LOVE STORY, you and me.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Hi blog! just when i tot i was going abandon you for some reasons or reskin you i suddenly want to post something xD
lazy to reskin so one last post maybe?

alrights..
Someone once told me

"what kind of friend is someone depends on yourself. if u suddenly miss him/her you'll know what he/she means to u & he/she will contact you or you will contact him/her"

I take the words at that time.
& i starts to wonder why
why im always the one that does that to people.
soon i got sick.
dont know how to explain more..
but.. now i recovered!
& i learn something real imp from those words.
become stronger & learn to do things i want.
and i miss that someone today.
Took the first step & just smsed to see how things are.
Good to heard things are going well.
Hope it don't ends here.
All the best!

A millions cents worth words from someone
A 0 cent worth post from me
Hope everyone say out everything you want someone to know
be it good things or bad..
things are better known and understood
else it will always be there in you
wont it be better to let him/her know?
good or bad ending doesn't matter as long as you know you do your part.
we might never get the chance again.
Life is short, don't regret.

This is all.
i miss my friendsss xD
Dont know when i will log in again.
tatas! :DD

Labels: Think what that friend done for you..not what he/she has not done.

-our love story ;

Thursday, January 21, 2010

anyone interested in doing the following with me??

i wanna sit by the beach and stare at the horizon with the sea breeze blowing at me

i wanna go bungee jumping till everything inside comes out

i wanna go jet ski till im 1cm from the rock and turn it back

i wanna sit by sg river and watch the water shinning brightly

i wanna go sky diving till i forgets my own name

i wanna laugh till everyone is staring at me

i wanna cry out loud till theres no tears to cry for the rest of my life

i wanna go rafting till i donno wads danger anymore

i wanna go oversea to somewhere to someone that still cares

i wanna go backpacking to see beautiful places, beautiful people, beautiful things

i wanna lie down on a rooftop and look at the sky filled with stars

i wanna go catch fireflies

i wanna go climb mountains till im top of the world

i wanna go fishing out the sea till theres no fishes in the ocean

i wanna go cycling till the tyres burn out

i wanna see snow and build a snowman

i wanna sleep till i vomit

i wanna eat till my stomach explode

i wanna run straight till i see the end

i wanna club till i drop dead

i wanna shop till i owe huge debts that i couldt pay with my life

i wanna sing on a beach with campfire like theres no tomorrow

i wanna stand up and shout in the office and sit back down

i wanna play piano like a pro

i wanna hug a handsome stranger and say "thanks. you makes my day"

i wanna sit on a hot air balloon and fly up to touch the clouds

i wanna run in the rain

i wanna roll on a field of flowers

i wanna see a real sheep

i wanna go back to band to feel that everything to me is nothing, music is all i need

i wanna play badminton and smash someone on the face like the past :x

i wanna scream out loud till i lost my voice

i wanna go night cycling and eat good food

i wanna go newzealand see cows

i wanna try all roller coasters

i wanna shoot a gun in a bullet train

i wanna go touring around the world

i wanna do star jump in the middle of an expressway

i wanna try stabbing my heart and see if it hurts

i wanna say whats inside of me
.
.
.
.
too much..
i guess its too late to die yet.

Heres a song to share that makes me swaying along with the music
hope it does the same effect to you (:

Made For You

(One two three four one two three four
One two three four one two three four)

I was riding thinking with my long hand
Put dream to paper everything was sinking
Then start to wonder how you're gonna handle me
When I'm under, swimming in the darkest sea

Everybody wants to make it, it's all yours
Everybody wants to take it, it's all yours
Everybody wants to make it, it's all yours
Everybody wants to take it, t-t-take it

Can you feel all the love?
Can you feel all the love?
You feel all the love
Can you feel all the love like it was made for you?
Like it was made for you
Like it was made for you
It was made for you

Tell me something, something that can move me
T-tell me lies and I swear you're gonna lose me
Like an ocean jealous of the fish
It feeds you devotion, swimming inside of me

