Confessions Of A Legend

Monday, March 01, 2010

when i heard de church bells ring today, de hairs on my body stood still. it suddenly bcame chilly. its already 1st march..n dis happy-go-lucky boy got a reality check. 4 days to A'level results. 5 days to NS...oh dear

gallantly, i cycled on. fishing wif fir at our secret lake. but again, nothing. mayb de fishes got smarter. but wd's annoying is, I SAW DE DAMN FISH! it chased our lure initially but stopped for dunnoe wadehell. dammit. stupid fish. i'm gonna getcha! jus u wait..

went to itas at TP to lepak wif fir while he clocks-out. stupid policy. nth to do oso need to go sch. kesian member..

n somehow my dear fren lost his contact lenses. which means, he went home blind. hahaha! i tried to trick him a lot of times into getting on to de wrong bus. but somehow he managed to strain his eyes to read. hahaha! kekek sia. even double-deck i say single-deck. n when it comes to his actual bus, he still din trust me. haha. strained his eyes ttm to ensure tt it was no15. hahaha! gerek sia.

went home. den sanda. otw back home frm sanda, i saw 10 18-year-old mats playing catching under my blk. haha! damn funny sia. de way dey run n scold vulgarities at each other.

it was damn stupid.

but it reminded me of a long lost memory..

11:38 pm

Saturday, February 27, 2010

ytd's sanda was great! haha. quite surprisingly.
for ppl hu dun hav a clue wd's sanda..
in mandarin,
san=free
da(tha)=fighting
sanda=free fighting
simple

its basically kickboxing+a bit of grapple. throws actly. very gd martial art. simple n effective. but committed n too power crazy. waste a lot of energy.

ytd's session, almost full attendance. a lot of ppl more syiok ah. i came late cos of playing soccer wif a bunch of clowns at TP astroturf. seriously, dey play lik shit.

back to sanda. ivan "ang moh" sparred wif nas "champion". leg only. damn nice. aft nas, it was zul "gemuk". dis joker gt 1 problem. temper. "ang moh" accidentally kicked too low. at de thighs. ah mampos ko. inevitably, zul naik angin. God hav mercy..

ang moh kene kichap! terkebil-kebil mata dia yg biru tu. haha. aft tt, it was my turn. Farshad "Panjang" vs either "Ang Moh" or "Gemuk". NAK AKU MAMPOS?! ang moh dahlah bagos, zul pulak da mengamok. jahanam aku.

unsurprisingly, i ran away. hahaha. yet another spar i rejected.

it wasn't a show of cowardice.. it was merely an intermission to fight another day...

1:41 am

Thursday, February 25, 2010

de past 2 days were pretty jam-packed. 2day was great.

gave batman a basket. sick of having to carry a bag when i cycle. annoying ah. bloody idiot rob my basket. basket oso wan to steal. despo. aft getting batman a new accessory, headed for Masjid Al-Ansar. den went to tjc. den temasek pri. temasek sec. VS. Siglap Mosque. VJ. by now, i'm tired. nonetheless, persevered. st pat's, KC. n finally, Parkway Parade!! gangster sia

walk2. walk2. tried to find toy's r us. dun hav ah. wanted to buy a replica wwe belt. its ok. went to timezone. $1.10 per game. i noe i'm rich la, but not tt rich. walked arnd. bumped into musfirah n her cuz.

den i saw dis drink. dark chocolate. haha. dumb name. $1.80. but freaking worth it! sedap nk mampos sia.

i checked my wallet n saw a lot of $. hehe. den i saw Starbucks which i hav NEVER tried b4. ape lagi? bedal ah! mikeee, i was lik an idiot at de counter sia. dunnoe whether de drink is hot or cold. finally settled for dis dunnoe wd. freaking X. but i jus whack la. too much $. sit down dere. step lik rich man liddat. sapu de sugar. hahaha! jus lik at Mc's.

aft tt, cycled back to bedok. bought sushi for lil bro n ice kachang for mak. barely half de price of wd i spent. hehe!

12:14 am

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

ape nk jadi?
masa byk,
duit byk.
tapi, tkde tempat utk lepaskan kasih..

kesian aku.
sudahlah, aku nk pegi joli duit aku.
bb

2:57 pm

Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start
Ohh, but hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find

11:42 am

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

it's not ego. it's stubborness

1:27 pm

Monday, February 15, 2010

if u notice, i've been blogging crap for de past few posts. dis is wd happens when i do some deep thinking. jd mengarut pulak. sry ah bro, its jus not in me.

i shud jus stick to my tactical mindset. yes, i'm shallow. but it suits me fine. life's too short to be deep. i'd rather keep things simple. yet, tactical.

