June 30, 2002
Radiohead
- How To Disappear Completely
That there, that's not me
I go where I please
I walk through walls
I float down the Liffey
I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here, I'm not here
In a little while
I'll be gone
The moment's already passed
Yeah, it's gone
I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here, I'm not here
Strobe lights and blown speakers
Fireworks and hurricanes
I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here, I'm not here....
11:28 PM
I blow
i blooowwwww.... *fooooo*
10:45 PM
June 29, 2002
11:38 AM
Find your Realm of Influence at SailorOrion.com
so one's hot, the other's cool then.
11:29 AM
June 27, 2002
like, the majority of the stuff posted on my blog are written with tongue in cheek. like the previous one. i don't want to be evil actually. just thought it would be amusing to post something like that. i hardly ever am serious anyway.
7:44 PM
June 26, 2002
i have a problem with not being evil nuff. everyone else's like fucking murderous, violent to the core, inbred hate machines. but why me, then? i wanta be just as evil. or perhaps i am evil in my own fucking way, that the fucking net tests couldn't identify. yeah, rock on.
p.s. all that fucking was to make me sound evil. but you knew that, didn't you... fucking whore. kidding. or not. dunno, whatever. i'm evil and indecisive.
11:22 AM
June 24, 2002
cocaina, mi medicina.
i am addicted. each large dose i get sends me reeling. left wanting more.
reeling because the hedonic surge wanes. no, vanishes. in an instant.
and then there's a deep void. cold turkey. i wait for then next one.
it comes again, i embrace with greater approbation.
i can inhale, breathe pure cocaina. and when i do, i get all better.
and again valediction takes me away.
i'm left broken. and the malady of my brokenness makes me want more
cocaina e voi.
11:59 PM
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30% - 40% (Skate Kiddy)
Young, angry, and some energy running through your veins.
Not entirely satanic, but definitely non-conformist.
Your peers probably diss you, but that's fine - they can all suck shit and die.
Take the DeathKiddy Test! |
that's the difference trent reznor and gary numan make.
4:59 PM
i'm gonna kick hokkien butt. my friend, he's hokkien. i'm gonna kick his butt.
no, really.
4:51 PM
June 23, 2002
8:23 PM
8:20 PM
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20% - 30% (Goth)
Depressed, mopey, but largely non-violent.
You're fully aware that life sucks, but it's more like a fashion thing to you - you can take it or leave it.
A healthy interest in the dark and evil, but *could try harder*. Take the DeathKiddy Test! |
8:05 PM
can someone recommend me some place i download songs from? nothing seems to work anymore.
4:29 PM
recommended song for the day - 'deadstar' by muse
4:27 PM
ok, don't ask me anymore after this.
a. list of people i think are hot/good-looking
b. females only.
c. i'm not gay.
d. the people:
- natalie portman
- liz hurley
- mena suvari
- angelina jolie (she
is hot)
- jessica alba
- thora birch
- anne hathaway (just a little)
- them in all them enrique iglesias videos lucky bastard i'm kidding. but they are hot.
4:11 PM
June 22, 2002
when you take tests, you supposed to be what you are, think you are, or others think you are? there is a difference. oh look, i've got a personality disorder. haha sigh.
7:38 PM
maybe if you eat dogs, you acquire the ability to work like them...
and look like them.
7:32 PM
it's not your fault seaman. i think the entire english team put up a disgusting performance, esp towards the later stages of the game. they tired so easily. ok, blame the heat? i don't know. but they were a man up. they weren't able to take advantage of that even. poor ronaldinho shouldn't have been sent off in fact. i have a friend who looks like him. anyway, there was no imagination from anyone. they were playing 'i punt the ball, you run, and the rest can pray'. it would have been ridiculous if any of them broke down after the match crying. they didn't even try, they didn't deserve to feel sorry for themselves. lucky for them, none of them did cry. except for seaman, whom i feel genuinely sorry for.
i would also like to take this opportunity to say hi to david beckham. if you ever
do read this, i wasn't talking about you. and no matter what the others say, i think your hair rocks.
9:06 AM
4 of my cousins threw me a surprise party at my place for my birthday. they showed up at the doorstep at 12 midnight on that very morning and called me down. i was, well, surprised. one of them was dressed as an angel, with the wings and the halo to go. the other three dressed as normal people. or at least i think that was what they were supposed to be.
8:59 AM
June 18, 2002
Which Star-Crossed Marvel Lover Are You?
because i can...
7:30 PM
Which Star-Crossed Marvel Lover Are You?
i am not married, heellloo?!
7:27 PM
June 17, 2002
and i wanta be a photographer as well.
11:09 AM
i wanna learn to play the harp. that'd be so cool. then after that i can convince my parents to repair the ar-conditioning in my room. so i can play the harp in the right environs. then probably i'd hire a few angels to stand next to be while i play. just so i'd look that much more cool.
11:00 AM
Which Archangel are
you? by Xera
10:49 AM
June 06, 2002
'don't jump' you said.
but you never said why.
i won't jump, just 'cos you said so.
11:42 PM
ana wrecks your life
like an anorexia life.
really.
so please die, ana.
silverchair - ana's song
11:20 PM
anorexia moulded/squashed into love
you cannot get enough of,
the stomach rejects, the mirror reflects
and all is lost and everything remains
there is nothing lost. there is nothing to lose.
but everything remains.
11:15 PM
Which monkey are you?
my reality check bounced. i like that.
1:09 PM
mean machine, the movie, is really good. it was sort of a budget movie, but the acting was pretty good. and the movie itself was funny. check out the monk dude in the movie. he rocks. though the tattoo on his back was ugly. could have been better. that probably is the worst part of the movie. and don't freeze in the theatre. unless you have your gf to keep you warm.
sue me. ti amo.
1:03 PM
put a bullet in my head,
gently.
for i need to die.
for i don't wish to die.
for the pain frightens me.
for death like that frightens me.
12:58 PM
mean machine was a nice show.
12:44 PM
June 02, 2002
damn you, world. and damn your cup as well.
i spent the entire day watching soccer today. and eating. watching soccer and eating. now, who do i sound like? hmmm... can't think of anyone. ok, i wasted the entire day today. basically, that's what i wanted to say. so there.
and it's going to be like this for the rest of the holidays. probably.
9:55 PM
June 01, 2002
You're undeniable smart and inteligent. You love intelectual pursuits and other complicated matters.
People respect you and you tend to look down on them, since you are better....
Careful, you may fall because of your PRIDE, the first sin ever, and the same sin that cast down the used-to-be greatest angel,
Lucifer
Take Which
'fallen one' are you? Quiz by Xera
whatever. as long as i'm lucifer.
11:19 PM
somebody stop germany. they're kicking saudi butt. like, 6 times over. and kicking hard. it's into the 73rd minute as i type this, and it's 6-0. i'm sure they have laws against thrashings like this. i swear.
9:03 PM
Got a picture of a glorious day
A sunny afternoon somewhere with a view
And I don't care what it's all about
As long as I'm with you
And I, I wanna run away with you
I, I wanna run away with you
Wanna get a car and just drive away
Looking at the view and listening to tunes
And I don't care what we talk about
As long as I'm with you
And I, I wanna run away with you
I, I wanna run away with you
La da da da da da
La da da da da da da
La da da da da da
....
And I, I wanna run away with you
I, I wanna run away with you
I, I wanna run away with you
I, I wanna run away with you, with you
'Run' by Lighthouse Family
8:56 PM
