thank god for sending this angel down to me..
with her..i can really feel settle down..i shant let go of her anymore..i will cherish her..
this will be a turning point for me..i will do things i nver do before..like..eating vege? haha..
i believe..i m e right one for her too..
e feeling is right..
thank god..she's an angel..
what am i suppose to do now..u change ur url blog...my life is down..and it just keeps getting worst and i sink in deeper..all i wanted was to stay in the dark to help u whenever u r in need of help..but guess u got someone else already according to your msn pm..maybe that's good news...
talk to kimmy a couple of days ago..hmm...don noe wat will happen between me and her..true friends? i not sure..saw her blog..don noe how to help her or smth..
trice...things settle down already..will meet after exams...
long time since i saw annmarie..damn she's getting prettier each freaking day! but well..her attitude still doesnt change so..haha..nth to comment...
all i know now is that i have ezra in np that will stand beside me as a true friend! i don need alot of frens..just a few true frens and tat's enuff!
i m suppose to study..but now..i have got no mood to study at all...someone help me please...
u got nth to say to me..
well..i got nth to say to u..except e this words..disappointed and upset..
why must make me say nasty things to u...
why??? why?? what must i do then u can understand..
everytime i say something bad or nasty to u...my heart hurts...it hurts till my tears just keep flowing.... T.T
haiz..
it's too late when u say everything out..
not enjoyment but having outside class..why don u say this out? why do u think that u r always reporting? cant u use other nice words?
why other people..and i mean..OTHER PEOPLE WHICH IS ALOT OF PEOPLE even though they are frens..they can just say oh i m having this and that..why cant u?
it's all too late...
i will nver wanna talk to u anymore..i knew this was coming..it's always like that!
TRUST..WHAT IS TRUST???
APPRECIATE? WHO DOES?
after u do one thing for a person..they just forget about what u have done e next minute when u clear their worries..they will be just caring abt having fun...
say i don trust u? have u let me know anything since we break? no..u keep pushing me away..u know how i feel?
i feel like shit now..why cant u spare some enjoyment time just to accompany me get ur cam..at least show some effort..it's not about the money..it's just e effort..
u keep saying u wanna pay me back..i don care abt e money...it's not abt e money at all! it's me helping u and clearing up your worries..but please..show some effort besides saying thank you!
this morning when i pass u e camera..ur tone SUCKS u know that? DO U KNOW THAT?
haiz..another day that is fucked up today..
although my jap got A..
problems..
today done house work e whole day..i m dead tired X.X someone please give me energy..have been talking to jacq recently..helping her with her cam and trying to cheer her on for her studies...hope she can get results and get over this incident soon...
monday gonna meet jl at 12 to settle things...she said some things which in my heart..i really didnt know what really happen! if i did say smth abt a bf or what and u really heard it...i swear to god..it wasnt refered to your bf at all...i will never backstabb people..and furthermore he's your bf..but...how e heck am i going to tell jl that when somehow..she might not even trust what i say???
haiz..headache..
flashbacks...
7 feb 08 we were tgt...sometimes i wonder..if we still got a chance after so many things happen this 2 years..e answer quite straight forward though..
just trying to help her go thru her probs..sometimes her words just kills...is it just her or is it just towards me? i have no idea...we two went thru so many probs..a couple or suitors..but none of us were successful...is it becoz we still have a chance in future? i don noe...maybe we have..maybe we don have...
haiz..leave it to fate den..not going to think so much...
just trying to get thru day by day..how long more can i last??