Friday, December 31, 2010

2010 MEMORIES!


This will be the last post of the year,closing post of 2010.well,2010 is not a happy merry go round year for me.Beginning of the year i thought it will be a smooth year but i guess i was wrong.Downside of 2010, i had a tiff with my closest friend,nur syafiqah.we didnt talk for almost 1 year i guess. I miss the jokes only the two of us laugh about,but people change,environment change so yeahh.Few months later,i had a tiff with my closest cousin.i miss the sleepover at rumah nenek.

Health not so good-i feel sick too many time.usually like once a year.i still remember taking malay 'o' midyr paper with a high fever,taking english oral with sorethroat and flu,taking prelim with tissues all over the table and blow nose during paper.The one that i really remember was my o level malay result,i cried like sjshdxx at hall and funny thing is people comfort me like crazy hahaha.ermm whats more.this is what i remember.

Positive side of 2010.firstly i've graduated!is it positive.There's not much positive happenings this year but well all the negative things really open my eyes BIG and taught me lesson.so yeappp,i dont remember being happy this year.


2011 resolution

  • to become a better human,daughter,granddaughter,cousin,sister,friend
  • to have a deserved o level result
  • learn more about islam
  • be more independent
SO PEOPLE,HAPPY NEWYEAR,LETS WELCOME 2011 IN FEW HOURS TIME!

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Now,i can declare that i'm freeeee from that 29121239sxs workplace forever!woohoooo.Long story,i dont like the people,the work that can risk my life if i'm not careful enough.I'm just new staff but im not a 1 day old baby.so yeah can say i totally hate that job.i dont feel happy at all these 6 days.One thing is i will miss my customers,their smile when they want to buy the shoes,need advice from me.There's one customer who want to try shoes for his paralysed mother.Really sad,can't help it but to think bout my grandparents and parents.That's all,its a good experience for me afterall.(:

Sunday, December 12, 2010








I HAD THE AWESOMEST TIME WITH FAMILY!!nothing beats family love you know!Its my youngest cousin circumcision.The next time there's this kind of event is my sis wedding ceremony LOL.Despite all those laughters,theres some downside of the day that i could not avoid.Friends do come for the event.i dont know what to say but really have fun,kate maternal side.of cos gituuuu!

Thursday, December 9, 2010

5 days left of freedom,heheh i mean im working soon.Where is it?secret of cos.Nahh not at town.AT LAST!after one month of holiday at home,i found one.Honestly,i'm not ready and always have fear of working.it reminds me of my previous job which has more negative experience for me.Nevermind everyone by now should have started work.

I think i have to post in malay for awhile

-Senyap lagi bererti dari keluar kata2 kesat.Senyap lagi bererti dari meninggikan suara.Then why u need to criticize me about being so quiet?is it wrong?i just dont want to hurt people feelings you know.If i were to speak up,i scared my voice will tremble and i just breakdown crying infront of you.i wont speak up,i dont want anyone to worry.it is stupid of me to think of suicide..

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Oh.. hi people.Its december already and i'm not excited anymore.one more month to result you know!anyway put that aside first.Last day of november,meet up with the girls to catch a movie.Harry potter,yeah iknow a bit late but who cares.its awesomeszx.my first movie of the year.Before that,meet up with nurrul,at last gitu.but she who dont want to watch harry potter used chicken pox as an excuse.I know it!


Back sengkang again early,by that time we became hungry ladies.Since we on tight budget,have a cheap dinner.off to starbucks waiting for the 'vip'nurrul.Summarise,we 5 had fun.laugh,tease each other,making lame jokes.we also had little serious conversation.its cute to see my girls complaining about bgr issues.Phototaking time is a must for us.honestly if not because of almost 11 pm,i wish to spend more time with them non stop talking.
Note for girls
its december right,my bday coming soon kan..tibe2 maciammmm craving for japanese fooood gtu.maybe we can have dinner at hei sushi.yumyyyyy,i also want to eat kfc egg tarts.hehehe!!

