It's Spring!

Greetings, cyber world!

I wonder how you guys are, sorry for not updating. I've been up to pretty much nothing over the past few months.

It's the fifth week into the fourth term now, holidays are in 3 weeks. YAY!

Ehh, I'm dreading it, actually. After this school holidays, I'll be in Year 11. Oh my.

I don't know what to blog about now, seriously. Whenever I open the 'New Post' page, I don't know where and how to start.

Hmm. I can start with announcing that I'm going to learn how to drive. Hahah, I know, like . WOW, BIG NEWS!, right?
It's a workshop that we have to do if we want to get our Learner's NEXT YEAR. I should've took the exam in NZ.

Forget it, i'm deleting this blog.

I had my cooking test last Friday. I had to make a dish which recipe I had hastily chose the week before.

I'm rather proud of how my dish turned out. Look at my pictures on the right side of my new layout ;D

My teacher's a huge bitch though.

I have to run 800m tomorrow. SO not looking forward to it.

Wish me luck. :/

I hate this.

I hate being the new kid.

I wish I was more friendly, more likable, more social-able.

I wish I had the guts to do things that I don't normally do.

I wish I had more self-confidence.

I miss my friends.

I miss having friends to walk with to classes.

I miss having friends to talk with in classes.

Well, I bet karma is biting me in the ass right now.

To whomever I have ever made feel terrible before, I am deeply sorry.

I know your pain. I am so sorry.

Under Pressure.

Irrelevant picture. HAHA.

Over the past few days, I've been feeling very pressured.

School has started for me and I realized I have been missing out on a lot.

I thought school here would be easier, better than New Zealand. How wrong was I.

I skipped out on a lot. Maybe if I was in Malaysia and moved here without going to NZ, I wouldn't have any problems. Or maybe I would.

The teachers here aren't as good as they say. They didn't even acknowledge my presence if I didn't raise my hand and tell them I'm new.

My new school has a system of using MacBooks instead of books. It's not as good as it sounds.

Everything is on your MacBook. When I was in a class named Writing For Real Audiences, we were supposed to write something, I don't know what, on our MacBooks and send it in. I don't have the machine, you see. My classmates do and they didn't do anything. Tumblr, YouTube, Twitter, you name it.

So much for 'EXCELLENT STUDENTS'.

(Yeah, during my interview, the assistant principal went all: "Oh, our school is excellent. We have the most excellent student and staff. The parents are excellent too. We excel, excel excel BLAH BLAH BLAH. Friendly students and teachers BLAH BLAH)

My classmates were not friendly as my classmates in New Zealand.

At least in NZ, from what I remember, when I said: 'hi,' some people actually said hi back and talked to me.

Not like here. I said: 'hi,' they smiled and ignored me the whole time. wth. I tried making conversation like: 'So, how's school life here?' and they're like: 'it's okay.' END OF CONVERSATION.

It's a pity that I'm not as good of a social butterfly some of my friends are. Maybe it's my fault. My mum told me that they haven't 'warmed up' to me. It'll take some time. God, I hope it's true.

I hate being a new kid.

Back to the topic.

The teachers are pressuring me to choose what subjects I want to take next year. It's due next Wednesday and I still don't understand what the booklet is trying to tell me after reading it three times.

Maths? I'm trying my hardest to catch up with what I'm lost at. I just begun learning quadristics in NZ this year but they've already 'excelled' to a higher level.

English? I'm positive that I'll do fine. I just need to brush up on my writing skills.

Science? We're doing Chemistry. I've only started learning about the basics of it in NZ. Here, they're starting to teach at a higher level but it's manageable.

I'm taking Chinese as a course. It's SO EASY. Seriously, they're teaching stuff that I've learnt in PRIMARY SCHOOL. I'm going to ask if I can be enrolled in a the Gifted Language Program they have here. It's more of a challenge and it'll help me with my results next year. I HOPE.

I'm taking Food Tech as well. I like it. :D

OH, went off topic again.

So yeah. I'm feeling pressured. So many courses to choose from. They have like 1A, 2A, 3C, 3D. I don't understandddddddd. Even my dad doesn't. I'm going to ask the co-ordinator tomorrow.

I don't know what I want to do with my life.

I'm having major doubts about me being a dentist. Just reading all about it online makes my head spin. So many foreign words.

