Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Ambiguity convo.

Here is a cut of a conversation that i had with my bro-in-law, jason, via facebook. i suggest reading his blog first here. or you could also read the Christopher Nolan interview on Wired here.


"Jason, this morning i was thinking about our conversation about inception and ambiguity. i just had a few thoughts that i wanted to share with you. while y'all were here i think i mentioned my frustration with art and how it seems to me that art is not "good" unless it has some abstract meaning that no one understands. maybe i didnt explain that very well, but i was thinking about it this morning and i think i was exposed to so much fake ambiguity. pushed to create art that doesnt make sense to anyone simply on the notion that that is what makes good art. or rather that it is what makes art good. this is an almost frightening idea. anyway i felt "cheated" as Nolan put it. but i was thinking about it in context to the bible this morning. i read psalm 5 where the psalmists lists all the things that the father cannot tolerate. deceitful, boasters, wickedness etc. then he says "but i through the abundance of your steadfast love, will enter your house." to me there is a tension there. he doesnt enter because he is not wicked, but because of the fathers steadfast love. i love that. how there is something going on there that is so counter intuitive, but to those of us who know Him, it is so right. as a side note, i get really annoyed when people have things like sovereignty and elect nailed down. its also weird to me when people dont care. So anyway, i was reading that this morning and i was thinking about Nolans notion of ambiguity and realized how true it is for me. thats one of the the reasons i love fiction. When you read good fiction, you can't help but want more and more. I think of, for example, Tolkien or J.K. Rowling. The entire worlds of middle earth or harry potter are inside the imaginations of those authors. all they really do is give people a glimpse of that in their books. but what makes them great is the ability to create a world. you read them and you feel as if you are stepping into something mysterious that is there. you cant grasp the entirety of the worlds in which the stories are set but that is what makes them good. it is the difference between Tolkien and the millions of crappy fantasy novels that followed LOTR. People want more of middle earth so badly that books start coming out that try to give people an entire fantasy world.(or that dont convince you of that world) There is a reason there is near endless speculation on particularly LOTR and HP. in a way, it reminds me of the speculation that has centered around the Word for centuries. it also reminds me of .......... here it comes........ Job. Ch. 38. The father says things like "Where were you when I laid the foundations of the earth?" or "Or who shut in the sea with doors when it burst out from the womb" or "Do you know when the mountain goat gives birth?" "have you comprehended the expanse of the earth." I think of mountains and why they are are so stirring and never fail to give people such powerful experiences. That unknown that we face. is terrifying, comforting, and intriguing. in terms of movies I cannot think of one exception. Good movies are intentional, well thought out and ambiguous to a degree. Lack any of those and your movie is not very good. anyway, just some thoughts."

Sunday, December 12, 2010

"Happy Holidays is what terrorists say. Merry Christmas!"

Like last year, i thought i would let some of you see my apartment with all its christmas decorations up. this is my second christmas in china. the two presents contributed by Katie Knickerbocker and Daniel Hester






Friday, December 10, 2010

Happy Birthday Rosie

I woke up this morning to find an email from my Dad of Katie holding a wadded up pile of blankets.......... upon further request i received a picture of Etta Knickerbocker. To celebrate the birth of my niece, i decided to use some ground pork i had sitting in the fridge to make breakfast sausage. when i went into the kitchen to investigate, i realized that i also have a mostly unused box of bisquick. I read the required ingredients and lo, all it required for biscuits was milk! An incredibile breakfast of sausage and biscuit sandwiches was fast becoming reality. Thinking quickly, i scrolled my memory and found that i had a vague notion of one time owning a packet of gravy mix. a quick check in the cupboard confirmed and after verifying the required ingredients, (again, Milk) my simple sausage idea had transformed into a full blown biscuits and gravy (with a side of home made sausage) meal. -note the beatifully captured steam emitting from the sausage patties (top center)-

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Under the Christmas Tree

I bought myself a christmas present today. kindof lame i know. but what else is a single guy living in china to do? so thats 2 down. (2 presents wrapped sitting under the tree) one from Santa and one from my prego sis, Katie (which i almost mistook as a box of Oatmeal and started to unwrap it after i hungrily stumbled out of bed to answer the door for the mailman). so with that i leave you with this:

People’s Rep. of China 邮政编码:030006

中国山西省太原市坞城路

绿军苑7号楼东座901

Daniel Hester


In english:

People’s Rep. of China 030006

China, Shanxi, Taiyuan

Wu Cheng Rd.

Green Soldier Garden Building 7 east apt. #901

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Monday, September 27, 2010

LipDub?

I watched an episode of The Office yesterday and came to the terrifying reality that my 2 years abroad has made me outdated to hip pop culture in the states. The american version of BBC's The Office is riddled with pop culture references. i had previously been able to keep up with most of it such as popular youtube videos and an awareness of the frightening Lady Gaga. But yesterday the episode kicked off with a "lip dub" music video put on my the staff of dunder-mifflin-sabre and the whole thing was way over my head. so i had to resort to my old friend Google. if you dont watch The Office or dont know what it is, i'm afraid its too late for you. sorry. Although maybe nobody watched it anymore. The Office is SO 2008.

Friday, July 30, 2010

What to do?

i just spent the last hour, trying to search for any kind of job or company involving design and furniture and basically came up dry. all day i have had this urge to go buy vintage tables and chairs, leather suitcases, really old wood, and turn them into really awesome pieces of furniture and luggage , and more furniture. every so often this instinct overtakes me and i have absolutely no outlet for it here. but i must do something with my hands. sometimes i go crazy in this place. all mellowdrama aside, does anyone have any ideas or leads as to how i could take this craving and turn it into a job or career? i have no idea.