♥ Everything has its reasons to it

MY LESBIAN MATE FOLLOWING BY MY LOVELY HUNKS.

LESBIAN - MICHELLE <3<3<3 1314 3344 184 HAHAHHAHAHA.

MY LOVELY HUNKS. :D

MY HUNKS, MY HUNKS MY LOVELY LITTLE HUNKS.

MY HUNKS
FROM LEFT-RIGHT
GARY, WEI LIANG,KENNETH AND WILSON.

THEY ARE MY MOTIVATION, MY LIFE.
ITS LIKE THEY'RE DRUGS, AND I'M THE DRUG ADDICT.
I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT THEM.
Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Others stay awhile, make footprints on our hearts. These are the people that never leave.
LOVE THEM MUACKS.
ONCE AGAIN, LOVE THEM 1314 3344 184

P.S. Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow; Don't walk behind me, I may not lead; Walk beside me, and just be my friend

对不起。我不想的
给我一点时间来处理先。

Feeling never fade, really :( :( :(
just that..
We'll make this r/s last!

I've finally know, what kind of person you are.
Trying to act infront of me, and then what? Backstab behind. Please la, nobody is as childish as you are.
You know what? I've choose to be that F one who would take that bloody God damn step to leave.
Even if it take all means.
MOTHER _l_

I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU.
don't go round telling people I'm your friend because, IT'S NO LONGER THE SAME ANYMORE.
You'll never be the one I am gna tell my secrets too.
You'll never be the one whom I will care for.
YOU WILL NEVER BE THE ONE IN MY WHOLE LIFE.
FCUKING FLIRTATIOUS BITCH _l_

I wonder how and what it takes, to just be a principal.
Seriously, what rights does she have to say a teacher?
_l_

Mother F pissed off.

AND, I WAS LIKE DAMN FREAKING ZOMG DURING PHYSICS TODAY LA!!! _@%*@&$@)*%&@*)#!

Mother came, blahblah. Don't wish to elaborate.
Dinner @ Waraku, Homed. GOODBYE.

I think Imma Happy girl :)
O'lv stress yet, reliving :O HAHAHHA
Ohkay, I AM VERY HAPPY BECAUSE DADDY AND MUMMY PROMISED ME MY HK TRIP END OF THE YEAR,
AND I'M GOING OVER TO GENTING ALSO ^^ YAY

ok, bye. I need to sleep.

Two very different people,
Too scared to get along,
Till two heart beat together,
Underneath one sun.

One very special moment,
Can turn a destiny,
And what some would say,
Could never change,
Has changed for you and me.

SHIT! I'M OVER DEPRESS NOWWWWW!
CAN SOMEONE TEACH ME HOW TO SAVE MONEY?!
MY GOD, I THINK I SPEND LIKE ABOUT $200 BUCKS TODAY LAAAAAA :( :( :(
DAMN..

Stay over was great!
Gonna have another one coming right up :)
Yay!

I'm lazy to blog.
Wilson Ng sucks. This was what he send: This is your 3pages long love msg!
What a hole is he, ain't? HAHA

OK, I'LL BLOG TODAY BECAUSE..
WILSON SEND ME HOME LEYYYYYYYYYY :D
HAHAHA.

Yeah, school was as normal. I thought I would be super tired to attend but everything wasn't expected.
Lessons today were great! None of them were boring though :O
So Amaths lesson, there were only Four of us inside. HAHAHA
Left school to meet Michelle and Jeff outside school.
Waited for Wilson, Herman and Chufei.
KFC, home-d

THE GAYEST GUY FINALLY BECAME A MAN! :)
But still, he sucks cause I rock more!!!!!

I'm feeling very bad & down right now :(
Goodnight people, there's still school for me!

K with cliques, nothing much..

Ok, I feel like blogging today.
Well, practically, for the first 3/4 of my day was fun because it was BRONZA'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!
and then, after I reach home, the whole bloody world changed.
It seems to be opposing me _l_
Wtfwtf. I AM SUPER PISSED NOW BECAUSE.....

AIYA, I JUST WANT TO DIE NOW AND THEN WHEN I DIE, EVERYONE WILL BE HAPPY BECAUSE THEY WILL HAVE FREE CHICKEN CURRY TO EATTTTTT _l_ _l_
BYEBYEBYE!!!
OK, MY NEXT BLOG POST WILL BE CONTRADICTING. SERIOUSLY.

BRONZAAAAAAAAA! HAPPY BIRTHDAY THOUGH I WANT TO DIE. HAHAHA

It's Saturday today and I've not been blogging for the past few days.
Literally because I'm just bored of it.
Maybe after my O's I might start blogging back :)
HAHAHA.

Last whole week we had temperature taking lorrrrrr! Damn stupidxzxz uh!
And then I remembered on Thursday, I was late because the freaking school closes the gate like that ass early laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! :( :(
And then we had to wait outside, and go in 1 by 1? Wtf.
I think my school trying act cute lorrrrr :x
HAHAHA.

Ohwell, Caught Transformers yesterday @ E!hub.
I SLEPT IN IT LORRRRRRRRRRRR!
TRANSFORMERS VERY NICE MEHHHHHHHHHXZXZXZ?! :(
(Ohkeh, I know many people will kill me-.-)

Yeah, so back home and slept.

Yesyesyes, I've finally bought my Web-Cam like after billions of years :O
HAHAHA, am camming with Natalie now!
Seehian's cam spoiled :( saddie.

EH NATALIE! PLEASE DON'T POST THE PICTURES :)
LURBBXLURRBX WORRS!

Yes! Today was the big show, The Big Groove '09!
Damn dope, was fantasticcccc :D
How I just wished..

Ok, time now is 12+++ am and I have yet to do my HOMEWORK and Pack my stuffs
_l_ Ohwell, happy getting scolded in school later on :) Byeeeeeeee!

Sentosa trip was canceled today due to some problems -.-
Changed our destination to EscapeThemePark instead.
HAHA, THE HAUNTED HOUSE WAS FUCKED UP MANXZ :x
Horrible.

