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Today is the new beginning of a fresh new year.
A year that will be forever raising and will not return back...
Those years that has/had happened to me flashback very fast...
And just before the strike of midnight comes this dark cloud hovering in my mind..
Reminding all those things I've done before..
The good and bad...
The happy and sad...
The disappointment and anger...
When I'm full or in hunger...
When I smile or tear..
When I talk or hear...
When I listen or say anything..
Its just very promising...

Every little thing that I do know will be notified.
To swore the legiance of the Circle of Four.
For safe, health and justification.


Now I'm not anymore a younger human..
but older will always be wiser..
I still need the experienced advice..
So that I won't be gambling my future by throwing the dice..

The first voice I hear..
It was her..
I just need it ...
And finally.. there's someone..
Someone to celebrate my birthday with me.

Welcome to my life.







Khai.

The Kill.

The things that we said and do are the same questions that we gonna ask..

Epic Fri.

Didn't do as what we planned out.. but..
I realise my hood, my area has one of the nicest place afterall...















Lets come to this place again.. =)

this thing..

I realise I have all the characteristic of every girl ever dream of..
But sometimes the most petty things I've done makes them turn off..
Yet she still loves me for who I am..
Ignoring and enduring for those little things that turns out to bug them alot..
I might take small things too far out..
Being so ego about small things..
Yet I care about her feelings..
I care about her feelings and keep winning her heart..
But there's one big thing in all happy ending...
And yes I've hinted it out the word on my previous statement..
I'm missing out this to complete her whole day as a great memorable one..
And that is...



I'm gonna make this thing count for what I lack..
So that you'll experience it with me as this word will be
For you and only you..

Nearby

I'm gonna Miss you when you're going there...
In fact I miss you everyday,everytime...



khai

Kzisch

The day I close my eyes and sees everything flashes in my mind..
Is the day when you stand beside me face to face, eye to eye..
And saying those words we know in our mind..
The best part is..
We didn't even say it..
Our eyes did the reading..






-Khai-

Like after for 4 days of not seeing you...
Finally today....I get to get hold of you..
But its not enough...
its too short...
I don't feel satisfied with the time that I can only spare...
I missed you for so long and just to meet you for 1.5 hours is not properly weighed...

Well, can't blame anything though...
Hehe..feel so frustrate that I just get to see you for just in a short while...
But nevermind! There's other days ahead that I'm confidently can see you!
Yes!

I'll always keep in mind the feedback that I asked from you..

:)




Rindu awak, Nora.

:)

Dry that fuckin laundry...
Dry it !



missing you...










happy birthday, brother.

Csyhe.

I just need to control myself and understand people.

Other than that, you'll be a great guy to be love for..

The song.

And All Things Will End
Lyrics:

Lived through you,safe with how we lived our lives,with how it all turned out.(But things are bound to change)
Uncovered lies, surfaced throughout,will make you change your mind

Sometimes life is altered..Won't turn out right. Can't turn out right
When I see you, I can read it in your eyes, fate misunderstood.(But things are bound to change)Swallowed the lies, can't blame you for, thinking with your heart.

Sometimes life is altered. Break from the ropes your hands are tied.
Uneasy with confrontation. Won't turn out right. Can't turn out right

I see my world crumble and fall, before my eyesI know, I know.
Dark will turn to light, in time I'll be alright...I know, I know

(I never imagined my life could turn out this way.So cold so black so alone)
Living goes by fast, catch your breathand it will pass you by.
And it won't last, to sulk with the memories you hold.

Sometimes life is altered.
Break from the ropes your hands are tied.
Uneasy with confrontation.
Won't turn out right. Can't turn out right

yatered Stoil.

Had my last moments of my final hours of the term holiday with that special one...
Doesn't matter if its just for a short time..
But as long as I'm able to see and talk with her...
That will be the highlight of the day...
As long as I wanted to talk and hold you up for the rest of the night...
But i still have to accept the fact that I need to let you off that early...
I care for you..
I wanna help you..
I know and confident enough that I'm able to do that..
I don't know who in the blue hell will read my blog but I have to say...
I love you..
There isn't any thing in this world can express my biggest affection/love towards you..
I don't want you to be so worried with problems..
Neither seeing you back on hold with things that wasn't expecting from it..
If I could filter that dirt out of your sight .. I think I would..


I love to see you smile..
I love to see you feel so safe around me..
I love to see you be so happy with me around like nothing else matters...
I love to be with you when we discuss things in life..
I love how we use to tell each other on the certain things in life that we have to change to be a better person in the future...
I love how we "telepathy" our way in life without saying any words but through those eye contact...
I love the way you and I keep promises, uphold and execute it when we have the right time..like those list you and I have...
I love the way on how you feel so different when you're with me... and that is you feel so safe.


That accumulates on the whole picture of " I LOVE YOU " towards you ...



I love viewing our photos ... but this one really means something to me. I hope you like it very much too.





Khai.

Post Mortem.

The illness and being so heavy is still on me...
I'm so ill - block nose, flu, fever and my head is too heavy ... simple said.. headache..
My friends tell me that I don't have enough sleep... maybe its true...
I've been having this symptoms since saturday...
Even my throat is so sore...
I don't want this to happen...
And dammit.. school's going to resume...
Down with a sickness...

Gone too far...



Khai.

You.

That matters to me the most.

Thank you for the night.

Miss you so fuckin much..










Khai