Individuality screams

Well, when you were cramped up and sweating your butt off, head banging to Slash at surf beach, did we make any noise, or what about that Good Charlotte gig? Did anyone try to mock your sense of music taste and individuality? And now, fast forward 5 years later, when thousands decided to have the time of their lives at a boy band's concert, and you mock them? You mock their sense of uniqueness? What about the time when you were at both gigs? How exactly were you more unique than the 10,000 screaming fans? Oh, I forgot, you have a much superior, elevated music taste than them.

Look, we've all got our own tastes and preferences, in everything. From the food we eat, the places we hang out, the books we read, and yes, the music we listen to. Once again, I understand that we are entitled to our opinions in the face of this new form of media, but do exercise them with constraint. Others may agree, while others may be a little unhappy about what you've just said, but are afraid to voice our because the mocking voices of the majority may well drown out the voices, in an effort to seek acceptance and understanding. It all looks far fetched at the moment, but take a step back to reflect and consider the ramifications and implication of your status update. I, personally, felt a little hurt as well, though I was not present at the gig. Its because I understand them, their voices, their enthusiasm. Yes, I'm a fan as well.

I'm not the type that goes out bashing people who don't agree with me, or the one that destroys relationships. I'm not that type of person, nor am I one who is not open to opinions. So this is just some advice, we have our own unique music tastes and lifestyles, so don't go around mocking them and making them look inferior, for the is no law nor constitution that upholds yours either.

“You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.” 
― Friedrich Nietzsche

“About all you can do in life is be who you are. Some people will love you for you. Most will love you for what you can do for them, and some won't like you at all.” 
― Rita Mae Brown

Yoohoo!

Hi everyone!

Ohh yes, its has really been a while since I've started blogging, but since I will be having a short holiday before resuming the remainder of my 2nd internship, I guess I can while the time away updating my blog.

How am I? Well, lots of things happened over the past 1 year. It's been quite a ride, but I loved every single minute of it. I guess joining the working world makes you realise how fortunate you are to be a student. I made a little vow to myself to enjoy every second of my final year, and to pursue the things I have always set out to do. In short, just live the dream.

I'm going to post another update later tonight, but for the moment, lets just talk about what i was up to for the past one year.

I finally understood what my seniors said when the claimed 2nd year was tough. Indeed, it really was. Challenging assignments, unpredictable exams, it has all the ingredients necessary for a roller coaster ride. But that one year really thought me a great deal. For starters, the university keeps changing and evolving, people come and go, and all that we can do is to just adapt, change, and live.

I have always valued my friendships, but I must say I value it even more than this. I have made lots of news friends for the past 1 year, and they are really good people - people who would be there when you need them for support, or just a listening ear. I am truly indebted to them, and I will try to help out to the best of my abilities. Speaking of which, It feels as if I have been under performing, perhaps due to the commitments that I have, so much so that I struggled managing them. It really took a toll on me, but as I reflected, I think it comes to not setting my priorities straight, and for that, I'm going to change and to focus of the causes that matter and for which I'm passionate about. I really want to make the 3rd an unforgettable year, with lots of sweet memories and all. Come to think about it, I don't want to leave. I love my university so much, I don't want to let go. It has that "charm" that pulls you in, and you get enchanted by it all. :(

And so there some milestones. I got myself into the student council, and had lots of good times and some trying ones as well. I'll definitely take stock of how I performed and hopefully, do even better in my future undertakings. :)

Oh, and I was 2nd runners up for the inter-varsity public speaking competition 2011! It was a really unexpected result, but I was deservedly beaten by 2 very capable speakers. Hats off to them. :)

Other than that, it was studies and hanging out with friends. Overall, a good 2012 so far.

I'm currently working, as I mentioned a little earlier, but its just an internship. Its an accounting firm, and I had the privilege (?) of transferring to their corporate finance department from tax. Everything's okay so far, learning things as I go along and establishing rapport with everyone i meet.

Anyway, this pretty much sums up what I did for the past 1 year or so. Till the next post, I shall post a quote for your kind reflection. ;)

"Learning ... should be a joy and full of excitement. It is life's greatest adventure; it is an illustrated excursion into the minds of noble and learned men, not a conducted tour through a jail" - Taylor Caldwell

That's all there is to it.

Sigh...

