Prolly the last blog post for 2012,i cant believe i did kept this blog for 5 years.5 FREAKING YEARS!from kanak kanak strawberi to now the last year of my teenage years.ALOOOOOOT of things had changed physically,like duh kan.Still remember how me and the girls used to think what happen after n level,o level and tadaaa here we are at that time we are talking.

So how's 2012 for most of year?2012 has been a rollercoaster rides for me.Unsettled conflicts here and there example but well that's life isnt it?SO YUPPPPPP.
Hopes for 2013 eh?ermmmmmm 2013 will be my final year in poly omgoooooddddddd so fast i still can remember everything that happen in year1.2013 will be busy year with fyp,attachments.Insyallah pray for the best.I dont have any resolution cos i always follow the flow but still need to keep in mind what you want to acheive in your small goals.I wish you all all the best for the new year ahead,Amin!(:

You know that when the person is here and you know it,you will not feel anything at all.But if suddenly that person goes overseas for 1 month plus,somehow somewhere deep inside you know you will miss that person.If you ask me,i myself find it really confusing.This feelings come and go,no matter how many eyecandy and crush i will still come back to that same person.Hi orang jauh,jumpa January la ye (:

Alhamdulilah!After searching and searching,finally i managed to 'grab' a part-time job as a retail Insyaallah on the 1st Dec start.Only God knows how i almost give up in looking for one.But i scared ah when is the last time i work,its like early last year during olevel holidays.I forgot 99.9% already but nevermind start fresh la eh!Will be working at taka,initially same with mimie cos she work taka also but she inform me her outlet will be renovating so she will not be working.Despite that,still got eyka!ehehe can go work,go home together-gether eh eyka.HEHEH!(:

random post,but i really really really tired of job hunting.the reason of me wanting a part time job is because of money.like duhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! hehehe.i need to have my savings cos i'm really scared i dont have a permanent job as soon as i graduate and i need to pay off school fees loan aka my dad's cpf.so yeah,i've been thinking alot so thats why i need badly a part-time job.Anyway thanks alot to my bestfriend eyka especially cos eventhough she's busy all that,when i ask her to accompany most of the time she can make it.She also encourage me and did not complain even the place of interview is at unknown place at toa payoh hahahahah .THANKS ALOTTTTTT!owe you alot.if only i can get that job kat ion,da berangan da nak lunch together la nie la tu la but tak dapat.hais nak buat apa takde rezeki.

Well,a rocky start for november.Things are not going well for me in any ways.I lost my thumbdrive ,got rejected by some jobs that i have high hopes,internal problems with myself.Everything within one day.How am i suppose to handle all this things.But i soon remember,Allah swt will give us test if He loves us.Maybe if compared to other people's problems this is just like a tiny micro-nano problem.Ada orang lagi susah dari kita,tak gitu.I have some of me time with Him in school.Maybe this is a blessing in disguise..Soooo

La Tahzan Innallaha Ma'ana, Don't be sad;indeed Allah is with us.[Quran 9:40]

Start of Something New

Hi alllllll!Week 1 of 16 had just ended yesterday.Tiring,that's the word to describe it.I'm sure my body clock have not get used to it.I got a total of 3 8am class so far yet to be late.Heheh.This semester modules is surely more challenging than previous sem.If the prev.sem i got only 1 specialize modules that is networking implementation management but this time round increase to 2 that is network tech.project and operating systems management.The OSM is okayyyyy interesting but NTP is 100% based project it's like mini FYP.Week 1 da kasi project,say WHAAAAAAAAAAT!! O.O Next week meaning this coming week will be my olevel exam for english.Honestly i rarely study for it so i expect a failure again.redha & tawakal already.Wednesday-Pol-ite road run at our new stadium,so do come and drop by and give your respective institution.Chey self-promote!da kata in publicity.*winks* Me and polygirls decided to wear jubah on thursday but i'm not ready yet.yelah dorang wear tudung so boleh la kena whereas i didn't so i scared it will look and so called attention-seeking gitu.So that's all from me.sekiann jumpa lagi Assalamualaikum!(:
 *in a happy mode for no reason*