Home-d, then Tampines for dinner :)

I've made a new friend named Salty Por :)

My dear Bronza, please take super uber great care alright? :(
I'll miss you! You promised me to be OK before your birthday uh ! REMEMBER!
I'm waitingggggggg :D

1. The person who asked me to do.- YingXiu (:

2. Your relationship with him/her.- Great Friends!

3. Your first impression on him/her.- SI AHLIAN! :O

4. Your most memorable moment with him/her.- Every moment with her (:

5. The most memorable thing you said to him/her.- Everything :O HAHAH

6. If him/her becomes your lover?- If she's a guy :)

7. If him/her becomes your lover, what would you like him/her to improve on?- Nothing :) I will love her for who she is :D

8. If him/her becomes your enemy, what will you do?- Have sleepless night just trying to salvage this friendship once again (;

9. If him/her becomes your enemy, what will be the reason?- A misunderstanding maybe? Or even, a Lie.

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?- HUG YOU! HAHAHA. & Go out :)

11. Your overall impression on him/her.- She's a great friend! Worth making :)

12. The characteristic you love most about yourself.- Good @ Maths :O

13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself.- I'm dumb @ other stuffs :(

14. The most ideal person you want to be is?- Me.

15. For people that care and like you, say something to them.- Thanks for your care&concern all these while :)

16. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you.

1) Yingxiu ( I know you've done it alr :x )

2) Michelle!

3) Natalie

4) Chufei

5) Eugene

6) Weisan

7) Azee

8) Gina

9) Clara

10) Fiza

17. Who is 6 having a relationship with?- Idk eh-.- HAHA

18. Is 9 a male or female?- Female.

19. If 7 and 10 were together, would it be a good thing?- YESYESYES :)

20. What is 2 studying at the moment?- She don't studyy @ home -.- HAHA

21. When was the last time you had a chat with 3?- Just, 1.37AM.

22. What kind of music does 8 like not sure?- BEAN'S MUSIC LUHHHHH.

23. Does 1 have any siblings?- Yeah.

24. Will you woo 3?- OF COURSE LA! HAHAHAH.

25. How about 7?- Nope :)

26. Is 4 single?- No :) She's sweetly attached :D

27. What's the surname of 5?- HoHo.

28. What's the hobby of 5?- Sleep, Eat, Use the Com, Go to Church, Go To School ?

29. Do 5 and 9 get along well?- Nah.

30. Where is 2 studying at?- SpringfieldSec :D

31. Say something casual about your eyes.- It's black.

32. Have you tried developing feelings for 5?- Nope. HAHA

33. What colour does 4 like?- Purple? Brown?

34. Are 5 and 1 good friends?- Nope, they're just friends :)

35. Does 7 like 2?- No.

36. How did you get to know 2?- NETBALL :D

37. Does 1 have any pets?- I think so?

38. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?- No, HAHAHAH.

39. How is 4 related to you?- My boyf! xD

40. Describe 4.- She crazy one la!

Am bored so decided to do some quizzieeeee.
Bye.

Yay! I've finally chiong-ed finish my drama series (:
Oh, I'll not be blogging peekchures often because my whole com reformatted and all my peeks are gone T.T so.. yeah.

Ohkay, back from chalet.
Was great especially yesterday :P
Played games, chatted, laughed, fished, went rounds and lots more! :D
RAPPING IS IN STYLE NOW ISSIT? :O

So first night played cards after fishing. Then there were forfeit. HAHA.
Home-d to rest early in the morning and then went back around evening again (:
Yesterday night was fun, superb.
Went over to some public carpark and went rounds :D
HAHAHA, damn funny I tell you.
Back to the chalet @ around 6am and went to sleep.

Checked-out, Mac, Home.
Am lazy to blog alr!

SCHOOL'S REOPENING AND I HAVE NOT DONE MY HOMEWORK :( :( :(
any kindsoul wna help me? ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUCK :D

Am going to the chalet nownownow :D
Blog when I'm backkkk (:

YOU KNOW WHAT?! YOU'RE THE MOST FCUKING FLIRTATIOUS PERSON I'VE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE.
FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU!

I HATE YOU.

Screw you up.
I hate it when people start saying. I don't know why, but.. It's just like this.
Everything does not even start from me, but you.
But why does everything have to be put on me?
The one for I don't know whatever reason, will never be said about :(

I am so sad now :(
Byebye.

Am kinda bored of blogging alr.
Am gna stop blogging for the period, provided I feel like blogging on that day.
Am gna private this blog if I am gna blog back :O
Am gna Ignore the tag board because I'm super lazy.

Aiya, final say is that, I AM LAZY THAT'S WHY ALL THESE HAPPEN -.-
ohkay, that's dumb. Bye.

Gonna chiong my show nownownow!
Going Sentosa with Girlfs tmr :D
Meeting up with Elonah! Like finally she can come out. HAHA
BYE LA BYE LA

MICHELLE IS IRRITATING. TY

I'm gna watch this show later! Yay..

Update when I'm back home (:

Edited:

Went to catch Drag me to hell with Lingsonneh. W was damn funny, heh.
I was sitting with Neh and W was sitting alone while waiting for L.
LING CAME IN AND I GOT DAMN FREAKING SCARED T.T

Then later, there was one part, W SHOUT! SHOUT LEYYYY.
Then he turned to me and asked:
W: Eh, What did I shout? (In mandarin)
Me: You shout Ahh~ la? O.o
W: Turns away.

Then another part was, L FINALLY GOT SHOCKED! THEN ME AND NEH WAS LAUGHING ALL THE WAY AND I WENT,
WOAH LING FINALLY SHOUT LEH! HAHAHA

So dinner and then back home.
Today's a walking day.
I walked from home to downtowneast to home again. HAHAHA

I NEEDA LOSE FATSFATSFATS :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

I'll update the rest when I'm back

Don't worry peps! I'm great here :D

Only, a lil black. HAHA

My skins are killing alr :(

Ohkay, I'm going to play billard alr, Bye! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR HEADPHONE ^^
You're older by a year, All the best in you O's (:
MUST STUDY, STUDY & STUDY! Especially Maths :D
Wish you all the best okie dorkie?
Anything must find me uh! I'll help you for sure (:

Yesyes! Skipped school again. I have yet to attend my Holiday Lessons least once yet.
So I got up and on the Computer and started to search for stuffs.
Then Chufei called and I told her I couldn't find any suitable one :(
So I went to get ready and went over to Whitesands.
Reached there and the freaking Library's like, OPENS @ 11AM! -.- nabeixzxz.
So I have like around 2o mins to spare and then I decided to go to Popular instead.
I found some very nice recipes but I couldn't take any picture of it :(
Done with popular and went to wait outside the Library instead. Got real bored while waiting and the worse thing was that, Queuing up was all Old people -.-
Went in and started searching.
Found only one book that is regarding baking of cakes T.T
Sucha big library but only one book~ Fact was that, I was rushing and didn't have the heart to find (:

Went Simei to meet Boyf (:
Then bought stuffs and cabbed home.
I TELL YOU! MY BOYF IS SO CUTE THAT WE WENT NTUC TO BUY THINGS AND ACTUALLY PUT THE THING FROM NTUC INTO THE PLASTIC BAG I WAS HOLDING-.-
hahahaha.

