Sigh...

Feeling extremely bad at the moment. I feel that I'm not accountable for my own actions and responsibilities. At times, I take too long a time to complete a certain task and this has certainly come to cripple me now, when my role becomes increasingly important. And I've felt as if I've let everyone down and I may cause a catastrophe. I really pray that there's some consolation out of this, but the probabilities of that are pretty slim. I don't know, but I'm certainly hanging on to that slim hopes.  

I need luck, lots of them. That's all there is to it.

I woke up to a brand new week and a brand new term feeling like crap. It all started yesterday, when I was shelled for reasons that are so vague and baseless it doesn’t warrant a decent reply. My gut tells me that I’m being seriously underestimated. Critics claim that I’m slow. Too bad la coz just goes to show that you’ve been very ignorant and couldn’t give a shit about what I have been up to and you didn’t offer nuts for support. You’re telling me that I’ve done nuts for the whole one week break. Truth be told, I couldn’t be bothered because it’s pointless trying to explain to you what I’ve done and what progress I’ve made, especially to things related to campus activities. I’ve been looking for sponsors for my event, chased after my Ed board team, and I’ve completed my Case Study 3. So the week has been productive, if not slightly boring. I’ve been pacing myself all this while, and I’m not surprised at all that you didn’t notice.

I just don’t understand you shit ass behaviour. I’m sorry, the world doesn’t revolve around you and if you decide to stagnate, that is your problem and please do not offload your own self pity to others who may not welcome it at all. It’s irritating at best and revolting at its worst. You want proof? Take a look at Social networking. You claim that it is a waste of time and all that. However do realize that what goes on around us largely stems from such websites, and what other way to reconnect with our friends but Facebook or Twitter? It’s no wonder then that all YOUR friends have deserted you and I can bet my bottom Ringgit that most of them have a Facebook account. I pity you for being ignorant to the role it plays and its purpose as a 21^st century marketing tool. And here you’re telling about how I’m a sucker at doing business. LOOK AT YOURSELF YOU DOUCHEBAG!

Your ignorance is slowly eating you up. I only have pity for you. That’s all there is to it.



Reinvent thy blog.

Hiya! Yes this place hasn't seen the light of day in ages, hence here's an effort to breathe some life back into it. Not so sure if it is a valiant attempt or not, but lets just see how things go from here. 

            I know this is a little late, since we’re already in the third week of a brand new year, but I want to make a point here, in that I kind of feel that my start to the year has been somewhat, well, dour. Not sure if it’s just me, but it does look like it. Exams for the first two weeks, then a boring 1-week break before Term 2 starts. I really have not been anywhere aside from accompanying my mom to shop for brand new clothes for the coming Chinese New Year at the local shopping mall. It was a relief, really, to just get out for one moment. At least I knew how much the world has revolved since I’m cocooned at home all the time. Probably the reason why things are happening to me at this point of time. 

            Anyways. I kind of felt that some resolution has to be made, since it’s the New Year and all. But at times, not having a resolution can at times be better than having one. Why so? Because when we make resolutions, we try to stick and commit to then, only to see it fall by the wayside as we approach mid-year, probably even less than that. So, I will pretty much stick to my winning formula and at the end of year achieve the results I desire. But then again, I will have some goals in mind to keep me in check and my goals pointing at the right direction as well. First of, I would improve myself in being a better public speaker. As it is, I don’t really feel giddy speaking in public, so its time to be more that that. I would like to deliver inspirational speeches and at the same time, have a sense of humor. Also, I’d love to try my hand at stand up comedy. It can really be something I can do as a hobby and maybe earn some pocket money out of it. I know I’m not that funny a guy, but hey, it’s worth a shot right.

            Oh yes, I’ve been having weird thoughts lately, not really sure why, but I’ve been really hooked on getting a Lamborghini Gallardo LP560-4, in WHITE. I really don’t know why, and not wanting to sound irritating, I kinda dreamt driving around in one. I know it’s an impossible dream given my current financial situation, so that is something I wish to rectify, that is, I want more money. Don’t get me wrong though, my dream ride is still the GT-R, its just that I’m having a crazy fetish for the Lambo at the moment. But, its mad expensive and owning one would mean high maintenance. Not to worry, hopefully that would change this year, well, hopefully. It sounds like wishful thinking, but it’s believable, with some hard work and lots of perseverance. I think that’s an understatement.

            I think that’s about it. I’ll having something interesting up with the next post, so keep your ears peeled.

 A Lamborghini Gallardo LP560-4 in WHITE = sex on wheels. That’s all there is to it.

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