beneath you. the food isnt that good at sakra. and you've got to like travel for 1.5hours before you can reach there.


ahhhhh, 6weeeks.

lucky i've got the company of my friends :)


have been dozing off throughout lectures recently and feeling all worn out and tired and sleepy when i reach home. hah. i wouldn't say its really that boring, its kinda fun though, an interesting experience i would say. but it kinda drains you off your energy hahahah.

funny enough, a typical day at jurong island consists of only lectures and breaks and lectures and breaks and lectures and then home. but then, thats before the real thing starts. this is just the warming up period you see. the real thing starts on thursday, whereby we've gotta wear our full PPE - jumpsuit, safety boots, safety goggles, ear plugs and climb the multi-storey distillation units and stuff for our practical.

and i'm so gonna look like a female version of bob the builder aye.


oh, the coolest thing about this training is that i've got my own locker. hahahah ohwells, this is the first time im having my own locker so i'm kinda excited about it. :s uh huh, and i've got my own jurong island pass. hopefully i'll take care of my stuff and don't misplace them throughout this 6weeks. hee.


hmmm and melissa and me went to eat zi cha with the classmates at jurong east after training today. we don't dine out together every time you see, so its kinda fun. and the zi cha was yummy as well. ohwells, but im having a slight sore throat now :s lousy.

ohwells, in case youre wondering why am i not posting up much pictures of jurong island here, it's because i can't. i'm not supposed to take pictures over there. we're not even supposed to bring camera phone over there. hah, but i did take a few pictures secretly. but i guess its better not to post them up online cause from previous experiences by seniors, those who did that were being discovered eventually and they ended up being blacklisted and stuff. so i guess i better don't :)


yup, so thats about it, life at jurong island for the past 2 days.

sometimes, i'll have this urge to call yiqian and tell her "ohmygod yiqian ! you know the who who who is damn dumb can. he did this and that laaa so funny right." and lotsa random stuff that occur throughout the day. ohwells, but its alright, i shall blog it here and stuff :)


lifes kinda mundane nowadays, gotta turn in early if not i cant wake up on time the next day and i'll end up missing the shuttle bus and then i'll end up feeling super pang huang cause i don't know how to get there by myself w/o taking the shuttle bus :S oh, and i'm so looking forward to weekends so i can sleep and wake up late and then meetup with my friends :) yay.


i need to sleep early.
i need to trim my brows.
i need to put on a mask.
i need to sleep early.

rawr.


so,
GOODBYE FOLKS.
LURBES Y'ALL.
:D

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Sunday, March 2, 2008

:) HEY HEY

hmmm i think i shall make it a point to update my blog frequently so that yiqian will be kept updated about my life. hahaha and i will try to take more pics too :) rawr.


rawr. its been like 2days since yiqian's gone. lol went to send her off on 29feb. ayeaye. its the leap year day kinda thing. anyways, we all cried but ohwells, what to do. she's already in taiwan now, still looking good :D

uh huh, and i made a lil card for her :



with pictures of us. hahahah we seldom take pictures one aye even though we always hang out together. so it was kinda hard for me to dig out these pics you see lol and all these pics are taken super super long ago. and ya, i wrote some stuff at the back of the card and yadayada.
we also bought cotton on for her too :)
AYE! QIAN FASTER GO AND TAKE CARE OF SIWEI :D hahahahah.
so anyways, after that freda and i we both headed down to bugis. we went to sim lim square and she bought herself a creative mp3 and i bought a webcam yay. webcam-ing is kinda addictive lol. hmm and then we were so bored, so we went over to the guanyin temple to pai pai hahaha. quite fun actually. we did lotsa things. after that we went to shop ard the whole of bugis : street, junction and even arab street and haji lane. fierce aye. then we went to eat yummy mango dessert and this famous lil shophouse.
oh we went muji, and bought this apple vinegar drink w plum at mujiiiii. hahahah




