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色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う
その痛み知る君が震えずに水を注げた頃に
見た事の無い色の花がまた君を誘う
redberrie
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NP - BA - ISCM - 3S01
ex-assumptionknight
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Sunday, March 11, 2012
: 3:29:00 AM :
i am still very worried about the VISA. argh. stupid stupid visa.
HOW TO TELL MY PARENTS ALSO. ABOUT THE TRIP. I SCARED SIA. D:
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Saturday, March 10, 2012
: 3:31:00 AM :
1) im freakking shagged out this week.
2) i havent finish japanese homework essay part (and look at the holly molly time now).
3) and i need wake up early and get to the bank to do up / renew / blahh blahh, my passbook tmw.
HOLY SHIT. >:( I WANT A DECENT LONG GOOD SLEEP.
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Saturday, September 17, 2011
: 10:05:00 PM :
/feels more often than not lonely as of late/
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Sunday, June 12, 2011
: 12:04:00 AM :
ufufu. i feel rather pensive most of the time these days.
like, in a pensive mood.
and i still like the GazettE! \(//∇//)\
someone (who does listen to them as well) told me few days ago that they dont understand why i like them so much.
humphh. it's okays. i can darn well like what i want to like without reason. *narrows eyes* thank you very much.
still trying to get use to IE 9.. i dont like it that they mashed the url bar and the tabs bar together. =w="
and yes, im still using IE. cause all my fav-ed and bookmarks of websties are there liao. only using google chrome for twitter.. cause it seems to load smoother there, during a period of time when IE keeps being silly when i wanna flip back my older timeline to see the tweets that ive missed.
everyone's moving on with or to the next part of their life. and im starting to be a little scared and panicky that im like still in this stagnant floating stage of i dont know what i want to do with my life that's right smack ahead of me.
ah, roy, armani and jonathan have already gone off for ns already. please take care guys. :3 and thank you jonathan for your ramen treat that day. ^^
and with that this post ends.
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Wednesday, June 01, 2011
: 8:52:00 PM :
ara, and so it's gonna be free free free all ahead~
*hums softly and quietly to self*
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Monday, May 16, 2011
: 11:24:00 PM :
The Nostradamos Boy.
The Entertainer, The King, The Marauder.
hair cut tmw. cut hair tmw. tmw cut hair. ah. please do an epic job mister hair-dresser san. really really.
shou hua hua, kou hua hua de ren.. *sings with a sigh ～♪*
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Tuesday, May 10, 2011
: 2:20:00 AM :
btw, i dont know if you know. but since dont know when.. everytime i copy and paste the pic links from deviantart, the entire post ends up being friggin double spacing. it's kinda annoying. actually.. and i will have to respace everything that i had type previously. *i type before i stick the pics in at the top* oh and i never type any titles for blogspot posts. hah. for quite a long time already.
anyways! the GazettE is reeeealllllyyy IMBA! \O/
hahahs, and mittilla is seriously a really great realism artist. yes, it's a digital drawing! not a photograph! :D
bed now! i hope!
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: 1:43:00 AM :
:D omg, this might be a long post. i wanted to blog abit just now. but ended up with going down this crazy dingy dark little alley of emo[tion]s. =w="
but i suddenly kind of cheered up. NO REASON. i swear. and no coffee either. HAH.
" I will be positive. Nothing will go fucking wrong tomorrow. Nothing. I will not blow up at anyone. I won't." She paused to give a super confident and really assertive flick to her fringe. "I will be the change. [For once.] I will change my view in facing tomorrow. "
anyway, psychology tests! took them for the pure fun of it. hah.
http://www.hypnoid.com/psytest2.html
[i actually took this twice. taking a hell lot of time deciding my answers. and the 2nd time was taken by submitting what i had remembered should be my same answers as the 1st round; but the result came out differently. O_O took the 3rd round, and the result turned up same as the 2nd. hmms.]
1) "Verbally and mentally fluid, you are refreshing and illuminating to those around you. This is occasionally somewhat discounted by the obvious pleasure that you take in exercising your mental acuity. Although generally peaceful you can often take a verbally aggressive tact in relations with the world, which can often be misunderstood by those around you. Innovative in the extreme, you can often think yourself right out of the correct answer to a given problem. Many times you are referred to as your own worst enemy. You tire very quickly of routine and so make poor clerks or administrative help. You also have no respect for authority and little patience for those you regard as inferior, most especially those in charge. Experimentation is your watchword and can occasionally lead to experience for its own sake and shallow decadence. Your thought can sometimes be scattered and disconnected."
- You also have no respect for authority and little patience for those you regard as inferior, most especially those in charge. [hoshit, this just sounds so BADA$$ PLEA$E. 8D HAHAHAHS.]
- Your thought can sometimes be scattered and disconnected. [pretty much all the damn time. i think. unless i am really thinking. like thinking. how do i explain that. hmph.]
2) "Thoughtful to the extreme, you are often obsessed with perfection and the rules governing your own personal interests. Your world is black and white. You love to work within a logical system, such as language, computer programming, or mathematics. Manipulating a system that can be completely understood is a distinct pleasure to you, because of your confidence in the underlying veracity of your belief system. Because of your appreciation for logic and order, those who speak or think in a sloppy manner are apt to generate more than their share of wrath. Although very amiable, you are not drawn to friendships out of a sense of personal need. You are just as happy by yourself with a good book or puzzle. Because you are so involved with thought, you will on occasion have difficulty dealing with the day-to-day problems of a normal life. Taking out the trash, doing the dishes, these are often left until the last possible moment, if at all."
- You love to work within a logical system, such as language, computer programming, or mathematics. [EEK. why you put MATHEMATICS and LANGUAGE together in this sentence. *cringes*
- and the bolded part is highly trueeee. especially of late. but then again, i do like company okays.
"I never really know how to put this feeling across. I am bursting to talk. But at the same time, I want to be left with my own thoughts. I do want to interact, but most of the time, part of the real me is entrenched and rooted in my own world."
and this post has so many quotation marksss!
TOMORROW WILL BE A GOOD DAY.
GOODBYE. LOVELY PEOPLE READING THIS VERY QUOTATION MARK FILLED POST. :)
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-- HESITATING MEANS DEATH - the GazettE [Italian translation - angeldevil87@LJ]
[English translation - distressedcoma@LJ]
You, who know this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again
You hope the flowers that changed their colours will bloom someday
You, who know this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling
The colourful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again