Silent call

After 6 days.. heh.. didn't blog.. I don't feel like doing it.. but contradicting... as always.. I still did..

have a small conversation with Koh.. my classmate from ITE... he's now in SAESL .. one of the companies doing maintenance of aircraft engine... this is what he says..

"So you regret going there ( Poly ) ... ? "
I replied.. " Actually not regret ar.. by looking at the bright side.. in the end I'm getting a dip.."
" lol. That is if you pass ... if you dont... its like wasted..."


What he says is absolutely true... I'm having this dilemma of passing my core modules... Engineering materials... electrical tech. thermofluid... C Programming..

even my maths aint that good...


so tell me will I ever pass my subjects... I doubt I can make it...

Koh's words really wake me up....

I wanna improve... I said it for the past 2 weeks before.. but then .. no progress made...

What am i gonna do.. I don't even have a favourite subject at Poly...

With high intention.. of doing real hard to go to the other course... Aeronautical Eng... but with this kind of situation.. I don't think I can...

Just because of that Grade B .. just because of that.. I didn't get it...






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say no further.

That will be all.Dismiss.

Artificial fakes and lies..

I can't believe it that I advertise my damn bloody petty freakin blog of mine to the public.. at my messenger ...

Heh. For the people like you who are reading .... you expect me to say "Thank you" ?Don't think... yes.. ego. People just can't understand my unexpected mood.. and I salute that..

Anyway.. Speaking about the overall for today...

Briefing for the volunteering work at Serangoon.. Its great that almost all of the class turned up for the briefing.. I appreciate that alot mates.. and this is my very first time organising such events for a group of people.. especially a whole class.. never in my life I would do such a thing ... but it happens..

Have to say.. a good achievement I've made indeed...

It really feels like I'm the captain for the plane.. yes not a ship.. which the common phrase people usually use it...

Cause I love planes dammit! Not some filthy ships.. where you smell the ocean.. and no land in sight.. furthermore.. ships doesn't have good reputation.. so fuck it..
The only thing that ships brings in money.. when they are carrying natural resources from the seabed... and yes that is crude oil... so what?


Aviation.. people always talked about and still talks... Plane takes off and lands at any international airport... day in day out...

Thats why Singapore makes alot of fuckn money from Changi.. whenever a plane touches down .. just for refuelling or doing some minor inspection...

heh.. guess what.. I've just receive a call from my CCA .. saying I'm absent for 2 days.. and he wants to know why...

I was abit shock and frustrated for a second.. but good thing is that.. Elestier.. is very an understandable person.. and I keep on interrupting him on the phone.. defending myself.. that I did attend the practice.. and about me being late as well...

ar.. fuck it.. I know that I wouldn't trust people.. even people of my own race..



They simply can't be help...



What else to talk about...

oh yeah.. exams.. tests.. first thing when school reopens.. what a day will be...

That will be all. Dismiss.



-Khai-

Songs of all time..

As per normal.. School holidays have begun... which officially known as "Term Break" ... but as you know... its not as what you have think.. with assignments on hand.. project this and that... No wonder there are students committing suicide .. because of these.. " work pressure " they are facing... anyway..

Suiciders are Losers of Life...

We are not losers of life... God has given the most precious and important thing to human beings.. and that is the able to think...

"Think wisely and sort ye way out of problems... resolve them as there are many solutions out.."

No. I didn't quote it from any books or religious materials... its solely from myself...

I'm just proving you that what God has given me .. the ability to think... and its just as true as what I say .. get the relation??

Anyway... I've just "transfer" to this amazing.. hmm.. blog of mine.. because I had this desire of having my own piece of blog... with all those fancy blogskins... but hey.. it didn't make out... and in the end I have to use friendster's blog account to make my own silent history with words... and yearh.. there's alot of history going on.. when I use that blog... all about R/S (Real Shit) thats my own term by the way.. you know whats the obvious abbreviation ....


There's no difference about me ranting using my own language .. which sometimes "professionals" like you don't even fuckin understand.. which you people might have to be like somekind of Da Vinci Guy.. to solve or simple say.. to know what I'm actually saying...

That's probably my own unique-ness.. which are different then the others... I seem kinda like it..

To look through things... I guess that no one will ever bother to give a look on this petty blog I have.. heh.. because I did that to other people... I don't even give a damn about people's blog.. when they are actually advertising their URL's blog on their messenger nicks.. or even at their profiles in Friendster...

Well thats how people attract other people to view what they are doing every-damn-day in life.. which they hate this .. hate that... do all kinds of sins... which they are happy about it.. saying this shit about their love ones... what they do at some quiet place... had this feeling towards another person... and on this very month.. was with this guy .. the next 3 months.. saying ... " Ohh.. I just don't want to think about him anymore... I don't want to look at his eyes anymore... better that I meet this guy B... than seeing him..." you know this kind of crap shit talking...

Usually its the girls blog... no FUCKIN offence.. but seriously it does happen... just take a look to every of your girl-"friends" ... those one who are so popular with guys nowadays... and see what they post out...

Don't be surprise on what I just mentioned above...


I have to thank the person who teaches me Cpp .. who helped me on the blogskins (which actually more than that..)... even though .. thought that with the Arsenal logo .. its somekind of weird... but for the love of ARSENAL... I'd do anything... better than fuckin a girl..


heh.. Words... just to deceive people..

Exaggerate.

And yearh... I thought that having Yoshiki's Eternal Melody as my background music for this blog will be absolute amazing..

maybe suits the way I say things out.. that hide out of mine..anyway

What do you think..?



-Khai-