Matthew 14:31 “How little faith you have! Why did you falter?” (NAB)
“Faintheart…what got into you?” (MSG)
“You little faith! What made you lose your nerve like that?” (Phillips)
“You of little faith, why did you doubt?” (NIV)
Heavenly Father,
This verse on its own seems like a real put-down for Peter. To call him “little-faith” or “faintheart” sounds cruel. After all, he just got out of the boat in the middle of a storm and walked on water! We become a bit protective and indignant on his behalf. We wonder why you don’t reward his leap of faith, but instead gently rebuke his lack of it.
Peter was destined to become the leader here on earth in your absence. When Jesus went back to heaven, a strong leader was going to be needed to keep the rest of the disciples together and faithful to Jesus and what they had learned. If you were going to use Peter for this great work, you had to “build” his character first. You had to make Peter face all of his fears, all of his doubts, all of his weaknesses. You needed to bring him to a place of complete trust in you…..even when winds of tribulation swirl around him. If you seem to be hard on him, it is because you know his potential and what he needed to develop into the bold leader whose faith in you never faltered once he began to lead the Church.
Peter faced his fear here and cried out for your help. Later he will face knowing he denied you during your trial. Each failure makes Peter examine his faith in you and examine his vision of who you are. Until that faith was perfected and each question answered and every fear put aside he could not become the rock that you built the church on. Most of us fear “failure” and doubt and rebukes, but this “tough love” is what forces us to grow. Thank you, O LORD, for shaping Peter into the leader he became, through your love and your ability to make Peter come face to face with the Truth of who he is, and who you are. Help me face my fears and grow in my faith, also. Amen.