HALFWAY TO MEDICAL SUCCESS

Yeah. sangat lah lama and usang blog ni.

Currently, aku dah masuk medical school pon.

And, yup before nak masuk med stream, banyak sgt dugaan nya. Dah masuk... lagi lah...

And the reason im re-blogging ni pon sebab... hahhahahhahahhahahhahaha harini tersangat lah stress.

27/07/16
Hopefully bila aku baca balik this blog, u gonna remember how stressful today is. 
Being scolded by Dr.. Still unable present confidently. Lack in basic knowledges. Pemalas. And so on.

Yup, thats  u are. Been mad with myself. Baru less then few weeks nak berubah dah patah hati.
hehehhehe... i need motivation. I need help.

Urm aku marah jugak ngan kengkawan aku? But even tho aku nak cakp its my fault, i cant stop saying part of it salah sorg jugak. Its known that we already seperated group due to my stupidness, yes. But, idk. The moment i'v been treat that way is so hurtful. 

Sebenarnya banyak je aku nak taip kat blog ni. Tapi... dah taip rase mcm tak tau apa? pastu.... bila dah taip rse mcm ade je bende kene tapis?? hhuuuuhuuuu sorry... aku sgt takut nak taip anythg publicly.. sebabnya...  tu pengajaran buat aku.. and aku dah promise tak nak buat camtu lg. Yet... even aku makan hati sorg2... aku tak lah ske nak tulis buruk dah pasal org like 24hours. once kau dah tulis sekali mesti nnt kau gian. And that how cyber bully happen. Jap.. aku bukan nak bernsihat ber cyber buli ke apa...

hehhehe tapi kalau dalam real life pon... aku susah nak cakap belakang sal org unless i have trust kat org yang aku ckp belakang tu. Aku benci kalau drag org lain sekali utk tak suka org yang aku xsuka. and i hope people will be the same. 

and aku salah. Buruk mana kita, baik mana kita perfect mana aku... aku xleh nak expect org lain mcm aku jugak.... 

Apa lg eh... tu lah pasal merajuk aku ni... entah lah...   


Ouh ye. This will be my last Public post. After this. My blog will be my diary. Too much happiness and sadness which i feel unappropriate to tell around the world. So, adios semua! muah ciked.

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