mei to ri shi go LOL
and then we headed back to amk. hahahah we ended up walking around amk hub and central and had dinner together before we both went back home again feeling super worn out :)
and hope everythings fine with wx aye :)
thats about it rawr.
and i spent most of my day staying at home yesterday.
but i went out with monster at night for ben and jerrys aye.
and he drove me down to geylang and look around hahahah kinda fun. its my first time see all those stuff huh. thanks :)
ahhh but i forgot to take pictures hahah so too bad. :S
and then later on at night i was super freaked out. cause aye some unpleasant stuff happened
which kinda affected me quite alot. and i dont really wish to elaborate things here but all in all, i met this stalker who tried to threatened me with lotsa stuff and tried to make things very nasty. i cant take it its affecting me can. hes been calling my house and my mobile constantly, like non-stop aye. ahhhhhh. lousy.
ohwells,
thats kinda about my life recently.
and ive gotta go jurong island tmr morning.
have to turn in soon if not i cant wake up tmr ! meow.
NIGHTS FOLKS.
LURBES Y'ALL :D

Friday, February 29, 2008

i love you tooooooo :)

YIQIAN

i love you. :)

i will miss hanging around alighting point with you.
i will miss meeting you after school to catch-up.
i will miss the way you always scold me.
i will miss drinking bubble tea with you, now that you're addicted to yamice too.
i will miss you coming over to my place.
i will miss hugging you and.
i will miss giving you tons of morning calls and making sure youre awake already before i meet you.
i will miss waiting for you for 3hours just to get ready.
i will miss shopping with you.
i will miss your texts.
i will miss going out with you and then i'll all lost. but you'd always be the one finding the way out and stuff.
i will miss clubbing with you.
i will miss going out together with you and your sister.
i will miss you telling me all the lame things that weidi does to you.
i will miss you telling me lots of stupid stuff that the guys did WAN.
i will miss you updating me about your life. i will miss you calling me randomly and telling me ohmygod shanggeok, i tell you ! xxx is so dumb can. you know he just now blah blah blah, and etc.
i will miss calling you in the middle of the night, crying and telling you, yiqian im damn sad now can.
i will miss you scolding me and asking me when will you ever stop talking to gilbert.
i will miss saying lame jokes that only we both can understand.
i will miss you telling me what to do and what is right and wrong.
i will miss meeting you and you mich, our threesome gathering.
i will miss seeing you getting very high over people like dbsk, yamapi and yadayada. even though i ain't really crazy over them hah.

i've got so much more to say.
but, words are just ain't enough.

i will really miss you, yiqian.

six months.
it'll pass by very fast.

and then you'll be back from taiwan.
and mich will be back from beijing.
and i will still be in singapore.

and the both of you can come over to my house to stay over.
and we'll cook our all time fave yummy spaghetti together.
and we'll all have fun catching up and all.

yes, i'll be waiting :)

ahhhh

on a random note,
im super not looking forward going to jurong island and waking up at 5am in the morning and dragging myself to cptc ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. YUN DAO. hahaha :S

on another random note,
i think i won't be going to club so frequently in the future. i dont really like the way this is going. going to clubs, drinking, dancing with strangers, going back home late, and getting all worn out. this is no good. i'd rather stay up the whole night chilling around with my friends at their place or whatsoever. i really dont fancy such stuff you see. been there, done that and thats almost enough. hahahah. ohwow, can't believe im saying such stuff aye. but i'm really kinda sick of it. used to think it was fun. but ohwells. whats so fun getting to know guys there and stuff?

yadayada.
im off bye!

Sunday, February 24, 2008

❤❤

HOLIDAYS ARE LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEE

YAY :DDDDDDDD


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Thursday, February 21, 2008

its amazing how i can stay up til dawn when i'm out having fun.

but when it comes to staying up to study, its another thing already.

MEOW.
OHWELLS.