12:37 pm

Thursday, February 11, 2010

accompanied mak to hospital. physio. frozen shoulder. wd kindda of a name is tt?? frozen?? ape sajalah. she fell off a chair trying to fix curtains. ape sajalah.. i told her to wait. i do ltr. she dunwan. do herself. tulah..tk tau sabar. kan dah jatuh.. sape yg susah? aku jugak..

mak: physio tu ape binatang?
me: itulah, doctor tu pintal2. pusing tgn mak sana sini. sekali rentap! terus baik
mak: ah?! dia pintal?? tknk ah gini. mak takut. nk balik ah!

hahaha! ape sajalah mak aku ni. we stayed on nonetheless

8:32 pm

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

i dunnoe..shud i?? i wud wanna help but..entah eh? dis is my chance to save a life. to be a hero, again. 1 more time, i hav de opportunity to make a difference..

when we're healthy, damn we rule de world. but when we're sick, even legends fall. Mohammed Ali, the greatest boxer of all time>parkinson. Dollah Kassim, raja gelek>coma/stroke. My fren>leukemia..

i thank God for such a great health.

oddly, every single organ of our body can get sick. even redundants lik hair n nails. n disease comes in all sorts, shapes n sizes. even when 2 ppl r having fun on de bed, it can strike. org tgh sedap2 berseronok kt katil pun kene penyakit. hahaha! sry, crude sense of humour.

now comes a dumb question. shall we? or shall we not? i mean splurge, not sex.
Situation A:
eat healthy. age 30, dead. natural causes.
Situation B:
eat lik a pig. age 60, dead. high blood pressure, heart attack, diabetes, AIDS* (optional)

Conclusion:
either way, we're dead. so y not we jus eat lik a horse. n when we die, we noe tt we hav had all dere was to offer. no regrets, no hard feelings.

(reminder: securing a place in heaven where u can eat to ur heart's content shud be an option too)

10:57 pm

i'm bored. no matches till 3am. wtf. tido lagi baik.
hav not been working for a long time. nilah jwbnye keje partime. lepak nk mampos.
altho i hav srsly nth to do, i always spent my days doing sth. dunnoe wd oso. lik jus now, random ttm round2 tamp. lepak at TP lik tt wan my father's sch liddat.

dere's sth i really dislike abt myself. (random, i noe). i jus hav too many secrets.
but most of dem are shared b/w 3 of my trusted frens. little do dey noe, i hav much more kept frm de world. ppl's impressions of me is really screwed. 1st, dey tink i'm aggressive n bad. but when dey get to noe me, dey realise tt i'm nice. but sadly, deep down inside dis gentle giant, lives an evil demon. a devil, u may say. which is y, some of my secrets manifested frm dis satanic beast shall remain unknown.

i shared a secret recently wif a trusted fren of mine. sth abt me tt dis devil created within. many wud jus shun me away n no longer respect me. but he din. he still accepts me as his fren. "tt is b/w you and God". thank u, my fren..

ya Allah, ampunilah dosaku ini. nescaya, aku tidak mengasari hamba2Mu yg beriman..

10:35 pm

Wednesday, February 03, 2010

dis post is dedicated to my fren hu's now fighting against an illness in hospital.

get well soon aite. u luk ugly wif all dose tubes, cotton n tape on ur body. be strong in facing dis challenge frm God. i've seen u do miracles. i noe u can pull dis off. dun wry abt anything else aite. jus stay strong. once u'r back, we're gonna play as a team again. :)

10:26 pm

Friday, January 01, 2010

2009 draws to a close. a great year awaits. let's recap on the key events in 2009.

shooting

for de 1st time in my life, i was selected to represent de sch in de nationals tournament. it was a huge honour for me. 1st cap was in the NTU National Invitational Shoot. 6th place beb! i went on to be ranked 22nd in Singapore. not bad for a bum. but de greatest honour came when i played during the 'A' Division. i was an instant legend for being late. haha. i shall not brag too much abt wad i won. but in total, i won 5 medals in shooting. ok, pls let me brag. National Champions for 10 Metre Air Pistol Team Event. gaji keperr!

soccer

initially selected to represent de sch in de 'A' Divisions, i pulled out to focus on my shooting. gd choice i tink. nonetheless, i was honoured to make 2 appearances, conceding only 1 goal during pre-season. learnt alot frm de trainings. n most importantly, it made me lose a hellofalot of weight.

not forgetting MSG, the Meridian Soccer Girls. imba kia. how de hell do girls play tt gd?? make me malu only. honestly, some of dem r better den me (in some aspects). i was always mesmerised by Nisha's shooting, Athirah's sliding, Anne's dribbling, Bixuan's feistiness, Beehoon's interceptions. nvr fail to impress. n all tt training wif Khai was worth it. 4 consecutive clean sheets u noe. baik keperr!

mugging

i wud lik to thank all my frens hu hav helped me in de course of my revision for A levels. will always rmb ur deeds when we're mugging our asses off. n of course all de crap we do while studying. haha. (n fazall's redondo!)

bola

everytime tt i step into de pitch or de court will b remembered. wd more de magical saves n surprising goals. chey! haha. i'm sure u guys will rmb how i'll sometimes run up all de way frm my goalpost to score a goal. haha

food

damn i'll miss de canteen food. damn delicious man. "cik! kasi nasi tambah! taruk telur..err (varies as per my mood)". n oh! chicken wrap! n cheese tofu! omg..

good times beb. gd times..

1:11 am