i need some motivation to study!
countdown to exams : 12 days
shit.
♥ 9:45 PM
life is just demoralizing..
i don't know why but i feel so down recently.
i don't feel motivated to do anything at all and my mind often wander away into deep thoughts.
nothing seems to be going my way, and it's just saddening how things that seem perfect at first has all vanished now. i guess i took what i have for granted. And this time round, i promise i will not take things for granted anymore.
♥ 7:55 AM
HELLOWORLD,THISISJUSTRANDOMBUTIFEELSOVEXEDUPNOW.
ANDIJUSTREMBEBERED IHAVETHISLITTLESPACE OUTHERE THATNOBODYKNOWSOF.
SOTHANKGOD!
♥ 10:38 PM

this is just so demoralising.
seeing my classmates going into the GO, and out with tears in their eyes. they hear the news.
retaining is indeed the most cruel thing the school can do to one. your friends all become your seniors, your juniors becoming your peers. how much worst can it go.
on the other hand, im very relieve that singhui manage to advance. really thankful for that.
i really want everyone to proceed to j2 as a class, but now, i guess its tough. a choice betweening forceful advancement or retaining. somehow, in the lost situation, retaining seems to be a better choice, a brighter solution. afterall, the main aim is to do well for A lvls and get into a good uni course.
nut, i hope you'll be able to promote. all the best.
its good your school has a 'level up' exam, at least you're given a second chance. :D jyjy
this is just demoralizing.
on a lighter note, my clique would be able to advance tgt. something worth being happy about :D
♥ 1:00 AM