START THINKING, STOP DREAMING.

I'll be graduating from school and luckily go straight to Uni at the end of 2013. That's 2 years from now!

My parents just leave me alone. It's pretty funny, actually. They want me to do whatever I want and when I want their opinion, they just reply with: 'it's up to you'. o_e

I feel better now after ranting on my blog. I'm feeling so nervous tomorrow. Second day of school. Man, I hope I'll settle. D:

WTF.

I was put into 'C' stream classes. WTF.

Oi, lady that arranged my timetable, do I look C stream material to you? -_-
you better put me in B stream next week. YOU'D BETTER.

MACAROON. OMG. I'M OBSESSED!

I wanna make that Macaroon tower from Masterchef NZ.

Here's the recipe, if you want. I got it off Masterchef. HAH!

Macaroon Tower Recipe by Guillaume Nicoli

Macaroons (makes 170 empty shells i.e. half a macaroon) 570g Homebrand icing sugar 330g almond meal 250g egg white 2 or 3 drop of food colouring

1. For the macaroons, preheat the oven to 130C. Sift the Homebrand icing sugar together with the almond meal into a large mixing bowl. 2. Place the egg whites in the bowl of an electric mixer. Whisk egg whites to stiff peaks, then add food colouring to whites as desired. Make in smaller batches if you want to make several different colours. 3. Using a spatula, add all of the whites to the almond and icing sugar mix and carefully fold together until completely incorporated. 4. Place a template with circles measuring 3.5cm in diameter onto a baking tray and cover with baking paper. Place the mixture in a piping bag and pipe rounds onto the templates. Macaroons will be around 7-10mm high at this stage. Remove the template from under the baking paper. Bang the tray against a bench to let the macaroons spread slightly. Allow to dry at room temperature for 40 minutes, or until they no longer stick to your finger when the tops are touched. Place in the oven for 20 minutes. 5. Once cooked, slide the baking tray out from under the baking paper and allow to cool at room temperature.

Ganache stuffing 300g Signature Range white chocolate buttons a few drops of food colouring 10g flavouring 120g fresh Anchor cream

1. For the ganache stuffing, place the Signature Range white chocolate buttons in a large mixing bowl with the food colouring (as desired) and flavouring (as desired). Place the cream in a medium sized saucepan and place over medium-high heat. Bring to the boil, remove from heat, and pour over the white chocolate. Let sit for a few seconds and then whisk the chocolate until completely dissolved. 2. Place ganache in the fridge or blast chiller to cool until ready to use. Ganache should be cool but pliable for piping.

Buttercream 450g Mainland butter 140g egg white 140g Homebrand caster sugar A few drops of vanilla essence

1. Place Mainland butter in the microwave until very soft but not melted. Transfer to a mixing bowl and beat with an electric hand beater until pale and a soft, creamy texture. 2. Place the egg whites in the bowl of an electric mixer and whip to stiff peaks. Now start adding the Homebrand caster sugar a little at a time to make a French meringue. Beat until the sugar has dissolved. 3. Using a spatula, fold one third of the meringue into the Mainland butter. Once completely incorporated, fold in the remaining two thirds of the meringue, then add the vanilla essence.

Assembly 1. Lay out the macaroons on a bench. Place the ganache in a piping bag. Fill the macaroons with the appropriate coloured ganache and place another macaroon on top. Leave to sit at room temperature. Do not place in refrigerator. 2. Using a palette knife, cover a polystyrene tower with buttercream. 3. Start to assemble the tower by placing macaroons decoratively in the desired pattern, starting at the bottom of the tower. Build up the tower in such a way that each macaroon is nestled between and supported by the two macaroons below in a bricklaying pattern. Continue, moving up the tower until all of the surface area is covered. 4. Place 12-16 wire sticks into the top of the tower. Place a macaroon on the end of each wire. The wire should go through the ganache which will be the strongest point in the macaroon. Push the wire through until it is nearing the other side of the macaroon but do not let the wire pass all the way through.

BOF (:

OMG. If you have watched the korean drama Boys Over Flowers, continue reading. If not, stop here and go to my tumblr.
:D

I was in this $2 shop the other day and my eyes came across this:

Sorry for the bad quality. The shopkeeper was looking at me like: "Why is this girl taking pictures of my stuff?" Awkward. xD

It was so cool. I didn't get it because.. well, it's not worth. It's only key-ring notebooks. I don't need one.