Hi alllll!Reality check left with only 8 more days of holidays,MUST use it wisely.Well,overall i think i spend it okay la.Get to meet the -isms without nana cos she's sick.So meet up with Umairah like finally she with short medium hair length hahaha but she looks good with it.Had a good talk with her inside the interchange while waiting for nurrul.Dia lagi satu tak sabo sabo nak kahwin hahahahah Sooon la your mr prince charming will come.Mana tau internship ke hehehe.Off we go to have dinner at nex,took about more than half an hour to decide where to eat.After the tough decision between shabu sushi and pizzahut,we chose pizzahut due to time constraints.Met Dan after so long also,I can't i did ask about NS guys there.HAHAHA joking joking only.Let's meet again with Nana also (:

 Part 2,this is some of photos from ja,the guide.Abit late but i just post lorrrr!Muka maintain please but i can't stop smiling to those expression behind me.Look at their faces full of "be careful,khairiah"

So this is the pothole i said in the previous post.Baru perasan it kinda big tu muat the 12 of us.Nampak senyum but tengah struggling turun kan baju yang keep ternaik.As i typing,teringat balik.Hais i miss stong la.i miss team2.After stong je,nampak nye tak pegi training la ni.ehhehehe.

 Hi.I'm sure all knows that I'm back from mount stong,kelantan two days ago.It was indeeeeeeed a memorable trip for me cos it's my first time for mount expedition.Sorry for the jumbled up photos,i need the photos from the guide but i dont know his fb heh.

 Day1-All about train ride.best la sangat cos i had a bad headache and i slept 3/4 of the time in the train.1st time take train.*thumbs up*

 Day2-Reached Dabong train station around 6 plus.Had our breakfast at the stall nearby,there is cats around.but need to keep my composure,i just ignore.Caving next.Caving was one of the most fun activities.Just step in for 5 minutes,our group da terpekik terlolong because of the leeches.I was so panic i turn behind and scream,'mikeeee,got leech!!!' what am i expect him to do anw.Went to 3 caves in total.

Back to Dabong to have our lunch,da lapar kan semua sedap.Get prepared with our boots and backpack.Off to the base camp,it started to drizzle.Honestly it was tough.Trek trek trek and we trek reached base camp 2 hours later.

Set up the tent,cooked dinner with team2.Seriously my group damn KECOH!i forgot what happen but it got to do with fire.But i love my group the most.hehehe.Me and faezah take the chance to nap in the tent while waiting for debrief.Since tmr is a long day,we all slept early.Damn stuffy and hot with me,jiayan,hannah faezah and lina all in one tent.

Day3-5am wake up call,french toast for breakfast.as usual i just help abit.Pack up and off to wait for the guide.Our plan is to trek up to mount baha and ayam.I think around 5-6 hours trekking.Ask me tiring?VERYYYYYY!when you down there,water is the most precious thing ever!But hey we sing along different types of songs while trekking,that's the fun.

Not to mention,i fall damn lot of times,countless.I think among the whole group,i got the most cuts and scratches.Reached mount ayam around 5 plus,go down to the basecamp.Before that,our guide ayumi show us the scenery.Subhanallah,sungguh menakjubkan.that time really all the tiredness vanished.I sense some achievement for myself,i didn't regret trek all this way.

And again set up tent at the base camp of mount ayam,the temperature was very chilling.I was with the jacket all the times.Dinner time was super duper fun.Our group break into half,the cooking team and the lepak team.Guess where i am?of cos the lepak team.Actually i didnt plan to lepak i just want to sit inside the cooking tent as it was very cold.So in the end, me rochester,zan,the yr1's-aisyah,duke,haning,cecilia lepak inside.really the kecoh we keep singing hakuna matata,all the lion king songs come out,duke tell lame&cold jokes,rochester keep farting,disturb aisyah with muhsin.hahahaha it was one of the best memories in stong.The food we all share together,we tambah like 3-4 times.da lapar semua sedap.

