I miss my husband.

This is how this week has looked, and how it's going to look the rest of the week.

Monday: 8am: leave for work. 6pm: come home, eat. 7pm: study for Midterms

Tuesday: 8am: leave for work. Take a midterm. 10:30pm: Home

Wednesday: 8am: leave for work. 6:30pm: home for dinner, run an errand as a family. 8:30pm: Studying and homework.

Thursday: 8am: leave for work. 10:30pm: Home

Friday: 8am: leave for work. 6pm: out with his dad and siblings for a late father's day. 10pm: Home.

Saturday: Free in the morning for some family time and then off to prepare for the Sunday School lesson he has to give Sunday.

Sunday: 9am: church. 12pm: 2 hours of counting tithing. 2:30pm. Home for the night!

So when I say I don't see my husband much, I am not exaggerating! And I miss him. It's not always like this, but he is gone or busy a lot. His schedule sucks. For him the most. But for all of us. I feel like a single mom a lot and the boys miss their daddy. Ryan does a great job at balancing it all as well as he can, though. He spends as much time as humanly possible with the boys and I, sometimes even at the expense of his schoolwork.

I just want him to know how much I appreciate all the hard work he puts in for our family. This is a trying time for us as a family but I feel we are doing a pretty good job. . Some days I feel like I'm going insane and need a break, but I'm sure he feels that way too. I am really looking forward to our family vacation in July, to just get away from all the stress and enjoy our little family.

All and all, we miss our daddy. He is so fun to have around. The boys just light up when he comes home. Thank you Ryan for being such a great husband and father. You are a great provider and we appreciate all your hard work. Now graduate already! :)

Fight on!

One day buddy, one day.