'i can die'

a lady customer , she is so fucking talkative and likes to ask questions.wants to know every detail and expected my answer very precisely.

My patience has been tested because she has been bugging me for 3 days already through phone calls. I did not serve her when she was at the shop .my colleague did , on the inquiries of the price and minimum order,so I was told by him to call her to let her know the price of a minimum order (what a smart colleague)

She then Call ON and OFF call to cancel ‘order’ (no order has been made as her template was in a DOC.file) bummer

sending wrong files for a packaging template , than call and ask if we received it . (it was a scanned documents on maths equation she did on a paper)

Every phone call she likes to ask lots of questions , like details of owners and our pay -_-
not only that,she also asked what kind of machine has been used to make it ( GOD she really thinks i work with the publisher)

Why no discount ? why so expensive. give some discount lah .
-we do not set the price , it was set like that previously and it is the standard price for every outlet.why don't you make up your mind first then let us know again ?
(there were customers lining up for order at shop , i gotta hang up to help my colleague)
she kept talking and asking -_- GODDDD.

HOW COME last time is 100 bucks for X pieces and now there is minimum order of $ 200 ? i have 3 designs , which one do you think is nice? too expensive, ok cancel I don’t want.delete the file ah don't send to other ppl ah.

Then call back again ok .I want it now , I buy more you have discount? can you give discount on -$50
-WOMAN CAN YOU MAKE UP YOUR MIND PROPERLY.

I sent you my template through email already .
-No madam .you sent us the DOC. Files. We do not accept doc files.Can you send in a PDF , AI or PSD file instead ?

HUH but I sent in already , now you can’t help.What is a PDF file . What is an AI file
I SWEAR I WANT TO STRANGLE HER ALREADY (because I don’t even know how to explain) the more I explain the more she ask.

can you do a convert for me ? Can you help me do the template design ?
sure but there is an extra fee of 50 dollars on each design . It will take approx about 1 week for us to do it.


HOW COME THERE IS AN EXTRA CHARGE on helping with the design? HOW COME TAKE SO LONG?
(WE NO NEED TO EAT IS IT ?!) Ok cancel i don't want it.


Call again .WHY you all never pick up my calls ? which number do you all use ?
HELLO YOU THINK YOU ARE THE ONLY CUSTOMER IS IT -.-

And so on..

How this.Why that.What is.Can you and why so ? Who is your manager ? Can you ask your manager this and that ? Did the management this and that ?

I HAD ENOUGH.After the 8th phone call. This morning I raised my voice , shoot her directly on every question she ask and said the prices was not simply set by us.It is the manager.

You want to speak to the manager ? I will ask her to call you know . give me your number . Then she lowered down her tone .. and gave her number.

WTF man .

High blood pressure .

drama goes on

i know the truth myself . .

reason i'm awake : the words from this evening is STILL haunting me . .

it kept on repeating on my head . i bet she must be smiling in her sleep now.

that made me think . was it her that told him about our arguments? was she the one convinced him to say those words indirectly to me ? because usually he wont talk this way towards me . IM SO UPSET . now i don't really trust the person who i used to trust.

are they reading my blog ? was it someone reported this to them ?

why is she making my life so miserable. I HATE IT SO MUCH because SERIOUSLY IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH HER .


honestly it is so random and out of the blue that he suggested those kind of words to me..after she asked the question . I FELT THE AWKWARDNESS AFTER THAT . THEN IT MADE ME FEEL LIKE CRAP AND SO ON..

WELL if it came from him, i would be relieved a little,and still upset . bcos hello? it left me in '?!'

i need a place 2 crash for a few days . I'M SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THIS DRAMA AND CRAP . i hate myself so much now and it's so easy for them to say . sometimes i wish to put her on my foot . easier to say than done .

felt a stab on my heart .eyes swollen . tears kept on rolling down .

i am an angry child.

i think i only come to blog when i am unhappy/having problem.

HATEFUL POST AHEAD.

i'm so sick of having to be surrounded by pretentious.boastful human.liars.user.betrayers and you-name-it. (the categories above is including myself)

I guess it is not possible to avoid this fact of life.the fact that everyone will compare what they have with what others have.



IM SO ANGRY SHE IS ALWAYS SIDING HIM . IM SO ANGRY THAT SHE IS ALWAYS PITYING HIM .

I'M SO ANGRY AT HIS PRETENTIOUS BEHAVIOR THAT HE BEHAVES IN FRONT OF HER .

I'M SO ANGRY HOW HE ALWAYS TREAT ANOTHER ONE OF MY FAM MEMBER LIKE AN OUTSIDER .
AS IF , HE'S ALREADY BECAME PART OF OUR FAMILY .

I'M SO ANNOYED WITH HIS LOUD-TALKING ON THE PHONE AT 3AM OR MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT REGARDING FOOTBALL BET . THE LOUD VOLUME FROM TV . IF YOU DON'T WANT TO SLEEP, THE REST OF US NEED TO REST . SO INCONSIDERATE AND SO OBNOXIOUS . I ALREADY TOLD HIM COUNTLESS OF TIME TO LOWER DOWN VOLUME . STILL THE SAME ONCE IN A WHILE . ZZZ .

SOMETIMES I FELT LIKE CHANGING THE HOUSE LOCKS THROWING HIS STUFF OUTSIDE THE HOUSE .
(I ONCE TOLD HER, SHE SAID THAT IT'S NOT RIGHT,BECAUSE HE NEVER DID ANYTHING WRONG TO ME) GODDDD SHE IS STILL PITYING HIM .