Friday, November 26, 2010

Since i'm soooooo bored right now.if not today i will be going for afrogreenz outing to east coast park but i give it a misss.last two days had been job-hunting days for me.Interview pun tk macam interview.There's one question'what course do u want to take?' surprisingly i said digital forensics instead of early childhood.K,that so out of topic.Recently only,i think i being tooo high and drama-mama.Commented by umai and farhanah.Nie baru 3 orang.If added with nurrul forever blur sotong,umairah cartoon face,farhanah weird laugh and eyka touching fringe hehehe it will be chaotic.Ahhhh cant wait for movie outing!!!!also i cant wait for december,you know the best month of the year.totally packed with outings

-Fatah circumcision on 11th dec
-4na 09 outing on 8th dec *
-Date with ezzaty& afiqah on 14th dec
-5A class BBQ
-Another afrooutingz maybe
-MY 17TH BDAY!like at last gituuuuu.DUIT masuk duit masuk

other than that you all cant deny it with all those christmas sale,year end sale.FUHH!!
But i sad u know the super junior concert,tix da sold out!!!!!!!!!!!!GERAM la,those kiasu,over fanatic fans.Also taylor swift concert!!AHHHH!Harap2 ader 2nd concert la.

Monday, November 22, 2010

Dont bother to find me,i'm being squished by all the tall girls and guys.From the photo,TPRAWKS RAWKS OUR SOCKS!!!
Okay, i had veryyyyyyyy fun time during 3 days ok no 2 1/4 days during tprawks.Luckily i and eyka from same group.if notttttt..Introduce to afro green grp 4.We a bit special cos all girl.GIRL POWER katekan.!!

Weirdly i dont know her name.One of the friendly P.L talked to me during hip hop dancing break.
Day1-As usual i was late.Nasib shuttle bus tak terlepas.In bus,me and eyka non stop talk bout how scared we are,what if all bla bla bla.Reached there mak oii so havoc and chaotic with people welcome us.Sit at TCC,saw ily with bf.Without realising i sat beside one of the PL.cute chinese guy hehehehs *mentel mode* Play ice breaking game after that.if at school many syafiqah at here many jolin.i dont know which one.Went off to tpxperience 1 bus sch average but draggyy.Buffet lunch,not bad.Orang da masuk dalam tcc,we still outside take our own sweet time eating ice cream.hehehe.SHAIK HAIKEL in da house people.had great laughter.each rep sent 5 people.Performed our cheers.woohoo he say he like afro green.hhahs.After that went off to design sch.not my cup of tea.the people there so crazeeyyyy.We did some kind of hands on activity and play games after that.Summarise had tpmass dance.saw ex schmates that become p.l for other groups.Lucky im not in that group if not VERYYYY akward.