Still, it was cool. :D

Thanks for the memories.

Imagine this: You have a bunch of awesome friends. These are the friends that love you and accepts you for who you really are. They honestly care for you and may laugh at you when you fall but will get you up on your feet again.
Then one day, your parents announced that you are moving to another country that is a total of a few thousand kilometers away of where you rather be. You don't have a choice and so you leave.
You meet some great friends in that country too. Friends that were oh-too-accepting of you. Friends that teaches you new stuff and acknowledged the stuff you already knew. Friends that you were really grateful for.
But what happens after that? Your parents drop another bombshell on you and tells you that you are, again, moving to another country. This time, creating a further distance you and your new friends just when you growed on them.
Now, you're left alone in a rather confined place with your family (don't get me wrong, you love your family. It's just too much of the same scenery kinda bores you, y'know?) while your other friends in different countries are in school.
The loneliness is eating you up. Your friends are too busy leading their own lives without you. They've pretty much forgotten you. Ywishes ed to talk to them but you find out that you are slowly losing touch with them. They hardly talk to you now and when they do, the conversation gets kind of awkward. You realize nothing's going to be the same anymore. All you can do is sit there and dream about the old times and think about the what-ifs if you didn't leave.
You were once a part of their lives and they were yours. But things have changed. Sure, the memories will be there, but it's all not the same anymore. You can only try your best to still keep in touch with them but deep down we all know that 'keeping in touch' is only for a few months give or take. The only solution is to move on.
And that is exactly what you will do.

Xx.
Rebecca.

G'day from the land down under ;D

Hola, queridos lectores!

That means "Hello, dear readers" in Spanish.
I'm not even sure whether it's correct. I got it off Google translate. HAH!

So how's ya'll? I'm sure no one will reply to this question.

I'm doing fine. We found a place. With a pool. Which isn't a good thing. Water is expensive here and a pool needs a lot of maintenance. I guess we'll manage..

We found a school and got enrolled in. I have an interview on Thursday and will be starting school on Friday. (Who starts school on a Friday??)

Ah well. That's it for now.

TATA!

What a wonderful welcome to Perth :D

What a wonderful first day/night in Perth.

We landed in this part of Western Australia at about.. 6pm local time. We took our luggage and checked out of the airport hassle free. (YAY. I hate airports)

After that, my dad went to the Car Rentals station to pick up a car that he already booked a week ago. Guess what they told us. "We can't rent you a car if you don't own a credit card"

BITCH. Can't your company tell us BEFORE we landed in Perth?

So we waited at the airport for another half-an-hour for a bus or shuttle to take us into the city and dropped us off at a backpackers hotel. My dad asked his friend or whatever to make a room reservation a few months ago. But guess what the receptionist said?

"We don't have a reservation that is booked under your name."

My dad contacted his friend and asked him. His friend said that he spoke to a woman named 'Zelda' or something.

Apparently, that woman does not exist. -_-

And so my dad asked for a room. We were tired from the journey.

"Sorry, all our rooms are full"

You can imagine how I felt.

So they told us to go to another backpackers hotel that is on the other side of the City.

We had 4 huge 30kg luggages and 6 7kg backpacks.

FML. o_e

We carried it all the way to the other part of the City. It was about 8pm.

We were already hell tired and we were jet-lagged, so it felt like it was 12am (Auckland time).

So we reached there and my dad booked a room with 4 beds but we had to share a bathroom with other strangers/tenants. o_e

They didn't have a lift so we had to carry all our luggages up 2 and a half flight of stairs.

FUCK THAT.

The room? It was so run-down and dirty and old. It gave me the impression of a jail cell but with colours.

It was as small as my room in NZ and there were two bunkbeds, worn out, dirty, creaky and rusty. The floor, table and chair were all dirty and old.

So I went to the toilet to wash up (like washing my face and brushing my teeth. No shower.)

and I put my toothbrush along with my family's on the shelf were it was labeled "107", our room number.

When I came back a little later to wash my hands, I realized that my toothbrush was wet and dripping on another shelf. Not my shelf. o_e

Someone freaking used my toothbrush. I went ballistic and asked my mum for another toothbrush the next day.

We had a sleepless night and woke up at about 5am. Harhar.

