Saturday, June 25, 2011
so tired..so many things to do..so little time..the hse is so empty..6 ppl in the hse n only 2 is at home..
1 is useless and don know what he is doing outside..don't want to serve ns or the army don wan him..i don know
another 2 is always outside staying with their the other half..
mama n papa don care about each other..
i don know what to do already..
everyone is treating the house as a hotel and i'm doing laundry service for everybody..
why am i working so hard..i also don know..my aunt even say working as a trainer is a waste of time..damn it..
wanna go into management in fitness first but i can't manage the family members in the house..
i also like to train ppl and when they see results..i'm very happy for them..when they don't..i have to nag at them..
no time to train myself too..end of july is the osim tri and the swimming is bloody far..1.5km..i don know how to survive...i think i will drown n die...so fearful of the water but i know i can make it..i need to train harder but i have no time..
can't tk it anymore..breaking down...
manchesterunited 1:12 AM
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Monday, May 16, 2011
manchesterunited 12:46 AM
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Monday, April 11, 2011
the only place i can vent my frustrations..so many things so little time to do..can i have more den 24 hours ?
manchesterunited 12:42 AM
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Saturday, April 02, 2011
my new bike damages are $2566 n more to come becos i will need a new bike shoes..haha
must save more money this month =)
manchesterunited 12:26 AM
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Friday, December 31, 2010
is been a topsy turvy 2010 with so many things that happen in my life.
my 2010 resolution was this :
1) Career : is time to upgrade myself and attend courses so that i can be better in training my clients. I also need to move up as a free lance trainer and to have more clients so that i able to hit at least 60 hours a month and to be consistence for every month.
2) Financially : to able to save at least $300 every month which means to cut down my expenses of shopping and to plan for my holiday trip with baby in August =)
3) Friends : Long lasting friendship in many years to come
4) Baby : to enjoy every moment with her =) and helping out at the shop to ease her burden. Getting my friends to support her shop too..
5) Personal goals : to get a cert from SSC or ACE and to get my car license
6) My team : Manchester United to crown BPL champions for 2010 for the 4th time in a row, 4th time Champions of Europe, FA cup champions and Carling cup champions
Reflections :
1) yeah i upgrade myself to a Gold trainer but not a free lance trainer yet..i went for SSC Basic Exercise Course and FISAF..in terms of hours of training..been consistent with 50 to 70 hours but can be better in the new year to come..my number of clients have been steadily been going up but still need to maintain at least 15 active clients
2) been saving money and giving money to my parents..Aug trip is a horrible trip for myself..crap Bali trip..should have not go there? I don't know the outcome would been the same..only god knows
3) many new found friends from SSC and FISAF and from the gym in Cathay =)
have to maintain my relationship with my friends..my very good friends when I'm down since August.. =)
4) didn't come true but i have been helping her before we broke off..have been a blessing in disguise too as i wouldn't have met new friends and been doing well in Fitness First since breaking off with her. I wouldn't have met my training buddy from BEC and she is gorgeous but i still prefer she be my training buddy and motivation for my Biathlon and Triathlon =)
5) Waiting for my BEC cert and waiting for FISAF results..no ACE and driving license but will make it happen next yr
6) Carling cup champion only for Man United..we lost to Chelsea for the league but we will get it back next year May =) hoping for a 19 BPL champion and 4th Champions league =)
signing off
Dennis 31/12/10
manchesterunited 12:29 PM
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Wednesday, October 13, 2010
manchesterunited 11:42 PM
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Thursday, September 02, 2010
sigh..is over on the 20th august 2010..why always happen to me ? is it me or her or both parties ? i guess is just the both of us..
communication breakdown..i nv listen to her and she nv listen to me..both of us nv communicate well enough
i felt that her feelings for me has faded cos i think she like somebody else..everything is very superficial when it comes to looks and the built of a person. Even though I'm small built but i always have a big heart for my gf. Trying to do everything for her. I guess is not meant to be and it will take me awhile to move on..sigh
I will become stronger and bigger without the use of steroids !!! The next Big thing !
manchesterunited 11:49 PM
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