KEVIN!!!!awesome,friendly P.L.good leader in my group.Try very hard to convince us not to go for prom.HAHAHAS.He even said'i actually dont like to cheer leyy'but yet few mins before that he asked us to cheer.Like wth gtu.hehehe.He's the first person to write my name correctly without any error.
Let's go to Day 2-Not many activities for me as i need to rush off to prom afterthat.hmph berat hati.But nevermind.As for my case,i managed to did hip hop dancing.Eventho ader cramp,joget je lah.Very kaku.Hey who says my legs is short cos when did stretching i almost kick the guy face behind me.Tskk soryy ahhh.Me and eyka went off after lunch.(:Sadly need to give a miss on dragonboat.i reallllly want to go .
With Sharon!!Mati2 igtkan she's 17.but she 16.haiiiii she's super preety pegi camp mcm pegi town.Very friendly.(:
Kesian eyka.I'm the photographer.The blond guy and the girl infront is not rawkers but student from design.This time everyone in hyper and party mooood.cant blame them tho.
Day3-the last day!!!What we do eh, i forgot.wait let me recall.Went to IIT school.Mostly guys kt saner.One of the guy looks like mblaq member.hahahas played games.asik main games jer..Very funny all of them.kecohh and beloooo!New course digital forensic sounds interesting.Did cheers and watch videos at lecture hall.Before that,went to applied sci sch.okay-ok lah.Suprisingly pharmaceutical course ader melayu,guys somemore.Embarassing moment of the day,when we finish baking culinary course session we told to complete a survey,many of us planned to cabut.when about to cabut at door area,there's one makcik said to me'dikk!apron tu nk bawak balik buat souvenier.'' i was like ?? what she's talking about when i turn around the apron is stuck at my shoes.The C.L that holding the door was laughing at me.tu lah padan muka aku. FYZAH!!!sweeet girl yet very kecoh.
Continue day 3-had rawkers challenge finale.guess who i saw?i saw saiful!!he is the game master.he,me and eyka are like omg,kter tk kenal,kte tk kenal facial expression.While everyone from my grp laughing at his jokes,me and eyka are making straight face and forced smile.Girls wearing white shirt encouraged not to play the games,it involved water.We are the winner of the game coss..hahahas.Next game is relay match,guess what i need to run back to the starting line like a monkey.LOOOLL!cos of my group i seriously did that.Cos lack of guy power and energy we came in last.
Syarif and alyph!!!!!!wooottsss they are just few steps away from me.Look better in real life than in tv!sooooo cutee the performed 3 songs during tp jam&hop.GIRLS GO CRAZY when syarif went down from stage.Our P.L acts as security guard very funny all 3 days they are cheering this time they look very serious try to resist the dance.We dance from 8-10.30.Danced with P.L from other groups.Ada muka mcm jepun hot guys.fuhhh my eyes da bersih from all those cuci mata session.Dance need to be stop as we all smell something burnt.Had phototaking session not many photos taken from camera.Guess what winner of the best color is....AFROGREEN!i scream shouted like hell i tell you.mcm menang award we go around hug the afrogreen members.Best feeling ever!!!
I MISSS TPRAWKS,TPRAWKERS.C.L & ALL P.L,ALL AFRO-GREEN AND MY GROUP 4 MEMBERS!!!I heard there's outing eh?woohooo.
i think...
think think think running thru tp
with my white undies
tall short white black we all love tp
tprawks tprawks tp rawks my socks
T-E-M-A-S-EK tp all the way
AFRO OIII
Aaaaaa
AFRO OIIII
whatlaaaaa
a-afro a-a-fro BOOMZZZ
Goodbye tprawkers!u guys rawks my life during this 3 days.it been long time since i add many people in fb!!!funny thing is all their names added with afro in it.So my name is Nur afrokhairiah.hahahas kidding!byeeee (:

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Lets present grad nite!!!!!!drum rollssss..photos not in order.The event not that organised and performance quite boring with same k.pop song.Food average.Dance floor not bad.
Honestly the best part is cheering for classmates and took photos and see everyone dress up so glamously (:

REALLY great guyfriend.will miss ya lots.pity that u didnt perform that nite.u totally rawk on that dance battle.who can win this professional dancer rite rite?


Candid and unglam moment with liana!all cos ''aku tak nak amek gmbar sebelah tongsampah!''LOL.we share same personality.super quiet girl.heeehs
Prom king of the year!not bad not bad!This guy can get along v.well!Lower sec classmates.(:

MY GIRLS!(: one spot for nurrul beside.sad that she cant come along.u all look gorgeous!
LOVE ALL OF YOU!


MICHELLE!5 years of classmate.sec 1 we are of same height but now look at the heiight difference.you super tall yet super skinny ah!eat more eat more.