I quote my dad, "each time your brother tossed and turned, it felt like an earthquake."

Sigh. We then packed our stuff nicely (we mixed our stuff at the airport- that's another story) and got out of there. We had McD's for breakfast and we walked around the city.

Then we found this place selling Used Cars. WHEEEE.

Dad got a car and I knew things were gonna brighten up.

The hunt for a nicer place to live in temporarily begun.
We found this service apartment that was really nice. It felt so glorious (har har) and we moved in instantly. xD

I had such a good night sleep last night. We all did.

We went out shopping for groceries and to tour around Perth. It was pretty nice.

We didn't get to use the internet until right now (my dad got a pocket-wifi deal. SWEET) and I'm sharing my experience to you guys.

Moral of the story?

Reservations should be double checked. Or triple checked.

Being so pampered and spoiled, I'll probably not backpack around the world. Maybe when I'm rich and retired I'll travel around the world living in a Three-Star hotel.

Wish us luck on the rest of our adventure!

o_e

LOVE,

Rebecca.

Last School Day in NZ.

Today was my last day of school in New Zealand.

It was freaking awesome and emotional. I promised myself I wouldn't cry so I didn't. Har har. :D

Thanks to Diana, Kelly, Izumi, Kopiga and everyone else for signing the card (including my teachers.)

Thank you for the hugs and affection you guys gave me, I will miss each and everyone of you very much.

Thank you for the great times I had with you guys, I loved every minute of it.

***

Okay, that's enough Thank Yous for now.

Today was superb, we did nothing but watch Walking with Dinosaurs in Science (my last science class in NZ!). After that, we had maths which was boring (my teacher spelled survey as survay) .

PE was hell fun, we performed our dance routine and I know we were the best (not that I'm saying that the others suck, it's just that I think we did better knowing we put a total of 6 or more hours practicing it instead of the others practicing at the last few minutes)

I really wished we could do it again. It was SOO much fun <3

Then came Social Studies. We had a shared lunch in Period 4. I ahem had 6 slices of pizzas. Har har. Delicious!

We then took group photos and other random photos. Some friends of mine hugged me along some of the boys which I really did not expect. It. Was. Awkward. "Don't smoke weed!" one of them said ._.

1013. Can you spot me? LOL.

I look so funny. I blame the lighting.

I had lunch for the last time with the gang and my friends handed me the card. And more hugs.

And we just talked.

After that, we had to go back for SSR. I held my tears told myself to take it like a man (how do you take it like a man actually?). I read the card over and over again and showing it to my Form Class mates. After that, they hugged me goodbye too. D:

Then it was Music. It was alright, I performed my solo well. Excellence minus. :D

AGAIN, more hugs and goodbyes.

I'm not the person who enjoys hugs, actually. But I think I'm starting to like the affection given. Just saying (:

K, toodles!

Kevjumba is just so freaking awesome.

So is his dad.

ALPHA KENNY BODY.

(say that out loud).

We did Zumba in PE on Monday.

It was freaking awesome. There were three classes combined together and we all danced away. It was just so fun.

It was one of the most tiring exercises I've done this year.

ZUMBAAAAA!

***

Today is Tuesday. I got my report back today and the comments from my teacher were: "Rebecca is a polite girl who is a pleasure to teach"

LOL.

I'm going to miss New Zealand SOOOOOOOOOO freaking much. :(

Maybe even more than Malaysia.

Sigh.

We'd better keep in touch!

I love you guys!!

xx

I made spagetthi bolognase today for dinner.

It was yum.

I made spaghetti bolognaise today with my buddy Selma.

I'm not blowing my own horn but it was delicious.

Love?

Because of the recent poems I have been studying in English and the , I have became more interested in love. It doesn't hurt to be romantic for a while, right?

So, first question:

Is there even such thing as love?

I'm not a cynic, I'm just curious. I've never experienced it. Never experienced the boyfriend-girlfriend relationship kind of love; I've experienced plenty of friendly love.

I'm envious of people who experienced it and those who are experiencing at this moment.

Heck, not the physical type of love. I meant the spiritual one.

Is it love or is it desire or our hormones/bodies?

Like the poem 'The Lady of Shalott' and 'The Highwayman' that has a theme of how fate brought love and death. What has fate prepared for me? Will I ever meet the 'guy of my dreams' or will I die an old lady surrounded by her 70 cats?

