May 30, 2002
pink
have you ever thought about how much you hated pink? no, you do. trust me, you HATE pink. especially when it's worn as a pretty pretty dress with feathery shitty pink shit. then they start singing the word 'pink' which disgusts you even further. 'cause it's not just the colour pink, it's the word pink and the everything pink pink.
9:54 PM
soccer training eats your legs. it's a bug on the ball they put, i'm pretty sure. it enters your leg each time you touch it. the it carves an opening in your flesh and sits in your meat. the bug usually is hungry, so it eats your meat. and then you carry on playing soccer, all the while you cede your leg to the abominable beast. i mean bug.
and now i am tired.
and hungry.
1:00 PM
May 29, 2002
it's 1.11am. i just came home, about 15 min ago. from a class bbq. was kinda fun, better than expected. probably because that asshole wasn't there. yay. and then i've got a psychometric test tomorrow. what i'm doing, still up at this hour beats the shit out of me.
1:11 AM
which Episode II character are you?
Anakin Skywalker - jedi apprentice. Like Anakin, you know your morals and usually always stick to the rules. However, stray away from those who know best and you may become naiive to what anybody tells you. Stay with those whom you trust and have always been your friends. Otherwise, you may find yourself being manipulated by outside parties.
anakin, NOT hayden. ok?
1:06 AM
May 27, 2002
take the death quiz.
and go to mewing.net. laura = great.
wheee~!
10:56 PM
i'm going to rape myself. somebody stop me. no, wait. don't. at least then i get to have sex. but with myself. eww. ok, stop me.
10:39 PM
what's your battle cry? |
mewing.net | merchandise!
10:21 PM
http://www.pcola.gulf.net/~irving/bunnies/index2.html
tell me if you ever find anything stupider than this.
10:14 PM
pink. bleurgh.
how am i an angel of love?
10:00 PM
ok, remember the post on the no. of friends i have? the 6 ppl from chinese high are now in jc. i made friends with them when i was in chinese high.
and now i have decided that i was being too liberal the last time round.
i have 13 friends.
4 from chinese high. (as in i made friends while in chinese high. they aren't in chinese high now)
4 from njc.
1 from acjc.
4 from hcjc.
5:14 PM
May 26, 2002
i've discovered 64 ways to not comb your hair.
i'm gonna invent a new hairstyle, called the adooken. or suggest a name.
and while you're at it suggest a hairstlye also.
11:52 PM
I'm exceptionally artistic! (i didn't say that. it's a default statement)
Find your soul type at kelly.moranweb.com.
11:50 PM
What Psych-Ward do you belong to?
1:18 AM
Take the What Sex Position Are You? test by Ley Ley
why, am i fucking an ass?
1:09 AM
I am 99% worshipable! And you? Find out!
yeah yeah, though shalt not fabricate online test results, but heck, who's watching ; )
1:09 AM
May 25, 2002
i am
what sexual performer are you?
2:25 PM
i have chosen my theme song for my 2 years in hwa chong.
'speak english or die' by system of a down
2:01 PM
May 24, 2002
... even when i said my favourite colour was blue. sigh. fine, if you say so, lifeless machine.
11:17 AM
May 22, 2002
why do i lie.
8:17 PM
i decided it is probable that you live life for the things that come once and only once. like death.
and like today. today comes only once.
8:00 PM
the festival of dark
it is the piquant cheese i taste when i resuscitate
my tired lungs and i breathe.
my fluid sinew, mustered from nothing
but you.
there is a quiet corner where i choose to sit
reclusion in elysium
where my gaze naturally falls on where i want it to fall on you
the ebb of euphoria; the constant mellow happiness i still feel.
wanting. still wanting. not getting. not getting still.
when all i have left vaporizes to my bewildered thoughts
i like to think you wanted me there.
and then i decide enough is enough
my wide smile widens
my blank mind blankens.
i go back to where i came from, the place i probably never was at,
charged with genuine nescience
of why i chose to be at the
festival of dark
7:12 PM
May 20, 2002
Which Woman of Beauty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.
i don't know.
3:30 PM
ok, i do have 16 friends. there's one more in rj. can't believe i almost forgot him. " )
3:23 PM
on gays
god created adam and eve. not adam and steve.
3:15 PM
i am running for the president's post in my school's indian cultural society (ics). it's fun because you get to be in charge of a club full of people who do nothing specifically. apparently the club has been around since 1997. it must have been around under a rock. 'cos i honestly didn't know it existed. to humour me further, during the interviews (i decided to run for elections at the very last minute. i went there, i was asked if i wanted to run, i thought 'yea, why not', then went for the interviews) some scholar-fucker said his dream was to make the ics the most popular cca in the whole school. up his ass, i thought. and another one suggested, through his smelly head and all, that the club hold a food fair, to increase the club's popularity. indians. always thinking of food. one of the other questions was 'what would you do as president that could increase the status of our club in terms of popularity?' one lifeless contemptible pathetic excuse of an ass suggested we show the people of singapore what the average life of an indian man in india is like. because the people here have a very varped (warped) conception of the lives of indians. like, screw you! hello? argh... you get me, right? i haven't got time to invent a new language deserving of scolding that moron. firstly he wasn't listening to the question. and secondly, even if you paid me to watch whatever it is you were talking about i would -n-e-v-e-r- watch it. ok? sigh. i hope i get the post of president. the first thing i'd do is send those people back to india.
you have no idea how much i wish they don't get the address to this site.
3:08 PM
i decided to count the number of friends i have today. i counted 16.
4 are from hwa chong.
6 are from chinese high.
