... surprise!.. 'surprise'....

dun pin too much hopes... my surprises are definitely not as sweet as Meizhi's... =p

was caught by 'surprise' this morning... din expect it to come early coz there was no symptoms of cramps yesterday or the day before.. but i can feel the cramps coming le... totally sianz by it... felt light headed too...

another surprise! was from my boss yesterday.. he has gotten the nod from our director to bring me to Taiwan for a business trip in Nov... having mixed feelings abt it... excited... but scared at the same time... think Pandans will know why i am scared... pls dun remind me of any ghost stories again next time we meet up k...

wonder if another surprise will come along... hope it wun be a bad one...

... losing them... or lost them ...

Just finished talkin on the phone with Jing for a while... guess both of us are feeling emo or pms or what-f... she took half day off to go home & rest... while i am supposed to get ready for tuition now... dun feel like going but no choice.. since i have already committed myself with it... more to come on weekdays & weekend... tired... realli tired...

A lot of times.. after you lost something... it is really hard gain them back... i know i need to do something abt them... but i am not sure even if i ever do something... will things recover to what it was or what i wanted it to be? "It always take 2 hands to clap".. heard this so many times... do understand the meaning behind it too... but knowing & doing... it is different...

sigh... maybe things will just never be the same again...

... 10km ReaL WaLk/RuN ...

Haha... supposed to run la... but i realli dun like the trail part... so sticked with my my female colleagues, Sue & Jo... we walked most of it... ran only when we see our male colleagues, Vish & Carl coming in the opp direction & whenever we saw professional cameras... of coz to aviod them... =p

Miracles do happen... we finished it in 1hr & 55 min... haha...

Went for Mac breakfast at Siglap Centre after the run... Vish's treat... since he was the one who persuaded all of us to go for the run... despite the initial objections & whining... we still signed up... he was indeed a good sales man... but it was a good experience.. =)

Went home after tt... supposed to take Carl's car back but he has to go meet his fiancee last min so he isnt going to the north area anymore.. hence told him it was okie & i had to ask Vish to drop me at Tampines Interchange so i can take a bus back... but Vish was nice to send me home even though he lives near Siglap... however we chatted too much till we missed the expressway exit to my place... then i gave him the wrong direction.. & we made circles till we reach my place... felt so bad abt it & paiseh..

Though i am not enjoying much of my job scope.. but my colleagues are realli nice... my office is at a strategic place... anyway the financial mkts are so bad now... i should just stick with my present job.. things wun always go ur way.. just have to learn & live with it...

3.30am le!!!!! Has been a long time since i stayed up till so late!!! haha... i took leave from work tmr/later... not to rest but to teach tuition... sigh... sad siaz... but all will be over in 2 weeks time!!!

Certainly need lots of "me" time & "friends" time.. cant help but feel tt i have neglected many of my friends ever since i started working... defnitely looking forward to my next leave... ^_^

FEELING FAT!!!

cant take it anymore... i feel like i have been eating too much from friday till today... i just got an eclaire from my female boss & kaya toast from my analyst colleague... this is the first time i feel tt i am overeating & i need exercise desperately... i must go for a run before dinner later!!! (hopefully i will just eat a little for dinner so tt my efforts wun go down the drain...)

oh... and i am the last one to leave office today.. when it is only 615pm... miracle... haha

... need something to look forward to ...

i think i ate a bit too much tis weekend... wanted to go for jog initially too but din eventually... FAT!!!

Dim sum was good yesterday... but Yuxin cant join us last min coz her company's amazing race ended late & she only reached home at 530am... poor gal... looks like we can only meet her after she is back from her HK company trip...

tuition will officially ends 2 weeks later for me... it is realli tiring to juggle btw work & tuition.. practically no life too.. maybe i should just look forward to the end of my tuition in end Oct...

actually there was supposed to be something i can look forward to in work.. but now with the extreme volatility of the mkts.. i cant help but feel pessimistic... dun wanna pin on hopes anymore...

Oh!!! I can actually look forward to the next meet-up with the Pandans which they suggested it to be a pedicure session!!! Never been to one before but after hearing Iris, Lydia & Meizhi's descriptions... sounds interesting & fun... looking forward to trying... no harm paying for pretty toe nails... =P

... feeling ... super ... lazy ...

stayed out late on fri night so decided to just stay home & juggle tuitions this weekend... so decided to organised my messy piles of photos & songs in my lappy.. but in the end.. din do it... just cant move my butt to do them & so just watched TV in between my tuitions...

so many nice songs recently.. but just haven got the time to go listen..

another i haven do is to go explore my new phone.. it has been in the box for 2 weeks le.. i told myself i will charge it this weekend.. yes i did... but i decided to put it back to the box again.. dun ask me why i did tt... i am just too lazy to go explore it...

with regards to tt video... meizhi... if tt video is from a guy who is going after you... yesh... it is a very sweet move...

however.. tt person who did the video is supposed to be my "jie mei"... the moment i saw the video.. the first thing came to my mind is... is this a memorial video for me?!?!? i am serious... not kidding k... anyway.. what is done cant be undone.. i still dunno what is on his mind.. i dun really have time to care too...

feeling the monday blues seeping thru... & the routine starts again....