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CHE WAN
Bday: 20 November
Location: Pulau Ohmychipmunk
Interests: Saving mother earth, Science Centre, Art Museums, Hip Hop music, Jay Chou, SS501 비부돌.
Mr. Box, Kim Ki BOOM, Chipmunk, Chew Ann, Cupcake.
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Monday, June 27, 2011
9:55 PM
Not going to look back anymore.
Yeah, we'll see how things go.
9:44 PM
I am unbelievably, hopelessly, irrevocably in love with you. Took me long enough to realise that. (better late than never)
Monday, June 20, 2011
6:08 PM
1:09 PM
Sunday, June 19, 2011
8:36 PM
Life's only one shot. I need a cuppa soju, right now. Oh yes, I need another crazy thunderstorm to let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday. Should I throw some Iodine into the air to let some clouds form.
Ok. Not making sense.
Saturday, June 11, 2011
12:08 PM
“No matter how much I feel, I’m not going to let it out. If I have to cry, I’m gonna cry on the inside. If I have to bleed, I’ll bruise. If my heart starts going crazy, I’m not gonna tell everyone in the world about it. It doesn’t help anything. It just makes everyone’s life worse….”
“But if you’re burying your feelings deep inside you, you won’t really be you, will you?” That is why I lost myself in the midst of all these shit.
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
8:51 PM
Why didn't I check my email account 22 hours earlier?!?!?!? Now I missed my second chance at getting tickets for Jayesslee concert. !@#$%^&*.
-end of ranting.
5:05 PM
SS501 6th year anniversary!The first song I ever heard was Because I'm Stupid, and the first voice I've heard from SS501 would be Kyu Jong's. ♥ The first face I've seen on screen from SS501 would be Hyun Joong's. ♥ Hee. Every guy needs only that one fangirl. I'll gladly be yours.
Sunday, June 5, 2011
11:58 PM
Happy Birthday 25th/26th , Hyun Joong. My first K-pop bias since 2009.
Saturday, June 4, 2011
9:32 PM
8:57 PM

Pausing from tumblr for awhile, for no particular reason. Tee hee. Was at a flea today and I almost died from heatstroke/suffocation/stampede/impatience. The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer. So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time. Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere. They dont like my jeans; they don't get my hair. Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time. Why do we do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that?
11:53 AM
That pounding heartbeat against my chest whenever I see you. The erratic rhythm of my pulse through my chest every time you're around. I'm sorry I don't know why I'm like this. I should stay away from you, to spare us from anymore discomfort.
I know we're both trying to make things right. It's not working. We clash, or more like I refuse to let things work out. I'm sorry. I don't even know what you are to me anymore.
Friday, June 3, 2011
12:17 AM
Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, Every story we're told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is... just... moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.
Relevant
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
10:45 PM
SEE YOU ON 29 JUNE I LOVE YOU:3
9:59 PM
Loving a band with all your heart is something you only understand when it happens to you. On the surface, others can see it as a petty obsession, but they'll just never know the feeling of putting so much faith into a few people on the other side of the world. It's hard to explain it to them, the listening to song after song on repeat, the waits for new albums, the excitement and surreal sensation when you finally see them live. They don't seem to understand why the lyrics booklets give you a sense of comfort, or why you paste photos of them all over your bedroom walls. And they can't understand why one band could matter to you so much. And you think to yourself 'Because they saved my life.' But you say nothing, they wouldn't understand.
Sunday, May 29, 2011
2:48 AM
"This showcase is scheduled to be free of charge."
So, you've fufilled your dream once again. A free concert for your fans. Congrats, Leader.
2:28 AM
First stepping typing the url of liezle's blog after 8 months. I almost forgot her url. I almost forgot SS501.
Fuq.
SS501.
God knows how much things I've missed out.
Sorry dudes.
Meanwhile I shall keep replaying Hyun Joong's mv teaser. 8th June, 2 days after his 25th birthday.
Saturday, May 21, 2011
11:49 AM
I see you embracing another girl. Smiling so widely, happiness radiating from within. That is when you saw me standing from afar. With a knowing smile. We both know we've moved on.