Feeling extremely bad at the moment. I feel that I'm not accountable for my own actions and responsibilities. At times, I take too long a time to complete a certain task and this has certainly come to cripple me now, when my role becomes increasingly important. And I've felt as if I've let everyone down and I may cause a catastrophe. I really pray that there's some consolation out of this, but the probabilities of that are pretty slim. I don't know, but I'm certainly hanging on to that slim hopes.  

I need luck, lots of them. That's all there is to it.

I woke up to a brand new week and a brand new term feeling like crap. It all started yesterday, when I was shelled for reasons that are so vague and baseless it doesn’t warrant a decent reply. My gut tells me that I’m being seriously underestimated. Critics claim that I’m slow. Too bad la coz just goes to show that you’ve been very ignorant and couldn’t give a shit about what I have been up to and you didn’t offer nuts for support. You’re telling me that I’ve done nuts for the whole one week break. Truth be told, I couldn’t be bothered because it’s pointless trying to explain to you what I’ve done and what progress I’ve made, especially to things related to campus activities. I’ve been looking for sponsors for my event, chased after my Ed board team, and I’ve completed my Case Study 3. So the week has been productive, if not slightly boring. I’ve been pacing myself all this while, and I’m not surprised at all that you didn’t notice.

I just don’t understand you shit ass behaviour. I’m sorry, the world doesn’t revolve around you and if you decide to stagnate, that is your problem and please do not offload your own self pity to others who may not welcome it at all. It’s irritating at best and revolting at its worst. You want proof? Take a look at Social networking. You claim that it is a waste of time and all that. However do realize that what goes on around us largely stems from such websites, and what other way to reconnect with our friends but Facebook or Twitter? It’s no wonder then that all YOUR friends have deserted you and I can bet my bottom Ringgit that most of them have a Facebook account. I pity you for being ignorant to the role it plays and its purpose as a 21^st century marketing tool. And here you’re telling about how I’m a sucker at doing business. LOOK AT YOURSELF YOU DOUCHEBAG!

Your ignorance is slowly eating you up. I only have pity for you. That’s all there is to it.



Reinvent thy blog.

Hiya! Yes this place hasn't seen the light of day in ages, hence here's an effort to breathe some life back into it. Not so sure if it is a valiant attempt or not, but lets just see how things go from here. 

            I know this is a little late, since we’re already in the third week of a brand new year, but I want to make a point here, in that I kind of feel that my start to the year has been somewhat, well, dour. Not sure if it’s just me, but it does look like it. Exams for the first two weeks, then a boring 1-week break before Term 2 starts. I really have not been anywhere aside from accompanying my mom to shop for brand new clothes for the coming Chinese New Year at the local shopping mall. It was a relief, really, to just get out for one moment. At least I knew how much the world has revolved since I’m cocooned at home all the time. Probably the reason why things are happening to me at this point of time. 

            Anyways. I kind of felt that some resolution has to be made, since it’s the New Year and all. But at times, not having a resolution can at times be better than having one. Why so? Because when we make resolutions, we try to stick and commit to then, only to see it fall by the wayside as we approach mid-year, probably even less than that. So, I will pretty much stick to my winning formula and at the end of year achieve the results I desire. But then again, I will have some goals in mind to keep me in check and my goals pointing at the right direction as well. First of, I would improve myself in being a better public speaker. As it is, I don’t really feel giddy speaking in public, so its time to be more that that. I would like to deliver inspirational speeches and at the same time, have a sense of humor. Also, I’d love to try my hand at stand up comedy. It can really be something I can do as a hobby and maybe earn some pocket money out of it. I know I’m not that funny a guy, but hey, it’s worth a shot right.

            Oh yes, I’ve been having weird thoughts lately, not really sure why, but I’ve been really hooked on getting a Lamborghini Gallardo LP560-4, in WHITE. I really don’t know why, and not wanting to sound irritating, I kinda dreamt driving around in one. I know it’s an impossible dream given my current financial situation, so that is something I wish to rectify, that is, I want more money. Don’t get me wrong though, my dream ride is still the GT-R, its just that I’m having a crazy fetish for the Lambo at the moment. But, its mad expensive and owning one would mean high maintenance. Not to worry, hopefully that would change this year, well, hopefully. It sounds like wishful thinking, but it’s believable, with some hard work and lots of perseverance. I think that’s an understatement.

            I think that’s about it. I’ll having something interesting up with the next post, so keep your ears peeled.