Debrief and off to sleep,thanks to the wet sleeping bag.i slept shivering all the way.I need to do night sentry with mekayil but i keep waking up early end up tidur balik.In the end i wake up for the last 10 min of night sentry.i felt bad but mekayil keep pester to sleep back.ok lorrrrrr,the funny part is i was going back to the tent until fattah ask me "khairiah where u going? i answered back to my tent.ended up i almost went into the guys tent.NASIIBBBBBBB,if not joke sia.

Day4-Same routines,hug faezah and hadz for the warmth really cold remind me of korea's weather.Next up we need to continue our trek to mount stong.Looks near but far.Summit of mount stong is like mehhhhh,took photos and off to baha base camp that took around 5-6 hours.That's when my blisters came in both of my legs pulak tu,it was really pain plus additional and constantly fall down.Got one time we really pace fast,encourage each others.but got one time i just stop my body can't take it.I slow down but still try to continue as according to guide we almost there.

Muhsin offered to carry my bag,i kept saying no i don't want.EGO MAHHHH!but hey i don't want be burden to anyone.biar slow but jangan burden kan orang.Reach base camp around 6.30 it considered late.i was shivering and realised i'm having fever.I'm the type kalau sakit wont tell anyone one even my parents.soooo it terbawak2 sampai ke sini so the first aider that is sharon get angry with me when she got to know i'm having fever.sooooo i eat a bit and straightaway go sleep in tent with faezah.Next morning realised only both of us sleeping in the tent.hahahah banyak space 

Day5- Mr wilfred announce new group but it doesnt change anything,just the breakfast part actually.We get to see sunrise.Subhanallah!Feel like in kayangan. Before that our group a bit late so we need to do 7 min of physical activities but our group main-main.

After that we all gather to learn 'tap dance' what the,totally random.but it was funny!i just cant do the dance.failure~hahahah.Off to trek to waterfall for play water.First i dont want go cos i just recovered from fever but very tempting.the water so shiooooooook.we then go to pothole it's like a hole,you dip inside.got one time in one of the pothole the current so strong until it lift our shirt up till our bra area.ya of cos laaaa i try to tuck in my shirt.embarassing laaaa with the guys behind.

Back to basecamp to prepare to go down to dabong.Part of me i'm so sad to leave this place.Alotttt of memories la.Down to trek beginning was fun.but later part i was damn pissed off with my group cos we were to choose land or water route.The girls want the land route cos like used to it,the guys want water route cos much faster.in the end the guide ikut the water route okayyyyy that's fine halfway we are there it rain so we need to trek back to the first water point the hut area.damn bingit!!

We screamed when we know we reached the dabong base.Achievement!!!!!! i feel so goooooooood at that time.really~ Bathed after 5 days not bathing hahahaha the feeeling so fresh.heheheh.Take the van to the train station.The guide ask us to look at the mountain and wow we trek so high.Phototaking inside van.Reached the train station realised got pasar malam,fuhhhhh we all shouted burger ramly satu!ahahah perangai!

Put the bags and straight away buy foood to be exact more to snacks la.The orang jualan very friendly ask me what happen to my leg and ask we all from where.

Dinner time-nasi ayam goreng yummmmeh but i got full from the snacks at pasar malam already.It 's funny to see some scared of lizard and we all look at the lizard as if there's a documentary on it.Crazy people and the guys so crazy they go and drink tongkat ali air offered by pk our alumni senior.tongkat ali kan for tuuuuu.

We were given  1 hour plus to go around but me jiayan hadz and faezah too lazy to move around.Hannan came and do my dressings.i felt bad for some reason i felt really bad.Debrief in front of train station.Train come suddenly and we neeed to rush.so inside train as usual i sleep most of time partly due to my legs malas nak turun bawah.Reached singapore around 11.

