Been leaving this space empty for so many months already.
How time flies! Baby zn is turning THREE this October. From this...
To this!
I've been a mother for 29 whole months now. At times I still can't believe that I am a mother, I have a daughter! It all happens so fast, from the time I found out I was pregnant, to my tummy balloon up to a big ball to my baby’s arrival and her 1st birthday, 2nd birthday. And in 7 months’ time, it’ll be her 3rd birthday! Fast isn’t it?
She’s sucha talkative toddler now. And I mean VERY TALKATIVE! She can speak in sentences now, in fact, she speaks a lot now and also can sing several songs like ABC, Baa Baa Black Sheep, Twinkle Twinkle Little Star in both English and Mandarin, 浪花一朵朵 and some of her own imaginary songs which always make me laugh so hard. Pretty glad that she enjoy school and also have a best friend who is a malay little girl. Not a bad thing to put her in a childcare, she learns quite a lot of things in school. Immune system is getting better. She was falling sick so frequently when she started school, and now, she rarely fall sick.
As usual, I’m still very tired everyday having to juggle between my career and my child. I always thought its easy, just have to send her to school and go to work. After work, fetch her home. 10pm, coax her to bed. No, I was so wrong. It was the most difficult mission for me as time pass by. I was late for work everyday, she had a hard time waking up for school, and I always overslept because I sleep late. The problem goes on and on. The woes of a mother, yes no? At times I wish my mom is around to give me a helping hand, sigh.
Putting all these aside, the most headache stage have already hit me. The terrible 2 stage. OMG. Have already start the “naughty corner punishment” and cane. Her terrible 2 is so terrible that it always lead me to having a bad headache. Am hoping that this stage will end soon and I can have my well behaved daughter back.
And not to forget, January was a heartbreaking month for me. My grandfather left all of us for good. Even up till now, I still cannot accept the fact that he died. Just hope the wound will heal as time pass.
For now, I’m very happy with my life. Although I always, yes always, complain that my daughter is very naughty, make me not enough sleep, make me broke every month, and complain that I am always tired, but still, I’m glad I didn’t abort her away. I’m glad I did my responsibility as her mother and I hope she will not hate me for making her grow up in a single parent family. For now, I’m her Mother as well as Father. Tough task but no choice.
Just a few photos and the rest are on my facebook. I have a total of 7,000 photos in my phone and I wish I can upload all of the cutesy photos of my baby girl here but its just impossible!
Blessed with my life now.