 A Lamborghini Gallardo LP560-4 in WHITE = sex on wheels. That’s all there is to it.

The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes

Cyanide & Hapiness

Awesome random stuff. another something to make your day, I hope. Enjoy!

something to cheer everyone up. have a nice day everyone. that's all there is to it.

i promised that I'd bog about hari malaysia, but ended up not doing it. I feel really bad about that, and the fact that it's my country i'm blogging about. so it just goes to show that procrastination kills. well, there's always next year right?

it's a monday and I can't believe myself at times. i'm actually looking forward to work today. while people may be derading the traffic jams and the glaring morning sun, I'm actually looking forward to it. well, it's probably because I don't have to look after the rascals, and eventhough I don't get to have mom's wonderful cooking for lunch, it's worth it i guess, even if the job's a little mundane and there are few pretty people in the office. well, the definition of pretty is subjective in this case, but some are beautiful from the inside out, and for that i'm truly grateful for making me feel less like an alien in a department dominated by women. I guess they make better accountants eh?

oh yes, and last friday, I was at Ee-ling's house for her birthday party. she invited me a little last-minute, but that's ok as long as I get to eat and see my college friends. So i was there at around 7 p.m., or was it 8? anyways, most of then were already there, so went around saying hi to them and the birthday girl, settled down and started eating. they prepared alot of stuff, like the usual chicken wings, sausages, nuggets, sotong, prawns and like bacon. they even had kerang! but it was a little troublesome eating them lor, and I was afraid they'd smell like the sea even after drowning them with chilli sauce and stuff. thankfully, they were alright and I'm still around. we went for a lantern procession of our own then, and had cake.

today apparently there's gonna be a gathering at Chilli's at 1Utama. some sort of farewell party for alia. Dinner's at 7, and I clock out at 6. sucks, yes? so i guess I'll have to pass this one. So sorry I can be there, but probably you'd be smiling inside. anyways I hope you still remember me and hopefully we'll be able to meet again after graduation and all that.

oh and I must, must, MUST admit this. I'm falling in love with Taylor Swift! no idea why, but maybe it's kinda obvious, she's sweet and has an amazing voice, and she's the type that doesn't do stuff like paris hilton. been listening to her songs very often now.

but don't get me wrong. the top person I want to meet before I die is still Emma Watson - please don't get confused with that yea. That's all there is to it.

15/09/2010

I experience my first day of work yesterday. I was not bad, did some filing and some stamping ( or chop, if you're Malaysian :D ). Mundane stuff, but better that way than to have shit thrown at your face, eh?

Ok, so today's my second day at work, and i'm in my typical college attire. I initially wanted to still be in business wear, but my parents were against, apparently due to the nature of my job. Well, I guess i have to come up with yet another excuse on-the-fly to explain why i'm dressed so "informal", so to speak.

Anyway, tomorrow is Malaysia day! I'm stoked, not only because its FINALLY a national holiday tomorrrow, but it a day where all Malaysians can relate to. So for the next post, I'll probably do a little thingy on how my beautiful country, Malaysia was formed, cos before it, we were known as Malaya, and Sabah was Sabah and Sarawak was Sarawak, and they were still under British rule. Oh, and Singapore too. XD

So look out for it.

Do your work well. That's all there is to it.

I've got a job!

oh yeah!! got myself a part-time job to kill time during the long break. I'll be doing some admin stuff, helping out the people from the finance department in my college. it's not the best paying part time job, but hey, at least its paying right? and it beats having to do nothing at home and to face the two screaming stubborn rascals back home. I've always wanted to take charge and to earn some pocket money, yea its just for 3 weeks, but money is still money, and I'll be one small step closer to getting my Burberry trenchcoat! hmmm, i haven't even chosen the design I wanted, but well, it changes, so I think I'll just stick to saving up first.

