the father's love :D

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Came To My Rescue by Hillsong United

Falling on my knees in worship
Giving all I am to seek Your face
Lord all I am is Yours

My whole life
I place in Your hands
God of mercy
Humbled I bow down
In your presence at Your throne

I called You answered
And You came to my rescue and I
I wanna be where You are

In my life be lifted high
In our world be lifted high
In our love be lifted high

Couldn't go for Creative Comms outing yesterday cos i fell sick (healed in Jesus name) man waited so long for it n poof i couldn't go hahas but Daddy has something better installed for me amen :D Hope u guys enjoyed ur day

loved by HIM Tuesday, December 18, 2007;

Friday, December 14, 2007

I'M BACK!
hahas after an awesome long holiday!
EJ3 was AWESOME!
SPAIN was awesome :D
realy enjoyed myself for the past 3 weeks hahas it so amazing how i got to go to camp n for the spain trip too oh not to forget my confident communicator course it was awesome too :D

it's just so amazing how he comes thru for me how i managed to change my conficom dates.
In the course i found amazing friends new onces like Eunice n Kirene met up with some old buds Jewel n found a long lost friend who was in my tuition when i was in primary 5, Manju, although i was seperated from my original class, i had an awesome with these bunch of awesome babes and others along the way. I really enjoyd my time there. There was this movie they played "The Truman Show" it was about belief. All this was just so amazing, how everything fitted in.

date-ing back to the 27 aug post
"ATTENTION ALL!!
I AM GOING FOR ENCOUNTER JESUS 3
IN THAT VERY CAMP I AM GOING TO EXPERIENCE DADDY LIKE NEVER BEFORE
I WILL ENJOY MY FULL 5 DAYS AT THAT CAMP NOT A SECOND LESS
I AM GONNA GO IN ONE WAY N COME OUT ANOTHER
I'M GONNA GO EXTREMELY HIGH DURING THE CAMP(AND NOW)
AND FOR THOSE WHO ARE FACING DIFFICULTY IN GOING FOR CAMP THEY WILL GO
IN JESUS NAME
AMEN! "

He answered every single one of my requests.

Although i had some terrifying 2nd day experiences like how i did the last EJ but this one was really special i din feel much pain on both days coach joy prayed for me on the 2nd n chase on the 3rd both times i couldn't help but just cry it felt so strong, His sweet presence washing over me.

To think about it, it came at a perfect timing had so much fun jumping in the pool the day before.. hahs :D

During the first ministering honestly i din really feel anything instead, i kinda felt lost weird and all. So i asked Daddy for another ministering one that i would know n feel His love n simply a fresh revelation. On the last night, he answered i got prayed for thrice ,although it's not the number of times you get prayed for to receive cos each time you do receive, this time i really felt His love i felt so close to Him His warmth.

I remember on the first night Pastor Dan talked about how big is our God n he showed us the stars and how small we actually are during the 2nd night's praise n worship, Daddy showed me those images again He showed me that when he made these stars he din go "WOW!" like how all of us did when Pastor showed us the photographs, but when he made me he went "WOW!" I felt like WOW! hahas the woman's meeting was awesome!

Daddy's Princesses :D women were made after men skillfully n wonderfully crafted.Hahas the coachs' sharing was really real and yupps awesome n special. the level 3 sharing Coach Pat n Paster Gab spoke to us about enjoying every moment whilst waiting for your prayer to be answered awesome message.

The services were awesome how big our God is, Olive Oil, Voices. Praise and Worship services were really full of His presence n all, really enjoyed myself at camp it was just so amazing. :D loved camp

Rockets were awesome too had a great time with them, really glad that most of us are still in the same group.

Theme night was amazing and creative comms got to serve too! That was really fun hahas :D

Really like to thank everyone for making this camp so awesome even for just being there at camp you played a part too! love ya all <3

lastly..

my spain trip!
hahas this was really God too!
was actually suppose to go for a spain -portugaltrip butthere wasn't enough people so couldn't.
my parents tried hard to find a trip for us to go on but to no avail then chan brothers came along and we got in! hahas and it's right after camp! to be exact 1 day after
so that's off away in spain for me

spain was beautiful :D
loved the sights n scenes, not to mention the awesome temperature hehs.
i saw alot of olive trees there, God opened more about olive oil to me and showed me a verse in some random book, trying to remember where it is!! it was in the book of psalmskinda realise in the book of psalms there's alot of verses bout annoiting oil.. hahas when i find it i hope i'l remember to post hahas :)
in spain my mum was like buying loads of stuff for me, noting that 1 euro = 2.15 sing and the stuff she bought cost alot! like 85 euros n 39 euros! blessed:D
i met my cousin's classmate hahas :) (oh.. no that cousin is not brandy)
had loads of fun times there
miss it!

