Monday, April 30, 2012

a tour

We are absolutely LOVING our new house!
Yes, the projects are pretty overwhelming to think about, but then we take a break and walk outside and it all disappears.
All the views, the open space, the cozy feeling of all the trees along the edges of the property.
It's breathtaking and so peaceful.
We feel incredibly blessed that God has given us something we always thought would be fun to have eventually, but not really a tangible goal for us at this stage.
I guess we shouldn't have underestimated what God could provide for us! 

Here's a little sneak peak at our new home!

This is my view on our way to the new house.
Those are actual rolling hills!
And green!
Complete with cows and windmills.
I was born in Iowa and was very used to big trees and green rolling hills.
Kansas was like a desert to me.
But I've learned to see the beauty here too :)
I can't help but smile every time I drive on this road!


This is the driveway looking onto the street.
We love the rows of trees.
It's so welcoming!

There are 6 outbuildings on the property. 
It was an old dairy farm, but hasn't been used as one in about 20 years.
They kept everything SO nice! 
Even though everything is pretty old, they're in great condition. 
I'm seeing quite a few playhouses in our future!
This building is my favorite.
It was used to keep the corn in, so it's really tight, has wood floors, and is divided up into 4 little sections.
It's pretty much just screaming for some bunting, party lights, and little kids clamoring around making hideouts in it!

This little building was the old milking barn.
It's super cute inside...has a sink and washing area, a little well, cement walls (so they could clean it easily after milking), and even some really old, curtains on the windows :)
But it's been the home for hundreds of wasps for the last couple years.
So I'm not brave enough to go in it.
I love looking out my kitchen window and seeing this view though.
Silos make me happy...and so do old chippy paint buildings and green pastures :)


This is the building the cows lived in.
It has tons of stalls and is just begging to be used!
We don't have a plan for it right now, but I think if my dad has anything to do with it, there will be a few little cows living in it next summer :)

And this, dear friends, is the building that made it all possible!
Our criteria for house hunting was a building for Matt to use as his shop, and a house in liveable condition.
Not too lofty right?!
It was seeming pretty impossible after a couple years though.
We had gotten to the point where we were content where we were and that it obviously wasn't God's plan for us right now.
And then this popped up!
It always seems to work that way.
God wanting us to be content with where we're at...to wait on his timing.
My timing never seems to be his timing.
But it's getting easier to trust and know beyond a doubt that I better wait for what he knows is best for me.
The building needs a little TLC, but it's bigger than Matt was wanting, and has great potential!

And the sweet little chicken coop!
It was a disaster inside, but Matt's so quick and had it looking amazing in a few hours.
He added his own woodworking magic to make it look better...and now I'm pretty sure we might have some very spoiled chickens!
I'm not sure every chicken gets to eat out of a very fancy feeding trough made out of really nice wood and slanted just the right amount that they can't poop in their own food.
They don't know how good they have it!
But they really should be smart enough to not poop in their own food.





And the back of the house.
When I was a little girl, I used to dream of having a 2 story farmhouse in the country someday.
With a white fence around it, and a big porch with a swing :)
Now I have a 2 story farmhouse, huge protective trees outlining it so you can't even feel the harsh wind blowing, and a cute porch...with a potential swing in the distant future.
It's amazing to see how God gives you just what you need, and even throws in a few of your dreams just for fun!
I need to figure out a better word than THANK YOU!! for how I feel every time I drive in the driveway!

Sunday, April 29, 2012

Joy and Bubbles

Right now, the house is an absolute disaster.
I'm a neat person.
I function best in order.
I am out of order.
In all parts of my life at the moment.
My brain is feeling stretched in many different ways and I'm not feeling like I'm accomplishing much of anything on the list in my head.
But, despite my overwhelmed busyness, my heart is full of joy!
Does that sound cheesy?!
I hope not.
I'm usually more of a person that tends to get freaked out, overwhelmed, and exasperated when things don't go as planned.
But I've been praying that I would just calm down.
Almost nothing I ever blow up over is ever worth half the energy I give it.
SO...I'm choosing JOY.
But it's always extra nice when you actually feel joy...not just choose it.
Is that what happens when you practice choosing it?
It becomes easier to see things God's way and less your old "freaking out" way?
Well, that's what I've decided and am hoping at least!

I can very easily focus on the fact that at this very moment, I am haphazardly typing around half-eaten fruit loops and crunching half of them whenever I move the wheels on my computer chair.
I could focus on the HUGE mess that is my house.
I could be SO tired of the very long hours Matt has been working for the past 3 weeks.
I could be overwhelmed with my tired, whiny kids who need very long naps, but instead get up 2 hours early.
I think I could go on for quite a while.
But instead, I'm grateful we had enough cereal for the kids to eat this morning...so I could go back to bed and get some rest.
I'm grateful that I have a house...and enough belongings to get it dirty in the blink of an eye. 
I'm grateful for my husband...who loves his family so much, who works hard to provide for us no matter what.
I'm grateful for 3 kids to love and cherish.
And I'm so very grateful for this precious little 5-year-old girl who just learned how to blow bubbles.
She's been such a help to me.
She's full of joy.
It just bounces right out of her from the minute she wakes up.
I have a lot to learn for her.





Thursday, April 26, 2012

Webb {3 monthns}

Before my baby turns another month older, I should probably document that he turned 3 months old:)
Time seems to have gotten away from me in pretty much every area.
But there are so many things I don't want to forget about my sweet 3 month old little boy.