:S

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

CHECTTO METTO

you're the real shinigamiiiiiiiiiiii, take us all away. :S

AHH.


Kyle is your best friend : "why doesn't singapore has modelling competition. i wanna be a model. why is she attached haizzz" , "i wanna be 1.86CM tallll " , "peace out y'all, ORYTE!" :D cool huh.


:S

sorrrry.

bye Y'ALL!
peace out oryte! HAH.



We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt

I was just so happy,
in your boxers and your t-shirt.
The worse thing you can get during exams is your period.

and i've got it.

yay thanks.


AHHHHHHHHH.

Monday, February 18, 2008

AHHH.

i'm so tired.

@!#$%$^&$%^!@!
askdjasdkjadkuwiaqe
asdhioawuimvnvdnfjedjrka
2839020393254893208492384

RAWR.

went to study w limyiwen yesterday.
thanks molzxzxz for the macs breakfast and everything else :)

and we were so in need and desperate for help for anchem we asked samuel out to teach us.
hahaha.

so, if i ever can pass anchem, it's all thanks to sam :)

arigatou toyota.

it was damn nice of him to come out at the last minute to teach us ( or rather let us copy his past year papers solutions) when everybody is busy mugging for anchem.

what to do, not all of my classmates are very helpful you see. HAHA.

and anyways,
the famous amos cookies were from a teacher of mine laaaaaaa.
he's so old that he already has grandsons. hahah and other than the cookies he gave me for cny which so happened to be ard v day,
he gave me an ang bao as well, with quite a lot of money. hee.
i'm good friends with him you see. hahaha

so v day wasn't that bad at all cause at least i've got yummy famous amos cookies hee :D


ohwells,

3 more papers to gooooooooo ! AHHHHHHH.

yay yay yay,
22feb.
22feb.
22feb.

:D

GRRRR, LURBES Y'ALLLLL!



goodbye, my almost lover.
goodbye, my hopeless dreams.
i'm trying not to think about you.
won't you just let me be.

did i made it that easy for you to walk right in and out of my life.

Saturday, February 16, 2008




i just need someone to hold my hands, give me a great big hug and tell me that everything's gonna be fine babyy.

oh, please please please.

but it's so easy to lose hope.

AHHHH I HATE ANCHEM AND I HATE YOU TOO.

HEY Y'ALLLLLLL!







V day wasn't so bad after alll.
Look at those super duper yummy and sinful cookies.

THANKYOU!

anyways,
happy belated v day. HAH :)


I HATE ANCHEM AND I HATE YOU TOOO.

I HATE YOU TOOO.
I HATE YOU TOOO.
I HATE YOU TOOO.

MEOW.


anchem's really hardddddd. PLEASE TELL ME IM GONNA PASS ANCHEM.

ahhhhh and my brother's friends are coming over again later. aye, they're very very distracting. i'm gonna lock myself in the room later and sleep study. okay, kidding. i secretly like to hang around with them too. hee they're a bunch of funny peopleeeee. and they're all better looking than my brotherrrr. okay, kidding, maybe not. HAH.

HAH :)

i need to pass anchem.
i need to study.
i need to sleep.
i need to shop.
i need to play.
i need to be happy.


OKAY,
IM OFFF!

lurbes y'allllllllll :D

Saturday, February 9, 2008

GONG XI FA CAIIIIIIIIIIIII :D

ayeaye.

PLEASE COLLECT MORE ANG BAOS AND LETS BE LIL RICH KIDS :D

ohyayyyyy.
think of all the post cny sales! :D


er,


i says:
OKAY
4.30

๏̯͡๏) ♥ says:
okay yay :D

i says:
YAY WHAT
SMALL KID


meow.


ahhh. but exams are coming tooo.