really been blessed this holidays
( i have not done much of my homework! God help me!!) hahas
in Jesus name i'll have more than enough time to finish it AMEN!

oh 1 more thing Daddy fulfilled 1 more of my heart's desires! i can't believe she agreed to come with me tml! really happy :D

love ya all!

loved by HIM Friday, December 14, 2007;

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Matthew 11:28 (The Message)

"Get away with Me and you'll recover your life. I'll show you how to take a real rest. Walk with me and work with me - watch how I do it. Learn the unforced rhythms of grace. I won't lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you. Keep company with me and you'll learn to live freely and lightly."

so beautiful is this verse
was feeling really down n all, started looking to myself pointing all my faults out pointing out where i missed the mark how many times i missed it how useless i was how easily i lost my cool today over some small matter n was lead to this verse found in clara's post she talked bout the exact things that i was feeling made me realise i was doing the same thing, trying too hard..

i just cant phrase it in a better way

"Sometimes all we need is to learn to stop trying. To stop trying to stop our fall, and to just fall. Grace is unforced. The last few services, reminded me of His Love for me, and women's meeting reminded me of how I've forgotten, and yesterday's service simply reminded me of how to live in His Love again. Too many times, when I've stopped feeling the Love of God, I run right to examining myself and my behaviour. What I have done, how I have failed. When things aren't happening in my life, when I feel that all the 'callings' seem to have faded, when I don't feel like I'm doing anything important anymore, I feel that God loves me somewhat lesser. Slowly, the sense of His Love fades.

But no, it's not because I've fallen. But because I have forgotten.

Forgotten my worth in Him.
Forgotten how much of my own identity is tied up in His Love for me.
Forgotten how I was made to be when I am with Him.
Forgotten the beauty I see.
Forgotten how He has given me the eyes to see Him with.
Forgotten His faithfulness.
Forgotten how to enjoy time with Him.
Forgotten that it is not that His Love for me has changed, but it's my consciousness of Him that has.

Consciousness makes all the difference in the world.
What a world of difference between a consciousness of:
Fear and Love
Darkness and Light
Good and Bad
Joy and Sadness
Stability and Instability

It guides how you live your life. Because what we believe will be seen in the way that we live our lives, and how we behave is based on what we believe to be true.

When what I hear and what I see about my circumstances, of the lies that I am a failure, that will be what I believe to be true and how I will live out my life. No way will I go to God believing that He loves me, or that I am of any worth to Him. No, only when I can let go of every minute that passes, be it whether I have successes, whether I have failures, when I can let go of every evil circumstances in every second that passes, when I can let go of every evil thought that catches me in any second, and knowing that hey, God is right now doing a new thing, I know that I shall prosper when I step out of the familiar, especially when the familiar is depressing thoughts. Yes, I shall show up, and let God win the battle for me. Because even when I am lost, His Love finds me every single time.

As I look into the sky above

All my fears, so far away

All I hear is heaven calling me "

thank you once again

loved by HIM Thursday, December 13, 2007;

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

in the valley by the sea ep

You deserve
What is this love given to us
That saved my life through selfless sacrifice
Although we fail the cross prevails
Forgiveness stands
You take me back again

You’ve shown me life
You’ve opened my eyes
So I give You my praise
Yeah I give You my all
You’ve shown me life
You’ve opened my eyes
To the truth that there’s no greater love

Now in the darkness God’s light shines
Christ forever glorified
So come on come on sing out to God
Now with all we’ve got
We live for You our God

Salvation’s strong in Christ alone
The Saviour King alone in victory
I step aside give You my life
For You to move do what You want to do

I can’t imagine a life without You without You
‘Cause it’s all for You
Yeah it’s all for You
God

Love Enough
Your love’s enough to see the broken hearts
Gain a brand new start with a brand new heart
As the faithful hope in things unseen
You’re enough to see all the things they dream
Come to life

We’re living in the Saviour today
And this day is what we have now
In this moment we have chosen to praise
And it’s changing how we live now

Your love it broke my fall
It’s more than enough and I need it
‘Cause I’ve never known better
And I’ll never know better

This love will see me soar
It’s more than enough and I need it
‘Cause I’ve never known better
And I’ll never know better

Your love’s enough to see the humbled man
Find the cause of Christ
With his outstretched hands
As the cripple grabs his mat to walk
You’re enough to save him from the pain he bore