MR LEE!awesome teacher for 3 years.will miss his lameeeee jokes that will make us '...' and his sidetrack stories'i've got a friend...'
Will miss the teachers of cos!
thanks ms tan for the compliment of my hair!*shy* thanks for endless advice and encouragement(: LOTSSSSS more photos on fb!can;t possibly cram all the photos here.With the wide smile,now let say goodbye.we will meet each other soon in January.Grad nite was one of the best moment in my life.(:

Saturday, November 20, 2010

I'm back!!i had great fun this whole week.from prom shopping to prom nite to tprawks!!!yeah,woohoo.Now i dont know which to update first;grad nite or tprawks.maybe tprawks first cos i had fewer photos.After all the fun i had,i think i begin to get sick,lost my voice and whole body ache.oh no!!SO,let make it short here,i will miss everyonee!!!!!!!!!!!!!MY CLASSMATES,SCHMATES,TPRAWKERS & AFROGREEENNN-ERS!keep in touch everybody (:

Friday, November 12, 2010

O LEVELS OVER!!!!!!!


Lets say goodbye to 'o'.Eventhough i'm happy that it is over,but i dont know why i felt little tiny weeny of sadness.Maybe because of daily routine of study sleep study,i get used to it.I managed to get through this period with the help of people around me.Without them, i had given up on this.Everyone had hrd time during this period.i still remember i had high fever during malay mid o level and prelims.i had severe flu a week before o levels.I remember i cried cos cannot solve maths questions.TSK.my father once said to me''nevermind,i will stay awake until you finish study''sweet kepa!!


Anyway,its over.lets talk about enjoyment.I dont want to waste my 6 months just for working only.its not worth it.Basically the 1st 2 month i will enjoy.first event will the graduation nite which i'm totally havent prepared yet from head to toes,next up is tprawks.yeah just sign up for fun but in the end it clash with the 1st event.after that just have fw outing with friends.will take up religious class and maybe language course.Cant wait for it (:

Wednesday, November 3, 2010


Dont ask me why,i just felt like posting old photos...old photos,old memories..

Sunday, October 10, 2010

OFFICIAL Last day waiting at bus stop.no more waiting next year )):
WOOHOO!we graduated already,oops almost.HAPPY AND SAD!5 years in that school,lotsssss of nice teacher,friends.I still remember how i make new friends during sec 1.hahahas those memories really..Among 5 years,this year is the most challenging year for me academically and personally.
Cut it short,I WILL MISS SCHOOL.I will miss 5A!Best classs spirit okays,dont play2! ((:
More pictures on fb!5A,lets do this during prom.take pictures lots lots.hehehes.Study hard everyone last lap already!!I believe everyone can do it jiayou!!! (:

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

September holidays but been going school for self-study and consultation as early as 8.I doubt i can finish all the holidays assignments with raya preparation.The beeezeee time but still got the time to celebrate younger sis 12th birthday.She's growing into teens suppose to be good but bad news her height is almost the same as mine.Apart from that,spent super short time with Nana due to personal reasons that happen on that day.The main point is first thing she did is to hug me and comfort me.AWW,so sweet of her.

Why i felt that something missing?Why i felt that i'm changing?My laugh sounds fake,i cant laugh like last time.I like to listen rather than do the talking.Why is the term'i'm not close to you and we did not talk much' apply to everyone that i love and care.YES,everyone.No,im not talking about anyone just about myself.I'm sad to see things is different now.);I will not go into more detail to prevent conflicts from happening.To end this post,no matter how much you pester me, i wont give a damn to ego type of people.

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Youhoooo people,im back but awhile only.This week had been tiring week for me,everyday sleep for 2-3 hours.study late at night sleep,eat sahur and prepare to go to school.As a result,im down with flu and sorethroat during exam & oral period,kind of worry.I try hard to eat all sorts of food and drink with vitamin c in it.Alhamdulilah,everything is okay except that my voice a bit serak.

