2nd day.

all these lies,
all these tears,
all these heartaches,

and heartbreaks.


all these disappointments,
all these fears,
all these promises,

and assurances.


how do you expect me;

to love,
to give my all,
to fall into,
to indulge,
to smile,
and to trust,

again.


everyday,
it's hurting.


everyday,
i wake up;

feeling afraid,
feeling scared,
feeling doubtful,
feeling jumpy,

and,
feeling crazy.


tried to overcome,
but was overcomed.


tried to trust,
but was broken.

the little trust that i've started to build up,
lies crumbled them again.


yet everyday,
i still wake up.

yet everyday,
i still tell myself to love.

yet everyday,
i still feel comforted in knowing you are here.

yet everyday,
i still look forward to those little moments with you.



but,
i'm so afraid of;

another heartache again,
another finding out session,
another stumbling upon incident,
another disappointment,


when i've tried to pick myself up,
lies crumble me down,
again.


i'm hurt,
so hurt.



one last try.
one last chance.
one last love.
one last promise.


will be happy.
will pick myself up.
will be stronger.
will be loved.
will be loving.

i will be,
somehow,
i will try.


somehow.


ten thousand sets of ten days,
you said.


i will hold on to it,
don't you ever let me down again.



i love you everyday,
my baby.

on some days,
i feel alone.

and today is one of these days.

HAPPY.




thank you bi,
meant a lot to me than you ever know.

:)




don't let the past hurt you.
why holding on to his past when he has already let go of it himself.
don't harp on it anymore.

i'll try.
really will.

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i love you, really do.

happy 16months,
love.


we've come a long way,
and will still go on.

<3

let it go,

be happy.

let it go.
let it go.
let it go.


what has passed and happened,
is past.

do not let it haunt you.



believe.
believe.
believe.

you can do it.