JIA YOU ! BYEEEEEEE FOLKS:D

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

๏̯͡๏)๏̯͡๏)๏̯͡๏)

its 3.09am now.

im bored.
im lying on my bed.
im supposed to study for lab test.
im not supposed to doze off.
im sleepy.
im looking forward to cny.
im smiling.

rawr. lurbesssss :)

Thursday, January 31, 2008

NOBODY'S FOOL

ahhhhhh.

been mugging really hard for anchem.
dont wanna fail again meow.
ohwells, hope i pass huh.

cant wait to get over and done with anchemzxzxzxzxzxzxz.

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. :D

Monday, January 28, 2008

KISSKISS!

rawr. im back yo.

lifes been like a roller coaster ride for me recently. lotsa things happened. yadayada.

and guess what. my laptop's adaptor blew up. like totally got electric sparks flying out and stuff. kinda scary. but i went to the acer centre and got it fixed today. they gave me a new adaptor hahahaha! so happy can :D

went to watch the mist yesterday with monster. thanks monster! :) rawr. woah it was superrrr nice :D and so so so so so much better then cloverfieldddd.

oh cmon, go catch it you guys!

laptop okay = start of projs = start of online shopping whahahaha.

KILL ME !

bye folksssss lurbes chaaaa! :D

and heres a line from my fave advertisement :

哪一个张!

forget it, it's over. :D

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

KUSO-DUNZO

its 2.17am.

hahaha im still doing that coolingtower wkst. rawr. sorry yiqian im so stupid hahahah i wholesale/rephrase directly. but ey. at least i did the calculations myself right :D nothing to be proud of actually. rawr.

can you believe that i actually churn this out myself :

"1 What is the function of the droplet arrester or eliminator that is fitted at the tower outlet?

The function of the droplet arrester or eliminator that is fitted at the tower outlet is to reduce and minimize the loss of water droplets to the atmosphere. This is because the loss of water droplets will eventually be carried along in the air and then lost into the system which will affect and not contribute to cooling leading to inefficiency. Therefore it is important to replenish the water loss. Basically, the droplet arrestor prevent this loss by allowing the water droplets to coalesce into a bigger unit. It will then fall back onto the packings. "


ERRR.
okay, joking. its all yiqian's work. i only rephrased it. thanks baby, lurbes chaaaaaaa.


jap speaking test was alright. lucky we practised a lil beforehand. hoho.


きのうなにおしたか。
オチャドにいつて、えいがおみて、コーヒおのみました。

おなかぺこぺこです! 

last epi of huang jin lu was damn nice. but i missed the first 30mins of the show due to unforseen circumstances. hahaha :S coffee prince was equally nice as welllll. rawr. can you get me a cui han jie please?

oh yeah, ive got a plan. WHY NOT, for my this coming cptc at jurong island, i shall dress up as a guy ahahahah then maybe i'll be able to find my cui han jie. okay, madness. random ramblings.


ohwells, anyways,

life_is_so_miserable.

lifesuckslurbehurts. rawr.

er. frenz_dude. ahahaha sorry.


ITS JAHRE ALT TOMORROW AGAIN. WOAH :S
KILL ME !

baby it's hurting me so badly. its kinda affecting me, and im so sad inside ):

Sunday, January 20, 2008

ohmygodzxzxzxz.

ive got:

- ohs tutorials 8,9.
- some random ohs case study which i cant rmb what it is.
- emat prac report
- cel lab wkst
- emv report

- emv test on thurs
- tphm test on fri


i dont even know that theres going to be tests this week til minmin reminded me just now la. ohmygodzxzx. shanggeok, how dumb can you be. :S

WAAAAAAAA. im dying already can.

i dont even understand what the lecturers are yaking about.
i haven even like completed 50% of the work that im supposed to do.
i only lurbes to lazy around at home

lazy bum.

shanggeok, please wake up.

either that, or you can just

KILL MEEEEEEE.

:D

please don't play with me. don't.