Little Webb,
     You make life for your momma pretty easy! You are full of smiles and gurgling sounds. You are paying attention to people so much now and will stare at them until they smile at you.
Then you give them a full body smile complete with a few hiccups at the end. You still end up hiccuping when we try to get you to laugh too. You are such an easy going little baby. Sometimes I have to check the carseat a few times to make sure I remembered you...you are just so quiet and content the whole day! You love being held and cuddle right up to me when I hold you. I'm so glad you like to cuddle.
     You have the deepest blue eyes. I keep wondering if they're going to turn brown, but I don't think they really will. Those Beverlin genes are pretty strong. :) You are looking more and more like your sissy. So many of your expressions remind me of her too. It'll be fun to see what your personality is like as you get older! Your little bumpy bellybutton seems to be getting a little smaller too. Or else I'm just getting used to it. It goes in and out now when you try to pull your head up, and it makes a gurgling sound. It's really weird! You LOVE your tongue. I keep thinking you are eating something, but then realize it's just you chewing on your tongue again! You like to stick it out most of the time too. And you found your hands. You stare at them a really long time. It looks like you're wondering if they'll move soon. But I think you kinda like them, even if they're in your way sometimes. You like to suck on your palm or wrist when you sleep. It's pretty cute!
     You are the best sleeping baby! Thank you little boy! You would love it if I could hold you from about 6:00 until your bedtime. You get a little fussy since I can't quite hold you for very long yet. When the big kids go to bed around 7, we've made it our little designated cuddling time. You talk for minutes on end, get the hiccups, then decide you're starving. At night, I'm pretty sure you could eat forever. I always just end up cutting you off after I realize you've been eating for about 45 minutes! It's pretty easy to lose track of time cuddling a baby and watching tv in bed :) Then you go to bed around 9:00. You sleep in the living room now. Since we don't go to bed at 9:00, we were keeping you up at night and I could tell you weren't sleeping well. So you sleep right by the air conditioner fan and it keeps you company and drowns out any noises the big kids make when they get up a bazillion times at night. I think it's weird that as of right now, you, the baby, are the best sleeping child in the house! But I have no complaints...by all means, keep up the good work. :) You get up to eat around 6:00 and then go back to bed until around 9:00 or 10:00. Since you sleep in the living room, we're all around you making loud noises...having concerts, folding clothes, having meltdowns over when snack time is...you just sleep right through it!
     You're getting so big. I love all the different stages you're in. But I wish I could keep you little for longer! I love being your momma. I could eat you up I love you so!
    




 
 


Friday, April 13, 2012

paint colors

This week, I've been running back and forth from our old house to our new house.
I'd love to be able to say we've accomplished SO much, but mostly I've just stared at it longingly.
Wishing I could start on something.
It could be move in ready.
But it's a tad bit outdated and "used" looking.
So we want to do a little work on it before we move instead of live in the mess with 3 kiddos.
I think the carpet may have housed a million animals over the past few years.
It makes you want to bolt out the door the minute you walk in.
Stinky, stinky!
BUT, we found pretty hardwood floors underneath all the nastiness.
What a lovely surprise!
We'd like to redo the main bathroom too.
So, even with all my extensively awesome skills, I have to wait on my hubby to start things.
We're both so excited to be there, but he's also incredibly busy.
With things I can't exactly help him with...like fancy banisters and huge desks.
But even so, I've found quite a few excuses to go and stare at the house.
Walk around, holding my nose, envisioning how beautiful we can make it, and how it's our very own.
And I've taped up way too many paint swatches and samples to figure out what my most favorite color of gray could possibly be.
Did you know the perfect gray could be so hard to find?
I thought I was being so smart...going with my favorite color AND a great neutral.
How could I go wrong?
Easy peasy, right?
Wrong.
I don't like blue undertone, I don't like green undertone, purple, pink, or red.
I don't like yellow undertone, so most beige was out too.
I think I had at least 17 different colors taped to the wall trying to narrow them down to my few favorites to get actual paint samples from.
Holy bajeebers!
Why in the world don't they make a light true gray color with a GRAY undertone?
I feel like it really shouldn't be this hard.
But I finally found exactly what I was thinking in my head...hopefully.
I gave in and went a "greige" route.
It made it feel more warm and inviting anyways.
Too much blue in those "gray, grays" made it feel too cold.
I hope you were really in the mood for a painting lesson on the color gray :)


These were my 5 favorites.
All gray, but all so very different once on the wall it left me puzzled and angry.
I ended up getting Revere Pewter at 50% intensity (is that how you say it?) from Benjamin Moore.
It's loverly :)
And now I'm officially done with everything I could possibly do without Matt.
Oh dear husband....it's your turn!
His projects are little bit bigger though, so I'll give him a break :)

Monday, April 9, 2012

{Big Changes}

I'm SUPER DUPER, INCREDIBLY EXCITED, really just absolutely ELATED to finally say...


WE OWN OUR OWN HOME!!

Wahoo!


So...let the journey begin!!
I'm gonna be a farm girl...with chickens and a tire swing.
It's gonna be pretty awesome.

Sunday, April 1, 2012

Sing a song

Things are still a little off here.
I guess I assumed the stinky days would leave with spring break,
but no such luck.

So instead of go on about some more craziness {I'm sure everyone goes through that}
I thought you'd like to hear a lovely song from the Eleanor.
She gets my phone all the time.
I finally ran out of room and had to download all my pictures and movies.
I ran across this little rendition in the process.
It made me giggle for quite a while.
What a goofy, sweet little girl I have!