Home-d and started baking.
I SWEAR I WILL NEVER EVER BAKE WITH CHUFEI AGAIN. That freaking pig, alway messing up the place after I clean them! #*%&@)#*!($)!@^$!
The cake was a success. But it was more like a brownie :(
Then Hermie came and we went out @ around five.
Trust that Michelle was so dumb that she was fooled by Us, Ling & Jeffrey! HAHA
So we cabbed down to the place and the taxi passed by them!
(Only Ling saw us then ^^ )

Headed to the back to set the plans.
THE BLOODY PERSON HAND SO WENT AND HE TOCUHED THE BOX @$(&!)#*^!$)!
Ohya, The above picture was the picture pasted above the box! HAHAHA
So had dinner like pigs. I was so fortunate that I wasn't sitting with Wilson! ^^
Kenneth was beside me and he was cooking "ChaoDa" food all the way.
Every food waste, would throw to Kenneth and he will do his freaking rubbish stylo thingy.
HAHAHA.
The cake was out later (: MICHELLE WAS...
Cut cake and went over to Bugis to meet Yuzhi.
Arcade @ Iluma and home-d (:

Peekchures will be uploaded after I get them all :D

In another 3 days time...

DINO! HAPPY BIRTHDAY UH :D
A year older, happy not?

Skipped school today because I woke up and realize that it was alr late!
Then I was so lazy because it's like, Going to school for One&A-Half hour and then home?
Isn't that stupid? LOL.

Met with my Headphone @ Simei (:
Bloody her la! Didn't buy my things in the end T.T Nehnehxzxz.
Bus-ed to Tampines(:
Sold her Kuku Phone and went changing Monehhh.
SP later. AND THEN CAME BRONZA! SO IGGITATING ONE T.T
I EATING HALFWAY THEN SHE CALL ME SAY:
EH FUCK YOU, WHERE ARE YOU? HAHAHA. WHY THAT MICHELLE NEVER ANSWER THE PHONE ONE?
So cute right she? She couldn't stop scolding The F* word and CB. HAHAHAHA
So slacked till around Ten and went home (:

NATALIE SUCKS. SHE SO LIAR :(
MY ICE-CREAMMMMMMMMMM.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAREN :D
(though the picture is.. HAHA)

So had our very first O'lv paper today.
It was Mother Tongue and I can literally just say, I'm gna Flunk it :O
I DON'T KNOW LA! I HATE CHINESE, I DON'T LIKE CHINESE, I DON'T KNOW HOW TO STUDY CHINESE-.-
I can never memorize the words manxz. LOL
Ohkay, so much of that, I give up..

So after school head over to T-mall for Pastamania (:
Great food but kinda bored of it alr.
Walked around for awhile and went home!

I NEED LOTS OF MONEY BECAUSE THIS WEEK IS GNA BE A MONEY WEEK MANXZXZ:
Tmr: Gina's Birthday.
Wed: Michelle's Birthday.
Thur/Fri: Day out with Girlf & Maybe A stayover.
Sat: BYEBYE!

AND WHAT'S MORE, I HAVE SCHOOL ON ALL THESE DAYS AND MY MAMA DON'T WANNA GIVE ME MONEY :(
I'm gna be a sad girl soon!~

VERY OVERDUE-D PEEKSXZ :O

Group.

HAHAHAHAHA

WITH NATALIE.

SLEPT, SLEPT, SLEPT!
HAHAHAHA

OHKAY, TMR IS THE BIG DAY AND I STILL DON'T HAVE THE FEEL OF O'LV.
HAHAHAHAH

Am gna miss dance lessons for a period of time :(
So met with Michelle just now :D
Cityhall to get my stuff and went to eat HotPot (All time favorite for Michelle^^)
Simei to meet parents later.
Got nothing, typically NOTHING.
The FBT shorts ran out of sizes and stocks, the headset does not have the colour I want and finally,
the ingredients are like so far and I'm so lazy to walk T.T
Back home.

I can't wait for next week, Seriously..
It's gna be the best time for me because I can finally relax my mind, and let everything, PRACTICALLY EVERYHING off.
Yupp, so gonna have a stay over @ my place this Friday :D

Yes! It's been a short term.. The last day of Intensive MotherTongue,
The day where we get our report books.
The day where prizes are presented.
The day where every forms and other stuffs are given.
The day where we had to bring home all our books.

My teacher was so cute today because she asked us all to take out our phone and start messaging about the relay thing-y. Hah.
So recess was horrible because I was super hungry and did not eat @*&$(*@&$
Went up to the hall for the GCA thing-y :D
Going up stage was supposed to be a proud thing, but I was least that.
God-damn nervous because it's my bloody first time thru-out my whole Secondary years going up one. -.- HAHAHAHA

Went back to class after that, got our report book.
My results were like : _l_ that! HORRIBLE! I can't imagine if this were to be my O'lv marks.
I'll cry my bloody heart out till there's no more tears in my whole body! Hah.
Then, got our O'lv index number thingy and it was like...

In another 3days time, I am gna sit for my O'lv MotherTongue.
Most people are feeling like God, Why is it so fast? or what-so-ever.
But I'm not. I don't even have the feeling of excitement nor scared.
It's MotherTongue la, I don't know what to study and my MotherTongue is like abc thruout these years.
So... ...

Headed home straight then. Was rather pissed @ some stuffs for a moment or so.
Then things began to get better.
Headed to Whitesands, alone to get some stuffs but there isn't any.
Mother ass.