SERIOUSLY, HOW CAN HE NOT BE EMBARRASSED,STAYING AT SOMEONE ELSE'S HOUSE WITHOUT PAYING A SINGLE CENT FOR ALMOST 8 YEARS . I'M SERIOUS 8 YEARS . YET HE STILL COMPLAINS ABOUT ME AND ONE OF MY FAM MEMBER FOR NOT BEING GOOD AND NOT HELPFUL . HOW CAN SHE STILL SIDES ON HIM WHEN HE NEARLY MURDER ONE OF HER OWN DAUGHTER .

how can my breakfast can be shittier than him ?


'Are you still studying or working already ?'
I give you all my respect,from the bottom of my heart. ONLY if you have some respect for me.ONLY APPLIES if you did not show off/criticize/compare me .

if you happen to do one of above stated..

HONESTLY I DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF YOU WORK BEFORE ME OR ALREADY FOUND A JOB BEFORE GRADUATING . SO SHUT THE HELL UP GO AND ENJOY YOUR FANTASTIC WORKING LIFE.

i have my own life . I WANT TO ENJOY TO IT'S LIMIT FIRST . i know i am immature and irresponsible . let it be . let me feel the guilt WHILE YOU EARN MONEY.

i'm so annoyed at some people rushing me to work , when my dad never/have not said a word about job .



how can he went and suggested to her that , he has a friend that works in the design industry can help me with my job(why must he directly tell her first without saying anything to me)when he does not know which industry he/she from? all he knows is that he/she came back from overseas. it can mean that she went for holiday and it could be interior or architecture.

seriously , i'm GETTING so sick of her genes and behavior too .

why she kept on thinking that i'm the last one among my friends that started working ?! the truth is.. im not the last one among my friends/classmates (please note that , i'm not making myself feel better here)

AND SHE ALREADY BOASTED THAT I ALREADY RESTED UP TO 2 YEARS . BULLSHIT! ( i never have that kind of intention resting up to 2 years )

i already planned to go back last month . she complained again , i would waste the sg dollars staying on rented place . so i applied job online and she nags again . eeeeeeeeeek !

OH GOD I HATE ALL THIS 'COMPARING ACHIEVEMENTS , WEIGHT , JOB , BEAUTY , BOYFRIEND BEHAVIOR ' CANNOT BE MORE A LITTLE SUPPORTIVE OR ACCEPT ME ?!

MAYBE SHE CAN'T , BECAUSE I CAN'T ACCEPT HER AT SOME POINT .

sunday!

i'm almost loving every single day since i came back,


there's ALWAYS someone try to ruin it when i'm enjoying it.gah!


loved the new releases for BP and RPM .

holidays are ending soon.

god.im so sick of being compared to other people's child beauty,weight and achievements.


:) goodnight

unemployed

hai .

will update . just because i want to .
things are running on my head now .

should i go back sg and start working ?
oh yes, i want to earn sing dollars .
i think i don't want to . i'm not ready to step out from this circle because i'm afraid of bitchy bosses and the politics during work.*mind running wild* due to bad experiences while studying in sg.
but i love how convenient and safe sg is.


so far went for 2 interviews.got accepted in the jewelery industries.did not turn up after the interview.

should i start working here first then proceed to sg ?
hmm maybe i should.

what do you think ?

OMGGG i dunno how. ZZZZZ

November!

OMG MY FAV. MONTH HAS ARRIVED ALREADY *runs in circle*

*teheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

Hello everyone.

No, I am not dead.

My fingers weren't chopped off in a freak stir-fry accident.

My kitty is not wired at the back of my laptop , disabling my internet connection.

I haven't written in here for quite time.

Please wait patiently.

Love ,

Banana

Petunia


Penis .

yuhuuu

i finally moved to a new room .
actually i quite like the previous room, the privacy given . no rules . just that i did not liked the violence and fight in the house and also the distance to town . 1 hour plus of bus ride . And i'm a little racist . lol


had hard time adjusting to the new place . staying with an old lady . i guess i already gave her enough time to adjust with me . somehow i think we did not click . so much of rules . no privacy .
anyways i'm going to move to another room (hopefully i will be able to find one without going through the agents and signing contract.don't like the idea of signing contract.)


staying in the city now , i'm 10 minutes away to the gym . 20 minutes walk to the gym (yet i still contemplate to go or not to go.heh)


i think i just sprained my wrist, AGAIN for the 2nd time all this 5 years . therefore i'm taking precaution not to go gym today , in case i worsen it(imagine no gym for 2 months) . heh . i felt so crappy now.

i think my left knee injury is also saying hello to me . it hurts when i walk up the stairs .
is it that i'm getting old ? or i did workout in the wrong way ? :(
i have this phobia that my knee will 'patah' everytime i climbed up/down the stairs.


lately i don't know i have been busy with what . been organizing and arranging my songs on itunes . i'm busy applying for jobs and also busy attending classes .


i'm 4 days away to return home . want to get my hair fixed . scaling on dental . also i have been invited by my friends to celebrate Halloween, dress up! seems like i'm not giving a shit because i will be catching AAR with Aimee*woooooooot* , i missed them once , definitely wont miss them this time :)


oh yes . i've finally got my voice back . i'm so happy . i should not complain how much is spent on it .

Having a loss voice is so not cool ok , having to repeat the same sentence , getting the stares from people , and the annoyed 'pardon me' face . my younger brother said i sounded like david archuleta . *pengsan* therefore he also want to have Laryngitis . i told him 'you something wrong' .

Some friend of mine still prefer my husky hoarse voice . *draws a circle on the floor* they call it sexy , i don't like it although it might sound cool somehow . DOES THAT MEAN I SOUND LIKE SHIT NOW ?! haha .


anyways i'm getting my magnum fix now . *yum* and all the guilt falls down to my shoulder .