My Saviour
You’ll never let me go
My life is now secure

My Saviour
You’ll never let me go
And in Your hands my future’s brighter

Perfect love
I wanna see the broken hearts
finding hope in God above
I wanna know I’m doing all I can
So with this life, with all I am
No matter what the cost may be
I pray to see your love become our cause

I won’t stop believing
You alone are, You alone are God
In You there's freedom

Your love brings me to my knees again
We're gonna bring an anthem of love
We're gonna live for you now

This perfect love, I can't explain
This way of life that has no end
Your mercy satisfies, it's all I need
My purpose found in You alone
to love the lost and bring them home
We were made to glorify our king

Your love brings me to my knees again
We're gonna bring an anthem of love
We're gonna live for you
May your love become my every thought
I wanna know the sound of your heart
I wanna live for you now

Sing You, you bring me life
You bring me hope
You're all I need

Second chance
You called my name
Reached out Your hand
Restored my life
And I was redeemed
The moment You entered my life

Amazing grace
Christ gave that day
My life was changed
When from my shoulders
Fell the weight of my sin

So it’s with everything I am
I reach out for Your hand
The hope for change
The second chance I’ve gained

On You I throw my life
Casting all my fears aside
How could greater love than this
Ever possibly exist

Consume my thoughts
As I rest in You
I’m now in love
With a Saviour
Bearing the marks of His love

So I’ll wait upon You now
With my hands released to You
Where a little faith’s enough
To see mountains lift and move

And I’ll wait upon You now
Dedicated to Your will
To this love that will remain
A love that never fails

You reign
What could stand before You
As You chose to embrace
A cross so undeserved You took for me
The weight of sin upon You
When You offered Your life
As You walked the streets of men
With fading strength

How could we live but not see
Your sacrifice
Your glory

You reign, You reign
Over everything Lord, You reign
With power, and justice divine
Over everything Lord, You reign

What was Your last thought
As You drew Your last breath
Where the victory was Yours for us to see
And all will know the truth
As we live by Your grace
Every praise to You alone

See now the King of Glory
Love of God become my calling
Father I surrender all I am to You forever

5 new songs to their new album in the valley by the sea an awesome album by hillsong united this is amazing.

loved by HIM Wednesday, November 14, 2007;

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

i hope it helps. really.

loved by HIM Tuesday, November 13, 2007;

Thursday, November 08, 2007

stumbled upon this video this is really cute

loved by HIM Thursday, November 08, 2007;

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Why by Nicole Nordeman

We rode into town the other day
Just me and my Daddy
He said I'd finally reached that age
And I could ride next to him on a horse
That of course was not quite as wide

We heard a crowd of people shouting
And so we stopped to find out why
And there was that man
That my dad said he loved
But today there was fear in his eyes S

o I said "Daddy, why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is He dressed in that bright purple robe?
I'll bet that crown hurts Him more than He shows
Daddy, please can't you do something?
He looks as though He's gonna cry
you said he was stronger than all of those guys
Daddy, please tell me why
Why does everyone want him to die?"

Later that day the sky grew cloudy
And Daddy said I should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy
Boy was he right
But I could not keep from wondering
If there was something he had to hide

So after he left I had to find out
I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds
To a hill where I knew men had been killed
And I heard a voice come from the cross

And it said, "Father, why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for My robe?
This crown of thorns hurts Me more than it shows
Father, please can't You do something?
I know that You must hear My cry
I thought I could handle the cross of this size
Father, remind Me why
Why does everyone want Me to die?
When will I understand why?"

"My precious Son, I hear them screaming
I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming
But soon I will clothe You in robes of My own Jesus,
this hurts Me much more than You know
But this dark hour I must do nothing
Though I've heard Your unbearable cry
The power in Your blood destroys all of the lies
Soon You'll see past their unmerciful eyes
Look there below, see the child
Trembling by her father's side
Now I can tell You why
She is why You must die"

i just cant stop thinking bout this song..

i hope this thursday will never come i guess i'm just afraid to know how i did.. but there's nothing i can do now..
daddy i give everything to you
into your big hands
these small hands of mine
can no longer take it...

loved by HIM Sunday, October 28, 2007;

Friday, October 26, 2007

things got kinda messy today if fact i got really messed up today..

take life as a journey
there may be uneven roads, bumpy roads, smooth roads
on each one of these roads you'll experience different things
sometimes wen you just cannot go on anymore
just stop and take a good look around you
take a deep breath
calm yourself down
feel that inner peace inside of you
His sweet presence..