Home-d and not long later, Brother came home :D
Hurray! Got ready and went over to Vivo to meet parents for shopping!
Yes, I've finally bought another new colour of dressing, Purple!
It's purple day today I guess because I've got myself a purple skirt, a purple Havanas and also, a purple choco! HAHAHAHA
Had Ajisen for dinner then.
Candy Empire and homed (:

Oh, I realized I fell asleep last night @ the sofa. HAHAHA

Takecare back there(:

So after school went over to T-mall to get some stuffs first.
Parents came and fetch me home then.
Headed off to airport as soon as I'm done.
Waited for Lip, send him off and later, went to meet parents.
Had Swensens for dinner :D
Back home then..

Another day missed. I just can't get my sleep still!
Even if I off my com as early as like 11PM, I'll still stay on bed and start tossing and turning and stare into space..

So this morning, my alarm rang but I paid no attention and so, continued sleeping.
Woke up and realize that it was like 7.30AM alr!
Go bow-wow. Then I went, Aiya, later then go..
But ended up @ home. LOL

So I rotted at home and then, when mummy came home, I rushed to the door.
For whatever reason, I started to feel super i-don't-know how to express feeling.
Then went into the Kitchen and started opening up cupboards.
Grabbed some stuffs out and found myself baking. HAHAHA
It was a great success I tell you all!
NO CHAO-DA FOR ANY. AND THIS IS THE BLOODY FIRST TIME.
Weepieewoo~ *smiles brightly*
Cleared up and am going to bed alr.

I CAN'T BE LATE/NOT GOING SCHOOL ANYMORE!..

HAHAHA, PLS WATCH THE ABOVE VIDEOOOOOOO! OHMYGOD.
THIS WILL VERY MUCH HELP YOU SLIM DOWN BECAUSE YOU WILL START LAUGHING YOUR STOMACH OFF ^^

Nothing much of school stuff today.
Stayed in school till about 3+ and left for Whitesands.
Burgerking-ed and then, mummy came and fetched me home...

I'm off, bye~
Not a happy girl today :(

I don't know what to say now...
I'm left, speechless.

You're the one who always commented about others.
Their life, friends and everything.
You're the one who is freaking god damn show-off.
You're the one who thinks that your attitude rock big time.
You're forever the one who thinks that your saying are the fact, that it's always and forever the one that out-take the rest.
You're the one that claims everything to be another way.
You're the one who actually, does the opposite of what you say.
You're the one who always boost around, showing how brave you are but actually deep down, You're freaking mother f. scared _l_
You're the one who always say about others, but never did you noticed that you're in the same position too.
You're the one who is the F. Flirt.
You're the one who is the Bloody Bitch.
You're the one who is God-damn, thinks you're the royal princess, that everyone has to give in to you.
You're the one who is bloody just plain acting.
You're the one who loves stealing limelight.
You're the one who claims to understand others, but actual fact you don't.
You're the one who always ask people to do the wrong things so that you can take over.
You're the one who freaking god damn, MEOWS. (copy others)
You're the one who carries empty promises..

FINAL SAY, YOU'RE THE ONE WHO FREAKING CHANGED.
So please, bear this in mind. You've changed. Others can see thru but not yourself.
Take opinions of how others view you, and stop judging yourself like you're so oh-perfect.

(NO NAMES ARE BEING MENTIONED SO WHOEVER YOU THINK THIS IS, IT'S WHATEVER YOU THINK. I'M SO NOT GOING TO BLOODY SAY ANYTHING _l_)

Intensive MotherTongue today, was freaking damn boring I swear..
SHIT LA! I NEED A DAMN GOD DICTIONARY BADLY!
*I meant, the electronic Chinese one.
I... no more freaking mood to blog.

Just, the way you treat guys and girls are super different.
Reflect about it...

PEEKCHURREEEEES WILL BE UPLOADED ANOTHER DAY.

I've not been getting my sleeps lately.
I don't know why, but it's just... I sleep late, or should I say, early morning and wake up like after 2-4hours of it.
I felt super tired, but I can't go back to sleep.

Woke up today and got ready.
Met with Natalie and trained over to Vivo.
Everything went smooth. The laughter, as usual.
Walked around and then, decided to play pool. So... ya.
Then I went off early because Daddy had reached.
Shopped around with Daddy but bought nothing :(
Ohkay, I shall stop here. Bye marlusxzxz.~

I just, felt like giving up alr...

Shit! I think they're damn cute^^ HAHAHA
All the way PinkMonsters :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHENGFENG :D

Ohkay, so today's diary would be ($@)*$&!)*$ at first thanks to TanShiXuan! >=(
SHE SUPPOSED TO MEET ME @ 12 BUT SHE CAME @ 1!~
GRH, I AM SO GNA KILL HER LIKE BABOONSENG!...
Didn't buy the tickets and did not manage to see A ):
NATALIE PLS LET ME KILL YOU^^

But she's not so kind because she said she would accompany me till the theater there and yet, she left after sending me off to the MRT station.
What a great companion-.- HAHAHA
so we headed over to the place then.
The play was way too draggy shit! -.- The ending was funny though :D

Headed over to Central later for Lunch-Dinner.
I WAS DAMN SHIT HUNGRY DURING THE PLAY AND THEN MY STOMACH KEPT CALLING. HAHAHA
Mummy fetched me home later.
bye.

I NEED TO FREAKING FIND MY DARLING CAMERAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA :(
it can't be a loner... ...

OH-MY-F-GOD! MY NEW BOYF :D
His freaking damn hot manxzxz ^^

I was supposed to be in school today. But I woke up and realize, everything was back to then.
My legs, as ever, limping. I could not find my medicine ):
I could not bend my arms to do stuffs.
And this, resulted to being home again, for the fourth day alr! Fcuk, I'm getting bored.

And because of this, I can't go to the freaking drama tmr because I never hand in my form?
What a reasonable teacher I have -.- wow.

I'm freaking pissed because the bloody fever is on and off :[
Then, my appetite have been like VERYVERY ROTTEN recently.
I can happily be stuck with a food for around 1hour + -.- HA-HA-HA-HA

Very well. I couldn't sleep well last night.
I tossed and turned, like a pig going to play in the mud or something.
I wanted so much to phone someone, just one. But I could not find any.
I don't know why, maybe this is how much they actually mean to me. I can't turn to anyone.
It's late...