Thursday, May 19, 2011
6:17 PM

Aristal 2011. It was all worthwhile.
For those who remembered, that really meant a lot to me, thank you. & of course, the little gifts I received from you guys. Nicole, Imps, Mr Dan, Aditi, Peiyi, Norio, Brendan, Glen, Matthew, Eunice, Khengyee.
One and a half years in NJWD, I've grown so much as a person and as a dancer. I thank every NJWDancer who've made this short journey so memorable. May we forget all the unhappiness between us and only remember the sweet times. Mr Dan, for pushing us to sky our limit, for keeping our discipline level up high, for all the treats you've given us, for letting us experience the international stage, for keeping our passion for dance burning, I thank you sincerely.
This ain't the end, a new beginning has started.
Monday, May 9, 2011
6:38 PM

Best buy I've gotten in the recent weeks. I really think such things work, or maybe it's just the psyching of my weak mind. Wished I could've bought one for everyone I love.
Maybe I will be able to when I marry a Rockefeller, hee.
Since this blog is for me to talk gibberish to myself. Major note to self:
The day you receive a dreamcatcher, it'll be the last gift and the last time you'll ever see me.
5:39 PM
Good morning starshine. The earth says hello! 
It is my upmost regret that time has been passing by so quickly and yet I've not accomplished what I set out to do. My motivations are lost ever so quickly as it has been found. My future seems dim, faint and fuzzy.
I'm just moving with the turbulent flow of the society, the sand of time is slipping through my finger and I'm missing so much in life. I can't look back now, for I know it will be another battle with the tears once again. All the frenzied happenings did not make my search for a lifetime goal any easier, in fact, I'm still wandering around aimlessly without a dream in my minute pool of thought.
I don't make sense, do I?
Anyway, just to share with you this place I've been to.  The Cathedral of Saint Mary of Girona, Spain.
The silence. The confession. The prayer. The tears.
Sunday, February 13, 2011
12:12 PM
"Am I my brother's keeper?"
"Keeper", according to Strong's Hebrew dictionary means "to guard, protect or attend to"
"Guarding" refers to "looking out for one's best interest--to take care of keeping someone from harm, theft, injury, loss, or anything that is not in the best interest of the person's welfare."
"Protect" refers to "covering or shielding from exposure, injury or destruction"
Hatred is a blinding attitude. Not only is it blinding, but it is a Self-Inflicting Blindness. If a person succumbs to hatred, they willfully sacrifice awareness. One cannot refuse the truth without suffering the consequences. You cannot be blind and be a good keeper. "Am I my brother's keeper?" confirms Cain's blindness. One cannot be a good keeper or mindful of others' welfare when they harbor malice, bitterness, un-forgiveness, jealousy, envy strife, variance, emulation.
http://www.rense.com/general34/amim.htm
Sunday, February 6, 2011
12:36 PM
IU (real name: Lee Ji Eun), born on May 16, 1993 (age: 17) with a very successful music and acting career weighs only 43kg.
Ang Che Wan, born on November 20, 1993 (age: 17) currently a junior college student with no acheivements to her name weighs 10 times heavier than her.
OH MY GILLY GOODNESS - MY LIFE.
Thursday, February 3, 2011
11:38 PM
I'm such a big joke. Hahahah.
So, it's time to move on and on and on.
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
4:04 PM
Oh golly lolly, stop burning Mother Earth like this; You can burn for all you like in hell.
Monday, January 31, 2011
11:34 PM

repeat x 10^23 .
Sunday, January 30, 2011
10:52 PM
- Stay strong.
- Always be grateful.
- Know your priorities.
Saturday, January 29, 2011
10:04 AM
Set my alarm at 8am but ended up waking 2 hours later. Horrible me.
Thursday, January 27, 2011
11:07 PM
I set fire to the rain, Watched it pour as I touch your face, Well, it burned while I cried, 'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name I set fire to the rain, And I threw us into the flames, Well, I felt something die, 'Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time, oh.