Day 6-More to school,washing equipments.BORINNNGGG!got to know my secret pal is shijie.patutla he keep asking whether i'm okay.hehehe thank you shijie.cabbed home around 3 plus. fuhhh!

1st mountain expedition-great experience,great memories,great companys and friend (:

Relationships

The thought of it really disturbs me this day,especially when raya comes 'da ada bf?'bila nak ada?confirm da ada?"Chill dude,i'm still 19 for goodness sake.hehehe.Well i've been repeating that since ages ago.The topic came again

First i want to apologise if my blog post will be hurting some but i think my blog is my personal space to rant tak gitu.Relationships-define relationships.Importance of it.As for me,I don't see the need of it yet cossssssss i believe no matter how long you with a guy,if it's not meant to be it will not meant to be."Kalau suka tak semestinya cinta,kalau cinta tak semestinya jodoh kalau jodoh tak kemana.

I don't want a bf,i want a husband.A relationship with a guy-mana arah tujuan ke something yang lebih serious or sekadar main-main.Will that guy will be the one.Will that guy will lead me to Jannah or lead me to Hellfire.Yes,I'm 19 and already think bout this stuffs.
 The main objective of me blogging is to rant again and again why i rather stay single.Partly jugak tak laku.Not to say that r/s is a bad bad thing.so *peace*

Do not start something that you can't finish.

"Allah has written the name of spouses for you,what you need to do is work your relationship with Allah swt.He will send him to you when you ready.It is only matter of time."

Hi alls!Sorry for the no update for 1 month.So we came to the 3rd week of ramadan,alhamdulilah this year manage to do terawih much more than last year with different people.Honestly ramadan this year is no easy peasy for me,as in lots of challenges.Alot of people like seriously testing my patience.but sesungguhnya aku berpuasa kan.Anyway i havent prepare single thing for raya,baju belum beli kasut belum cari.Going to go all simple this year.

Hi alllls,it JULYYYYYYYYY.Freaking fast or what.Anyway i spent the end of June with this awesome girls.Apart from Eyka and Nurrul,i barely meet Umai and Farhanah because we are so busy.The last time i met them is like a week before Berkelah,Berkelah is like 2 months ago.We do some catch up catch up,had a good laugh and dinner with them.This is just a random dinner meetup,sadly eyka cant join us.When's the last time we 5 gathered together.Welllll,in this photo i do look tall and like have a dimple gitu.CHAIIIKKKK!

Hi people,this is so last year.I posted this again cos yesterday i just send off  adc people and new batch of yr1 to jerangkang. I was super tempted to follow them last minute,just pack one tshirt,shorts and passport,some money and off i go.Even Mr Wilfred ask me you knowwwww,how tempting is that.But the reason of not going is studies la,even it is one paper i just want to focus on my studies more than cca.Nevertheless,its been long time since i've seen the usual peeps,i do miss them alots!


I still remember everything that happen there.haisss rindu jerangkang.all the memories,the moment where i think that i like 'that someone'.HEEEH.

Hi alls,its been ages right.hehehe.Like finally term-break,i got sometime to relax and hang out with friends that i miss.Soooo,whats been happening?nothing lor,just school study and yeap.Have been skipping training for 2-3 weeks.Not that i dont care anymore but i just want to make up for the beginning weeks that been busy for oreo camp planning and all.tak sangka pulak masih orang nak tanya why i didnt come training.tak sangka da lama tak datang still got the year1's recognise and smile at me whenever bump into each other in school.But why never see my eyecandy ehhhhhhh,heh jokingzx.


In the stress mode,thus alot of cravings such as wendy's baked potatoes,bbq chicken,sushi,gong gong.2 of them has been satisfied.Alot more to come i think.Anyways i feel a tinge of regret not signing up for jerangkang,totally in need of waterfall,nature,stargazing till fall asleep,hais like i said cant get it in singapore.I think i want go mount titiwangsa,i heard from hadz its about 10 days.but dont know eh if got space for yr2's i want try out.

OREEOOOO!

