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date: Wednesday, June 29, 2011
There are so many dramas I want to watch. 18禁不禁，斗牛，海派田心，蛋炒饭，就想赖着你 etc. And of course not forgetting all the other shows that Zaizai acted in, I want to watch his cute face too. But all these gotta wait until 2 days later...
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Econs now. Sigh.
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date: Tuesday, June 21, 2011
The reason I ain't blogging cause I don't want my post of Zaizai to get pushed down till it disappears from the page. Hee. :P
Class chalet last week was fun. Didn't know it was opposite old changi hospital until the day before. Cool though, first time experiencing being there myself. Nothing scary happened anyway. But I learnt that BBQ cockles are nice! Thanks to Daryl.
I've been saying that I haven't touched chem and physics since the chalet. One week after, it still remains the same. Okay maybe I glanced at physics. That's all. Oops. I am so dead. Cough/sore throat from last week remained the same too. -.-
Studied with Jiansheng at Bukit Merah Subway today, then went home for tuition. Regret not starting earlier cause now I have so many doubts. But I am still not studying gosh something is wrong with me.
Been feeling very emo for this 2 weeks. I can't tell the reason cause I don't even know myself. I suddenly cry very easily over small things. Tried controlling but failed. Why? What is wrong with me. Plus even my appetite changed too. Is it cause of this? I've no more fever. Each time I lose my appetite when I had fever, I would gain it back after I'm well and eat like a pig again. But this time no. Which is good considering I managed to lose 2kg without even exercising. I wish my appetite maintains cause I want to lose weight. But whenever I force myself to eat my meals I can't help but take back my words, only to hope that my appetite remains again after that.
It feels good to lose weight.
Someone help me. Motivate me to study. I need my com to be away from me.
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date: Monday, June 13, 2011
I guess there's pretty much things that I've learnt through Mars.
Literally speaking, there is only one world that exist. But to different people, their own world is different from the real world. Real world... what is it like exactly? Is it the same to everyone...? Something that people cannot face by themselves? Is it always a harsh and cruel situation all the time?
One's happiness is another's misery. If someone wants happiness, another person has to suffer. There's no such thing as everyone being happy at the same time.
What world am I living in? I don't even know myself. I feel like I'm shutting myself away from the real world and created a little world of my own. No one else. If not, I might be just a little speck of dust in the real big world. Where am I exactly?
Its those people who suffered the most hardship would know the best.
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date: Sunday, June 12, 2011
不知道什么时候已吹起了北风
就这样在冷冷的夜里习惯了寂寞
不在乎你懂不懂我沉默的守候
想要对一个人温柔并不需要理由
就这样在冷冷的夜里习惯了寂寞
不在乎你懂不懂我沉默的守候
想要对一个人温柔并不需要理由
空出我的怀抱随时都为你保留
我只是舍不得用双手把你反锁在我怀中
我只是舍不得用双手把你反锁在我怀中
这份爱任凭你去挥霍任凭你去要求
我还是为你执着
我还是为你执着
不管走到了最后是否会一无所有
就算你不懂我的心痛不懂我的脆弱
我只想为你执着
就算你不懂我的心痛不懂我的脆弱
我只想为你执着
不管多久我会一直在这个角落
Such a sweet sad song with a cute guy. Gentle, charming and cool voice. Perfect song! The lyrics reminded me of his role in meteor garden, Hua Ze Lei. 空出我的怀抱随时都为你保留, 我只是舍不得用双手把你反锁在我怀中 is like the feelings he had towards the girl. Sometimes it will make me cry thinking of it.
Watching Mars currently. At episode 6 is where all the troubles start when this stupid girl come barging into their relationship. I despise third parties and love triangles, but they always seem to happen. I hate it when guys think they're all that and two-time girls. I hate bitchy girls who cling onto guys too. But it always happens. This is life.
I hope that stupid girl leaves in episode 7 before I start punching the screen of my laptop.
I think Zaizai's a good actor. From a quiet guy with few words in Meteor Garden, he became a school rebel in Mars with an attitude with he speaks. Plus with his long hair, he looks like Show luo. And his personality in Mars is kind of alike with Show luo, so sometimes I keep thinking its Show. Heh. Zaizai's still cuter than him anyway.
