August 22, 2009

Changed bloglink .
WWW.th-unforgivenpast.blogspot.com (; relink

August 19, 2009




教室裏那台風琴叮咚叮咚叮嚀
像你告白的聲音 動作一直很輕
微笑看你送完信 轉身離開的背影
喜歡你字跡清秀的關心

那溫熱的牛奶瓶在我手中握緊
有你在的地方 我總感覺很窩心
日子像旋轉木馬 在腦海裏轉不停
出現那些你對我好的場景

你說過牽了手就算約定
但親愛的那並不是愛情
就像來不及許願的流星
再怎麼美麗也只能是曾經

太美的承諾因為太年輕
但親愛的那並不是愛情
就像是精靈住錯了森林
那愛情錯的很透明


那溫熱的牛奶瓶在我手中握緊
有你在的地方 我總感覺很窩心
日子像旋轉木馬 在腦海裏轉不停
出現那些你對我好的場景

你說過牽了手就算約定
但親愛的那並不是愛情
就像來不及許願的流星
再怎麼美麗也只能是曾經

太美的承諾因為太年輕
但親愛的那並不是愛情
就像是精靈住錯了森林
那愛情錯的很透明

太美的承諾因為太年輕
但親愛的那並不是愛情
就像是精靈住錯了森林
那愛情錯的很透明


Yeaps .
i am still deciding on somethings .
Regine, Cynthia .yy & badpig knows .
But it's like
i gonna miss out alot things .
idw too .
it's creeeppyy .
i prefer it just go gone .
& i can't do it anymore .
i will never ever step in to room full of knifes .(;
yupps.
i was a girl who dreams of everything .
The sun the moutain the sea .
thinking that everything oppunity will come to me .
it's only i want or don't .
but now seems like it different .
i am chasing over time & at the same time no over stressign it .
haixxx .
i dreams of everything that i had missed from the past .
but it's all to late .
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Maybe i should stay far from you .
Since i am a burdun soon .
idk .
& i had a mind blank .
Should i ignore you or not .
Maybe you will find you happiness better .
Maybe what they say is right .
You fall in love with her but just you don't know .
it's take time to understand .
It's okays too . i understand.

August 16, 2009

Diana(:: Hi! Link me? but i just dont know why i cant aim well, haix.
YINGTONG; hellos ! okays . when i free okays ? aiya . just laxxxx . hve fun most important . dun stress yourself too much (;
BadPig: dun give my identity away. hellos
YINGTONG; HELLOS badpig! . bad bad! HAHAH ;X . orhs .
16 Aug 09, 14:02
PEARLYN :D: tag tag senior . [;
YINGTONG ; thanks junior ~
15 Aug 09, 16:07
`ES.THER ♥: yea i understand, comparing u with ur siblings haha. typical but try to understand, they mean good(:
YINGTONG; LOL .
10 Aug 09, 09:13
bArrY: hiies tagged XD
YINGTONG;
hellos !

August 12, 2009

Craps .
I have millions trouble in my head .
How i wish i could just die & free from suffering(;
i want to cry now but i can't.
i can't let my mother see or things get worst .
I am bloody sick of my life .
How cheerful i wanted to be .
How many things i had to keep to myself .
How many blooddy hell thinngs i must try to forgot .
But think about it .
It all useless .
I hate the problems i created .
I hate being ps-ed all the time .
I hate when my mother compare it with my brother.
I hate when i try to hard & did'nt get anything back .
I try to be prefect .
I try to be someone everyone likes.
But seriously .
How can ppl like me when i myself is hating myself.
IDK .
ARS .
trying hard is nothing but thinking you are an idotic .
Things came up & i know who i am ,
Maybe i am gone today,
no one even know .
I am thinking .
Is my knee injury a bless or a hatered .
If not for my knee,
i would i have gone .
But because of my kneee .
i am still here blogging .
Once recovered .
Idk things may changed anot ._.
i feel like stabing myself with millions of knife .
Cause .
i hate myself ._.
/edit .
The more i want to try harder .
THe deeper i fall .
I can't stand anymore .
I am sick of being a strong front infront of my family ,
i am weak i admit it ._.

August 11, 2009

Sianzation . i had a serious sore throat now . & i tomrorow have NPCC which piss me off even more . You see . Home econs is killing me as the words are alien language to me . I prefer taking D&t at least i can understand more . Fartard . i am seriously pissed . my sore throat & home econs are sicking me out .