I took out my DS, my handphone and everything that has battery life.
I spend all out, and this morning, everything was left, batt-less.
I remembered asking a stupid question, and the reply jolly well was, Yes. YEs. YES! -.-
Then, when everything got out of batt, many wild thoughts came thru.
I was wondering, pondering and thinking on the same bloody question.
What would happen if one day...

Then, I got this very bad dream;
I dream... That I'm way else where. I couldn't find anyone whom I know.
Then, this grand-dad came to me and told me that he's actually my grand-dad.
I didn't believe at first, but after stories, I started too. Then, I don't know why, he brought me to this ulu place.
It was a place where we can see the earth's world, the place when I was gna lose my last breath.
Then, my granddad told me, go... It's your last chance.
I looked at him and started tearing. I told him, it's no use alr... I can't be there anymore...

AND THEN I REALIZE THAT I WOKE UP TEARING. WTF -.- -.- -.-
and finally I can get back to sleep, but my alarm went and then, everything repeated.
Then came Chufei's fatty msg and later, back to sleep.

I don't know what's gna happen... But I'll just wait.
Everything, thru faith. I believe someday.

答应你我会努力呼吸
让世界知道我多爱你
就算用尽所有力气
留给你最幸福的回忆

答应我好好珍惜自己
让我们毫不遗憾离去
泪光化成满天星星守着你

Shit it, I've been home stuck for days.

Cept for monday but it's still...

I can't get out of this bloody house! Someone, save me please.

&All I can do is just sleep.

Messages come, Phone rings, I'm hesistant about replying.

I just... am gna have a freaking hard time.

CRITISE ME FOR ALL I CARE BECAUSE YOU ARE NO BETTER _l_

(I seriously hope you know that I'm referring to you!)

Hopeless. I know nobody in this world should feel like this, espicially with God.

Because nothing is impossible thru him.

I gave school a miss today because my tempreture wasn't getting any better though.

It was still as high as ever. I wonder whether I have the Influenza A =O

My hands and knees are killing me ):

They can't seems to bend right or even, put straight.
I'm feeling super hopeless because all these small pieces of shit tends to be super uber pain when they are not supposed to.

I'm feeling hopeless/useless because all I can do is either to sleep or to use the com.

I can neither make a cup or milo, or even, POUR A CUP OF WATER. But thanks to mummy, she fills up a bottle of water every morning before going to work(:

I'm feeling super strengthless.

I have no strength to even answer the phone.

I am feeling uber cold even with the blankets on and aircon/fans off.

I don't know what else should I do.

Hopeless, Useless, I might as well just...

I went to school today because of the damn photo taking session.

I mean, it's the last year and nobody would wants to miss out right?

So, Reached school and Natalie came to the foyer area and pick me up.

I think I should fall more so she would pick me up everytime ^^ LOL

Enough of the nonsense.

School ended, went to the coffeeshop behind school.

Ate and mummy came. Off to CGH then back home.

yay, i'm having fever now. Goodbye.

THIS IS HOW I LOOK LIKE, HAHAHA

I'm rotting at home.

Nothing much to say, just: I'm gna be dead, bye.

This is how I'm feeling ):

Didn't go for lessons today because of...

arghhh! have to stay home like @*%&@(#)!*$ till I god damn recover because the injuries are affecting my movement ):

Thanks Neh for coming to see me :D

Woohoo, at least I didn't feel bored for that hour or so.

Soon after she left, Daddy and Mummy came (:

Shit it la, they had this dress which is freaking damn nice but...

THE FREAKING WAIST LINE IS 24!~ WHO CAN WEAR THEM SIOLXZ -.-

Ohkay, so they went home and I'm going to bed (:

Ohya, I watched like MANY SHOWS TODAY!
HAHAHA -.- but, IT'S STILL BORED TO STAY AT HOME! >=(

Some peeks @ the chalet ytd (:

Chufei (1)

Chufei (2)

Karen! :D

Wilson :D

Chufei&Fizaaa ^^

Went out for dinner. Was supposed to go Jogging with Natalie first.

Then, it was bloody raining so we bloody went for dinner only. Slacked @ the open plaza there and later, walked around for awhile more.

Went to Tamp1 later and slacked @ the Open Plaza there. HAHAHA the door damn freaking cool; our newest k-box place? O.o

then, THE BLOODY WILSON RIDE ME HOME! AND THIS THE BLOODY PART I'M SUPER PISSED AT @(*@()&$@!*)#!@($*@() woohoo~ hahaha.

We were going by the Tampines-PasirRis connector and then, while going down the slope from Tampines, HE FREAKING FUGGING STAND UP AND RIDE, THEN I TOLD HIM NOT TO BECAUSE IN FRONT GOT ONE FREAKING GOD DAMN HUMP THINGY BUT HE IGNORED AND WHEN WE WENT OVER, I FELL.

NABEI! !@#*()!#*!()&!#*!@($*!@&#() I'M GNA GET YOU FOR THIS ):

He freaking made me damn arghhhh! There's gna be 2 BIG scars on my right leg, 1 on my elbow and my nails chipped of so I don't know how am i gna do my pedicure! >=(

AND I'M SUPPOSED TO BE MEETING CO TMR FOR SHOPPING BUT BECAUSE OF THE BLOODY WILSON, EVERYTHING HAD TO BE CHANGED ):

AND ALSO, I CAN'T WEAR DRESS ON THE 23! I CAN'T WEAR HEALS TOO

I DON'T KNOW HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GO ON MY HOLIDAY LIKE THIS,

I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG AFTER CAN I LIKE FINALLY BATH A NICE BATH BECAUSE THE PAIN IS FREAKING KILLING ME!
I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG AFTER CAN I FINALLY EAT PROPER MEAL BECAUSE I CAN'T EAT EGGS, BLACK SOYASAUCE STUFF, AND SEAFOOD NOW! >=(

I DON'T KNOW WHEN THE FREAKING UGLY SCAR IS GNA GO AWAY.

AND LASTLY, HE FREAKING MADE ME EAT BIG TABLETS -.-

I hope he will fall like how I did and scared exactly like me, yay! HAHAHA

Ok, enough of nonsense. HAHA

So I cabbed home and cried T.T mummy asked me why cause I thought she would scold but no.