Saturday, January 19, 2008

monster says:

YOU ARE SO FAT THAT WHEN WILL.I.AM ASKED YOU WHERE DID YOU GET YOUR BODY FROM, YOU SAID CHAR QUAY TIOW, CHAR QUAY, CHEE CHEONG FAN.

YOU ARE SO FAT THAT WHEN I STARTED PRINTING A PIC OF YOU LAST YR, ITS STILL PRINTING NOW


im bored. yawns.
rawr.

please dont watch cloverfield.
spend your bucks on something else,


how about sim chicken rice? HEH.
monster says:

YOU ARE SO FAT THAT WHEN WILL.I.AM ASKED YOU WHERE DID YOU GET YOUR BODY FROM, YOU SAID CHAR QUAY TIOW, CHAR QUAY, CHEE CHEONG FAN.

YOU ARE SO FAT THAT WHEN I STARTED PRINTING A PIC OF YOU LAST YR, ITS STILL PRINTING NOW


im bored. yawns.

rawr.

please dont watch cloverfield.

spend your bucks on something else,

how about sim chicken rice? HEH.

Saturday, January 12, 2008

OHLALA, TOY SOLDIER!

rawr. ever since i reach home, i've been having such a badddddd tummyache can. its like i went to the toilet 3 times already and that kind of tummy pain keeps on coming back and stuff. its so irritating laaaaa. ): damn.

and i accidentally bite my tongue while eating yesterday. don't ask me how i did it. i don't know either. probably i chewed my food too fast or i was talking too fast and bite my tongue or whatever. i don't really care cause my tongue is like feeling pretty uncomfortable now. it's like theres this weird feeling on your tongue that you can't describe and it gives you that fury wury feeling and makes you don't really wanna eat anything else at all.

woah. thats probably good huh. maybe i shall bite my tongue everyday then i won't feel like eating anymore hahahahha. :S or i shall be extreme yo. probably cut off my whole tongue hahahahah. so gross :S er. kudasai.

aiyaaa. life_is_so_miserable. rawr. familar? HAHAHAHA.

speaking of which, limyiwen was damn super lame just now. she called my house and acted like a man, and spoke in a very low and sexy voice, EH BABYYYYYYYYYY and yada yada. scared the hell out of me can. i thought who was it. so ai mei can. hahah. cause i think only yiqian and michelle will ever call my house and ask for me. hahaha. so its pretty much easy to figure whose on the other line. but what to do i didnt expect her to call back to my house. hahah damn funny and hilarious can. i laughed like mad. ohwells, im easily amused. hahahaha. and cheer up sexybitch yoooo! lurbes yaaa :D


anyways, had been thinking of the togudon kids suddenly. was wondering how are they. are they still living happily over there high up in the mountains in the midst of those fluffy clouds and sleeping under the starry sky? are they growing up happily and living each day contently? are they learning so much more new things and widening their horizons everyday at the kindergarten or primary school? do they still remember us - the group of urban singaporean people who accidentally barged into their lives for 2weeks and then disappeared all over again? or do they not? ohwells, i hope the kids there are growing up happily. i miss allllll of them. good to say that i can still remember most of their names - jasnila, jessica, justard, maximillan, maxceron, suzaidy, pamella and yadayada. awwwwwww. i miss letting them sit on my laps and reading stories to them in english when they cant like even understand 90% of what i'm saying. but you can see that they are all so eager and keen to learn. the way they laugh when they learn a new word and stuff. they are all so innocent, so happyyy. kids are meant to live this way, isnt it so? so unlike my lil sis. at the age of like 12yrs old and currently in pri6 now, she's so materialistic and she owns a ipod nano. and previously, she owned 2 other mp3s. she's always grumbling about how her studies are getting lousier and how she needs more clothes and stuff and lots of weird things that 12 years old kids shouldn't even know about. rawr. so ironic huh. just across the boundary, kids are in totally different worlds.

hahahah random. ohwells. got lots of work to complete. and im sleepy already.

byeeee.

friends dont treat friends like gun-guns.

stop it, stop trying to sell people out.

ohyou.