Ramadhan has been with us for 2 weeks.So fast..);Hari raya is coming but why the mood is not there?Talking about raya,yesterday went to geylang with family(except younger sis).Laugh alot with sis.Random sharing but there's this guy who took our drink orders,he cant calculate mentally,end up ask his mother to calculate for him.So cute as in the actions.After that,go and search our baju at joo chiat.I cant make up my mind,really.I had been trying and changing baju for 4 to 5 times,i conquer the changing room.This is just Hari raya,i cant imagine my wedding outfits maybe 20 times kot.hehehe DAH STOP BERANGAN!you see i dont like buying things half-hearted and i die-die want baju kurung.XD

Yay!Icantwaitfor 29jan2011((:

Monday, August 16, 2010

Hey there.this 5 years classmate of mine hehe turns 17 today.Happy bday!(: Semoga panjang umur and dimurahkan rezeki selalu.0level malay results in two days time,im sure you can score A.hmm ape lagi eh sumer da written at the card hehe.Whatever you do in life,make sure you always remember Allah and your parents (: P.S if there's any guy make sure ask his education first before his name.LOOOOL!Summarise everything hope you had a great birthday (:

Monday, August 9, 2010

HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!hehehs should be a little patriotic today!My favourite song and currently listening is 'Shine for singapore'.One of the reasons is because i participated in the ndp 2 years ago so it brings back a lot of good,superb memories.Yeah,maybe last year i mentioned the same thing but i cant help it you see.Back to NDP,so lets see how this year goes,boring or refreshing.So,happy birthday Singapore!

Apart from that,happy 3rd birthday to my disaster which is my blog.I started at july 2007.3 years &1 mth full of memories from me being the lower sec,budak-budak to someone who matured?Since next year I'm not in secondary school anymore,i still in processs considering to create new blog = new life,right?From the start,you should know i didnt once change my blog name.Eventhough sometimes what i type in my blog has made some cried before,but my blog has made my relationship with my loved ones become better.To summarise & make it short,I love & treasure my blog,MUACKZ!hehe

One more thing,since prelims is coming & also fasting month.it means i will not going to update maybe once in a while.maybe once or twice in a month.Surely fasting month is not the month to gugugaga about super junior or share my lifestories when studies is important right now right.so yeah,goodbye for now!will be back after prelims maybe raya.So look forward to it alright?hahahahs

Friday, August 6, 2010

Main highlight for school today was during biology.All of us was shocked by the sudden news that Mr wang,my one sem bio teacher going to leave us.He CRIED you know,all of us was like'cher,dont cry!'so sad lah,the way he says like he was being fired or something.So sad until nurrul cried,she very emotional.The touching part is he said'eventhough i'm a boring teacher,but you still endure,''thanks for coming to asp.''Gosh,suddenly i felt guilty because of we gossiped about how sucks his teaching is,how we want new bio teacher,how boring his lesson etc (P.S dont tell me you never gossiped about any of teacher before!).To mr wang:Thanks for teaching me for one semester.You tried really hard to make lesson interesting though.Thanks for showing us the truely biology videos,hahahs.Hope you will come back becoming official and better teacher aites.(:

OK,enough of emotional segment.
I wont elaborate on concert,too boring to describe it.Can i say it is more like an assembly session.My mood is not that great shortly after that cos of...SO BINGIT & fed-up to the max already.try to calm down by eating hehe last time eat fast food before fasting.Oh yeah,next week PRELIMS & OLVEL MALAY RESULTS!!so nervous but i prepared for the worst already.

(To that person,dont think you like my sister,i will like you.what you think?try to look at me and smile-smile.Before this,you dont even know i'm exist right.I think my sister need to wear specs to like someone like you.You might be using too much of sweet words and my sister might get carried away by those fake words.Mind you,if you dare to throw my sis or hurt her or used her,you will get it from me.Dont ever dream of touching her like how used to with other girls.& dont ever dream of getting a slight smile from me.I might be arrogant but i just show my feelings because from what i see,you are no different from those typical guys who like a girl because of appearance.typical guys who use typical sweet words.)