Psalm 139:14
14I will give thanks to You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made

i read my fren's blog n it settled the storm that was brewing in my heart after i read it i felt this sudden peace like everything stopped a sense of fullest
in this verse wonderfully means to set apart, separate
i'll just give a little summary
the whole post was about feeling insignificant, small out of place in every area of your life and asking yourself how you are special apart from the person beside you? i less of me does it really matter?
even thou

Romans 11:29 (New King James Version)
29 For the gifts and the calling of God are irrevocable.

but doesn't everyone have it? (screw summarising)
God made one of you. ONE. Not two, not three. Even if you have a twin, there's still only ONE of you. True, you may seem largely infinitely insignificant in the entire universe, even in just a roomful of people who may seem better off than you, more gifted and sharpened, consecrated, holier than you.But what makes you special. Is that despite, and inspite of all your disqualifications, your missing the mark, God only made ONE of you. That one of you, He sets apart, He made you in reverance ("fearfully"), He seperates you from the rest. Yes, we may all be a child of God. We may all have the same promises.

but he only made ONE ME
Is there anyone else like me? No.
Someone who lives the same way as me? No.
Someone who have been through the same things as me? No.

There will always be only one of me.
Only I can impact others the way that is special about me.
Only I can impact those whom I am made to impact in the way that I can impact.
There's not going to be anyone else like me.
So what if others are seemingly better.
Doesn't make me any lesser.
Different people, they all have their own individual annointing, their own lives, their own testimonies.
Every leader is different.
I may feel comfortable with one, but that doesn't mean that I'll feel comfortable with another.
And yet that doesn't make the one that I feel uncomfortable with any lesser in his/her ministry.
We are all made to be set apart, seperate unto Him.
Our own lives, own ministries, own circle of influence.
Big or small, Tall or short... What does it matter.
Stop limiting yourself, and comparing yourself...

You may be insignificant to the world, or even to just a group of friends.
But to Him, trust me, you are damn significant.

clara, thanks

loved by HIM Friday, October 26, 2007;

Monday, October 22, 2007

guess i really needed to remind myself of tt been feeling really down these few days (maybe it's the weather.. hahahaha) you could say that being crazy is simply all that i can do or be cos it really keeps me happy at least temporarily.. camp was a really huge break for me it let me really go crazy and simply relax and not think of anything else total peace i really enjoyed it alot ( i noe i owe the world camp photos bear with me) it was different from the other days i have had with 2 devotion and yea as a sec 2 totally "fang" screaming our lungs out singing all day long being hyper man i love doing all these things not having a care in the world nothing to do with studying results teachers just fun n challenging urself as mr ong puts it.. those 3day 2nights were the best days in my whole sec 2 schooling yearn the best times i have had with my class.. the only bad thing was trackpants! and ppl barking at u when ur bathing n the "permission to enter........." (although tt was cute) and hen"gay"dry doing absolutely nothing o and the ohsoirritating TOADCHOIR and the ohsolucky TOBETHEONLYGIRLBUNKWITHTHEGUYS other thahn all these.. CAMPWASAWESOME hahas.. there was the CLASS ELENAthedoggy(to play with) GARYsir(snail) PHEBEjie PINWEN(dracula) hahas

to SNAILsir!
MAOMAO goes the little gary snail one day
MAOMAO goes the little gary snail~
MAOMAO goes the little gary snail one day
and the all go MAOMAOMAO~
for all the snails go
*clap* MAOMAOMAOMAOMAO
*clap* MAOMAOMAOMAOMAO
*clap* MAOMAOMAOMAOMAO
for all the snails go
*clap* MAOMAOMAOMAOMAO
they dun go MAOMAOMAO

mschua wanted to tell us our results in the bus wen we were going back to school she told me on the second day during rock climbing i objected she like dun care me then the next day elena n someone gaodim ms wong so TADA! we enjoyed a happy ride home with HMS songs hahas..

so the results were said today ruined the whole day she could have said it during the last period this explains the superlowturnedcrazy thing... i know i did really badly

"'My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.'
"Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in needs, in persecutions, in distresses, for Christ’s sake. For when I am weak, then I am strong." 2 Corinthians 12:9-10

but i know he'll make a way for me not becos i'm good but becos he is good..

becauseyoubelievedinme

loved by HIM Monday, October 22, 2007;