Can you feel all the love?
(Everybody wants to make it, it's all yours)
Can you feel all the love?
(Everybody wants to make it, it's all yours)
You feel all the love?
(Everybody wants to make it, it's all yours)
Can you feel all the love?
(Everybody wants to make it, it's all yours)

Like it was made for you
Like it was made for you
Like it was made for you
It was made for you

Can you feel
Can you feel
Can you feel

All the right friends in all the right places
All the right moves in all the right faces
All the right friends in all the right places
All the right moves and all the right flaces
(Can you feel all the love?)
All the right friends in all the right places
(Can you feel all the love?)
All the right moves in all the right faces
(Feel all the love)
All the right friends in all the right places
(Can you feel all the love?)
All the right moves and all the right faces

(Talking)

All the right friends in all the right places
All the right moves and all the right faces
Ooh, oh, we're going down

Labels: Im not crazy. Just a little sick.

-our love story ;

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

sobs...

"im trying to hide everything inside it feels like im going to get caught"

wheres my shinwoo to cover for me??

Labels: without a word..

-our love story ;

Friday, December 25, 2009

Merry Christmas all!
thanks for all the gifts & wishes (:

anyway..
its a season of love
& found some nice pics quite long ago.
& im super into song lyrics..
so i shall put some lyrics to these pics with a lil of my feelings
& see where your heart brings you to (:

Its not a great Christmas
& can say its a @^(@!&@ christmas
i donno how to explain :x
but chilling and drinking with the 3 dudes ytd nite at ivan's rooftop was quite relaxing =)
its quite emo?
at least the first second of christmas theres some frens by my side (; heh!
but peaceful & quiet time is all i need
HA! [i sense some pple calling me emo] :x
thou the vodka tasted like UHU
but most vodka tasted like that?
or maybe i need some drug taste
muaha. so i dont really care :/

And as the sun goes down
And all the dark's around
I get the feeling me can't run home
Not now

So
Let's make Champagne rain down from the sky
And let's toast to the night

i really really wish it did snow that moment
bah~!
at least theres some beautiful starss =]
we looked up the sky
and saw the clear dark blue sky filled with starrss
its really lots of them
so long since i saw so many stars
the last time was during camp at pula ubin
i saw 3 stars that form a straight line ytd
or was i drunk? lols
i dont think so. :x
btw what do you call that?
hmm.

With your hand in mine
We'll soar through the night
And like the dozens of spaceships we'll dance with sattelites
We'll keep our eyes closed
And we won't let go
And with the millions of stars we'll will never be alone

Maybe I'm down low
Maybe I'm up high
Maybe I'm losing, my own mind
You know that there are no other two hearts closer than ours
Maybe you'll follow
Maybe you'll stay
I'm praying you won't give yourself away
You know that you are the only one I promise the stars
You are

we never finish the UHU vodka
and im not wasted
not even drunk i guess
urgh!
need some serious alcohol brain washing session
cabbed home at ard 3?
just when i got so tired and almost forgets everything..
the cab played a damn song....
fuck it seriously.
i tot cab uncle usually listen chi radio?
dont wanna believe its fate.
but i gt so stunned i dont even know i reached home
-.-
ohwells.

Let's take off and fly
And race through the sky
And like the hundreds of airplanes we're floating way up high
We'll never look down
We'll build our own town
And like the thousands of clouds we will never touch the ground

To hear my voice and know that I am here
I'm always there to wipe away your tears
I lay your hair behind your gentle ear
And tell you there is nothing more to fear

You are the reason I am the best I'll be
So let me stitch your heart so It won't bleed
And I won't rest until you finally breathe
'Cause I still love you more than anything

This is now, no I don't mean maybe
Just wanna scream and call you baby now
Take a chance and call me crazy
Smile kid, there's only one way out

I've got a feeling to stay
It beats the feeling to go
And I've got a feeling, so I
Can know
What really could have been
Much more than time well spent
I have a feeling that I can't let
This end

P.S Theres too many lyrics i love so the lyrics above are only from We The Kings- Smile Kid album
Photographs are not taken by me.