Saturday, July 31, 2010

UNIVERSAL STUDIO,here i come!!hahahas.Actually this is a father's workplace family day so necessary to go.Confirm,some will think this girl will be taking her prelims in a weeks time but still got time to go U.S,hmm not my decision what.*ignore the two men there,looks like gay*

I only post some of the pictures.More will be on facebook uploaded by sis later.Im lazy to upload so she will just tag me.HEHE lazybum.Anyway here is my one & only younger sis.By looking at this pict,who's the one who look having more fun..hehe.Dont play-play,she's more maju than me.XD
This is my one & only elder sis.No need to introduce.Me and her are totally opposite.you know she's well-known in network world.Everyone knows her while i'm such a totally low profile person who adds only the one whom i know.see the difference.



Woke up early in the morning.at that point of time,i really feel like not going cos it going to be waste of time,i thought.Reach harbourfront hawker centre,satu-satu dad's friends datang.Few good-looking.puahahahahs.nothing wrong to just eye-candy right,right?BTW,got to know zulhairi was my dad's friend son 0.0 what a small world.Reach there mcm orang jakun gtu.me & sisters'eh take take photo,eh take my photo with this'.First,we go far-far away for junior rollercoaster & 4d journey with shrek.REALLY AMAZING!LOVE IT.



Saw this guys in ancient egypt.the first thing elder sis told me is''confirm malay''hahahs its like duh gitu,tgok kulit ah.They like to play with people's hair.that's why i bun my hair before take this photo.Candid photo anyway.Before that,we took the indoor roller coaster at egypt.fuuh the queue was super long,it took us more than 15 mins.The ride was superb.All the way i was screaming.test my vocal chords.But really,it was very how to say scary ride.Jantung nie mcm terkeluar masuk balik gitu.Right after the ride,i almost vomit.almost only but didnt.hehehs.My father tak baik cos he said among the 3 siblings,only ifah & imah is the brave one.Because of what you know,i close my eyes when took the ride.


The whole day,i felt like im back to childhood.Playing around.Have fun with family.its a rare opportunity cos parents are busy bee with work and elder sis with her poly and masjid events,Younger sis just do her own things.




End this post with a love sign from me to ... hahahs no lah to my familys,my girls and people who love me (:

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Have a break,have a kit-kat.Heehs,had a short break from those busy busy school days and revision.Thanks eyka for the chalet,if not we will not be going out together.(: The chalet can be interesting if theres game and blast music but the food was DELICIOUS!!Cant believe i ate that much,like farhanah said the main point for coming to chalet is to eat.Play with babies,eyka little cousin.so cutteeee!I think im more like alina.Smile is very expensive right right?Oh yah,one funniest moment,we were at kitchen looking at eyka and mai siat siat ayam.Both me and far super boring there and just stoned till i saw this plastic cup.i thought it was a plain cup cos it was very light.I thought i want to play around with her not till i realised there's water all over clothes.hahahas reaction priceless.so indirectly i poured the water all over her gtu lah to summarise.Sorry friend!(: bla bla bla,homed from there on the dot 9.30.Anyway,happy 21st birthday kakak eyka!

School has been super stress for me.Sometimes,i see my classmates getting more marks,i was like woahh so clever.why i can be like that thoughts.Am i going to fail?Sometimes,i want to give up but its too late im at the last lap before the finals.To say work hard is easy,to do is difficult.Can i achieve my dreams?My parents,sisters,cousins had high hopes for me,can i do them proud? ''There can be miracles,when you believe''




Friday, July 16, 2010

TGIF people.This week had been tough for me,too much disappointment and breakdown to tears.All this happen during wednesday.Everything was fine till pe lesson.I passed my 2.4 need to redo it,better still idont go right during the test.okay put that aside and make it short i fail the test and im the 2nd last person to complete it terrible timing.I was super disappointed with myself,maybe you guys will think aiya 'only 2.4,no big deal'yes,its not a big deal to me.But try to be for one day,a girl with no looks,no clever brains,no height.basically no in everything.Try,for sure you want to acheive something right