 Sorry long time didnt update,i dont have the time,now busy with projects and reports.Gonna post photos from 2012 adc oreo camp that i and the rest of comm.planned out months ago.Things go smoothly but yeah okayyyyy la.

2ND DAY WAS THE WORSTTTTT,got bitten by lots of mosquitoes,bought coconuts yang da basi,having a really bad headache that i cant even stand up.but campfire really saved it.I really enjoy every single moments.

 Decided to follow them during nightwalk with yukai & the gang.since i not posted to any checkpoints,actually suppose to take care of the campsite and got into a lil argue with ben but being me i just follow them.Stop at my game checkpoint and all decided to tell ghost stories.i got really goosebump when listen to fattah's one.luckily mike is beside me.at that point memang rasa tak sedap.


Went back to the foyer to gather,while waiting for the rest to come back decided to lay down and sleep.entah macam mana i end up sleeping at the other side.mengigau kot.heheheh.Woke up and stare blinkly at zulkhai and hafiz infront of me.Debrief and off to campsite.Baru nak tidur hujan selebat2 nya from 2-6 we didnt get any sleep.lay on hidayah shoulders,hidayah lay on my lap etc keep changing positions

 Off to school back yahoooo.Did briefing for abseiling,hehehe ada yang membingitkan juga but still yeap.Wash up and off to dome for phototaking (:

Hi all,happy labour day.spent the day with bestgirl,Eyka.Eventhough we in same poly,same school we hardly bump into each other.Unfortunately,she have to go off early because of projects.We talk bout alooot of things.hehehe.Proper meet-up soon!!

This few weeks,will be busy with orientation camp stuffs.Meetings after meetings.Yesterday,meeting with hilmi and mr wilfred.fuhhh seram.tak pernah bebual phew!Insyaallah everything will go as plan.
I'm just tired mentally and physically,its barely been 3 weeks of school.draining out my energy like nobody business.

Hi all,the first week of yr2.1~mine went well cos its more to introduction.So far most of my lecturers are ladies and they released us on time.I loike that.Wishlist for this semester-GPA increased and not to be late for any 8am lesson.but the first day already late for tuts.hehehe cant help it la.Meet polygirls after so long hehe so kecohs la they all.My new classmates are still akward and very quiet,ada few girls that i not so ngam with them.Make friends with adelyn and arabelle and also hafiz!sorry to say he's a bit errr sikit.hehs.i cant wait for club crawl,gonna have comp between the guys and girls.guys will attract yr1 girls and we girls will attract yr1 boys,those who have more amount in the list will win prize from mr wilfred.I make sure i will ask those broad shoulders,muscular cute cute guys to join.hehehe gatal betul.

Hey hey!I'm back from hutan lipur berkelah aka berkelah waterfall expedition.heh.OF COS,it was totally fun with an awesome friends and company.This is my 2nd expedition so far,new things learn,new friends made,more closer bonds with old mates.

9th april~more of travelling.Off from singapore at 8pm,so late i know right.We totally make a lot of noise in the bus till zhuan our senior stand up and stare at us then semua senyap balik.but that only for awhile.The guys ah especially so noisy!Reach the usual mosque at 3am,so we were told to continue our sleep in our own group.My group is hadz,mike,maggie,jiayan and the nyaa people.soooo,got one incident we all sleep at ground sheet i totally lie down quite far from mike got big spaces from him,u know tak manis kannn.so when i terjaga one time i find myself totally beside him facing him.WOAAHHH shocking moment straight away i find my spot back.Woke up at 5.30am and cute to see some malay guys bother to do subuh.heeeh

Start trekking at 7-8?i cant remember.took about 1 hour long like that.This is the part when i and mr H start to talk cos when i was crossing,everyone can cross easily but since my leg are short i need to go down and climb the rock again.and he laugh and help me.okay that part got part 2.

For day 1,group B just play water and eatttt!lunch spaghetti,pizza for snacks and nasi lemak for dinner.seeee?all we do is eat but outdoor cooking la kan.if know how to cook will be delicious if totally fail ah nasib la.