I've been trying real hard to make things right. I hate it when I've to think of ways on how to run into you. I can't comprehend my incomprehensible actions. I don't like those sudden outburst. I've been trying real hard not to ignore my surroundings, it's just I really drone out unwillingly. I think it's some defence mechanism I have in me. I've been trying to stay happy, trying so hard it becomes a burden. I really want to prove that I deserve those things that I want. I'm trying. I know, I really am. Just give me a little time.
I've been surviving on a little treat of a teaspoon of ice-cream a day. Yes, I do eat my three meals so it ain't extreme. I'm healthy. I know.

I hate it when you accuse me of not putting in effort in my work. It's not my fault that I'm just not smart enough to work out an answer that you want. I handed in my assignment, only to receive it with red ink angrily sploshed all over my papers. I did use my pea brain to work out something I think is satisfactory. It's amazing you can put me down just like that. Damn. I just have to learn the hard way.
Let it burn, oh, Let it burn.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
11:53 PM
 This is visually stunning. Impressive yet intimidating at the same time. . Am I really that weak, physically and emotionally?
Monday, January 24, 2011
7:13 PM
I'm such a problematic kid. Am I suffering from some personality disorder? Oh gosh, save me. :€
Friday, January 21, 2011
11:20 PM
I'm a little weird. Actually, no. I'm really very weird.
Please don't shun me I love you.
10:34 PM
So I can believe, I'm not alone.Hello Sexy Charisma, nice to have you back on the TV screen. I miss you and your SS501 brothers onstage.
Your performance is awe-inspiring, especially the contemporary dance at the starting. Your deep honey-thick voice is getting more charming.
It's all good, you cute-blob-of-unicorn-sunshine-now-turned-into-a-chic-charming-mature-man.
Monday, January 17, 2011
9:07 PM
Life is a little weird. Don't you think so?
I'm back home and nothing has changed. Maybe my relationship between my parents soured a little. Dad hollered at me that afternoon. It's all fine, I'll make it up to them. My Mom and Dad promised me to take me to the train station to look at the trains. Sound like I'm some 8 year old boy who is cray-cray over Thomas and Friends. Oh gosh, I hated Thomas and Friends, they look freaky with faces on those long machines, with their sleepy voices - as compared to Woody Woodpecker and Spongebob. Yeah, I'm fascinated with trains, latest obession. I stood outside St. Joseph church on Saturday night for jolly 20 minutes just watching the train pass by - quite dumb huh. Oh & I went to the National Museum (Okinawa Ark & other stuffs) spent a little time, made a mental note to go Mint Museum of Toys (Betty BOOP!), although the entrance fee is like quite expensive - anyone wants to come with me? Finally made my way down to Colbar, I kind of got lost so I took a taxi ($$$!), it's great, since I went Sunday afternoon it's surprising the cafe is still quite peaceful, sat down at the porch and enjoyed the alfresco dining (yes, alone) drinking ale. It's all lovely, watching cute little kids running around and speaking to handsome looking caucasian! I scooted out to get gingerale at some cafe the next day 'cause was craving for it (while replying to all those overdue smses)! I found many nice places - although most had no air-conditioner - and spoke to many nice people, especially on Monday. Those group of boys was like, "You? A girl, out alone?!" - Okay, makes no sense. Went to the Internet cafe for both nights two streets down, tried to do some research unsuccessfully, so I got off in an hour - at least I wasn't all cut off from the outside world. Night was all solitary, but I like it 'cause there's ample time and space for me to think - smart me brought post-its and pasted all over the empty white-washed walls - except for eerie dog barking, cats mewing and birds sqwaking (!!!). Thank goodness there isn't a thunderstorm - I'll prolly faint or chicken out and run home - the lights and water are still working fine. & self cammed for a while before I went to sleep. (I'll return and edit when I've the time, too tired to remember certain details)
My extra and undeserved 'vacation' is over. A big feat for me, considering I'm quite a fail GPS and kept walking in circles to get to my destination (lose weight!) or ended up cabbing. Back to reality and back to face all sorts of music - cross fingers I don't get into trouble just because I climbed over that prison gate - need to catch up on my studies.