She looked at the scar and she was like, come, i bring you to the hospital.

THEN I WAS LIKE, DON'T NEED ONE LA! WASH WASH CAN ALR!!

then she went to change and come out so I had no choice-.-

Cabbed down to Changi Hospital and it was like $10. Registered and everything and it was a freaking 3hour wait. So we decided to go to a 24hr clinic instead.

Cabbed back down to PasirRis but the bloody clinic was opened till only 12mid-night!

Then, cabbed back to Tampines and finally found on @ Ave 7. Some green cross clinic.

MOTHER, TABLETS EH! -.- -.- -.- -.-

Back home and I had to stare at the bloody tablets for like 10mins before I even swallow them down-.- Lucky I had my gummy bears to keep me accompany :D hahaha

I'm gna go to bed now (:

&Wilson, I'll never forget you because you're the first one who landed me into a clinic in the uber early morning

Ohya, my hands can't put straight! HAHA

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Natalie, cheer up :D everything's gna be alright (:

Met with~~~ this morning before going to school!~~~

Bus-ed over to T-inter (:

Reached school and ohmysohigh mood started.

I don't know why -.- probably because I woke up like damn early and got over high. LOL

Yesyes! I FAILED MY CHEMISTRY PAPER, shitty ass!

but glad that I passed my physics surprisingly-.- LOL LOL,

I guess I passed overall? o.O but it's a C6!

I've gotta keep working harder ):

So went to find Seehian later and she cycled me down to T-mart(:

Fuck lahxzxz, why are all rentals so ex?! _l_

I hope their shop got no business and cloese down then I'll be the happiest girl manxz! xD

Yay! Seehian is the besties of the best alr :D woohoo~

She was supposed to send me home, but upon reaching the white-sands outside stop, bus3 came and Amanda was super thoughtful that she went up the bus and save Seehian the hassle of cycling up the hill :D

HAHAHA, ok, I think she's gna scream @ me alr-.- HAHEHO!~

YESYES! HAHAHA I'M FREAKING F HIGH MANXZ! (MICHELLE KNOWS WHY^^)

Boredboredbored (I'm not feeling that. It's a... HAHA)

Napped & woke up to get ready @ 5pm(:

Met with Chufei&Karen first, then later saw ShawnyWongy (:
Bus-ed over to Dte and there's this bloody idiotic fugging bugger "beggar" who is freaking abled but I have no freaking idea why he's born to this earth.

I mean, everyone who is abled should get some life right? instead of begging, why not go work for it for yourself? LOL

And the funniest thing he said was, I never come to tampines area one. only this two days. (Translated)

BECAUSE WE ARE AT PASIR RIS, I HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA WHY HE SAID TAMPINES LA! -.- MOTHER DIE, HE GOT DIRECTION PROBLEM! YAY!~~~

Ohkay, reached the chalet, did some bbq-ing. then watched tv, played poker cards, chit-chatted, laugh our tummy outs! Cam-Whore! (Peek will be uploaded after CHUFEI THAT FATTY sends me^^)

So, went to catch The Uninvited movie @ 11.30 @ E!Hub. Hahahaha, I'll skip that part (:

How I wished, I just wished.

Walked over to Beihao's house and my freaking damn bloody leg, BOTH SIDE got bloody blisters and it's causing me to die because the bloody blister is so pain that I can't walk properly with my slippers! >=(

So Seehian and Ling sent me home^^ woooo~ HAHA

SLEEPSLEEP! NIGHTYNIGHT.

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I wanna be the rain that falls on you, washes away the pain

I wanna be the sun that shines on you, warms your world each day.

I wanna be the sky that holds the stars for you, so you'll never lose your way.

YAY! IT'S FINALLY THE BLOODY HELL LAST DAY OF EXAMS!

so yeah, had Emaths P2, Chinese P2 and ComStudies (which was a total failure)

yay! I'm so freaking happy because I finally can pack my stupid messy damn table!

AND AND AND AND AND!

I THINK HAHAHAHHAHAHA IS GNA START ..... TO ME! (: (: (: YAYXZ

Oh, this is super high I tell you.

So after paper, Mummy came to fetch me! Went over to Giant to get some stuff for the mini grill-ing cum steamboat. HAHA

My parents are so cuttiiiexzxz iie tell yOuusz. -.- -.- ohpleasie, don't twittie!-.-

WOOAHOHOHOXHZO~ I SAW HAAHAHAHEHEHHOHO AGAIN^^ HIGHEST OF HIGH!

yay, ohkay, I'm lazy to bloggie alreadieeexzxz!

&Fcuk, Tmr we're gna get back our science results. YAY! I HOPE I SEE MY PAPER AND FAIL AND DIE AND EVERYTHING! HURRAY~~

REVELATION6:
I watched as the Lamb opened the first of the seven seals. Then I heard one of the four living creatures say in a voice like thunder, "Come!"
I looked, and there before me was a white horse! Its rider held a bow, and he was given a crown, and he rode out as a conqueror bent on conquest.
When the Lamb opened the second seal, I heard the second living creature say, "Come!"
Then, another horse came out, a fiery red one. Its rider was given power to take peace from the earth and to make men slay each other. To him was given a large sword.
When the Lamb opened the third seal, I heard the third living creature say, "Come!" I looked, and there before me was a black horse! Its rider was holding a pair of scales in his hand.
Then I heard what sounded like a voice among the four living creatures, saying, "A quart of wheat for a day's wages, and three quarts of barley for a day's wages, and do not damage the oil and the wine!"
When the Lamb opened the fourth seal, I heard the voice of the fourth living creature say, "Come!" I looked, and there before me was a pale horse! Its rider was named Death, and Hades was following close behind him. They were given power over a fourth of the earth to kill by sword, famine and plague, and by the wild beasts of the earth.
When he opened the fifth seal, I saw under the altar the souls of those who had been slain because of the word of God and the testimony they had maintained.
They called out in a loud voice, " How long, Sovereign Lord, hold and true, until you judge the inhabitants of the earth and avenge our blood?"
Then each of them was given a white robe, and they were told to wait a little longer, until the number of their fellow servants and brothers who were to be killed as they had been was completed.
I watched as he opened the sixth seal. There was a great earthquake. The sun turned black like sackcloth made of goat hair, the whole moon turned blood red,
And the stars in the sky fell to earth, as late figs drop from a fig tree when shaken by a strong wind.
The sky receded like a scroll, rolling up, and every mountain and island was removed from its place.
Then the kings of the earth, the princes, the generals, the rich, the mighty, and every slave and every free man hid in caves and among the rocks of the mountains.
They called to the mountains and the rocks, "Fall on us and hide us from the face of him who sits on the throne and from the wrath of the Lamb!
For the great day of their wrath has come, and who can stand?"

yesyes! It's coming, it's coming. Finally to the last 2nd day of Mid-year.
Had our Chem/Phy Paper 1 and Amaths paper 2.
I am so @*%&@*(#&!()&@)(*$!() because I don't know what!