2nd day our turn to trek up,okayla better than the first time at jerangkang,i did not really fall cos of the crocs.In total,i did about 6 cliff jump.fuyohhh fun giler!of cos with the lifejacket on.Where to find cliff jumping in singapore?Trek down and reach base campsite at 2 plus.Kinda free time there so we all just play at the waterfall.Minum air waterfall sedappp,kinda like manis2.hahaha

At 4,Mr wilfred called the year1s for water evacuation thingy and guess what we need to carry hannan the heaviest among us from up to the basecamp.I think we did a good job despite the drizzling.Actually it is a serious thing,but however our batch cannot be serious confirm got something to laugh at.Me and hannan can still smile at the camera while we take a few second rest.

Dinner time,the commitee is the one that gonna cook for us,me and aikha stay inside basha.we chit chat somehow berkelah brings us closer.She always bully me one.OK,part 2 story i straight away told this story to nurrul upon reaching spore.hahahah.

SOOOOO,me and vaigash shared dinner together and being the usual me i didnt eat alot during expedition.while eating i suddenly realised where is mr H cos he always with TS.after eating i want to sit beside aikha,i thought got space but it fill with unused bottles so vaigash decide to sit beside Mr H.

while sitting, mr h:khairiah,u eat already?

me:*nod*i eat already

mr h:u want some of my rice?

me:i eat already u eat la

mr h:come share with me

me:i said i dont want

mr h:ur secret pal ask u to eat,okay let me feed you

me:i dont want *then straight away the spoon goes straight into my mouth.'

the first time when i came back from trekking i stand beside him and he offer me bacon bits i seriously dont like bacon bits it looks like dog food like seriously.i was all emo that night and sit beside aikha,she seem to realise it and slowly i told her bout it.she asked whether the person in adc,in this expedition.She guess every guys but i say no.hahaha.dont want ah to tell her cos she close with mr H.

Since i dont have night century,i straight away after the'campfire' ends.so sleepy.woke up at 5am due to raining.kinda of messy things going around.at 6 gather at cooking area,and form one circle and hug each other.so sweeet but the person beside me is ts so akwarddddd~hehe.

Trek down there,and after 5 minutes of trekking my crocs died on me.like seriously?!i was cursing it inside my heart luckily can still walk with it eventho dont have the strap.but abit loose as we need to river cross.reach basecamp everyone run happily hahaha so excited to be back in civilization.

The way we sleep,can really see our tiredness sungguh tak glam.got more individual photos of others but its ogayy i just post this.hehehe

Wash logistics and bathed.gather at level 2 kindergarten area.did de-brief and play some games.hahaha and also eat dinner at same time.so thats it,photo taking with some.This is aikha,love to bully me for 3 days.

Nabs!!! they say our face look similar,same mehhhh?till now i dont know where it come the similarity.

Last but not least the GG's,polaroid photos with them.kinda have the nature feel to it.Happy 6th month~(:Next up is orientation camp.

*will upload more exciting photo in next *(:

*achooo*heh sorry this days i start to fall sick, i dont know why maybe the screwed up body clock.Anyways been busy this week,because of something going on in school i cant meet up with the girls.patah seribu hehehe insyaallah next time.i want to complain bout my timetable first of all alhamdulilah i got what i want~networking elective and introduction in marketing.the cons is my gsm and timetable sucks.I dont have the same break time as the other polygirls.mon-9-3,tues 1-6,wed 8-12,thurs 8-5,fri 8-4.wed -fri 8am lesson ya know?!!! i barely come on 9am lesson ni nak 8am lesson straight pulak plus 2/3 of it is lab at least kalau lecture lambat i dont really mind.oops kalau mr lee still read this blog mampus bout my attendance.i still dont know who is my classmate except for mimie and gavin.Mostly in m5,i change to m3 btw.yessa!no more racist classmate but the worst part need to re-introduce balik and make new friends.but still my polygirls promise every mon we need to have lunch tgt despite me ended lesson at 12.

