... sad ...

i finally got the rejection letter from dfs... sigh... guess i am just not gd enough... or maybe this is my karma for saying too mani lies coz of the stupid situation i am stucked with... guess right now i dun have a choice but to stay on with my present job... still can tahan for now... after all it is onli 3 weeks... will see how again....

eyes super pain + reddish now la.. dunno what stupid thing went into my eyes... recently my eyes are getting "polluted" easily... could be the mascara ba...

shall stop now.. need to wake up early for tuition later...

... lazy + aged + fats ...

onli going into the 3rd week of work n i am feeling all of the above... it is scary... so mani times i felt like blogging.. i can be even too lazy to switch on my lappy...

after going home from work... after i bathe and eat my dinner... it is 830pm already... after abit of surfin net n a bit of tv... it is time to hit for the bed... and the routine repeats... things onli slightly changes on fri evening... meeting up n chilling out with friends... TGIF... though i still can hardly find time with myself during the weekends...

my weekends are mostly dedicated to my tuitees n friends i realised... oh but i did some shopping for myself yesterday... needed more working clothes... but i realised they seemed nv enough...

expectedly... i still couldn take time to upload my photos this weekend... ahhhhh.... I MUST DO IT SOON!!!

must start exercising soon too... haven been exercising for ages... can feel all the fats le... yucks!

work tmr....... sianz.... but at least my monday blues felt tonight wasnt as intense as last sun night...

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feeling veri gibberish right now... a lot of thoughts going thru my mind... but i just cant seem to pen them down properly... supposed to be in bed now... since i have tuition early tmr morning n late afternoon... but i guess the caffaine effect from the cafe latte earlier on hasn realli wear off yet... anyways... had a great peanut-shells-throwing session with the PaNdAnS plus Jennro & Yanjie at the Long Bar... sorry for bringing u all to a pub with slightly steeper prices in the drinks... coz tt is the onli one i can think of nearby... maybe we all should just stick back to our favourite Starbucks next time...