After everything ended, went over to E!Hub with Natalie and caught Horsemen.
The show was nice, but gory. LOLLOL
so ended everything and went home(:

Yes! I got my DS today, like finally~~
OhkieDokie, I know it's dumb dumb to get it, but...
HAHA

Yupp, so it's holiday for me today.
HAPPY STUDYING POLY STUDENTS :D LOL

I was kinda happy because HEHEHEHEHEHE, TTM! Ok, that's rather lame -.-
Yeap, went over to Mom's office and waited for awhile.
Then off to Suntec-Harvy Normal (or whatever you spell it as) and there's this guy that's superuper tall. I think he's taller then me by FOUR HEADS! I swear, this is super true-.-
Bought some pastries and stuff and off to Tampines area.
Dinner @ S11, exact place!
West Plaza next to get my DS.

I SWEAR HE LOOK ULITMATELY EXTREMELY INFINITY LIKE HIM! ):
I kinda miss those memories but, it's all over.
It's just, flashbacks of wonderful, beautiful memories that I'll never forget (:

Yes! firstly, the timing is wrong because I adjusted it, LOL!
Secondly is that, I FINALLY MET UP WITH S! HAHAHA
Thirdly is, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHERS OUT THERE :D

Ohkay, so here goes.
Started my day with Amaths tuition. Very shitty I swear.
I wore the wrong slippers and it was totally damn freaking embarrassing luhxzzxz!
Bus-ed back home and started doing some house work stuffs.
Went to make the steamboat food later on (:

Steamboat session was on to celebrate Mother's day. YAY!
Then later, the freaking S guy came to me and say, wna go study later? @ airport.
Then I was like, SWINE! YAY! ok la, all these are just craps.
So after dinner, wash up and everything then dad drove me to the airport to find S and M.

COS GRAPH ARE VERY USEFUL! BECAUSE IT CAN LINK US FROM AMATHS TO SOMEWHERE ELSE. HAHAHA.
ohya, and another one is,
THERE IS THIS INDIAN GUY WORKING @ MAC AND THEN, BECAUSE HIS NAME IS SUPER UBER LONG, IT STARTED FROM SLIGHTLY FURTHER FROM THE BUTTON TO AND IT WENT ONE ROUND AROUND HIS NECK AND ENDED UP AND SLIGHTLY BEFORE THE BUTTON. LOL

S PLEASE DO A BETTER JOB NEXT TIME OK (:
I'M WAITING!~ AND I WISH EVERYTHING ABOUT AMATHS WOULD GO INTO YOUR BRAINS THAT NEXT TIME WHEN YOU TALK, YOU'LL BLABBER EVERYTHING ABOUT AMATHS! HAHAHA

Oklahdey. Enough of everything. Dad came and send us all home.
I'm going to sleep now & I hate natalie.
Yay!

Cute lil boy! :D

Ohmygod! I did the worst thing of my life ever. Seriously!
I'm feeling so dumb now.
Why did I even thought of those words? Shit lah! It least makes me happy though I've spoken with you.
Instead, it got worse. A goodnight can kill ones mood, shitty ass.

Yupp, there isn't any lessons today because it's V.day
So went out with Natalie to meet some blogshop person to collect my stuffs.
Then, headed over to Orchard.
Ohya, our card was exceeded. HAHA so damn cute-.-
Went to find Gina for Lunch @ waranku or something like that

Head over to Taka area and later Wisma.
Nothing caught our eyes so bus-ed down to Bugis.
The new shopping center is so mother @(&$()%&@*#!@&#.
SO MANY SHOPS AIN'T OPEN! WALAO! -.-
Yea, so bought a dress! Hurray, it's like finally, hah!
Back home then.

I've been uber lazy recently.
I am lazy to connect my phone to the com to transfer things,
I am lazy to connect my Ipod to charge,
I am lazy to charge my camera's battery,
I am lazy to pack my desk,
I am lazy to clear my room.
But today's friday. Which means it's the end of the week for a school day and yes! I'm gna have a long weekend so I seriously need to IGNORE all the laziness and start everything! :D

yes, been 1week since the exams started and so far, I guess I'm only confident in passing my Amaths(Paper1) and Emaths(Paper1). HAH! Not with a distinction however.
I seriously hope to fail my mid-year super badly that I will get scolded by my teachers and then, that's where I'm gna start studying everything, right from the bottom.
Files and everything are well prepared, only the papers.
I have stack of papers left unpacked on my desk, somebody buy me a sort-er? (:

So I went to E!Hub after school today for lunch and then homed.
My gastrics are killing me! ):
And WhiteSands Rental shop sucks! $1 per disc and I have to pay bloody damn $20+ dollar just to rent one set of series. I might as well go buy right? dumb -.-
Yupp, so much of talking, I needa go.
I'm currently watching WEDDING GAME! HAHA
what a boring damn freaking lamest show ever.

Finally Amaths Paper 1 was over.
It was quite easy though and shit that I forget to plus 11 to my radiusssss ):
Mother diexzxz. LOL
Lit was another goner. I bet I'm gna flunk mid-year badly. HAH

I went out with Natalie, Michelle, Chufei and Herman after that.
Then, Jeff came later.
Meet with some BigJon guy, but everything failed because he got a bloody damn faceproblem_l_
HAHAHA

Walked around and homed.
Yes, I'm bloody mugging now for tmr's Physics and Emaths.
HAHAHA, OTP WITH ZEE AND A PIG :D
ohkay, I shall stop here.