Saturday, January 15, 2011
5:22 PM
What the golly lolly. Climbed over the school gate today. Some annoying old woman videoed us me climbing over the prison gate. It was nice that this Uncle, who was at the bus stop asked if he needed a hand. Seriously, just as I was feeling horrible enough thinking how bad my life will be if that annoying old woman decided to send it to the school or post it online or something - the thing was I stared at her for like real long and she continued to place her phone in front of me, pretending to "use" her phone - I still had to listen to someone preaching about how I shouldn't have done that, the Nanyang security guard was staring and you could get into trouble, and so on. You get the gist. I don't need two moms, one is enough. Climbing over the school gate in broad daylight, what was I thinking? Recalling, I wasn't even thinking of anything. Oh wells, this is how I lead my life. Live with it. If I get into trouble, only I will get into trouble. I'm a trouble magnet anyway.
Had Gongcha and chilli chicken (so much for diet plan!), sat down with Monkey Baby and stressed over life. I will totally fall into depression if not for her super positively induced optimism and cheerfulness.
This is just part of my screwed up life.
All my bags are packed and I'm ready to go. I'm off for my private vacation. I'm off to places I've never been to. I'm off to find time to think. Somehow I know this will get me into further trouble. It's the same thing as you watching a NC-16 movie before you turn 16, watching a M-18 movie before you turn 18. Drinking booze and alcohol before you're legal. Yes, you get it. Close your eyes, I'll be on my way. Dream about the days to come, when I won't have to leave alone.

No more making you cry, no more them gray skies. See you in a few days. You know I love you.
Friday, January 14, 2011
9:55 PM
AIISH. WHAT THE PONG. I CHICKENED OUT.
I HAD EVERYTHING PLANNED OUT AND IT IS GOING TO BE LEFT ALONE TO COLLECT DUST. THE PLAN WAS SO DARN PERFECT. SOMETHING WAS HOLDING ME BACK. I CAN'T EXACTLY FIGURE OUT WHAT IT IS.
ANYWAY. I'M LEAVING IT TILL I TURN 18.
THAT'S THE WAY. UH HUH.
Thursday, January 13, 2011
10:08 PM
Strange as it may seem, I still hope for the best, even though the best like an interesting piece of mail, so rarely arrives, and even when it does it can be lost so easily. Lemony Snicket.
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I'll be back to post some daily rantings. Need to do my research assignment, chemistry tutorial and math paper.
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
7:26 PM
This is interesting. Way too interesting.
I thought such irrational friendship problems won't ever happen again once I pass my Secondary school stage. I guess I was wrong (again). - I bet it's because of you. I'm sorry that we can't click anymore. DAMN. Your words sting. so. badly.
5:12 PM
I was lazing around and trying to do my Alkenes tutorial on my bed while blasting Anywhere but Here - on replay. I love being at home during rainy days, that's why I totally rushed home when school ended today. Yeah, I know. No life.
& I was scrolling down my phone-book list on my mobile phone. (Since this blog is quite private - no harm spilling my own secret) I'm planning to runaway from home. Just for a few days, no worries planktons and bacterium, not because I don't love my home and family anymore. I just want to experience something, out of the ordinary. The feeling of being aimless souls walking along the empty corridors. The feeling of fading into the background where no one knows you. The feeling of watching the sunset and the sunrise alone. The feeling of non-existent warm fuzzy feeling from the heart. .
Anyway, I was contemplating on whom I'll contact - in case my parents go cray-cray and contact my friends - to tell them I'll stay safe for those few days. It came down to 15. Just that 15. The ones I'm close to and could trust and depend on. I guess 15 is enough. :) (I've a feeling you minute planktons might be one of my special 15.) Alright, enough of being bittersweet. Hahah, I need to contact those to make sure I don't get into further trouble. The rest can wait, I'm gonna get bombarded by them sooner or later.