Monday off to berkelah,i still havent pack my things yet.backpack pun takde.o:

Had a date with Ain,well search for our new school bag.SEMANGATS.initial plan is to donate blood,but day before got to know im having time of the month.Really sedih,cos niat dah ada but yeah.The feeling after you donate blood is unimaginable.At the HSA while waiting for ain,i read bout bone marrow donation.its more serious and scary but imagine if you are chosen probably you are the only one that can save the patient.Okay continue,check2 ain also cannot donate cos she's under some medication.Tunggu april je la eh when got nyp blood donation.

Off to zam zam had our late lunch.We REALLY talk alot,she's one of the most comfortable friend that i can talk to about religion.she can remember alot of hadith to give you an example,she also give me a 'ouch' reminder such as 'action speaks louder than words'.Since we are at arab st niat nak beli tafsir quran da tercapai.cute mute quran tu,shall read it after t.o.t.m ended.

yada yada shop for our bag and homed.And day before had training for berkelah totally slack start late la,people late la if the senior know mampus,only aikha there.since having that i sit one corner with zan and fattah and mike,hearing them discuss bout chalet.it's on 5th april,tskk!

I cant wait for picnics with polygirls~me,ain,aiin,ayla,dhaliena,bella,mimie.next week
cant wait also for zoo with isms!!(:

Finally this topic.I've been wanting to blog about this topic,but keep delay bout it.As you all know,about Muslim couples.My opinions only~Maybe i can be label as 'kolot' because I dont really believe in LOVE(as for now) and dating.I still hold to my prinsip 'let my first love be the last one'.Actually dulu secondary school aca acah je cakap ni but now i really meant it.

Yeap,as a young adults i cant lie that i dont want to be loved and loved.Crush tu is a normal thing memang tukar-tukar.And it fade quickly.As a normal human being,it is normal to feel that way because kita pun berperasaan and bernafsu.

And since i came in a mixed poly life,cca.sometimes we tend to get open,but i try to differentiate between social life and feelings.jangan campur adukkan.really trying on that.

Below quote from one lady called farahin lee.I love to read her blog.

''tidak utuh saya membazirkan cinta saya kepada lelaki lain,kalau akhirnya nanti yang bakal sehidup semati adalah suami saya''

''kami tidak akan ucapkan cinta kepada mana-mana lelaki kerana kami simpan perkataan itu untuk diucapkan kepada bakal suami nanti.

Furthermore,I'm still young,there's more to life than being in a relationships with guy.I need to improve my love towards Allah s.wt.,my parents,friends.After da kecapi,baru la fikirkan relationship with a guy.Plus they said love after marriage is da best.Dont know la ehhh still young la.6 more years gitu?heehehe

Hello all.I've been abandon this blog of mine.Anyway now its MARCH already.Can you believe so fast!?Before that,want to wish my big sissy of mine belated 20th birthday.SO TUAK already lor.after graduate terus tunang kepa?!hahahah now she's in melbourne enjoy life,i mean for the study trip.Want story tell sikit during the day i sent her off her friend mum compliment my hair color and curl.Hehehe terima kasih cik.Her mum so friendly.(:Cant wait for sis to come back on friday.rumah so sunyi without her laaa.

And also to my bestfriend;eyka happy 19th birthday.Last year of teenage years,treasure it well ohkays!!haahhah (:

sooooo when there's ice cream there's ADC.its been a long time since i meet them.The last time is that commissioning night which is late january.Last min plan with them.Likka a triple date uh,hahahha not!never will be with this crazy bunch of guys.Want to story tell;after our dinner at ayam penyet ria decided to go a&f.Guess who i bumped to,i bump to Mr H.i think i think only, my face shows everything cos i like teragak2 to fistbump him.Not that the feelings came,its more to segan.heart fluttering moment.hmmmm /;

29th february,the worst leap year ever.Got to know my dearest grandma is in ICU because of vomited blood and terus unconscious.Her heartbeat was slow and other scientific terms that i dont understand but her life is in danger.I was so scared upon hearing that i cry non stop by myself in one place in the hospital.I'm not ready to lose her,never will ready.After few hours,doctor come out and said her condition has passed the critical stage but still need to be monitored.

