Me? Nephrite. aka Jade. Stone, first and foremost. Being human comes later. Nah. I'm just kidding. Film fanatic. Lit Major. Loves books (DUH). Dragon baby.
Don't watch much TV. I want to live like its the last moon rising and scream, just like no one's there. Here, I might lose all of my control. Don't blame me later if you don't wanna heed my warning.
sometimes I say things that don't come out right but its all in the heat of the moment. It's not too late for you to turn back now. In these Invisible Cities I will build by myself,
I hope you will enjoy yourself. The city will be made of green and black. There will be no bed of roses, but a crown of thorns. There will be wilted red roses and drooping stalks of violets.
There will be rainbows, but with no pots of gold. There will be more rain than sun, more tears than smiles. What? Did you think this was some kind of fairytale? Baby, wake up and smell the flowers. There are none. Where did the flowers go? I don't know.
And then you will see the world through my eyes.
heyhey
Sunday, July 31, 2005
Nephrite at 7:15:00 PM
Say, Hey!
Hear the sound of the falling rain
Coming down like an Armageddon flame (Hey!)
The shame
The ones who died without a name
Hear the dogs howling out of key
To a hymn called "Faith and Misery" (Hey!)
And bleed, the company lost the war today
I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
On holiday
Hear the drum pounding out of time
Another protestor has crossed the line (Hey!)
To find, the money's on the other side
Can I get another Amen? (Amen!)
There's a flag wrapped around a score of men (Hey!)
A gag, a plastic bag on a monument
I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
On holiday
(Hey!)(Say, Hey!)
"The representative from California has the floor"
Zieg Heil to the president gasman
Bombs away is your punishment
Pulverize the Eiffel towers
Who criticize your government
Bang bang goes the broken glass and
Kill all the fags that don't agreeT
rials by fire, setting fire
Is not a way that's meant for meJ
ust cause, just cause, because we're outlaws yeah!
I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
This is our lives on holiday
hey hey!its been a draaggyy week!
like, i finally passed my inclined friggin pullups oni to find out tt i hadta retake my 2.4 ALL OVER AGAIN!
sheesh.
SOME ppl are so sadistic. some ppl. i dunno who. but i think u noe her preeety well. (to NIGI peepers)
wahahahahaha.
anyways.
i love NIGI!!!!!!!!!!! -screams fanatically n swoons- lol
if not fer these 3 ppl i'd be like, soO freak-in dead. haha.
yup. jane pulled one hand, eileen the other n weeling pushed frm behind.
oops. tt sounds like, wrong. wad i mean is, they pulled and pushed me across the finishing line. lol. i make me sound like a stubborn mule. haha.
yesss. this all happened on saturday. which. also. included. our. first. NIGI. outing!!!
after the horrid run. we took a cabb (MY HANDKERCHIEF FLEW) to cathy cine and they treated me to THE ISLAND. haha.
went to MArChe n took neos. leen hadta go fer PTM, jane had her youth grp stuff and wee ling n i headed to queensway to meet jillene to get stuff fer camp.
got NikE shoeS!! (hadta, cux my 3 yr old rEEbOks have hols in d soles.. hEy! that rhymes!) got a pair of tRack PantS toO. yuPps.
whooosh. one seriously tiring dayy. aching fun. literally aching. lolx.
this week. sOmeoNe made Othello, a TRAGIC, i repeat, TRAGIC play, into a COMEDY!!!! like, whoaAaa...! lolx. BoSom. HanKerChieF. ZoundS.
another thing. punning was part of the most of the week. like. in a filthy way. all crediT goes to Jeremy o'course, our b'loved chairmann. rather corrupt. lol.
esp duing the oral presentation. (yu jun is stiff) lolx. ms Baey. everyone saw....her face turned toMato!!!!bEET red! lolx. for the 2nd time this week! (the first was during her tutorial when we all were arfuing if the 'he' in the poem was the horse or not) sheesh. tHats Arts students for u.
haha.
haiz. im down for every remedial possible. geog remedial cux i oni gt an AO pass. econs, well, econs eveyone has to attend. but im in the "F" grp. hope to move upward soon. no pun intended! hahahahaha. down for blake remedial.lol.
the rest i wanna write bout sch is gg into my journal. too touchy fer public view, i reckon.
haha.
for the love of god
Thursday, July 21, 2005
Nephrite at 11:06:00 AM
hey....im feelin' a lil melancholic lately.....so here i am....im gonna start ranting....u peepx reading this....jux take it with a pinch of salt.... dun bother too much yea....tt is, if ya bother at all...lolhmmms....is it possible to hate someone yet feel comrade-ship towards them?is it possible to be frens and more than frens at the same time?is it EVER gonna be possible to listen to the rational brain instead of the vulnerable heart?is it ever gonna be possible to be cynical but idealistic at the same time?am i ever gonna be able to keep my naivete but be worldly wise at the same time?why can't i jux freeze time in my life so i can take my time to understand and enjoy it without feeling caught up in a frantic rat race?why? wHy? WHY????i jux wanna feel, real love in the home that i live in.....haiz.din do well fer my summer tests...feel so stupid and incompetent rite now....wanna quit alot of things but i fear letting ppl down?i feel so numbed when it comes to reality....wells. imma ending here....thanks to j. for listening to my endless ranting.NIGI + E n MY rox!!!!heres a lil sth:I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad Carry you around when your arthritis is bad All I wanna do is grow old with you. I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches build you a fire if the furnace breaks Oh it could be so nice, growin old with you. I'll miss you, kiss you, give you my coat when you are cold. Need you, feed you, I'll even let you hold the remote control. So let me do the dishes in the kitchen sink Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink. Oh I could be the man to grow old with you. I wanna grow old with you.
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