I realised (rather a lot of self-realization today) I don't really think much before shooting my blubber mouth off. Seriously, when my brain is frozen or momentarily not functioning I speak the world's most stupid things. In one instance - Today after Arts Appreciation, SP was blabbering non-stop about conduct. I think she mentioned something which I FELT WAS REALLY LAME about some King Rama from the performance earlier on. & I just blurted "LAME SHIT" out loud. I think people within 5m radius heard me - especially when the hall was like super quiet/ dead. Embarrassing TTM. :'( Another day, we had dance at the atrium - dancing dirty :( - and a group of teachers came out from the General Office. So we stood up and greeted "Good Afternoon Teachers." As they walked past one of the teacher said, laughing "There's a Vice-Principal here." & guess what this idiot here did? She turned to Monkey Baby and said, "SHE GOT DEMOTED!" - in mock horror which soon turned into real horror when the teachers plus the VP turned around almost immediately. This incident shall stop here to prevent the flood of horrible flashbacks.
Sigh.
Speaking about my life.
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Tuesday, January 11, 2011
11:16 PM
Ho my golly. Just give up LAH, Ang Che Wan.
& stop stalking people LAH. Should stop using facebook - stay clean.
Monday, January 10, 2011
10:52 PM
Something is wrong with me right? - I just know it.
Sunday, January 9, 2011
8:32 PM
I've been trying real hard to become a better person. It ain't easy. I'm sorry.
I'll do better. This time, I promise.
I need to lose weight, it's not because I'm want to change myself into someone I know I'll hate, I just know I need to. I'm sorry for all the concerns, I just want to feel good about myself.
A brand new start tomorrow. A good day, I know.
Friday, January 7, 2011
12:27 PM
LOSE WEIGHT LOSE WEIGHT LOSE WEIGHT. 2000 MORE GRAMS TO GO. HAHAHAHAH. FIGHTING.
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
10:57 PM
Trying so hard to make things right.
10:32 PM
I'm sorry I'm just not whom you think I am. I'm sorry that you're disappointed with me. I'm sorry you don't approve of my illogical logic. I'm sorry things don't turn out the way you expected. I'm sorry for being so unhappy with the world. I'm sorry to make you think that I'm more special than any girl out there. I'm sorry that I can't tell you anything near the truth. I'm sorry I can't say this out in front of you. I'm sorry for all the misunderstandings.
I'm sorry you failed to appreciate me for who I am.
11:30 AM
Just like other girls out there,
I paint my nails black.
I have insecurities about myself.
I listen to korean pop music.
I paint my nails silver.
I like buying impractical stuffs.
I paint my nails pink.
I like pretty little things like trinkets.
I could spend hours daydreaming.
I draw hearts on my wrist.
I paint my nails turquoise blue.
I like to be under the limelight.
I hate to be ignored.
I throw irrational tempers.
I like lyrics that makes sense.
I love caramel.
I can't take spicy food.
I like sugar.
I don't really like chocolates.
I love pretty pictures.
I like rollercoaster rides.
I like going to art museums.
I like popping balloons.
I'm not very good with my words.
I like to jump (I mean, I can really jump quite high!)
I bite my nails when I'm feeling insecure.
I like little kids.
I don't like expectations from others.
I smile to myself in front of the mirror.
I twirl the ends of my hair.
I like long text messages.
I like sincerely written messages.
I like roasting marshmallows.
I people-watch.
I don't eat lollipops.
I like to go cycling.
I don't like it when people think they know me very well.
I like to walk.
I like pretty clothes (-who doesn't?)
I like to share about interesting dreams I had.
I love my family.
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The list goes on and on. I'm sure there's millions of girls out there that have similar traits that I have.
How in the world can I convince myself that I'm special
when I'm just like any other girl out there?
(inspired by Daddy's statement: you dress and act like all other teenage girls I see on the streets, are you any different from them?)
Sunday, January 2, 2011
11:09 AM
And we don't know we got into this mess, it's a God's test Someone help us cause we're doing our best
Trying to make it work but man, these times are hard But we're gonna start by drinking old cheap bottles of wine Shit talking up all night Saying things we haven't for a while, a while yeah We're smiling but we're close to tears Even after all these years We just now got the feeling that we're meeting For the first time.
Friday, December 31, 2010
4:34 PM
Today is 31 December 2010.