Sunday, October 14, 2007

if this post offends you in any way i sincerely apologise
man.. i was damn boiling just now..
clara called me just now and told me this
the kid jumped down the 2nd storey just to get away from her mum cos she couldn't stand her or something like that..
i was half way thru my lesson man.. she..
it's been a couple of months since our paths crossed spent days with her having lessons.. this kid really opened my horizon..
i remember the first time she came into the classroom beaming like a little kid given a sweet til the time when she walked in the classroom with eyes that refused to stop watering and all tt cos of a boy who in every way is not worthy of her tears
the following weeks were simply crazy finding a new guy just to as she calls it play to make the previous jealous
her heart was still longing for that guy never once did she forget about him
i have this huge urge to slap her in the face and ask her this where is your self value? first it was over some worthless jerk n now this?

my point is you are a daughter of the king of kings He gave up His only son for you

they showed this during on DARE service
the Father sacrificed his only son for the people on the train the Father being God and the son being Jesus and the people on the train being you and i
He did it for you it hurt Daddy alot to do it but he still did it becos he loved you

Isaish 53:5
But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed.

you are so precious that he did it for you..
you mean the world to him..
even if you were the only one on that train he would still have done it for you..

thisisthefather'slove

loved by HIM Sunday, October 14, 2007;

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

top 3 baby laughs!!!

separate videos!!!

BABY BREAKDANCE!!

hahas.. went to see my baby newphew Triston yeaterday he's adorable.. (yes i have alot of newphews and nieces but i'm still young you know!) din take his pics but will this 21 oct his man yue the little prince charming was born on 18 september 2007!
question y 21 not 18?
21 then his daddy is back in Singapore plus it's a sunday
HE'S A LITLE PRINCE CHARMING!!

loved by HIM Wednesday, October 10, 2007;

years later ppl will be asking
"what's the first word your child said?"
and you wont reply mama papa ball monkey elephant chocolate or gingerbreadcookieman
you'll say
"whateva!!!"
what do people these days teach their children? haiz..
HAHAHHAS WADEVA

loved by HIM Wednesday, October 10, 2007;

Friday, October 05, 2007

this is amazing mans.. really inspirational..

loved by HIM Friday, October 05, 2007;

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

i just realised something kinda wow at least to me it is..
i was talking to daddy as today's the 3rd last day of the exams (i have maths n science tml n art the day after) cos i really couldn't concentrate on studying my mind was miles away.. thinking bout the freedom i'm gonna have when maths n science is over tml (cos art is just prep work n fun) i was too focused on the end product which in this case is the freedom that we all as students desire but i wasn't focusing on the thing(my maths n science exam) that was going to lead me there(freedom).. then it just hit me .. people tend to focus too much on what they need or want like wealth health good results favour peace .. but they dun focus on what will bring them that or what will lead them to it.. what they are not focusing on is Jesus.. do you realise that everything n the world is created by him which also means it belongs to him? for example if you make the bookmark it's yours copyright law.. by right He made us we belong to Him everything we "own" belongs to Him so in actual fact we cant give Him anything materialistic even the talents you have are given by Him.. so why arent we focusing on Him?
in case you kinda dun understand what i just typed.. IT WORKS FOR ME!!

i love you Jesus
deep down inside my heart

cant get this song outta my head.. hahas

o.. another thing i kinda wanna focus on is the innocence of a child.. imagine that purity, believe out of bonds, that has no limits when ppl get older they just simply lose all this. In the bible Daddy said he wants us to come to him like children.. he stopped the disciples from preventing the children to get near him.. the innocence of a child is really brilliant..

I HAVE BIG NEWS TO ANNOUNCE
listen up and listen clearly
I CAN GO FOR EJ3!!!!
prase GOD!!!
seriously he has been so faithful to me this year .. i dunno where to begin to relate..

in your eyes i'll always be your little girl.

loved by HIM Wednesday, October 03, 2007;

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Blog keeping Rules
1) Each blogger must post these rules first.
2) Each blogger starts with 8 random facts/habits about themselves.
3) Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their 8 things and post these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose 8 people to get tagged and list their names.
4) Don't forget to leave a comment telling them they're tagged and to read your blog.

8 Random Facts/ Habits About Me
1) i simply love going CRAZY at random times.
2) i actually like giving people funny names xD
3) i think PACMAN is a coolest game ever made!
4) i wonder why i'm doing this??
5) CHOCOLATES and GINGERBREAD COOKIES rock!!
6) SLEEPING is a hobby a good one too
7) i have no idea wad to write
8) i LOVE lazing about watching the world slowly rotate.

The 8 People Who Are Tagged By Me
anyone who's bored and has nothing better to do

loved by HIM Wednesday, September 19, 2007;