It's really hard to imagine that the person you are going to marry is walking on Earth right this moment. Gosh, you might even see him/her everyday or on the streets and you don't even know it. Yet.

That leads me to another question:

Do you believe in love at first sight?

I know some people who don't. They don't believe that there will be rare occasions when the moment a person walks through the door, your eyes meet and there are sparks, butterflies, fireworks.

But who am I to say? I'm only fifteen.

Teenagers, the most awkwardest people ever. We're in the verge of adulthood and childhood which makes this a pretty stage to go through.

People who experienced it tell us that it was the worst thing that ever happened to them. But look, it's not love that's the worst thing that ever happened, I'm sure love is great. Heartbreak is the worst thing. Some people never recover from it and that's what scares me.

Most teens who go through heartbreak spend most of their youth trying to recover from it; some stronger teens just get up, dust their hands and get back on their feet.

I guess I'm lucky I don't have to bother with this; my education and health is my primary priority. As the saying goes: 'When I am rich, you will be my bitch.'

Starry night tonight.

- Rebecca

18th June 2011.

Sorry for not updating in a long time. Life has been crazy and I am lazy.

Right now I'm procrastinating - I don't want to do my English editorial essay. I wrote 3 paragraphs and I don't know what I'm doing.

Life is okay. I'll be leaving for Perth exactly a month from now. I'm going to miss New Zealand sooo much. My buddy Celine is leaving for Gold Coast in a few weeks, I'm going to miss her. We've grown so tight in such a short time. My "That's what she said" and Castle buddy. Good luck Celine!

I think I've gained weight over the week. The only sports I did was Hockey in school which led to me getting hit by a hockey stick two times by the same person. Sad or what?

How are you guys? We haven't been talking much. I guess life is starting to catch up with us. I really don't want to lose touch with you guys. I hope you guys are alright.

And to my best friend Nicole Lee Yuk Cheng,

HAPPY FIFTEENTH BIRTHDAY in advance!!

I hoped you enjoyed the card I sent you. I don't know how you can enjoy a card but do it anyway. I love you and I'm sorry I couldn't be there to spend it with you. Go have another karaoke date on me!

Well, not really. Let's go dutch.

AND to dedicate that day to you, I will be wearing the necklace you gave me. You complete my heart <3

Well, that's about it. I wish you all the best.

Wish me luck on my editorial!

LOVE,

Rebecca.

Doo bap.

This post is updated exactly ten days since the previous one. I plan on keeping it that way. 8D

So how's life?

It's alright, I guess. Nothing's new. Except for me signing up for Vocal and Guitar lessons for a term. It's $14 altogether. I'm starting next week. Yay ;D

Kim Hyun Joong <3

The weather here is crazy. CRAZY. School had to end early today by 10 mins because during the fourth period, which is at 11am. The bell rung 3 times. I was in Media class.

Jeez. After the bell, everyone went berserk. There was a small riot. After class as me and my friend Cassandra were walking down the hallways, people were screaming when the wind wooshed. It was very strong wind and it was humid, very humid. It was so stuffy.

I am proud to announce that I have now developed rosy cheeks when I am in a classroom. It's so bloody hot in the classroom and outside it's bloody cold. Talk about extreme temperature.

Er. I dyed my hair back to black last Saturday. I went to school on Monday and my classmates noticed it. They went: 'Hey, Rebecca, you dyed your hair black! OH MY GOSH, REBECCA BLACK!! IT'S FRIDAY FRIDAY'

Oh fuck you, Rebecca Black, I hate you. -_-

They thought my hair was originally brown. Rofl. No.

I learnt how to do the French Braid and the Mermaid Tail Plait. OH YEAHHH.

I'm watching the Big Bang Theory now. LOL, BEST SHOW EVER.

Castle isn't on TV. Castle is awesome. <3 not the best but alright, I guess.

Well, that's about it.

Hellooooo!

Yippee, my blog is alive again. I decided to revive it for years to come.

How have you guys been? Well, I hope. I've been good, I think I've gained a lot of weight though. The Fish & Chips here are to die for.

What have I been up to lately?

Well, school's starting tomorrow after a two week long holiday. My relatives came here on the week before my school holidays start and stayed two weeks altogether. It was.. interesting.