NJC. Dance. Wonderwall. Plastic. Hosanna. Death. Fearless. Lies. SS501. B2ST. Epik High. BIG BANG. Map The Soul. Kim Kyu Jong. Nightmares. Hip hop. Psychological barrier. Apologies. Kwon Ji Yong. U-Kiss. 2AM. Hwanhee. Chemistry. Geography. Math. Economics. GP. Caramel. Box. Black dots. Weak knees. Scars. Bruises. Tears. Depression. Angst. Lollidellah. PW. CWO. Boredom. Anger. Disappointment. Happiness. 11:11. Relationships. Park Jung Min. Pretense. Princess. Blue. Red. Gold. Cupcake. Vanilla. Love. Friendship. Blisters. Stares. PK. Tell Me Goodbye. Forever. Kim Hyun Joong. Triple S. Pink. Hurricane. Black. Yellow. Green. Sugar. Tears. Starlight. Heartbreak. Prince. Museums. Colbar. Science Centre. Korea. High High. Expectations. G6. Unicorn. Sunshine. Faith. Lipids. Beautiful. Lights Go On Again. Vita Dolce. Carpe Diem. Food. Secrets. Wishes. Difference. IU. Honesty. Commitment. Pride. Breathe. Skulls. Lee Ki Kwang. Sky. Dreams. Key. Raindrops. Heart. Hugs. Disorders. Kim Hyung Jun. Superficiality. Baudelaires. Butterfly. Strawberries. Strength. Cherry. Smiles. Facts. Peace. Forgiveness. Hollaback. Basketball. Stars. Bittersweet.
Let's rewind 365 days,
 Kim Seung Hyun. Kim Seung Min. Kim Ki Boom. Kim Seung Rin.
 NJC OG14
 GCME people - the special 5 in the whole of NJC (yeah lah, & I'm the most stupid one out of the 5 of us, not surprising)
 10SH24 Girls!
 NJWD Dance camp
 Blast BOX Outing
 10SH24 again

 Shermaine Ng -- I know she's doing well and I'm happy for her.
 U-Kiss performance at MediaCorp studio, with Cheryl - fellow Triple S & Kyu stan.
 NJWD at HC Dance performance.
Amanda YEW - my awesome night study partner. Those awesome nights spent together. Hee.
 10SH24 again - still remember I was so darn depressed 'cause there's dance the next day.
Amanda YEW again. P.S I'm really sorry I couldn't help much for Terra dance.
Family - Brother at Korea.
 SCC Graduation - so proud of my brother, sergeant! 
 My sweet lil' cousin who is leaving for London in a few days :'( Remember to miss me every now and then. (Our radar for each other & uncanny coincidences)
 Heng Pei Yi who loves this certain Cupcake a lot. My laugh-a-lot friend who stood by me during my crazy battle with black spots, PK and academics. We've still got another year of battle to go - & stay long with Norio!

 BOX - See Wen Min, Tan Shao Min, my pretty boxes. Living in our own splendid lives.
 Genevieve Ong. My edgiest girl ever. I think she's the only girl that is able to accept my flaws wholeheartedly (& my princessy ways). Thank you so much for being there for me dearest (spazzing over our favourite bands and singers, listening to my incessant complains, not approving of PK, coming to NJC to fetch me on result release day - I was darn touched I swear) although your words do sting a lil' but yes, together till we're old grannies.