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

BREAK THE ICE BABYYYYY!

yo wasssssssup.

notice my blog titles. theres one similarity : theyre all britney's songs. hahahah yeah sad to say i kind of like those songs yo. they're so catchyyyy and ... i dont know. HAA. okays, im lame.

rawrrrrrr. i hate to wake up early for 8am classesssssss. save meeeeee! tomorrows at 8 again. ohmygod. hahaah and my eye circles are damn dark la ): think i'll just die and be pang huang if i dont have concealer. now then i realise the power of concealers. hahahah. they're damn good yo. everyone should get one. RAWR.

Your my hunny bunch,
Sugar plum,
Pumpy-umpy-umpkin,
Your my sweetie pie,
You my cuppy cake,
Gum drop,
Snookum spokem pure,
The apple of my eye,
And I love you so and I want you to know,
That I'll always be right here,
And I love to sing,
this song to you,
Because you are so dear.


so in love with this song. it's so kiddish, but ohwells. hahahaha. ask me and i'll gladly sing it to you :D okay not everyone perhaps not people like er. kirchhoff. er. random. HAHHA.

i'm talking to yiqian now. see how funny she is !

SHANGGEOK♥ says:
HAHAHAH
mol jy and me just talked abt hongkiat this afternoon sia!
so qiao can.

YIQIAN says:
zzzz :)

SHANGGEOK♥ says:
we were like thinking why
ever since the start of this term we like nvr see hongkiat anymore
hahahaha

YIQIAN says:
lol
because i've locked him inside my heart
er joking

lurbes her <3 <3

same as jy. she always tell me, er i only like to meet you but i dont like to kiss you. hahahah as if we kiss :S but funny la. saying for fun only. ohwells, we're funny. okay, sorry only jy is. RAH. and yiqian. and er balaaaaaaaaaaa yo.

i'm bored. and i dont know how long this blog can last me before i stop blogging suddenly for like 2983998374832 days and then eventually forget all my acct details like my username and password again hahahaha. OPPS. heh.

哦,
变质了。

你那歇斯底里的想法,
那用不完的借口。

不想说明,
不想摊开来说,
有自己的理由。

不说,
也并不代表问题不存在。

i think my chinese is pretty good yo. hahaha. stole it from my previous blog entries a few months back. ohman, really dont know how the hell do i come up with such pretty phrases can. HAHAHAHAH. probably one day i'll be able to write such stuff again. lol.

its a rainy day everyday. and its so coldddd la. damn nice :) i like. heh. and i like the chicken rice at SIM foodcourt. heheh. ( even though zhimin told me they actually found a dead caterpillar in the veggies laaaaa. really. they even took a picture of that gruesome sight can. but who cares, i dont order those veggies anyways. hahahah. excuses. ohwells rawr :) )

eh. ive got nothing to do. im going off. probably laze around my house and lie on my bed or something. ohwells, ive got lots of pending work to complete. but lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy. heheh. lalalalla.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,
its britney bitch!

LOVE Y'ALL FOLKS:D

BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY<3

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

ON MY RADAR, BABY.

rawr. life's a bitch. projects are starting to come in again. absolutely dont feel like doing anything at all laaaaaaaaa. i guess im pretty lazy this sem. ohwells, im like very lazy every sem lah. whatever.

alrighty let me list down the pending stuff ive got to do. take is as an alternative for me to force myself to probably start work like real soon and stop lazing around the houseeeeeeeeeee. HAHAH. hmm lets seee, ive got

OHS tutorial with molzxzxzx
EMV REPORT
CEL PBL REPORT OMGZXZXZ I HATE THAT RAWR.
EMAT REPORT

woah. surprisingly, i dont even feel the pressure of all these reports breathing down my neck man. hahaha guess i really dont bother much about such stuff huh. ohwells. penning down my workload has probably increased my motivation by 0.00528392211% :D isnt that cool huh.

