January 28, 2003
it's over. my hair's short again. sigh. let's look back at the days when my hair was long. really long. the longest it had been in... ever, probably. the last time i cut it before today (i DID cut my hair, it didn't become short by miracle or magic.) was november 3rd don't ask how i remember. so, that's nearly 3 months now. i look like a dork with short hair. but with long hair i look like an arse. sigh, my sad life. i shall chop off my head one day, and solve all my problems.
anyway, if you missed me while i had long hair, too bad i'm only gonna grow it again after ns. then i'll reaallly grow it. like rapunzel or something.
9:18 PM
Which tarot card are you?
9:42 AM
I will hit by a train at a railroad crossing.
How will you die? Take the Exotic Cause of Death Test
and i bet it'll be at ang mo kio.
9:42 AM
January 26, 2003
i've just been labelled the dark italian cos of my hair. haha, i did not perm it. it's like that.
12:24 PM
January 23, 2003
which stereotype are you?
i got avril lavigne!!!!! or her lookalike!!!!!
ok forget it!!!!!
8:00 PM
my new chocolate partner is also my get-lost-in-marche partner and my take-the-wrong-bus-and-end-up-in-marina-square partner. how cool, is THAT.
it only happens to one in a gabajillion ppl man. it's unbelievable, the things we have in common. it's the kinda things you'd expect yourself and just yourself to have experienced, stories you tell others to fascinate them, and then all of a sudden you realise you're not alone. haha, it's incredible man.
oh, and btw darren likes her. ;)
7:23 PM
January 21, 2003
...but superman
is dead
9:44 PM
January 20, 2003
What Sign of Affection Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
6:44 PM
January 18, 2003
huh, what?
3:44 PM
January 16, 2003
if you don't understand The Lord Of The Rings, then maybe you just don't get what the book's Tolkien about.
6:47 PM
here's a frightening thought. there could be another benjamin bala in canada. go to icq, and search. and then freak out.
6:19 PM
a thought, if i could think:
i laugh at you.
i do not feel sorry for you, yet i love you.
6:10 PM
January 12, 2003
You were my sun
You were my earth
But you didn't know all the ways I loved you, no
So you took a chance
And made other plans
But I bet you didn't think that they would come crashing down, no
You don't have to say, what you did,
I already know, I found out from him
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
And don't it make you sad about it
You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
To cry, cry me a river
Cry me a riv-er
Cry me a river
Cry me a riv-er, yea yea
I know that they say
That somethings are better left unsaid
It wasn't like you only talked to him and you know it
(Don't act like you don't know it)
All of these things people told me
Keep messing with my head
(Messing with my head)
You should've picked honesty
Then you may not have blown it
(Yea..)
You don't have to say, what you did,
(Don't have to say, what you did)
I already know, I found out from him
(I already know, uh)
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
(No chance, you and me)
And don't it make you sad about it
You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
(All alone)
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
(When you call me on the phone)
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
(I'm not like them baby)
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
(It's your turn)
To cry, cry me a river
(Go on and just)
Cry me a riv-er
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a riv-er, yea yea
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be... leaving
You don't have to say, what you did,
(Don't have to say, what you did)
I already know, I found out from him
(I already know, uh)
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
(No chance, you and me)
And don't it make you sad about it
Cry me a river
(Go on and just)
Cry me a riv-er
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river
(You can go on and just)
Cry me a riv-er, yea yea
Cry me a river
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a riv-er
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Cause I've already cried)
Cry me a riv-er, yea yea
(Ain't gonna cry no more, yea-yea)
Cry me a river
Cry me a river, oh
Cry me a river, oh
Cry me a river, oh
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river
(Cry me, cry me)
10:19 PM
January 11, 2003
Who do you like: i like my neighbour, i like her parents.
Who likes you: not even god.
What annoys you: ugly people, people who can't dress-up, people who listen to bad music, bad music in itself, people who can't speak proper english (but i'm fine with foreign people who can't speak proper english. it's just those ah beng dicks who can't speak anything properly that bothers the hell out of me), people who tell me to do something i don't want to do ie, usually my parents (but only when they do that). yeah, that's about it.
What do you want to do: funny you should ask. i have no idea.
Who is one person you never get sick of: the guy in the mirror. hey, good-looking.
Who is one person you would marry tomorrow: marry? not gonna.
Do you sleep on your back, stomach or side: side. or belly. i don't know why.
What would you take if you were stuck on a deserted island: if i were already stuck, where am i gonna get that item? if i can go GET that item, why on earth would i go back to the deserted island? if somebody's gonna pass me the item, why wldn't he just rescue me instead? so you see, there's no way this question's gonna get an answer. sucka!
Who would you take to that island if you had to take anyone, dead or alive? anyone willing to come live with me on a deserted island.
Do you like the water? Yes
If your house was on fire and you could only save one thing, what would you save? i'd put my handphone, my cds, my wallet, my personal stuff in a huge bag, AND THEN save that bag. : )
Have you ever said I love you and not meant it? no.
Where's ur favourite place to be kissed? my left ankle. no one's ever done it yet...
What is your favorite Sesame Street character? oh, ernie!
What time is it now? 635pm
What time did you wake up this morning? 10 something.
Who would you trade places with for a day? brandon boyd, i gotta experience those vocals.
At what place are you like a kid in a candy store? MUFC shop, hmv, kino/borders (the interior design and architecture section), i dunno lah any good clothing store.
From what countries do the best accents come from? italy.
If you could kiss one person before you die, who would it be? avril lavigne. i don't know why.
Have you ever been told you look like a celebrity? yeah, but not seriously.