4 are from njc.
1 is from acjc.
another i don't know where. haven't seen him in 4 years...
ok, make that 15.
2:56 PM
May 18, 2002
i declare today, the 18th of may, international left-testicle day. celebrate this occasion by swinging your underwear like you just don't care. which would rhyme, by the way.
oh, tomorrow shall be international left-ovary day. just so the females don't feel left out. celebrate by... er... having sex while leaning to the left or something.
3:07 PM
May 17, 2002
i want a chalet. i demand a chalet. someone? hello? walau...
it's been so long and we haven't had a class reunion yet. what's with you people? asses. " )
4:07 PM
there is an ant in my underwear. the one i'm wearing now. i swear.
4:03 PM
May 16, 2002
with that, we have come to the end of my depression. thanks for staying through the journey. see you again soon.
thank you, eyebrow ring.
7:19 PM
May 15, 2002
Which Piercing are you?
ok, i could do with one of those.
11:27 PM
May 14, 2002
home
i cry my eyes so dry.
my sweat or tears, they cling onto me.
they do not drip to the floor. the cold, cold floor.
i bleed my trust, my love for nothing.
i press my face, desiccated, on my pillow
then life breathes itself into me.
and then i hate even more.
my ignorance, my master. i, the vassal.
i know now, and i am brought to the middle of.
i do not know.
but, i am at home.
6:42 PM
the epiphany of your hell, and your worst nightmares
all converge to form a thick river of black (the way david draiman says it; bluarghkk!)
and it swells with hate and rage
and wooden personas, your friends,
cheer you on as you near the end.
you're almost there, and you want to be there.
and you do think that. you would.
the river sinks in itself, drags you with it.
lean back, rest your tired, tired arms. now.
and you are there, my child.
i'm here with you.
6:26 PM
May 13, 2002
Find your emotion!
arhh, woe is me.
10:34 PM
it's my blog. i'll post as many test results as i want to. so there. " )
4:34 PM
Which tarot card are you?
4:33 PM
May 12, 2002
Which Kiss Are You?
ok.
11:01 PM
How Gay Are YOU? [?]
oh, re-eally. ; )
10:59 PM
mommies of the world untie.
1:25 PM
recommended song for the day ~ 'just so you know' by american head charge
1:25 AM
Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You? quiz, by Angel.
ok, maybe, on the inside. but i try to be nice.
1:04 AM
the spanish national soccer coach was mentioned in the papers recently that he didn't lay down any rules restricting his players from having sex.
"...50 days going without sex is not going to be easy."
i've gone by 5971.
12:19 AM
May 09, 2002
Which Royalty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.
really? fuck, i don't know what i am anymore.
10:57 PM
May 08, 2002
i retook the ultimate personality test at emode.com a few times just now, because i didn't quite like a few things. i've always been a rock star according to them, and even when i retook the test just now, they said i was still a rock star. but i still didn't like some things about my results. so i decided i should just screw whatever it was that drove me to retake the test, and just take it. and when i did that. i became a shark.
i'm a shark. bite me.
roar.
8:11 PM
May 06, 2002
Which Action Star Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty
woohoo, rock on.
5:43 PM
May 05, 2002
If I hadn't made me, I would've been made somehow
If I hadn't assembled myself, I'd have fallen apart by now
If I hadn't made me, I'd be more inclined to bow
Powers that be, would have swallowed me up
But that's more than I can allow
Bow, aww yeah
If you let them make you, they'll make you paper mache
At a distance you're strong, until the wind comes
Then you crumble and blow away
If you let them fuck you, there will be no fore-play
Rest assured, they'll screw you complete
Til your ass is blue and gray
You should make amends with you
If only for better health, better health
But if you really want to live
Why not try, and make yourself
Make yourself
Make yourself
If I hadn't made me, I'd have fallen apart by now
I won't let them make me, It's more than I can allow
So when I make me, I won't be paper mache
And if I fuck me, I'll fuck me my own way
POW, fuck me in my own way
POW, fuck me in my own way
POW, fuck me in my own way
Fuck me in my own way
You should make amends with you
If only for better health, better health
But if you really want to live
Why not try, and make yourself
Make yourself
Make yourself
Make yourself
Make yourself
" )
incubus - make yourself
6:39 PM
my pants fell off today. while i was on the bus. damn malu, but luckily there was just this old man sitting behind me when i was getting off. which was when my pants fell off. testimony to my weight loss. i liked those pants. don't know if i'll get to wear them again.
1:04 AM
make that 'tomatoes and words'. i successfully pissed off my cousin. i waged (not wagered. thanks gaston " )) war against her, telling her the first to surrender would be the loser. she quit even before i got started. i'm so good at this. sigh...
1:01 AM
May 04, 2002
i've been having palpitations again recently. they stopped for a considerable period of time, but returned few days ago. it must be 'cos of the emotional mayhem which i'm not gonna talk about. i don't even know how to, anyway.
12:38 AM
if you keep telling yourself you're crazy, you just might go crazy.
12:00 AM
May 02, 2002
i stumbled upon a 3182-line poem today. it was written in the 10th century, by someone by the name of anonymous.
http://www.library.utoronto.ca/utel/rp/poems/beow_doe.html
4:29 PM
when the sand is peculiar and the air is novel
you chance upon a map and go 'yay'
the suscitation of mere freedom
causes my fingers to itch.
then when you make the nort-side face north
and the west-side face west
everything is still a violation.
vicissitudes make you feel lost
and you are lost.
it suddenly hits you that you have the wrong map to a wrong place
and your happiness subjugates...
1:00 PM