ohmygod. and i had cel lab today. forgot to bring my labcoat. i was like franticalllyyy texting every single one that i know whether is it convenient for me to borrow their labcoat laaa. people like mag, siwei, davin, shipei and yadayada. so sad, i dont know much peers in NP, what to do. was absolutely super duper lucky that cheryl actually lent me her labcoat if not i think i'll dieeeeeeeee la and then i'll be the GUN GUN of the day already. but ohwells, anyways, i guess with or without labcoat, im already the GUN GUN already laaaaaaaaaa. rawr ): hahahahha.

but i lost my handphone cap. cant believe how dumb i ammmmmmm. rawr. aiye bet you guys must be quite used to my dumbness la so i guess it surely doesnt surprise anyone of y'all reading this blog hahahah.


i want to shop so badly but im so broke ): come on yo, somehow i still wish that someone will accidentally transfer like 500000000000000000000000000000000000000 bucks into my posb account hahah DREAMING:D im just joking. if something like that really happens, it will be like ohmygodwhatthehellactuallyhappened! should i accept the money, or what or what. tell me. if you were me what will you do! hahaha okay probably i'll be so happy and over the moon that i'll probably........ er i dont know what i'll do either hahahah. hahah see, im always thinking of some weird stuff that wouldnt even happen laaa. hahaha

ohmygod. and what if my GPA this sem is FOUR? hahahah dream on. i'll be glad if its above a 3. i dont even freaking understand what the hell is tphm anchem and yadayadayada. who cares about how diffusion occurs in porous solids. like do you even care? and whatever mass balances that you'll have to do and so much more things that are so so so lame.

everyone's on the twister fries craze. hahahahah. yiqian is, limyiwen is, so is jy ahhahahaha and me. ohmygod. i hate twister fries. its the curse man. and yadayada,

THERES A PASAR MALAM AT MY HOUSE.
i love paser malams but i hate them toooooo. whatthehellllllllllllllllllllllllll. RAH.

hahahahaha. whatthehell. rawr.

gotta go for anchem early in the morning at 8ammmmmmmmmm ): hows that. 2 weeks of hysis straight. and bringing laptop straight. and having min min to reach school an hour earlier. lurbes her, and everybody else. <3

dammit ich dich wassen horen kahn. schkuladenkuchen ich mag keine schvester und dir? sehr gut. auch gut. aber goosemuther. hahah madness.


again, i dont know how to end a blog post appropriately. lol. i always dont know how to. dont ask me why. i just dont know.

yadaydayadayadyaydya. BYE FOLKS. LOVE Y'ALLLLLLLLL. <3
and i love you too, baby:)


it's been a while honey, i know i shouldn't kept you waiting.
but i'm here now.

Thursday, January 3, 2008

its britney bitch.

ohwells, dont ask me why ive changed blog.

anyways, im not gonna put up fanciful tagboards or whatever blogskins. you know im too lazy to do that. and im such an idiot i will end up pestering my friends to help me with them cause i'll be like, " omg yiqian die already how ah i dont know how to change the html codes", and stuff like that huh.

so yeah, whatever. laugh at my lousy template if you want. and im not gonna put a tagboard. i dont even wanna know who bothers to drop by and read about my super lame life and comment stuff that i dont even bother to reply - mainly because im lazyyyy la. hahahah. and i hate people who spams. so ohwells.

convenient excuses.

life's getting a toll on me and i guess i probably need some avenue for me to rant around randomly since i dont have a boyfriend for me to rant at. hahahahhah.

i'm so pathetic i've got no goals in life. i dont know what i wanna do in the future. i dont want to go uni, cause im so sick of studying. probably i will work, but. ohwells.

