title: birthdays and food.
date: Wednesday, May 25, 2011
I think yesterday was a good day! :DLike finally, one day where nothing bad happened in so long.
It was Jimmy's birthday, so Happy 17th Jimmy! At first I only intended to buy a slice of cheesecake from the pop cafe then put a candle on it for him. But when I saw meisee at the MRT station she say buy one whole cake. So yeah we ended up with a full cream cake and of course, cake smash! Quite a number of people got cake smashed... Ian x2, Jonphay, Jiancui, and of course birthday boy Jimmy! I tried to smash tim but failed -.-
Had two 1hr breaks but spent it on playing basketball. So I didn't eat until after school. Went Ikea with meisee and cuisheng to eat the meatballs. It was only $4 for 10! Damn shiok. So I ate 5 meatballs and 2 chicken wings for $4.50. And plus a chocolate mousse for 90 cents. Then after that walked around Ikea and the soft toys are cute! Plus there was this something like bean bag that can sit on. Its not a bean bag but I thought it was and when I went to hit it, I got a shock -.- Inside's air. LOL.
Then jiancui went to buy his hotdog and then home! I had to chase after 855 for such a long distance zzz. And then there's no school today so here am I slacking instead of studying. And downloading maple! So longgg z.
Happy birthday Billy! And happy birthday to Siyu too! :D
title: go with the flow.
date: Saturday, May 21, 2011
I never had so many bad things happening all in one week.
Yes, I know that things don't go the way you want sometimes. But I think this is too much having to deal with so many blows at once. Its like I don't deserve happiness in my life. Once I'm happy, something has to come crashing down on me. And when I finally have something to cheer me up, it was taken away from me again.
Why does everyone want to make life hard for me? What have I done wrong before in my entire life that I have to suffer like shit? I hate people who judge me if they don't know me well. I believe I know myself best and no one can ever take this place. But I can't help but wish that someone could just appear soon and take over that place.
I suddenly feel that living in the US might be more suitable for me. I want a more open life, where everyone else is the same. Doesn't that make life much easier? And less problematic too for me. I can imagine how much my life will change if I adapt that lifestyle.
I hate the feeling of being alone when I need people the most. I wish I can be busy too. I need some motivation to study. If I can get myself busy, it would keep my mind off things and I will be glad to do so.
Maybe if I had chosen a different path, life would be different. I wonder, am I the only one suffering? Or are there others in the same situation as me? I really, really hate being alone, and the fear just increases as time goes by. Things must change, but how?
Go with the flow.
title: Slack away.
date: Sunday, May 15, 2011
This weekend has been relatively slack for me.
I haven't done anything except breathing, eating, sleeping, bathing, walking, using the comp, watching a movie and read newspapers. I even cancelled tuition cause I was too lazy. And now I am too lazy to go down for a run.
Managed to convince my parents to let me go ocip. Happygirl94! ^^ Although I'm not gonna fly a plane to Vietnam or Cambodia but its okay. I'm gonna go ride a ship to Batam. Well I'd just gone there in sec 3 so at least I know what to expect. Plus we get to sleep in hotels for the Batam trip and not in sleeping tents and sleeping bags!
I'm still contemplating whether I should join the frisbee inter-JC competition. But first thing I gotta show my parents that my studies can make it. Although I can expect reluctance and arguments etc. again. I wonder why they are so against my decisions sometimes. There's some things they need to understand: I'm grown up, I can make my own decisions, and I deserve to enjoy the remaining years in school.
'Nuff said.
I really really really need motivation from people. Am I really that hard to understand? Sometimes I wish that just someone can read me like a book.
title: I'm so hot~
date: Tuesday, May 10, 2011
The weather's sickening.
I reached school today to find many people's shirts wet. And no, it hadn't rained. Its thanks to the 30.4 degrees heat early in the morning. =.=
Oh well, so I walked to school today sweating as per normal, but its just worse cause it won't stop. Then it rained, before our PE (Y) No 2.4 yay! I hate 2.4 ttm. Screw long distance running. So we played soccer again which is fun but I dont like cause the guys keep hogging the ball and I won't join in most of the time for the fear of getting injured. I will like it if certain people don't play though......
The maths test was easy. Hopefully chem test tmr is the same or else I'll be doomed. I don't wanna fail chem again but chemical bonding is tested...... =.= I declare chem as my most hated subject now just like how 2.4 is my most hated napfa station.
But still, I'm going to study for it. At least I tried my best.
title: Dusk.
date: Saturday, May 07, 2011
过完整个夏天
忧伤并没有好一些
开车行驶在公路无际无边
有离开自己的感觉
唱不完一首歌
疲倦还剩下黑眼圈
感情的世界伤害在所难免
黄昏再美终要黑夜
依然记得从你口中说出再见坚决如铁
昏暗中有种烈日灼身的错觉
黄昏的地平线
划出一句离别
爱情进入永夜
依然记得从你眼中滑落的泪伤心欲绝
混乱中有种热泪烧伤的错觉
黄昏的地平线
割断幸福喜悦
相爱已经幻灭
唱不完一首歌
疲倦还剩下黑眼圈
感情的世界伤害在所难免
黄昏再美终要黑夜
依然记得从你口中说出再见坚决如铁
昏暗中有种烈日灼身的错觉
黄昏的地平线
划出一句离别
爱情进入永夜
依然记得从你眼中滑落的泪伤心欲绝
混乱中有种热泪烧伤的错觉
黄昏的地平线
割断幸福喜悦
相爱已经幻灭
依然记得从你口中说出再见坚决如铁
昏暗中有种烈日灼身的错觉
黄昏的地平线
划出一句离别
爱情进入永夜
依然记得从你眼中滑落的泪伤心欲绝
混乱中有种热泪烧伤的错觉
黄昏的地平线
割断幸福喜悦
相爱已经幻灭
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I hardly ever post songs on my blog. But although this is an old song, I really like it. Been listening to this song for years but I have never gotten tired of it. I think the song's quite catchy, especially the chorus despite it being a slow song. Nicholas Teo isn't the original singer, but he sings really well! I love his songs. Unlike other singers who have only a one or two nice songs, he has a lot! Maybe not all, but most. I don't know why some of my friends don't like his songs though but I think most of this songs are nice. I hope he'll have a new album out soon! And hopefully its not show luo's latest album type of songs... they're not nice, really. Not a single nice song. So disappointing cause I liked his previous songs.
So you see, not all old songs are not nice kay! Yes I know some old songs like those super slow sung by super old singers are irritating but this is nice. :)