.On that day,i was having prac exam.i try to calm myself down and remember all the steps.BUT unfortunately it is totally not my day.The way i practice day before wasted,teacher did not accept it.i was told to do cubes.Can you believe spending 1 1/2 whole hour to just cut perfect 4 cubes of potato using 4 whole potato.The rest already in process of cooking and im just left with an hour to finish the experiment.How not to panic at that kind of situation.Alhamdulilah i managed to pull it through with some edit here and there.THANKS alot to Nurrul &Cosmas for you know what you did.I nearly give up during the exam.It just feel so terrible.

What a lengthy post but i cant help it.Today abit cheerful,i laugh alot and loud of cos.Hahahas feel so refreshed.study for 2hrs.I cant help but to say cuteeeee everytime i saw a toddler/baby.I saw this cute baby walking towards 7-11 holding wallet terkedek-kedek like penguin.CUTEEEEE right?

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Yesterday weather had a great moodswing and breakdown.Keep raining,stop,rain again.HAIYO.i think im going to have sorethroat soon.lucky my oral is over!Talking about oral,im quite disapointed with my reading.keep stuttering like mad.Confirm low band.Suprisingly,i talk non stop for convo,okay lah tu kan,great difference from practice time.Thanks to adila and sakina alright,they taught me alot.3 funny incident the moment i step into the room;at the doorstep i almost trip and fall,i swallow my saliva quite loud and lastly racial harmony day,i say hari perkauman which is a racism day they told me.s:

Anyway,this week was such a haywire,tiring week for me.Not only school stuff but also familymatter.I guess everything happens for a reason.SIDETRACK,today is the day for all worldcup finals.Lets watch it people!This game im going to support Holland!Yeah,I think Spain is overconfident already after the last game.Let see howit goes okay.((:

Friday, July 2, 2010

Hey hey hey,wait a minute.Decided to post this pictures along with reply to farhanah's blog(1st sentence),i miss us too!!!!Just endure for 3 months ((:
Let's laugh and tease each other like we used to after O's.Now just let's crack our braincells together ok,ok?XD

To people,hows first week in school?Well,mine stress.Everyday went home late,study until late with tuition.Im not complaining but need to get used to it.But i can sense the heat of exams already.No more slacking.Next week my malay oral and following my practical exam.Hope everything goes well,Insya'allah.Dont mind the picture below HEEEHS XD
Angel teukie teuk teuk!haha its his 27th birthday(28 korean age).anyway for those who dont know this is leader of super junior!!okay,info not needed.Can you believe one of the fan i think so gave him macbook air.wahh seyyy and lots more presents.Plus the cake is soo cute,light blue in colour somemore.I saw their no other performance just now.was smiling like mad girl,they all look happy and blonde-hot! 13 member and sapphire blue represents them.Try spot something similar in me?Thats all for today update people,will be updating when i FREE.(:

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Holiday left with 6 more days.Cant believe that i didnt go out to enjoy at all this holiday.A lot of activities i want to do actually such as swimming,cycling,karaoke,watch movie,bowling and last but not least MAKAN!i want to eat chilli crab or butter crab but the rest of 4 girls say it will be very comot-comot.Lets wait till 12th november onwards.I hope the concert will be after o's then i will be the happiest girl,need to save money now.((;

Today as we know is father's day.AS USUALLY,parents love to work on such important events like this.My father,my abah..actually right i prefer calling my dad,papa cos more loving and closer.abah sounds so strict and stern which is true enough.

anyway,my abah,he is the one & only man in the house need to take care of 3 daughtersEventhough i'm not close to him,but deep down i still love him.He is the one who motivates me alot to continue to persevere,he is the one who is v. strict yet loving.He always puts family as first priority.The thing that i proud of my father is that he still looks young eventhough he is 47 years old.Sometimes he can be too annoying.

