hello guys. here's to inform u that my gf was just kidding when she said that nobody reads my blog. thanks you for your understanding!

... i can just talk trash about anything that i want! Nobody's gonna read it right? wonder hu nobody is.. kinda sad calling himself/herself a nobody...
first up... 10pm.. she finishes work and her fone apparent died or something so she cant be contacted.. tat's all right... so i'm like the bf and it's 1130 already and there's still no sms from her that she's home.. so by nature i'll get fucking worried right? yea so i did.. kept calling her fucking fone but it's still off. i tot some mat raped her or something. so i got sweet gwen to help call her house to check if she's home.. no answer! power? getting better.... den at 12mm, she sms me that she's with her malay gf... u start work at 9 the next fucking day.. u gotta wake up at 6am n u're meeting ur malay gf now.. wad time do u reach home? 1230am.... okay fine...
den she starts doing some stuff on the internet... 1am.. still not aslp.. okay.. so i asks.. not slping? n she went like.. u also not calling me... so it's like i gotta call u before u go to slp? how dependent is that man? i noe she has a while lot of explanation for that but sorry, i'm not interested to listen... enough excuses. u could have answered something like.. are u gonna call me so that we can slp together? or maybe something like.. i'll wait for u to slp too k? wad happened to all that sweetness man.... wtf.
so now.. she's like.. are u going to call me? every damn time she says that after we have a cold moment.. i would ask.. do u want me to call u? here's the reason y.. u noe u just said something wrong.. u noe u just put up a defensive wall higher than china's and u're asking me whether i wanna call u? as sensitive u can get, try being sensitive about other ppl's fucking feelings as well okay. after all ur denying and excuses and defensive statements, hu would wanna talk to u? not even think abt picking up the fone n dial ur number!
like i've said.. i noe u're sure to have some kinda defensive stand for wadever i've just said.. it's normal.. i've been going thru all that crap.. i dun wanna fight abt this.. i dun even wanna fucking talk abt it..
but i mean.. wth.. NOBODY reads this right? so.. fuck it.

--Guys hate sluts even though
they
have sex with them!
(oh yeah..you're not "popular" if
you've slept with more than 6
guys..you're a HOE)
--Guys may be flirting around all day
but before they go to sleep, they
always think about the girl they truly
care about.
--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
--Guys will do anything just to get
you to notice him
--Guys hate it when you talk about
your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.
--Boyfriends need to be reassured
often that they're still loved.
--Don't talk about your guy friends to
your boyfriend.
--Guys get jealous easily.
--Guys are more emotional than they'd
like people to think.
--Giving a guy a hanging message
like "You know
what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make
him jump to a conclusion that is far
from what you are thinking. And he'll
assume he did something wrong and
he'll obsess about it trying to figure
it out.
--Guys are good flatterers when
courting but they usually stammer when
they talk to a girl they really like.
--A usual act that proves that the guy
likes you is when he teases you.
--Guys love you more than you love
them if they are serious in your
relationships.
--Guys think WAY too much. One small
thing a girl does, even if she doesn't
notice it can make the guy think about
it for hours, trying to figure out
what it meant.
--Guys seek for advice from girls not
other guys. Because most guys think
alike, so if one guy's confused, then
we're all confused.
--When a guy asks you to leave him
alone, he's just actually
saying, "Please come and listen to me."
--If a guy starts to talk seriously,
listen to him. It doesn't happen that
often, so when it does, you know
something's up.
--If your best guy friend seems to
avoid you or is never around when
you're with your boyfriend, he's
probably jealous and likes you.
--When a guy tells you that you are
beautiful, don't say you aren't. It
makes them want to stop telling you
because they don't want you to
disagree with them.
--When a guy looks at you for longer
than a second, he's definitely
thinking something.
--Guys don't like girls who punch
harder than they do.
--A guy has more problems than you can
see with your naked eyes.
--Don't be a snob. Guys can be
intimidated and give up easily.
--Guys talk about girls more than
girls talk about guys.
--Guys hate rejection, but they hate
being led on even more.
--If you are going to reject a guy,
just do it. Don't say they are like a
brother or just good friends, it just
hurts even more. Tell them that you
aren't interested in a relationship
and they will respect you.
--Guys really think that girls are
strange and have unpredictable
decisions and are MAD confusing but
somehow are drawn even more to them.
--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and
health just to be with you, he really
likes you and wants to be with you as
much as possible.

that's it.. no more poly... shit man... classes r so damn fun....
i'm gonna miss sch for sure... and all my crazy classmates...
finally finished piano grade 4 too.. no more crappy classical exam pieces!

he doesnt want me to tell our other fren about his problem. so weird right, we're in the same social circle we should be able to discuss abt our fren's issues wad. afterall, it's all about concern for him. i just want our gd fren to noe what he's going thru so that he is understood.. den i get screwed by him. he didnt even wanna listen to my intention. aiya, up to him la.. i'm just trying to show some care n concern that's all. i just wont tell our fren his stuff anymore...
the better part of the day was kovit bringing me n his frens to dinner at the esplanade. freakin nice and expensive chicken rice we had.. the jasmine tea was so fragrant.. thanks for the treat kovit!.

here's some stuff that have been going on since the last time I blogged. it's really been a long time...
School
School's gonna be over soon. i'm just left with one more paper and i'm done.
international business is one module i really love. makes me read more widely and furthermore, the teacher is one big smart ass, she noes everything about world politics n economics. she agreed to go coffee with me one day. i'm gonna ask her all i can man. after learning mcuh about current affairs, i find it much easier to hang out with adults now. i finally see the importance of world affairs. GO OBAMA.
Planet Fitness
promoted to personal trainer in 2 weeks.. sweet!
Naneeo
this crazy girl is lighting up my life man... although she sometimes makes me wanna break her neck, chop it off and make it into stew, she's been really great.. honestly.. she makes me laugh and she keeps her word.. LIKE REALLY.... okay.. enough.. if she reads this she'll get complacent... so NEXT!
Modeling
L33T Special Feature :D
Mom & Dad
I think it must after studying human behavior that my folks and i got closer.. like REALLY closer... we have no problem shopping together now.. i totally understand how they feel and why they behave in that auntie n uncle manner. we can even talk about personal issues and my dad just asked me for my opinion on this new shower system.. we actually got it and we fixed it together. it's like a whole new showering experience now. it has that rain shower thing. damn cool. i'll take some pics n upload it soon!
well that's my update. more shit to come in the next few weeks!

Sorry, it's been a while. i'm almost finishing my poly education now.. so i'll have more time to blog... so i think i'll start soon.. ahahahaha

I think i need to go somewhere out of singapore... it's so fucking boring here.... been almost everywhere...









