Uncertainties ahead.
Self-doubt, incapabilities.
Racing against time.
Empty brain.
Uneasiness and insecurities.
Fear of disappointment and let down.
FEAR.
Who can save me?
Tuesday, January 31
Friday, January 13
Monday, November 14
Saturday, October 22
Saturday, September 17
Saturday, April 16
Sunday, March 27
Do you see what it reads at the top left hand corner of the page? Got a (un)pleasant shock when I saw it.
'MADE IN DOWNTOWN LA
VERTICALLY INTEGRATED MANUFACTURING'
Ok, pleasant because it's nice that the company feels a need to let its customers know how their clothes probably comes about, well at least to a certain extent.
Unpleasant because I'm actually really supposed to be writing my economic geography essay and not browsing these websites. What a reminder.
Saturday, March 26
It's 12:12am now!
I am so fed up churning out essays and presentation slides that I am going to type nonsensical and trivial things here.
Recently, as in the past year or so, I have been redefining my definitions of what is important in life, and what is the prerequisites to certain statuses in life. Although I'm 22 years of age now, I think I've seen quite a bit and hence me redefining some of those its-just-the-way-it-is things. Sadly, yes, put simply, it just means I'm starting to lose hope in things. And I agree that 22 years is rather early to be experiencing that.
To that point, my mum asked me what happens if I continue to lose hope on more things and my life start to fall apart with me wallowing in self-pity? Putting aside whatever intentions she said that with, I would like to interpret it as a reminder that NO, don't ever let yourself fall down that slippery slope. So stop before you get too far out.
My conclusion is no conclusion; but I would like to think that we should all have goals and that they should be constantly revised or changed when you sense that something isn't quite going the right way. That should keep one sane for some time. =)
Ciaos!
(I think I've lost the ability to write in queen's english, it's like they're only reserved for essays. GAHH.)
I am so fed up churning out essays and presentation slides that I am going to type nonsensical and trivial things here.
Recently, as in the past year or so, I have been redefining my definitions of what is important in life, and what is the prerequisites to certain statuses in life. Although I'm 22 years of age now, I think I've seen quite a bit and hence me redefining some of those its-just-the-way-it-is things. Sadly, yes, put simply, it just means I'm starting to lose hope in things. And I agree that 22 years is rather early to be experiencing that.
To that point, my mum asked me what happens if I continue to lose hope on more things and my life start to fall apart with me wallowing in self-pity? Putting aside whatever intentions she said that with, I would like to interpret it as a reminder that NO, don't ever let yourself fall down that slippery slope. So stop before you get too far out.
My conclusion is no conclusion; but I would like to think that we should all have goals and that they should be constantly revised or changed when you sense that something isn't quite going the right way. That should keep one sane for some time. =)
Ciaos!
(I think I've lost the ability to write in queen's english, it's like they're only reserved for essays. GAHH.)
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