Imagine everytime you want to go out,question like this,''how many people u go out with?''is there any boy?''dont do something embarassing!''Wth gtu but i manage to escape by saying '' i dont have any boy friends lah!''but it is true what,those who know me well knew that im not close with opposite sex.i never talk on the phone with a guy before besides schmate & classmate.Why im saying all this things.Im in a good mood thats why my post a lil bit longer.Happy daddy day to everyone dad in the world!((:

Thursday, June 10, 2010

To be honest,I miss you everyday
Remember when im still young how i used to be very afraid of you
Remember how you used to comfort me when im crying
Remember how you used to praise me about my ngaji
Its been 3 and half years..
Im not like sister who can show affection openly.
Saying to parents that she miss you..
Just the other day,i smell the perfume you used to use
I saw old man who looks at you crossing the street & your IC at dining table
If only i can tell you,the things that i bottled up inside my heart
If only i can tell you,how heavy my mouth is to talk to people including parents
If only i can ask you why people keep hurting each other
If only..
Truly,I miss you.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Credits for Interesting post from fb friend,kak atiqah

Are you really my friend?
I sit with you all day..I spend my time with you
I reach out to you when I am bored,or have nothing to do

I call you to have fun or just hang around
I call you when i need a shoulder or feeling down

Do you stop me from all evil and prevent from all vice
or do you assist me in immoral advice?

Do you take me to the Masjid and remind its time to pray
Or do you say,'you can pray later..its perfectly okay'

When we spend time together..are there angels in the room
Or do we trespass limits where only devils dare to loom?

Do you ask me to sin along with you..not to leave you to sin alone
Have i mastered through you the ways of sin?Has my evil grown?

If i start to backbite,do you stop me halfway
or do you add a word or two,adding spice to what i say

Do you encourage me to be good?Or do you make fun of me just a Kafir would?

Will I curse you when it is time..to get up from my grave
''I wish i never met you''..'Is that what i will rave?'
''Oh woe to me!Had I not taken you as a friend!''
''What evil company..to lead such to such an end''

On day of Judgement,amid chaos,disgrace,confusion
You too,will run away from me..you too,will turn your face

Will i then know..to my dismay..the bitter reality
Will I then realize..that you are fact my enemy?

You will help me to fill it with goodness and priety
And from sin and transgession..to keep it empty

And if truly,for the sake of Allah..we love one another
Under the shade of His Throne is where we will meet each other

I will then thank you for your company,advice and good counsel
And the time we spent together..for all that I will be grateful

Then if i were to enter Heaven I would look for you and ask
''Where is my companion..my true friend of my past?


After reading this post,i realise im not a good friend.really.But i will try to be one.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

O level malay and fnn practical is over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YAYYY especially for fnn.
Super tiring plus i need to bear with my headache and throat.Haiya.
Everyone did a good job for the practical(suddenly teringat 4c)

Day before,family was such a pain in ass i tell you
I was so stress up with practical exam and mum misplaced important things for today.
Dad still got time for stupid qs.-.-
After i cool down,walk out and give everyone a cold-look.
This is the problem with me,when im angry or frustrated,i just give people one kind of look.Cant help it anyway.

Thanks to the person had successfully destroy my self-esteem that i had trying to build.
THANKS!!

Thursday, May 27, 2010

5A!(:
Had breakfast with classmates.alots of heavy delicious food.Thanks to classmates
Snap some photos,off we go to our intensive mt.For the first 1hr30 min we just talk and talk together.The last session i didnt do much work.the karangan so difficult.After school,went to umai house prac my bread pudding.Turned out to be a toast.let umai parents and her try.Commented my pudding which a good thing so that i can learn from mistakes.Monday after o going to try again.
At home,show mum my results.she was vveryyyyyyyyy disapointed with my results.Can't blame my mum to think that way.For the very 1st time in sec sch,i actually failed more than 2 subjects.How 'great' is that! I will improve next time.(:

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