School here is alright. I've got friends whom I hang out with now, good teachers and nice classmates. I've adapted to the lifestyle here.

William and Kate got married yesterday. Time flies, doesn't it? I love the Wedding Cake. Sorry Prince Will but.. hehehehehehehehheehhee-baldspot-hehehehehehe.

Apart from that, I've been experiencing new music. Well, not exactly new new, it's still Kpop. I'm just listening to other bands whom I haven't listened/payed attention to before. ( I'm already listening to DBSK, SHINee, SuJu and f(x) ).

What bands?

There's this new band called X-5 and the leader of the group, Gun is so hot. Well, in some pictures. They're alright, I guess. But sadly, they're another one of those groups with a member who can't sing but dance and rap. And they need autotune. Sigh.

I listen to SS501 as well, I really like Love Ya by them. I've been listening to that song since last year and I'm not tired of it yet. Heh.

SNSD? They're not THAT bad. Their songs are so catchy. Run Devil Run and Gee are my favorites from them. X:

BigBang? Nah, they still suck. I tried listening to them but *ahem* they made my ear bleed. *ahem*

No offence to the fans but they seriously can not sing. Overrated much?

BEAST is okay, i guess. I just checked them out like, 10 minutes ago. I DA NAAAAAAAAAA~

I finally get that joke. lol I fail.

And I love Glee. Irrelevant.

Right now, I'm watching Boys Over Flowers, now I know why people love it so much. Kim Bum is so cute. So is Hyun Joong, I gotta admit. Believe it or not but my brother's watching the drama with me. Weird or What??

Katy Perry is love. She's coming to NZ on the 7th of May. Dad says I've to buy my own ticket but how can I when I don't even get allowance? Besides, the tickets are already sold out. Bruno Mars came and went without me going to his concert. T_T

Ohmygosh, today, I passed Bond & Bond, which is an electronic department store thing and on the big 60 inches Samsung Flat Screen, they showed SM Town '10. I was like: *jaw drops*in my mind. Cause I had a Chupa Chop in my mouth. At first it was SNSD dancing to Oh! and RDR, I think. After that was clip-its of SHINee dancing to Juliette and SuJu and TVXQ and others.

I had a pokerface the entire time. LOL.

Alright, update over. I have a movie to catch.

Yes, I'm keeping up with the TV's schedule. There's nothing to do here.

Bye!

xx.

Like whoa.

Hello people. Nice knowing you're still reading this dead blog.

I'm sorry, I just don't have the feel to blog anymore. I've been too busy and too lazy to.

Well, an update:

1) School's starting on Monday - officially. Yikes. I've met some people, but some are yet to be close friends. They're different: either they speak english or they speak mandarin. Those guai lows think I don't know how to speak english, so they don't talk to me until I talk to them. And Chinese people from Mainland China don't talk to me because they think I'm a banana. I hope I'll find some good friends. And, I'm in Year 10, but I'm trying to get into Year 11. Year 10 is too easy for me, but I ain't gonna do anything now cuz school is currently hectic: I waited 4 hours in the office to wait for a teacher to give me a form class and timetable. =.= Not gonna happen again.

2) We rented a house. FINALLY. After looking at almost 20+ houses, we finally found one that is near my school (within walking-distance) . YAY. I spent the last few days helping my folks clean the place. Omg, it's so tiring. It was dirty but yeah, it's clean now. :D We're moving in tomorrow (Sunday). I mean, final move-in.

And the owner's living right behind our house. They're Mainland Chinese. Yikes. She has a NIECE, which is in the same year as I am. DOUBLE Yikes. And her English is meh.. but her chinese is good. TRIPLE YIKES. And I'm gonna have to be walking to school with her for the next few days/weeks/months/YEARS. T.T

There are a few ways to look at this:

1) We'll both somehow find a way to communicate without confusing each other.

2) We'll try talking to each other but later realize it's unpossible and just have a wave-say'hi' friendship

3) She'll bring up my Chinese and me her english.

Oh noz. I hope it's the 1st and 3rd one. Or else it's just gonna be awkward living there. AWKWARDDDD.

So, how's life with you other people? I'm fine. LOL. I'm watching American Idol right now. Parents are out, so that's how I'm able to get online.

Omg, tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow.

Boom shakalaka boom shakalaka. BOOM.

Sigh. Bye.