I feel useless. I can't do a single normal distribution question in the maths revision package. I was so desperate I almost cried because I thought I was going to be dead for commons. So I skipped maths and started chem. Please god, let me pass my commons. That's all I ask for. Pull me through this.
title: meteor garden
date: Saturday, June 11, 2011
Just finished watching Meteor Garden. 24 episodes in 3 days! Record. One episode is 45 mins though. Weird, wiki says it only has 19 episodes, turned out to have 24. But the main point is not how long I took to watch it.
I have never watched a show that made me cry so much before. In episode 22 (I think), its the episode that made me cry the most. I was practically crying throughout the whole episode. And just 7 mins into the last episode I started tearing again. Highly recommended! I'm sure its much better than Boys over flowers. Plus zaizai was so cute when he was 19/20! He's still cute now. Okay digressing.
I think the male lead's mum is a motherfucking bitch. She's the cause of all their troubles, all their hardships is cause of her doings. Abusing her power because she is rich. I absolutely detest such people. But I admire that couple a lot. They've been through a lot of ups and downs (mostly downs) and still manage to be together in the end (with the last obstacle being the worst, hardest and longest). I prefer the girl to end up with zaizai though but its okay, they have another show together which I am going to watch after this.
I think such a relationship deserves respect. But the stupid mum doesn't, cause she just doesn't understand anything except money. Money faced hell of a bitch, hated her from the start when she appeared to the end where she disappeared. There are also points where their relationship is sweet. Made me wonder when can I live in such bliss too. Not anytime soon though, I'm sure.
I totally admire the girl's character. As what many people had said in the show, she's a strong person. I wonder if there's really such strong girls that exist in real life. I'll look up to them. Maybe, I should learn from her too. Slowly, but I should try.
So altogether, its a nice show! Definitely worth the time to watch. I think its one of the best shows that I've watched before. At least this show has a deep meaning in it. But I think taking my study break time to watch isn't a good idea... :)
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date: Friday, June 10, 2011
My current fangirl obsession, Vic Zhou!
Well I know its kinda weird cause F4's already disbanded but the members still exist as individuals in the entertainment industry. I've been watching meteor garden the past few days and totally fell in love with him. (L) Jerry Yan's also handsome, but I think Vic is cute hahah. But then again the show was like 10 years ago, and Vic just turned 30 yesterday. He's still cute!
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date: Wednesday, June 08, 2011
Exactly what I should be doing. But I am still doing the former. Tsk.
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date: Sunday, June 05, 2011
"Soccer has a goalkeeper, but that doesn't mean you can't score."
There's many nice quotes in life. And I have retweeted many of them, but forgot about them after that moment. However, this particular quote has been staying in my mind till now. Maybe because it does relate to me very well at that point in time, and I think it does apply very much to life. On what aspect, I only have one in mind so far. :)
I guess it just means that I shouldn't give up just yet.
title: ponning school
date: Friday, June 03, 2011
I think yesterday was another awesome day. :)
Went school at 8am with Jiansheng to find only 11 people went to school. So when physics lecture ended at 9am, Jiansheng, Chinguan, Wenji, Xianwei and I decided to go and watch X-Men: First Class and pon the remaining 3 lectures. But before that Chinguan, Wenji and I went to do PW with Alfred first and after that managed to convince him and Kumar to come along. And off we go to Orchard Cineleisure.
On the way there Jiansheng started to play mindfucked games like black and white, 12345, the earth is round etc. Which really annoyed us cause we didn't manage to get it after very long and found out that its just lame stuff -.-
Missed the 10.30 movie cause we reached at 10.50. So we bought tickets for the next one at 11.50. Went to eat first and bought this huge drink to share with Wenji in the cinema which ended up with half left. But the movie's pretty awesome, I didn't like the sound of it at first but it turned out nice and interesting.
After that had nothing to do so walked around Orchard. Then went to Cineleisure and I saw this magazine names Pop Queen and Justin Bieber is on the cover LOLOL! And all the rest of the celebrities inside the mag are girls. (Y) But irritatingly almost all the magazines on the rack has Justin Bieber on the front cover. -.-
Went home to sleep and overslept for PW meeting online at 7. I went online at 7.30 and realized I'm actually not the latest cause Chinguan was still sleeping hahaha. So did Written Report and then went to maple. Almost everyone was online and they actually ponned school to maple.
Haven't been studying much recently thanks to maple. I'm reading newspapers now to clear them off and then I'm gonna read econs later. I WILL ONLY GO TO MAPLE AFTER I FINISHED ECONS.
Okay end of story. Bye.
