Jimmy Sullivan

Sooner or later everyone's gonna talk about this.
The first time I saw the full band of Avenged Sevenfold with him... is actually also my last...
I'll never get to see you live anymore..
Rest In Peace, Jimmy.


Its time for me to do some video cover dedication...





Done.






Khai.

Drage

Finally we get to spend the first night together.. somewhere.

Didn't do much but really had a good time..
We feel the wind..
We feel the rain...
We feel the heat..
We smell the salt thats evaporating...
But the breeze was strong..








You took for me. Thank you.

















That will be all.
Dismissed.


Khai

Always wanted.

One day, just one day if I can really hold you up just for me..
and only me sending you back home.
That will be awesome.



Just as what I wish and dream of..
Love the way how it happened tonight..
Our words of exchange...
really settles me in..





Done.



Khai.

Point

I've always wanna watch this...






but time didn't permits me..
Festive season is just a few hours ahead...
Heh..
Could be there..
But so boring at home...
Everyone's outside now...
Haa. Maybe I'll play with snow at home.

The beat.

Everytime you're online..
I always experience second heartbeat..

Once again

I've said it before and I'll said it again..

What does a need for me to be online when you're around already back home..

"Je vous aime tant,
Et tu me manques cher..
affection de l'amour de tout mon coeur
Je vais vous le donner..
Tu as mon mot ..
Vous savez que je vous aime ..
Je sais que vous..
et je vous aimerai chaque seconde, chaque moment de votre côté..
Je vais te chérir à jamais.
Promise. "


I love you so much..
And I miss you dear ..
affection of love with all my heart
I'll give it ..
You have my word ..
You know I love you ..
I know you do ..
I love you every second, every moment of by your side
I'll cherish you forever.
Promise







Khai

MIL

I dont feel like going back home..
We had the times...
and it feels so great...
I feel like staying out with you..

I dont feel like going online has no purpose.. for now..
Because you're here..

I like the story to continue..
And be a ever lasting one...




Khai

Unique

Its greatest moment ever..
Best time ever..
Being with you..
Oh wait..
And I bet there's more to come..

Magnifique

The day arrived when I get to see you..
And it finally does...
Infront of me where I usually looked at you.. virtually..
But right now is totally right in front of me..
Its been for some time and for so long.. I've feel soo great...
I just love to be with you..

We went to explore things in school.. I guided ya.. - checked.
We did alot of first-time-things together...
Went down Orchard and visit alot of new shopping malls... - checked.
An impromptu fashion and trying out of clothes... ( feels so nice! )
Had 2 great eating sessions...

And lastly the wonderful yet most memorable and highlight of my day..
we chatted about things in life...
sort of things on what You and I feel...
I feel so clear ever right now..
No more doubts...
Desensitize about things that has been bothering me...
I got your trust... and you got mine..
I just love to chat with you again and again..

The one thing that I would you want to know is that..
I wish amongst that particular time.. I could hold you in my hands..
Those soft tendered skin..
It just calms my whole emotion down... feel so relaxed and comfort.
I would want to do that..
If i got the chance to meet you the next time round..


can I ?

-Khai-

1128

The moment I saw you coming out of the arrival gate.. my heart pounds like crazy.
The moment you come towards... and you greet me " hello ", I smile widely...
I feel like hugging you... but I hold it up...
The feeling was so great..
You talked about the bags coming in late..
You talked about what you still can do inside...
Ideally.. I want myself to be there.
Ideally.. I just want me only .. to be there and welcome you back.

The first time..after 3 fuckin long months...
I finally see you..
If you remember of what I said..
" Like finally... I get to see you "


One of those days.. which I will not forget.



I was there half-an-hour before you touchdown..

Function of XZ

When life has no meaning, it makes you harder and harder to breathe..

Neuf Duex Neuf Huit..

Arhh grand…

quand on vient ici pour pêcher. le non désiré suit, ce qui va arriver au rêve de prendre à cela le bateau luxueux ?







Laissez le destin décide...

5AM

Its 5am... obviously in the morning...
No. I'm not awaken by my alarm clock.
I was awaken by your favourite song that has played in my dreams.
Empire State of Mind.

Drawing Dimensions.

My 15-hour of working labour tomorrow.
Exhausted.. yes definitely.. but I
Miss those fun times talking to you...
Miss hearing the voice...
I'm so gonna miss you..



















Khai.

[None Given]

everytime i say something.. it hurts..
just like completing an operation..
everytime I see it .. it hurts..
just like glaring directly from the sun..
everytime i add in .. i just makes it worst..
Dumped again.. it just ends at the back of those hoops..
Dumped again.. it passes by so smoothly down the loops..
Dumped again.. just like a coup d'etat...

Its just like a Government who can't govern their own people..
With the natural resource at stake..
With only the power of the minds of their own people..
Without a doubt they succeed..
But with what should they feed?
Their family, loved ones ...
What about the tired ones... where do they go..?
The rich and famous.. isn't so generous...
Do you think its fabolous for them to be so courteous...?

Its just a matter of say..
Whether you say "Goodbye" or "Hey"...
Its just another long story..
For your memory..
Between the good and the bad..
The wrong and the right..
And when you feel it tonight...
Its isn't the bed bugs that bite...
Something unusual insight...
Someone's gonna hold you tight..
Where the suffering has gone out of the mind..
When you can put those things behind..
Gone forever..
Lest Forgotten..










-Khai-

zix

its just shutting down..
cant help it .. its too heavy..
the materials are there...
this is teh only chance..

Gate A46

Too many gates to land..
hoping that it might come to your gate...
C21 C41... B24 .. B10.. - those familiar gates..where the aircraft usually embarks..
You.. gate A46... far away from them..
But you want that plane to be at your gate...
But as you thought as it is..
it will be the same cluster where it lands and tows...
Just standing in a distance away.. still happy for the arrival.. yet sense of lonliness surrounds your little tummy..
Don't worry.. one day you'll definitely see the plane that you always intend to have for..
Just stay there and be yourself.

Lucky15

And comes the great news bigger than winning the noble peace prize...
which I have been waiting for.. the day where emotions will take place at its peak.
I eventually read up online about "meeting a girl for the first time" .. at surprisingly there's something I've learn.. perhaps I could apply it..heh.

hmm another 7 days more to wait..- that doesnt matter... just to wait.
She'll be here..

hmm.. I'm wondering.. what should I wear eh..
haa.





That will be all.
Dismissed.




Khai

Speak.

Finally I scored...
Its for team, for me and specially dedicated it to you.
I feel great.

:)

sandstorm..

Just like Odain the Bedouin with his camel riding throught the deserts..
It was a clear blue sky with bright light from the sun..
He saw a perfect spot where he dream of to be at for his resting place...
A place where he want to be near/smell/touch/see..
So unique for a spot.. with tall green palm trees with great shading..
but all of a sudden there's a sandstorm as he approaches nearer to the ideal spot..
Too many sands into the eyes of Odain..
Obstruct his way.. making stories in his mind...
Yet he still strong force through the negativity of the sand storm..
Believe strong he would able not to quit and get distracted...
The question is - Will he be able to reach there and get to his dream place where he always wanted to be all along..?

Kivner

Blood gush down your brains.
It helps.. it helps.