Finish this sentence. I wouldn't be caught dead... with pierced nipples.
What is the worst thing that can happen on a date? you shit in your pants.
Do you regret any of your past relationships? there aren't that many to regret.
Would you rather live in the mountains or by the ocean? by the ocean.
In The Last 48 Hours, Have You:
01. Cried: no.
02. Bought something: food at the canteen.
03. Gotten sick: my life's a cycle of illnesses, so yeah.
04. Sang: even in the last 48 seconds.
05. Eaten: in the last 48 hours?!? i sure as hell have.
06. Been kissed: mommy.
07. Felt stupid: yeah, it feels funny.
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: ha, it's not even love. i think. teeheehee.
09. Met someone new: yeah.
10. Moved on: yes, i have!
11. Talk to an ex: no.
12. Missed an ex: no. don't do that anymore.
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: yes. teeheehee.
14. Had a serious talk: you must be joking.
15. Missed someone: well, not really.
16. Hugged someone: yes.
17. Fought with your parents: yes. over a window, incidentally.
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: nothing that specific, no.
Social Life:
01. Best girl friends : ramya, smriti
02. Best guy friend: quite a few, for different purposes. darren for dissing, jin for ogling, jonah for music and others, gaston for people/parties liaising and other stuff, alim for music and school/other stuff.
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: neither.
05. Hobbies: right now, i'm in a study mood so math. apart from that i still listen to music and read infrequently.
06. Pager: no, thank you.
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: c.o.a. cum wallflower.
08. What type automobile do you drive: i don't drive.
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: A lamborghini and a jaguar and a rolls royce.
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: friends.
11. Where is the best hangout: orchard stn, to people-watch. the officers tend to chase you away though, some times.
12. Do you have a job: no, do you?
13. Do you attend church: no.
14. Do you like being around people: depends, but generally no.
Personal:
01. Who is your role model: right now, Zach from Flo and Zach.
02. What is some of your pet peeves: capital letters. i HATE capital letters.
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: not really.
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: yup.
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: yeah. the look-good kinds.
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): it may have happened, nothing spectacular though.
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: no, i have other ways of channeling.
08. Would you rather be dumper or dumped: gee, i don't know.
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": hook-ups are too meaningless.
10. Want someone you don't have right now: hm, maybe.
12. Do you want to get married: nope.
13. Do you want kids: Yeah, they'll be beautiful, smart and have the best lives. actually, maybe not. see how.
14. Do you believe in psychics: physics?
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: *knock knock* hello, paying attention?
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: my thumbnails. seriously.
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: the way i'm so assured.
18. Are you happy with you: yeah.
19. Are you happy with your life: of course. everyone has their lives to be happy with.
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: i'd shoot forward 20 years, that's all.
[ Current Clothes ] leather boots, fishnet stockings, a g-string, belly-chain, black turtle-neck, gold chains, oakleys, beanie cap, ear rings and me ear muffs.
[ Current Mood ] horny. say what you want, but i'm horny dammit.
[ Current Music ] in flames. courtesy, alim.
[ Current Taste ] nestum.
[ Current Make-up ] DNA?
[ Current Hair ] a mess, according to everyone at home.
[ Current Annoyance ] my aching balls.
[ Current Smell ] last night's talcum.
[ Current thing I ought to be doing ] tending to my guests downstairs.
[ Current Desktop Picture ] some computer art graphic. it's really cool.
[ Current Favorite Group ] the vines
[ Current Book you're reading ] LOTR, book one. don't laugh.
[ Current song in CD Player ] in flames. courtesy, alim.
[ Current DVD in player ] i tried doing that, putting a dvd in my cd player, but... ok, not funny.
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] pink, naturally!
[ Current Refreshment ] hot water. doctor's orders.
[ Current Worry ] that man united won't win later.
7:19 PM
January 10, 2003
today was the first time i listened to 'i miss you' by incubus, after an incredibly long self-imposed restriction. this time i only almost cried. so that's not bad.
in other news, neighbours are good people.
3:12 PM
January 09, 2003
a summary of pak's blog.
and fuck it. whee!
(prettypretty)
6:45 PM
January 08, 2003
a fat man called Loo Ming Yao (blooming cow) is the HOD of science at AC. one day, i will kill him. and cook beef steak.
10:23 PM
on picking up girls
it counts even when you do it with a car.
9:31 PM
January 05, 2003
as The White Stripes once said, 'fell in love with a girl; fell in love once and almost completely.'
ONCE.
3:05 PM
today's campfire ended an hour late, i.e. at 11pm. i was having a bit of a fever today. as well as a bit of a sore throat. and a bit of a flu. (when i fall sick, i like to do it right, see.) yday i feigned a sprained toe cos my dance partner was too ugly. today, i got paired up with that thing again. i decided it would be too obvious if i avoided her yet again, so i rolled mesleeves up and did it anyway. she's from china and get this, china don't shave. i nearly puked. in other news, i've decided to join hockey for two reasons. claire and diana. ooh boy.
so monday, it's back to school for the first time after orientation.
12:19 AM
January 03, 2003
it's only my second day in ac and ALREADY there's a fucken rumour going on about me. what the fuck, man.
i shall learn to take it as a compliment. ; )
8:51 PM
January 02, 2003
home-coming
and it
is good to be back. i can go around saying 'hey. remember me?' at every corner and get a 'oh yeah, course i do.', it's so cool man. plus the uniform isn't beige and ugly. which is also a good thing. then there're hot babes all over the compound. woohOo! it's a pity orientation lasts 3 days only. anyway, till then. adios.
9:00 PM