on another note, last weekend was Hari Raya Aidilfitri, so Selamat Hari Raya, maaf zahir dan batin to all of my awesome Malay friends. Hope you had an awesome time at you respective kampungs, or if you don't have a kampung, hope you have an enjoyable time with friends and loved ones. I was at Zaid's open house on the first day of Raya, and it was awesome as always. met up with Lam, Neville, David and the host, Zaid of course. They had nasi minyak, many types of rendang, nasi himpit, lemang, acar, laksa and nasi kerabu! oh yea, they had cakes from Kings as well! Once again, thank you so much Zaid for inviting me to your open house. I had a very good time and the food was really really good. My compliments to your mom, the chef! XD

after that, grandma came to visit and my parents and grandma wanted to go out for dinner. I was pretty full, so i figured i'd just get myself a drink and watch them eat. Initially, we were supposed to eat at this bak kut teh restaurant at Bandar Puteri Puchong, but it has apparently closed shop after just one year! Disbelieved, we then headed to a new food court, called 1Puchong Cafe, next to a similarly named furniture shop beside it. It looks good, and they have big screens and a snooker centre upstairs. So we had bak kut teh that grandma wanted that day, a rojak made from sotong and kangkung, which i taught was awesome, and mom ordered some kind of rice. I ended up eating with them, cos the food there was that filling, and all of them were asking me to have a little just to taste. The bak kut teh and rice wasn't that spectacular, though...

it was a yummy weekend and I'm looking forward to the week ahead. That's all there is to it.

Console-ations.

Sometimes I actually wonder who reads my blog, cos the counter ticks, and then the good people of NuffNang complained to me that they have difficulty selling ads on my blog. Like come on la right, my blog is filled with informative stuff, cos at least I don’t flame politicians or anything, cos I’m totally not interested in those stuff and I’m only hell-bent on making myself rich.

Oh yes on another unrelated note, I have this sudden fascination with Aston Martins. I have no idea why, but I think my fascination is kinda justified. Well, it sounds really good, it looks sexy and riding one around town would make me kinda special. How awesome is the noise? It’s so loud that people strain their ears wondering, “what on earth is making the wonderful noise”. Oh but its pretty expensive, so I guess I have to start working now to get one eh?

Received a mail just now. Turns out it was from my college, informing me that I did pretty well for my foundation. Well, to be honest, it could’ve been much better if not for the witch giving me a D for my ECSF02. Its unfair I tell you. Its as if the witch has a grudge against all the boys in my class. I sense some favoritism as well. But the world is unfair, so we just have to live with it eh? Or do we rage against it? Anyways, it’s a small consolation for a bland holiday thus far.

Treat consolation prizes well, cos you’ll never know when you’ll get the biggie. That’s all there is to it.

Friday the 13th!

this probably has to be one of the most awesomest days on the calendar. Friday the 13th! but all for the wrong reasons, cos its always associated with bad luck, mishaps and stuff.

so after so scholarly research, here's what i found out about friday the 13th:

turns out, there are people who have a phobia of this day, and that morbid fear is called  paraskevidekatriaphobia - pretty long name. Apparently, there isn't any scientific logic behind their fear, but the history behind the day is pretty deep, superstitious and strange. allow me to explain.

according to my research, the fear of Friday the 13th stems from two separate fears -- the fear of the number 13 and the fear of Fridays. Both fears have deep roots in Western culture, most notably in Christian theology.

Thirteen is significant to Christians because it is the number of people who were present at the Last Supper (Jesus and his 12 apostles). Judas, the apostle w ho betrayed Jesus, was the 13th member of the party to arrive.

Christians have traditionally been wary of Fridays because Jesus was crucified on a Friday. Some theologians hold that Adam and Eve ate from the forbidden fruit on a Friday, and that the Great Flood began on a Friday. In the past, many Christians would never begin any new project or trip on a Friday, fearing they would be doomed from the start.

on that note as well, sailors were particularly superstitious in this regard, often refusing to ship out on a Friday. According to unverified legend (very likely untrue), the British Navy commissioned a ship in the 1800s called H.M.S. Friday, in order to quell the superstition. The navy selected the crew on a Friday, launched the ship on a Friday and even selected a man named James Friday as the ship's captain. Then, one Friday morning, the ship set off on its maiden voyage... and disappeared forever. A similar, entirely factual story is the harrowing flight of Apollo 13. coincidence much?

and check this out: LEGEND HAS IT that If 13 people sit down to dinner together, one will die within the year. The Turks so disliked the number 13 that it was practically expunged from their vocabulary. Many cities do not have a 13th Street or a 13th Avenue. Many buildings don't have a 13th floor.  And if you have 13 letters in your name, you will have the devil's luck (think Jack the Ripper, Charles Manson, Jeffrey Dahmer, Theodore Bundy and Albert De Salvo -  They ALL have 13 letters in their names). There are 13 witches in a coven as well.

Some trace the infamy of the number 13 back to ancient Norse culture. In Norse mythology, the beloved hero Balder was killed at a banquet by the mischievous god Loki, who crashed the party of twelve, bringing the group to 13. This story, as well as the story of the Last Supper, led to one of the most entrenched 13-related beliefs: You should never sit down to a meal in a group of 13.

Another significant piece of the legend is a particularly bad Friday the 13th that occurred in the middle ages. On a Friday the 13th in 1306, King Philip of France arrested the revered Knights Templar and began torturing them, marking the occasion as a day of evil.

Both Friday and the number 13 were once closely associated with cap

ital punishment. In British tradition, Friday was the conventional day for public hangings, and there were supposedly 13 steps leading up to the noose.

all in all, its up to us whether we want to believe in it or not because most of the time, things that happen on friday the 13 are purely coincidental. in fact, if you purposely believe that mishaps will befall you on friday the 13th, it WILL happen cos you wanted it to happen so badly you looked out for it. 

Friday the 13th is just another day on the calendar, although it makes an interesting read. That's all there is to it.

MTV World Stage 2010!

Now, here's a question. what do you do when it's the weekends, and you've got all the time in the world? Well, you head on down the MTV World Stage, which probably is one of THE most highly anticipated concerts of the year! yeah, you heard me. So I've managed to get hold of some passes, and had Michelle T, shakira and my bro to come along for the fun.

The venue was the same as last year's, was held at Surf Beach @ Sunway Lagoon. the acts? I'm just about getting there, bear with me.

Ok so before heading to the surf beach, its courteous to say hi to the local tiger! alright, I don't really know his name, so I'll just name him TIGGER! T-I-double GER-ER! So after saying hi, its time to head to the concert venue.

Hell yea, I was THIS close to the stage! Dead centre some more you know! So you'd expect that I probably won't budge, not even a muscle from where I was standing. I wished i was at the mosh pit, but as they say "half a loaf of bread is better than none right?" so yea. but soon after i arrived, it started to rain like mad, its as if mother nature intends to call of my day at the concert. but "thankfully" the organisers provided disposable ponchos, which still caused everyone there including yours truly, to be soaking wet. Water entered my shoes, so my legs smelled like crap after the concert was over. More onto that later.

at around 6 p.m., Zher and Hafiz from the Fly FM's night flight came onto stage to throw away some T-shirts. considering they're such bad throwers, none of the shirts came to the back..hafiz is to the left, zher is on the right in the picture below.

Then at 7 p.m., the show went on, for real. bunkface was the first to perform, and I was pretty impressed by their performance. Not bad at all. they sang Bunk Anthem, prom queen, extravaganza, revolusi, through my window (my favourite!) and situasi. Not bad at all Sam!

they were off to a good start, so Wonder Girls were next! My favourite act of the night! I was screaming when they appeared on stage in individual cages, sexy..oh so they opened their act with I Wanna and Goodbye remixes, thought it was hard to tell whether they were singing in korean or english..

anyways, they were really friendly on stage, and after their opening act they introduced themselves one by one, gosh they're all so adorable, it reminds me of my korean classmate! then they sang So Hot, Tell me (with guitars as props with fire works shooting out of them!) and a edgy version of Nobody before they ran backstage to change into the dress they wore on the real nobody video. I think I'll just get them pictures all up..XD

stupid hands!!

on the plus side, the girls were awesome and said "terima kasih" before leaving the stage. How cute..

but after that, hell begins. According to the MTV VJs, which i'm sure were acing with one of their bad days, there were some technical difficulties with the equipment (which means they were short-circuited?), but they said Tokio Hotel would still perform. but before that they announced the new VJ, Holly, but after that, the boo party starts. seriously, even if we got the passes for free, we wouldn't really want to subject ourselves to all the pointless waiting and watching the lame commercials all over again. 15 minutes max.

but after around 40 minutes of waiting, Tokio Hotel was on stage! They were really good, and Bill Kaulitz looked so immortal on stage.

there's bill with the Humanoid outfit, but he ripped it off after that...

they played so many songs I seem to lost count, but of course, the popular songs like automatic, monsoon, world behind my wall and dark side of the sun were obviously played. They put on a really good show to kind of ease the pain of waiting.

but then, the pain started all over again, there were more problems, and more boos towards the vjs, there were really not having a good day. the microphone lost its voice, and the 4 of them looked like embarrassed kids on stage. after another couple of minutes of waiting...

Katy Perry emerged in a banana split float! what a show stealer! she began the show with California Gurls, and after that, she performed one of the boys. I didn't know she could play the guitar!

then it was "waking up in vegas", one of my favourite songs by miss katy perry. after that, she went all sentimental with "thinking of you" and again she showed her prowess with the guitar. She's impressing me all the time...

katy perry then said things like "I wish I could still be your teenage dream" and "I wish I could take everyone here with me". Well, you can definitely take me and hell yea, you'll always be my teenage dream! so she then performed "teenage dream" and a completely new song, "Peacock"! i want to see your peacock cock cock, your peacock cock cock ~ XD

she ended the night with "hot m cold", and...

balls!! they released from the sides so the crowd could have some fun. Never came to where I was standing, and it nearly went on stage...joke.

The wonder girls did an encore performance, but I didn't stay around to watch that. apparently they have to shoot it again cos the first time round, it wasn't too good. Too bad for me and for them i guess..

overall, it was a pretty good night, if you ignore the aching hip, legs that shut themselves down, and your shirt and pants that're soaking wet, and the crazy expensive food and drinks. I skipped dinner that night, but I wasn't hungry anyway...

MTV World Stage was awesome. That's all there is to it.

02/08/2010

the past two days hasn't been too good...OK I'll be honest. it's all about the hassle of actually registering for a new course. I believe there are certain protocols to adhere to and that is beyond our control. I'm not the chancellor of the college, so how am i suppose to answer your question?! I may know a lot, but I'm no oracle. I just can't help but feel frustrated and tensed by your comments and grouses cos it's as if its being directed towards me.

and then you get all bitchy like a fucked up woman and screw every one's day up. Hello, look at the way you bloody talked...do you think I don't get your stance? do you think i don't understand? seriously, I can have a shouting match with you - and win, but I don't want to for the sake of my brother and mom's, cos I'm, sadly, the hope of this family to get us out of this rut.

and then you bring up the age old foolishness of yours by assuming that I'm someone that has not even been proven yet or witnessed by yourself. you don't want me to drive your car? that's fine by me, cos when i get MY DREAM CAR, you can bet that you legs will never lay your foot on the accelerator pedal, nor will you be the first passenger. I'll bet my bottom ringgit I'll do just that, wait and see.

Despite all the flak i receive, you can bet I'll continue as I always did, cos it my winning formula. I think sometimes, even when life throws you a bad hand, all you've got to do is just hold your head up high, take a deep breath, plaster a smile on your face, and trudge on, cos that's just how thing's go and every cloud does have it's silver lining.

No bad attitude is going to bring me down. Nothing. That's all there is to it.

P.S: MTV World Stage's will be up soon. I promise!

Hopes and Dreams - part 2

I'd figure that if i were to blog and ramble on about my hopes and dreams, it'd be best if I post some soothing images to calm myself down, cos things can get pretty intense, even in the comforts of what it supposedly known as "home". anyways, here's the next part.

I'm already 19, a known fact, important phase in every teenager's life. still, shit happens. example? I'm treated like a bloody kid.

OK, so here's the deal. people have a perception that if you're a scholarship recipient, you're expected to compete in every single competition known to mankind, and and just suck in all the crap and whatever flak that comes your way. after all that, they think I'm still stupid and that the scholarship came by bloody chance. the worst part is that I'm being treated like a kid, and is constantly yelled at when gods knows I ain't bloody deaf and being continuously mocked.

thing is, idiots like (insert name here) never seem to realise that whatever they're doing is fucking demoralising and they continue to act as if nothing happen and worst of all, their face turns completely black and they act like shit. seriously, go fucking play a game of poker cos you seriously have one fucking bad-ass poker face. I seriously felt like punching his face, but i knew i risked being evicted. 

sometimes i contemplated smoking to just relieve the depression, but then again, why do all this when it just aggravates things? so yes, I'll still join those competitions, not because you forced me to, but out of a passion to win and to shove that fucking certificate in your fucking fucked up face to show you that I'm not stupid, cos if i was, i wouldn't have won it in a million years.

stupid. what a lame adjective. surely there are other alternatives.

One day you'll realise that all your mocking and yelling will come to nothing when I start driving my very own Nissan Skyline GT-R R35. That's all there is to it.