Labels: Smile kid. smile for everything. (:

-our love story ;

Thursday, December 10, 2009

a funny thing on msn..
donno i want emo or pple making me emo
he never fails to make things worst -.-

loo: lol
me: ???
loo: ur nick
loo: funny
me: why funny
loo: why is it not funny -.-
loo: so ur afraid u cant stop being complacent
loo: kinda arrogant yet
loo: funny
loo: cant stop being pro
loo: haha i liek
me: LOLs
me: its song lyric luh
me: nice lyric lo
loo: wad kinda song?
me: *send song link*
loo: since when u gt see lyrics de
me: GOTTTTTT
me: always! my nick always lyric wad
loo: *SPAM SONGSSS LINKSSS*
loo: go hear
loo: this song
loo: muahahahaha
loo: gt one emo song for u also
....................

louis..
dont say i emo
cause you are sending me emo songss =.=

Anyway thanks for spaming me some hardcore songs!
but this is the best of all (:
i like!
the lyric is damn nice.

Song for my moodless day:
Wait For You

It started with a kiss and turned out something else.
The blood courses in through my veins I think of no one else.
I never believed in much but I believe in this.
Im incomplete without you, Id kill to taste your kiss.
Im lost and lonely scared and hiding.
Blind without you.

When the the world comes crashing down and the skies begin to fall,
Ill wait for you
When the days grow old and long and my skins turns into stone,
Ill wait for you
When the pain it seems too much and my heart starts beating out of touch I dont need a thing,
Ill wait for you

It's all so different now, emotions burn me out.
I have a lifeless touch, this distance leaves no doubt.
I fear it all too much but part of me believes.
As the years pass away you made me recognize,
Im lost and lonely, scared and hiding.
Blind without you.

When the the world comes crashing down and the skies begin to fall,
Ill wait for you
When the days grow old and long and my skins turns into stone,
Ill wait for you
When the pain it seems too much and my heart starts beating out of touch I dont need a thing,
Cause Ill wait for you...

Yeah..
Cause Ill wait for you...

When the the world comes crashing down and the skies begin to fall,
Ill wait for you
When the days grow old and long and my skins turns into stone,
Ill wait for you
When the pain it seems too much and my heart starts beating out of touch I dont need a thing.
I know I dont need a thing.
Ill wait for you.

Labels: Im lost and lonely scared and hiding.. but I know I dont need a thing.

-our love story ;

Monday, December 07, 2009

SHAG SHAG SHAG~!
i feel like im a monster? a zombie? an alien? a ghost?
a dinosaur!
RAWR~!
too tired till i went crazy!!
but FINALLY...
LIT REVIEW IS SENT THIS MORNING AT 7am~!
WOOOSSHHH!!!!!!!
was thinking of thousands ways to take leave or mc yesterday
was flu-ing thoughout the night while doing my lit review
and YES... jasmine flu-ed!!!
its rare!!
so i wanted to make myself more sick by eating chips late at night..
but..
PPHAILLLL!!!!!!!
no fever no sick
AND MY FLU IS GONE!!!
emo spider shit~!
and i still crawling my way to work after sending out the lit review
SHAG BIG TIME!
old le old le...
one day lack of sleep and i feel like im halfway to see some starsss O.O
donno how i manage to chiong work chiong projs chiong sch chiong outingss last time
wheres the chiongster jasmine??

i think i gone crazy
ignore me =/

Music of my crazy day:
Be My Escape
love the lyric (:

I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.

I’m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.

I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I’ve gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I’ve gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging
You to be my escape.

I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You

So were You

Labels: I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity

-our love story ;

Wednesday, December 02, 2009

9.07pm

There's always a little truth behind every
" JUST KIDDING",

a little knowledge behind every
" I DON'T KNOW",

a little emotion behind every
"I DON'T CARE"

and a little pain behind every
"IT'S OK"

Labels: a meaning behind RAWR

-our love story ;