 Don't you think this girl is so adorable?As usual, I hate bringing a camera around with me - not one of my essentials. Many happenings were not photographed, but it's alright it shall be stored in my photographic brain - only remembering things that I want to remember and not applicable for academics related issues. For example, this aspiring housewife almost burnt her house down. Also, she fell into the pool by herself after finishing a bottle of vodka - sheeesh no I wasn't drunk. To N, just stay in Aussie and never come back. Just miss me once in a while alright? Don't call me anymore, my phone bill was jaw-dropping after that long talk we had on the phone. Stay happy always, I know you will. To Glen, finally I found someone who is willing to accompany me to boring ole' museums and science centre! Although I don't know what happened between us, but I hope you're still willing to go art museums with me you busy silly boy. To B, I'm sorry for the cold war. You broke your promise to me & I was just being butthurt over everything. Hope we'll be back to normal, it'll take time though. Imps, you irritating yet fun person. You're the only doof that can make my blood boil within seconds. But still, thanks for listening to me spazz and preach about K-pop to you. Chua Yi Bei, my small little girl who got into a lot of trouble this year. I haven't heard from you since November but I know you're studying real hard now. No matter what happens, I'm always thankful for your presence and I treasure our friendship a lot. I'm sorry for all the tears and your little clumsy fall while I was still in TJC. Please stay healthy, eat your meals on time and don't stay up too late unless necessary. I love you, old friend. Seven years and counting. Nurul Damia, my Miamoobs. DID YOU KNOW HOW MUCH TEARS I CRIED BECAUSE OF YOU? Those disappointments caused due to our mis-communication. I'm so glad after our honest talk, we're still as close as ever. I know you've been avoiding those questions because you didn't want to disappoint me - you know how much I hate those one word answers. Stay strong (I know you are) and I love you. 2010.( no, I shall not ramble about my regrets in 2010)There are days that I acted like a real loser. There are days with wardrobe malfunctions. There are days full of frowns. There are days full of blood and bruises. There are days with mountains of worksheets. There are days when I had nobody to talk to. There are days where I infuriate whoever I was speaking to. There are days when I was so tensed up without the help of caffeine. There are days when I could smile to myself just thinking about you. At last, Hello 2011.I know you'll be good to me.
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
11:28 PM
I got to stop munching on nom-noms. DAMN. I'm growing fat with all these late-night snacking.
My mom was like, the rate you're eating all these junk food you're going to grow fat despite your rigorous dance practices. I was a lil' freaked out by that fact, but I can't puke out the junk I've been gorging on these while right.
Yeah. So, I'm going to stick to my no-junk food plan again. No more those kind of stuffs. Bye bye unhealthy fats.
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Oh, by the way Dance camp is finally over. I had quite a lot of fun today, especially the choreography and self-improvisation segment. Our group's quite awesome, hee hee. Did another 30 + 30 push ups for punishment. It's alright, I got to lose some unwanted fats. Meanwhile, no more dance till next year.
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
10:35 PM
 Folding my two small hands to pray Again and again
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Had combined dance camp at SRJC today. Hmmm, it was rather interesting I guess. Despite the fact I was a lil' drowsy from the medicine I had in the morning and I was the only SH dancer from my school. Pfft. We had Flamenco, Classical Indian, Bollywood and Lyrical Hip hop workshops. It's tiring, plus the 60 push ups for punishment (which I thought is rather worth it - the fact that I actually owe the Exco quite a number of sets) Can't wait for tomorrow to be over.
Then, it's time to start on my annual "Today is December 31st XXXX" post. (It seemed like year 2010 just started not long ago, my fresh post on my new beginning - and aim to fade into the background - in horrible National.) Haven't thought of how to celebrate countdown - 'cause the busy silly boy disappeared again. Maybe I should just sleep it away, haven't been sleeping well these few days.
Counting down to the day you're (finally) leaving.
Monday, December 27, 2010
9:47 PM
  shalahlah sunshinewe're so unbelievable. ♥
Sunday, December 26, 2010
11:32 PM
You won't find faith or hope down a telescope You won't find heart and soul in the stars You can break everything, down to chemicals But you can't explain a love like ours.
Today is such a beautiful day.
Thank you for the many reasons to smile today.
(will add in pictures of BOX outing)
Meanwhile, spent a lil' of Christmas eve with Gennifer & she complained there's no picture of us on my blog/tumblr. Pfft.
So here you go. I KNOW WE LOOK UGLY.
WHO CARES.


Here's with Heng Pei Yi.
The one that laughs like there's no tomorrow.
VICTORY!


I'm so glad no one reads this blog. Then I can post rubbish and photos like no one's business.
P.S Jade. Please last long with Brother, I know I've no say in your relationship because it's all up between your love for each other. But, I wish you two will last long.
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Dance starts tomorrow. Time to dance my flabs away.
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