They allow us to visit her,i let my mum and aunts go inside first.Mum came out crying so badly,and also cousins.I and sis went inside.I promised myself not to cry.But upon seeing her in all those machines,tears flow non stop.i whispered to her and kiss her on cheeks and go out cry again.But alhamdulilah now her condition getting better.The only thing that i want right now is grandma to be healthy like dulu.Imissyou,nenek!Cepat sembuh,Insyaallah.(:

Hi.Tomorow will be my last paper for sem1.2.Like so fast one year passs.Alot of things happen in this one year of poly life.I gain friends,I lose friends.Parcel of life,butttt that's not the point.

The year 2012/2013 will come and i have been chosen to become commitee in the upcoming adc freshman orientation camp.I become the food IC with hilmi.Food ic basically incharge of the foods for the 3 days 2 night(i so need nurrul's help in this,nyehahah)Ok can..honestly i dont like committee all this,i dont have that leadership skills.i already talk to ben but he didnt listen and still want me to learn.And to know what first meeting date will probably crash with cooking date with bestfriends.Faster decide on the date lehhh!

Hi hi,sorry for the 3 weeks nt update.I'm really super busy with schools;never-ending projects plus one integrate projects.Plus the attitude people gave really drive me crazy.So in the end,in front of my GG's i suddenly break down in LJS.really cant tahan,i dont care about the embarassment anymore.I really felt bad to my family,friends n Ggs also for not making time to meet hangout or whatsover.Now time to focus on my exams.Did i tell you that i received my 1k bursary.Alhamdulilah.And i also receive my iphone4s the next 2 days.Again alhamdulilah,rezeki saya ye.(:

Adc last supper at Seoul Garden,this amount of people=CHAOTIC+FUN!<3

3/4 of yr1 girls.yeahhh our batch have onleh 13 girls.Nice to see all of you wearing dress and looking great.(:Heed,Hannah,Que,Sharon,Hadz & Nurfa.

Syafiq!The botak head step ns padahal havent graduate.the bochuiiii couple.He's nice btw.

TS,like to bully people one.His long hair is much healthier than mine.Climbing captain yaw!(: 'Come take photos..,next!Like a bosss.

With ze president,Lovell.He very nice.Interview qs this is the guy i want to date in yr3.heehks I dont think i have seen him get angry before.4 pointer guy somemore.

KIN!Guy i want to date in yr2.Logistics IC woooots.He very quiet2 type but that time when he shouted at us fuhh semua kecut.Seriouss!!

Btw i just realised this blog have many photos with guys.sorrrry la not meant to be flirts or whatsover but adc has double the amount of guys than girls
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Muhsin!He with his 0.0 face.haiyaaaa. Forever la he.Targeted bully from the year1's.hahaha.

Fandyyy!Vice president and also my senior in the course.We talk bout studies mainly,dont play2 he got A for programming.Inspirations for me.(:Also funny guy,if i were to have a brother;i want one like him.Btw he's taken (:

This is like 1/4 of whole group.This is suppose to be few people photos but somehow everyone join in.whats newwwww.I love the photo taking session(:

With Yukai,Gavin,Asyraf,Rochester and Poh Chin!(: The way they eat make me puke i tell you,so berkecah

Me,Hadz,Heed n Mike imitate Muhsin.I tried very hard but cant.hahaha

Seee among all days,the shoes chose that day to terputus.

With Zan,yukai again and Ganesh.Zan really look like one characters in Chicken Little.Dont you think so?

That's all people,actually there's aloooooot of photos with me in it but impossible for me to put here.Enjoyz!I didnt take photo with that person,make sure will do during commissioning (: