Nice songs!~

曹轩宾可惜不是你

好难得 - 叮当

Fiona Sit 薛凯琪 - Better Me

郁可唯《好朋友只是朋友》

嚴爵 - 好的事情

我们都傻 杨丞琳 mv

Nike 10km run

Another milestone in Life.. Though not something which I set out to complete, but I guess it's considered quite an achievement?

Date: 21 October 2012

1 hour 25 min.. Hahaha! Okay lah hor? LOL!

Buy this number and you will HUAT ah!!

The conquerors! =D

COOL!

Cool. I googled my full name and my polytechnic name..

And guess what! One of my project blogs was listed in the images search.. Haha!
Well, guess it brings back memories! This isn't my first blog! But the link below is! LOL!

http://festivalsnevents-weilin.blogspot.sg/2008/11/evaluation-of-effective-use-of.html

不够勇敢

不够勇敢

微笑正义主题曲

Teacher's Day

I have something to blog, I have something to blog.. This blogpost will remind me that I have something to blog! Will blog soon! =D

Reality

Guess reality hasn't really sink in until just now, when I saw your blog. =|

S.H.E - 兩個人的荒島 (官方版MV)

Although 杜拉拉升职记 isn't very nice.. 

their 插曲 is very nice!

In Life, it's not where you go.. It's who you travel with.

In Life, it's the company which matters more.

Thankful for those who are around and supporting me =)

Music

Well, I guess Life has been rather kind with me..
Led a rather smooth sailing Life for the past 20 odd years...
But recently, I guess I'm badly hit..
Hmmm.. probably it's not as bad as what I think
But enough to make me feel troubled, worried, depressed.

And well, what caused me to feel this way right now is due to music..
Music, something which used to make me feel relaxed, but now, it's making me suffocated, worried, and even caused me to have a headache now..
I'm not sure if I am competent, but I know I lack of confidence..
I'm not sure if teaching is my cup of tea, but I know I hope to teach my students well and see them progress..
But how to get these things done, I'm not too sure
Guess I'm filled with lots of uncertainty and that's why I am having so many concerns right now..

Well, I have a student who is rather good in music.. scored 141/150 for grade 1..
scored 135/150 for grade 3 mock exam..
But scored 114/150 for her actual exam. How I wish this is a dream..
You might think it's a pass, not bad, at least she didn't fail..
But how am I suppose to break the news to her? And how am I supposed to tell her parents..
And how is she supposed to tell her parents?
She was kinda penalized for playing her piece too slow.. and a couple more aspects..
Guess we expected way too high, so now the fall came a bit too harsh..
21 marks difference.. that's a lot.. 2 grades you know! How??

And ya, my Indian student is quitting..
I have always wished that she would quit..
But now that the school tells me she's quitting..
I'm feeling sad, and reflecting now..
Why did she quit? Is it because of me? or herself?

Yup, so now I'm at this crossroad..
A decision to whether to continue teaching or not..
I guess I have been to reliant on my teacher..
But music isn't just 1+1= 2 or something which you could add up using a calculator..

People always say this when they know I play the piano and achieved diploma..
Go teach piano lah! Good money leh!
But I'm thinking.. Am I fit to earn that money.. I'm not too sure.

I HOPE TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY.

Amazed

Amazed with how people handle problems..

Recently, I was quite stressed up because of accepting a new job..
Well, basically I thought, I have a lot of time, but apparently, I was wrong..
And because of accepting this new job, I found myself having a dilemma...
Because a new job = increase in income = decrease in amt of leisure time = no time to prepare for test and projects!
And so, I tried rejecting this new job even though I went through the interview and such..
I guess, normally employers, when they encounter such irresponsible staff, they would be turned off and they will reject you immediately, saying that, okay, case close, You and I have no more business with one another...
Especially when I rejected her when she needs people most, I thought probably she would hate me to the core..
But surprisingly, this lady, Alice, she told me it's okay and even offered me a slot to work after my exams..
Hey! I only met you once and you trusted me so much even after disappointing you..
I amazed with her ability to handle problems and in the area of managing HR.

Wouldn't that make you feel like wanting to commit to that job when you have the opportunity to work for her?
Totally amazed.

我的父亲

The title sounds like a primary school essay right?

Haha! Well, maybe because this post is from a girl who is still young at heart and still behaves like a little primary school girl! (DON'T PUKE!)

Anyways, who is it from doesn't really matter. Today's topic is just now, who my dad is.

I would say, my dad is not a hero, not a superman, not a very successful person, but is a person whom I care and who cares for us! A person who perhaps don't really show his concerns, but yet somewhat pays attention to our needs..

Hmm.. Well, he used to be a very loving and family person.. Someone who brings his family around during weekends. We used to frequent airport for lunch, ECP for cycling (My parents always cycle on a double bike, and I get to sit on a add-on chair when I was young. Haha! I like being ferried around by my parents, enjoying the sea breeze and singing out of tune songs!), kite flying at i-really-dunno-where, embarking on adventures during almost all our weekends! Hmmm, but now, everyone seems to be busy and such things didn't happen again! I remember during the last cycling trip, I was cycling on my own and kept on bumping into people.. so I told my parents next time I'm going to cycling a double one with either of them! Haha! Oh! It was my Dad who taught me how to cycle! Well, we started off when I was very young, around 1m tall? He put me on his enormous huge bike, where my legs could barely touch the peddles. Then I started peddling while he stood behind me, supporting and pushing my bike.. So at one point of time, I turned and realised my Dad wasn't supporting it anymore, guess what! I think I almost fell! (Think lah, can't really remember!)

Anywho, recently, I think my parents are in this Love-Hate relationship! Haha! Mum always grumble and nag at Dad and Dad is always doing irritating stuff to my Mum.. I guess that's part of getting attention? But today, Mum was saying she wants to buy a new phone and that it's always very troublesome to get Dad to go along to shop for phones.. But well, since he knew that we are going to see the phones today, Dad kept phoning to ask where we were so he could get the plan signed by today.. Well, I guess deep down, there's still this Love for his family, his wife.

ELVA蕭亞軒 - 錯的人

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iBShbO_-MjE&feature=relmfu

Don't know why I can't find the youtube video in blogger! But yea, A nice and emo song!

*keeping my fingers crossed* all the best!

Guess because we care too much for others, we tend to worry for them..
Well, because we want the best for them and we want them to do well in Life..
But somehow, this has become a form of stress.. for both us and the people we care
Hmmm, But well, hope that everything will turn out good! =D

All the best =)

《你被寫在我的歌裡》--青峰(蘇打綠) ft. ELLA(SHE) [連歌詞]

New Song to the list!

皇上不急，太监急

Sometimes, I think I tend to worry unduly..

明明就不关我的事，但我却好像比当事人更担心！为什么我也不知道。。
就好像当朋友参加考试时，我会显得比他们紧张。。
对，“皇上不急，太监急”， 就是最能传达我此刻的心情。。
是时候把这个坏毛病给改掉了！

众

I would say, 人与人相处，并非件容易事。

9 days in BKK, didn't expect much, and glad I didn't. COZ IT WAS BETTER THAN WHAT I EXPECTED! HAHA!

But some times, it is true that without expectations, Life would seem to be better. Coz we learnt that when experience exceeds expectations, you will be happy. =)
For example, some times, when someone approaches you for your help, you would expect him/her to take more initiative and proactive. And well, when he/she didn't, you will somehow feel disappointed coz that someone might just take you for granted and thinks that you will help him/her no matter how busy your schedule is.

But anyway, leading back to the topic of the day, I would say, it's easy for friends to hang out together, but it's difficult for friends to live together. Well, afterall, it was a trip with 4 people with 4 different habits, living for NINE (till today, I still think it's too long!) days. I would say, I have learnt that it is important for us to accept each other's flaws and understand where each other is coming from. 'Understand', a word seemed easy to comprehend, but a word difficult to put it into action, especially when it comes to understanding someone.

And yup, not only to accept each other's strengths and weaknesses, we should put ourselves in someone else's shoe (owhhh hopefully it doesn't stink >.<). You won't want people to not care for you when you aren't feeling well right?

But woohoo, 9 days were over, and yup, wonderful experiences were created, and I brought home a new member!!! It's called .... (are you ready to know???)).... *Drumrolll*

DD!!!!

Oh, it means, Dreamworld Dog! HAHAHA! (Don't diao me, I think DD sounds awesome!)

A-Lin!

Reminder to self: to find these mp3! Or any kind souls can just send them to me! They are nice songs!

A-Lin - 現在我很幸福

給我一個理由忘記

Dreams Come True a/ka Pachelbel's Canon in D

A very nice song!!!

Actually it's Canon in D but it has lyrics added

A song played during Prince William and Kate Middleton's wedding!

小孩不笨

Just wanna post all my thoughts all in one go! HAHA!

Anyway, recently I was reflecting on the word 'Stupid', or '笨'...
Last week, my student told me that her friend scolded her stupid and I was thinking why on earth is the word 'stupid' invented? Because it is really a very negative word and I feel that one shouldn't use that word on anybody, it would only hurt someone's pride and bring his/her level of confidence down.. I think probably this comment would subconsciously be part of someone's Life, and that someone would probably feel that he/she is really stupid... But, have you thought of, who are you to comment another stupid? I doubt your level of thinking didn't reach there.

So, next time, if you are going to comment on someone negatively, think twice. It's okay to criticize people, but do it positively and in a constructive manner.

Anyway, WenXuan, I'm very sure you aren't stupid.

There's always a rainbow after the rain

Well, there's always sweetness after bitterness, just like there's always a rainbow/sunshine after the rain!

Likewise, there's always rain after a whole of scorching sun! Love the rain, and of course, the breeze! =D

Songs to share!

Promise me, a song which someone composed for this ABU festival competition! This came out 1st!

嫁妆 by 郭静

我很烦

总觉得我什么事都做不好
弹琴也不好
教课也没自信
读书也不好
却有一把懒骨头
处事也不好
沟通也不好

脾气也不好

做工也不好
什么都不好,却要扛起种种的责任,但又有谁能了解我? 我只不要扛过是个无名小卒,一个没自信的无名小卒。但放弃却不是个选择。。。


我累了,我不是神。
人们常说:休息是为了走更长远的路,但我却没时间休息,整天忙东忙西。

做工教课上课读书再加上种种的期望与责任。也许这对别人来说是小儿科,但我不是别人。

够了。我累了。我好烦。

小镇姑娘//陶喆//FRUITCAKE JAM

Here's something to share! Nice song by my senior, Rit Xu and his friend.. He's really talented! Good in dizi, flute, and even singing! And he's even the 校草 of many of his schools!

Reminiscing the past

Had dinner with Wan Ting today and was trying to kill time while waiting for our guitar lesson.. And yeps, we were chatting about our primary school days.. Well, bits and pieces of memories but surely, they are sweet. Yes, they still are.

Well, starting from P1.. Remember there used to be a buddy system? Those where the big korkors and jiejies will bring you to buy your food during recess time? Yeah, I had a big jiejie in my case and I remembered she asked me what I wanted to eat. And so, I described to here, trying my best.. I told her I want a type of noodle which is yellow in colour, and it was bian bian one.. Hmmmm.. Can't remember if she got what I wanted or whether we had our recess together, but I'm sure I'm thankful! Oh, have you guessed what I was trying to describe? It was meeeeeeepokkk.. My favourite type of noodles when I was young!

And oh! Just recalled that I was rather sad that that guy who was sitting next to me, Desmond Koh (see I can still remember his full name and look) for breaking my 30cm long ruler! I was truly sad, Desmond.. And I don't remember you apologizing to me. Girls tend to be more petty and they remember grudges well you see!

And ya, something minor, I think my earring came out during break of what and my teacher, Mrs Tng, helped me in putting back.. For some reason, I FELT LIKE CRYING when I knew my earring came out! Silly me!

Okay, I'm getting a bit of long winded tonight. Just one more alright! P1 was the year when my 1st tooth came out! I remember my lower middle tooth was shaking badly during children's day celebration.. And my teacher cut apples for us after the celebration.. Despite telling her my tooth was shaking, this friendly form teacher, Mrs Lily Low (she always made us finish our water at the end of the day.. Oh, my mother liked her a lot, So do I!), said it was alright and encouraged me to take 1.. True enough, 1 bite was all it took for my 1st tooth to come out! 

Moving on to P2, HAHAHA! Only 1 that I could remember! Thinking back of it puts a smile on my face! Hahaha! I remembered I forgot to bring my Chinese textbook, and my teacher, Yang Lao Shi (aka yang meh meh), pulled my ear and made me stand in front of the class.. and she asked, 你要不要升级？I'm pretty sure she used the words 升级 and I didn't understand it at all.. Thinking that it was something bad and I wanna be a 乖乖 student, I said.. NO.. And she told her class something like... 你看，她不想升级！Immediately, it struck me that she was trying to ask if I want to get promoted to P3.. Well, a year later, I was telling my best friend then, WoonHwee, about this incident.. And guess out! She told me that she was once like that and she CRIED and escaped punishment! Probably one should occasionally show your soft side afterall! HAHAHA! Oh well, she was a strict and rather old teacher, but I remembered that she used to give us bells (I'm not sure if she gave it because we did well or was it for children's day.. But something for sure is, I like those bells and they were precious to me..). 

Alright! Nearly 3am! Should continue another time!

Goodnight peeps!

A comical and jovial person!

Hmmm.. Not sure if I've mentioned this friend before.. But I doubt so..
Alright.. he's one of my CCHMSCO friend.. I would say.. A very jovial, comical, smart one!
He's like in the 1st class since sec 1, taking 9 subjects for O'levels inclusive of a 3rd language, Japanese...

Although he's smart, he's not proud... I guess that's what makes him a happy guy..
His jokes aren't realistic, but somehow or another, the way he puts it.. it's damn funny..
I remember whenever I had CO practice, he would be sitting next to me because I'm a sanxian player and he's a daruan player.. He will tell me jokes like my sanxian will become a snake somehow (coz it's made of snake skin =S) and swim across the Chung Cheng lake.. He will randomly tell me time (meanwhile pulling his hp out to check the time) according to the position of the sun, moon, stars, clouds, and whatever not..

And there's this joke, I seriously can't remember how the joke came about.. that is.. I lived on top of a tree.. and everyday I would need to get a ladder from somewhere (my apartment) to climb up the tree near CCHMS..

And he's a helpful guy.. Hmmm.. Like.. He helped out TPCO in the performance to raise funds for the Jap disaster by playing zr.. Oh well, I guess he was happy smoking on stage!

My memories with him are always funny and I always ended up laughing hard at his jokes.. I SERIOUSLY DUNNO WHY! I think partly, I'm laughing at him lah! It might be years since we last last met.. but he's someone who's able to click with people well and ease the awkward atmosphere.. I miss those time we had in CCHMSCO! It was so fun!

Well, he's NG CHUN POH! Shall not post his photo or what here! Rest assured, he's not my crush, just a great friend whom recently celebrated his birthday and some sort of graduation in Japan! And a friend whom I would always remember (If I don't have amnesia!)

Hope you will do well in whatever you are doing now!

THE HAPPY POST =)

I THINK I GOT SPLIT PERSONALITY!
COZ I REALISED MY POSTS ALTERNATES BETWEEN HAPPY AND UNHAPPY POSTS!!

And yup! Since the last was unhappy, of course.. this is a HAPPY ONE! =D

Just feel very relaxed and happy these few days.. Prolly I really got what I wanted, to be alone for some time..
Not those emo kids type, but those which makes me feel calm and peaceful within..
Although there's still 1 project to be completed, I'm not feeling very tensed or what (at least, I think, my hair aren't dropping as much as this time during last sem!).. AND I STILL GET TO PLAY GAMES!!! =D
It really feels good staying alone at home, doing whatever I feel like doing, of course including getting projects done... And I really appreciate it!

But after reflecting, I'm thinking.. If work really stresses me out? I guess to a certain extent? Coz I'll spend more time travelling and listening to those irritating customer calls! Okay, of course there are the goody ones, just blame on those 害群之马！But I'm really glad that irritating 'manager' didn't include me in the schedule as I only gave 3 days for this month.. BUT IT'S REALLY REALLY ALRIGHT! I appreciate your help for I gained freedom and relaxing moments! 塞翁失马，焉知非福！



And here, I end my happy happy post and continue doing my project happily!Hopefully I'll break the chain in my next post! =D

Peace

Don't know why is Life so cruel and suffocating...
Probably I need some time alone,,,
Peace out

Happiness

‎"For every minute you are angry you lose sixty seconds of happiness."-- Ralph Waldo Emerson..

So, why don't we stay happy? =)

February - A month of Joy

I would say...
Life has been pretty well, hmmm.. but probably not that much..
Alright.. that's contradicting..

Well, to start off, time flies... And I've came to realise something...
That.. Not only time waits for no man, IT WAITS FOR NO WOMAN EITHER!
真是一视同仁

And yes, before you realise, I've spent a minute typing this blogpost until here,
I've 17 hours today, going for work, watching tv and using the laptop..
And while thinking of the number of hours I'm awake, another minute has passed..
Yes, that's how fast time is flying past everyday..
And before I knew it, it's the last day of February..
Almost half of my semester is over,
Taken two tests (Please let it be good)
and done nearly 1 project...

Of course, 有苦就有甜
Really enjoyed myself ever since after Sat's test
Went for starbucks and chill there with a cup of coffee,
went to ECP for a walk while sitting on the break waters,
Had small talks with my dear friends over these sessions
And I'm so glad I have them with me..
Although I've been doing my Finance project during the weekends,
oh my.. that's the best project experience I ever had.
NO STRESS. NO FEAR. AND NO WASTE OF TIME (not much I would say)

All in all, the month of February would have ended off great if there's no 28 Feb (BECAUSE THERE'S WORK)
And I would like to say,
Happy Birthday ET
Happy Birthday Brother
Happy Birthday Best flen
Happy ROM Cousin Jerry
HAPPY Wedding/marriage Cousin Chun Ling
And of course, Happy Valentines to all. Hope that all singles will find their partners and all the multiples of 2 will stick to each other!

Yep, that pretty summed up my entire month, Ahhh! Not to forget, I've watched 3 CO concerts and 1 ILLUSIONIST! =D =D =D
and yup, 6 minutes just flew past for me..
And prob 1.345 min for you =)

我好烦

我好烦哦! 最近不知道是太劳累或什么。。。终觉得做出的决定都是错误的。 自己也对自己感到失望。。。我是佛已辜负了你们呢? 但我已经在后悔了。。 但愿我能找回我那清醒的脑袋迎接未来。。。但愿。

塞翁失马，焉知非福

Back track to a week ago, brother was hospitalised.. But well, throughout this period, it seems that it's a blessing in disguise. (Alright, sort of..)

Hmmm, we did managed to spend more time talking to each other, chatting about the young Weiqi and Weikai (Yea, more of them and less of me, coz I'm not born yet! Yay! I'm young!). Of course, the travelling seemed to be tiring but come to think about it, we spent quality time I guess? Normally everyone would be busy with work or their social life, which leaves little time for us to spend together.. Talks became lesser as we tend to come home, eat, watch tv, play laptop, sleep.. and the whole cycle repeats itself the next day..

And yeaps, the hospital stay seemed to have brought us closer.. Laughter filled that small little ward area with jokes like how my Dad thought he parked his car at B1 when actually it's at B3.. And he was at B1 carpark asking the staff there WHERE IS B1 CARPARK!? Well, in the end he wanted to back track his footsteps in order to find his car! Well, when reiterating the incident, both my parents were laughing heartily! 

And yup, Brother says that throughout these days, he felt that Dad was (still is) different. He became one who cares a lot for his family, especially his son =)

 

Sometimes, events are a blessing in disguise. Bad as it might seemed to be, there's bound to be some positive elements. So, always look at the bright side of Life~

良药苦口利于病, 忠言逆耳利于行

药虽然苦，但是他是治疗病症的方式，对你关心的人，说话都是直来直去 ，可能会伤害到你，但是他是直接说出了你的缺点，虚伪的人都是甜言蜜语的奉承你，让你看不清楚你自己所处的的环境。因为人都不一定看得清自己的缺点，所以想要进行自身的提高，就需要这样的朋友。

　　一个人活在世上，能够得到智者的批评是一件幸事。要知道，批评一个人是需要很大勇气，冒很大风险的。谁都知道“多栽花，少栽刺”的道理。一般而言，人们都喜欢听好话，而不愿意听批评意见，有些人还会错误地对待批评，甚至把提批评意见的人当成仇人。还需指出的是，智者只对值得批评的人提出批评意见，而对不值得批评的人根本不会去说他，懒得冒被人仇视的风险。


是忠言重要还是密语当道？

Well, I guess.. Once I start to post something on my blog, I'll tend to do more than 1 post! Haha!

But I guess my level of patience has been dropping, my level of tolerance has been dropping too, but my level of anger has, amazingly, been rising! (Alright, not a good thing)..

Seems like it's time to keep my temper in check (Yes, I do have a temper, just that I don't show it out.) Not sure why, not sure since when, every small little thing can irritate me.. I hope I can find the happy go lucky me and hopefully, I haven't really stepped onto anyone's toes and I hope no one will come and step onto my toes.. I mean.. it hurts, whether literally or not.. =S

Good old days

Was browsing FB earlier on and chanced upon a post by TPalumni.. It says:
Life In TP: - Agonizing over your wardrobe in Year 1... then not caring what you wear in Year 3. - Those who come the latest... tend to stay the nearest. - Going to the Bookshop to buy sweets, chocolates and other snacks... rather than books. - When going home, everyone else's bus comes *twice* before yours arrives. - Thinking nobody else will bother to walk to Sugarloaf... then walking into a full house. 


Well, a lot of my friends thought that after my Os, I would go to a JC instead of a poly. But well, I must say, I have never regretted choosing TP... Of course it's the people which made the difference!

But well, 天下没有不散的筵席.. 2 of them have went overseas for their studies,
 and another 2 is going back pretty soon, 
and another 2 should be embarking on their overseas journey soon too!


I wonder how would Life be without all these friends.. "/


Guess I'll be missing the good old days.. 

苦恼

In this reality world, I guess everyone is doing everything to protect their self interest. No doubt, including me.. Sometimes people just want to benefit from things and not willing to contribute. Do they deserve a share of things the others have worked for? But maybe the time wasn't right? I don't know.. Maybe someone could advise me. :/