ive got this weird thinking man. i want to go to some ulu place and you know help those people who are living in very poor conditions that kind of stuff. maybe i'll go there and teach and help the kids and suff like that. even though im quite lousy in my studies la, but i know i will be able to make a difference in their lives and yadayada. but im definitely not going to help them to build house and move logs and build some freaking weird dams and say hey, i built a dam for you yo! anyways im not strong enough to do that. but somehow i feel that earning money is not everything ohwells even though i do really love money and im like super broke right now. anyways, its weird that ive had this thinking for such a super long time and considering the fact that im super scared of weird insects and i dont even dare to really sleep alone at night.

okay im weird.
probably i'll get my ass stuck a jurong island for life and smell lots of hydrocarbons and get killed by a case of heat exchanger explosion or for whatever weird causes you can think of.

who knows. one day i might end up selling insurance policies to you when i actually studied some lame course like what chemical and biomolecular engineering when i was still young and dumb. who knows. i might strike toto or 4d and i'll be damn super rich and i'll bring my friends to LV and prada and gucci to shop all they want and i'll change all my money into 1cent coins and throw them at you when you make me angry. i can be quite a monster when im mad, but you see, i dont get angry often. hahahaha. im only a gun gun. but, but, the thing is i dont even buy 4d or toto. how am i going to get rich man. inpractical thoughts. what the hell.

somehow, i think its still pulling me back a lil ohwells. i always try to tell myself that ive moved on and i dont f care about anything else about him but its like what the hell. i dont know. i dont feel sad anymore but somehow when he's your first love, things tend to get a lil bit more special. at least he doesnt sport those typical hairstyles with those curly piggy tail at the back. oh, and he's roman catholic. but he is cui.

really, when youve been together with the worst, i think everybody else just seems so much better la in comparison. hahahah. at least thats what they say. but ohwells, everyone else around me is out to play. what to do. players only love you when they are playing. thats so true la. tell me who gives a god damn care when youre really in deep shit. only true friends yo.who doesnt want to find a good guy and settle down and be happy and spend time with him everyday. so sick of all these already la. im not kidding. aiyeaiye. i dont even like really care anymore. too lazy to anyways. im not racist or whatsoever, im attracting too many malays. omgzxzxzxzxzx. just kill me. im shanggeok and im chinese yo. guess i probably was in a lil too deep. but its affecting me a lil tiny bit. honestly, i dont really feel anything much. ahahha but i was so dumb can. what the hell. its so unreasonable and its not going to work out, ever. and its over. and that loser. didnt even pay. ohmygod. dont even want to talk about that loser huh. but ohwells, ive already been through the worst. hahahaha. :S

ohmygod. ive got school tomorrow and ive got zero motivation to attend classes la. i cant understand even a single thing that she teaches and i see no point in going to school just to chat and be lame with the friends and slacking around during lectures thinking of stupid ways to kill myself. okay not really im not that emo yet but im just random. hahahahha. and its good that i dont text so much these few days. the bill is also taking a toll on me man. actually, its not the bill. its my mama. hahahahahah.

and lim is being such a hardcore clubber. she wants to grind me so badly man and what the hell. yiqian is too exotic. jahre alt is mad and i love michelle aw in that white tee on 159 that day and minmin. xw is too skinny hahahahahah. er osk. okay life sucks lurbe hurts. whatever dudez. i love to sleep everyday. hahaha i am a xiao niao hahahahahah.

im a geek i know how to speak german and jap and i lurbes to read asia geographic when im at the lib but i hate studying. thanks huh. guess what. i got 92 for anchem. okay joking. your head man. 92 is the combined marks of melissa's and mine. damn. we got 46 each. thats cool huh. twins to this extent hahahahah probably we've got telepathy we copied each others work. thankyouverymuch.

OHHHHHHHHH. MACS GOT TWISTER FRIES ALREADY. OMGZXZX.
THATS MY FAVEEEEEEEEE. THATS HOT, TOTALLY :D




okay bye.
abrupt ending i know. but how should i end it. i dont know either.

so, okay bye.