I'm getting my piano end of the year. Shitty ass^^

Yes, this is my computer desk.
Don't judge the picture.

Hurray! woke up this morning and it was raining darn heavily.
There I was, on my bed saying: "Yes ah! Raining & I can sleep! HAHA"
because I don't take geog or history, my paper starts only @ 10.50am(:

Parents sent me to school but then damn gate wasn't open.
So I stopped outside and walked in. Then, we had to take our temperature-.-
This bloody Influenza(H1N1) thingy is getting on my nerves manxz!

We passed thru the G.O and Mr.Wong asked us to stop to blahblahblah.
Then back to class for MotherTongue paper.
I swear it's gna be a goner.
I TOTALLEH DON'T UNDERSTAND A SINGLY QUESTION AND I SPENT MY FIRST TWENTY MIN SEARCHING FOR THE DICTIONARY FOR THE MEANING. HAHA
oh, I bet what I wrote are all totalleh out of pointy. LOL

After school met with Michelle, that irritator and went off to Tampines.
Lunched @ LongJohn then walked around(:
Home-d later because that fatty is so fat!
HAHA, but she's cute. She told me loads of things and I think I wna bug her next time for more :D LOL

从来没想过
不能再和你牵手
委屈时候
没有你陪着我心痛

一切都是我太过骄纵
以为你会懂
一直忘了说
我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由
我们都以接受

你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后
还微笑着要我加油

我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时
闭着眼没有回头

答应你我会好好过
不让这些眼泪白流

I'm reminiscing those memories ):
If only everything would turn out like what I expected,
If only we could go back to then, and cherish them like we're gna lose them soon.
How I just wish, to start all over again.
How must I just wanted to talk to you, but the courage isn't there.
How much I miss your words, saying just those few lines, but I just can't say out.
Just How much I want, but it's all history.

Caught 17Again with my darling today^^
HAHA, ohkay, i swear that she's freaking gna kill me because she have been my dear super lovable drive for 2days, consecutively! HAHAHA
THANKS AHH! :D

Exams today was freaking, horrible.
I don't know how to describe but just, I pray.
Goodbye peps.

Yay! Please don't kill me when you see this (:

Ok, the picture up there is actually Michelle. She's an alien! teehee.
Herman was saying @ caltex today that she is too over greedy because after invading Springfield, it wasn't enough. So, she came to caltex and invaded it. YAY!~~
She don't even know the meaning of invaded *laughs!*

Ohya, SHE IS SUPER CUTE WHEN YOU GET ANGRY AT HER.
TRUST ME, YOU ALL CAN GO TRY AND SEE HOW "CUTE" SHE GETS! -.-
She thinks I'm angry at her when actually I wasn't-.- what a cute, naive friend I have. HAHA

Kay, enough of that.
English paper today was pretty alright. It wasn't very bad nor good.
I think I'll flunk, or even just pass? well, just let nature take it's course, hurray!
Chinese listening was a hore. HAHAHA, don't ask me why.
Outside school to meet Hianxzxz later.
Was supposed to catch a movie at e!hub but for Idk what so ever reason, went to Century instead.
And guess what, the movie @ both T-mall and CS was super freaking late, YAY! didn't catch the movie in the end because there wasn't enough time.
Then, went over to KaiSiang's placexzxz and slacked.
Home-d, took the stuff and went over to WhiteSands.

Damn shawnyyyyy, bluff me! -.- HAH
(I know you'll see this and laugh, HAHAHA)
ridiculous lahxzxz. LOL

Home-d and I'm freaking studying now because I'm having Social Studies and Chem Paper2 tomorrow.
Shit luh, somebody tell me where to start?

I don't have loser friends.

Por hianzxz! Happy Anniv. luh :D
How long alr?! I bet you don't even know because you asked me for the month and year. HAH
Super boxim horxzxz! hah, anyway! thanks for being always there for me yea(:
I KNOW I SUPER GUAILAN but it's fun you know! hahaha.
you should try sometime (:
ohkay luh! I wna study alr, Happy Anni Ass.
Truck loads of love ^^ HAHA

Damn it, it's Sunday & I just can't get my peaceful sleep ):
I had to wake up like 6.30AM just to get ready and prepare for the Flea thingy.
Got ready and woke Mama up.
It's really get having to pack the whole house and then putting them into boxes and shifting them up the van to another place!
Yay, I'm very glad that at least, most of my things have been cleared especially the bags-.-

Headed over to Third Uncle's place and started setting up everything(:
I was super pissed off at first because the damn bloody sun is so damn bloody hot and I was damn bloody sweating like the damn bloody sweat are free! Shitty holey.
Sold most of the things like freaking damn cheapo. HAHA!~

WestPlaza to get a hair cut and yes! I've finally come to a conclusion.
I'll only cut bangs during the June Holidays so NO ONE CAN SEE ME! muahahahahaha!
Back home and slept straight, was freaking god damn tired that I didn't even bath and laid down on my floor and sleep.
Worry not, my mother came bugging into my room like 10+ and woke me up to bath & dinner.
Gave dinner and miss, went to bath and now, back to sleep.

Yay! there's exams tomorrow and I have yet to study any.
Please fail and wake up Amanda, HAHAHAHA _l_

It's not a good Sunday today because I find that I'll miss it more whenever I tried to not think of it. Ohdear, please rain so I could run under you and cry ):
Please strike me so that it will clean my whole memory,
Let me in the hospital so that I need not face the whole world.
Just, anything that would keep me else where! ):

I'm sorry if I've ruined things up.
I know that I shouldn't have went because things would be better.
What a spoiler I am right? Ya, I know.
It would never, NEVER happen again & I promise.

Woke up this morning and things was not going right.
I was still freaking thinking of the question that was stuck in my mind thru yesterday night.
Yupp, tummy's twisting again.
Lesson was fun! I was super lucky that I've chosen to go(:

Meet up with co @ CityHall area and went to MarinaSquare.
Had hotpot for lunch? or even, dinner.
Talked on the phone thru out the rest of my time till I got home with ((:
Bus-ed down to Katong and they went to play pool.
Sat by the stairs for awhile before deciding to go in.

Everything ended around 7 I think.
Cabbed home because I was uberly fucking depressed! Hah!
I think only one knows why ):

Everything just started because of me so just let it me.
I swear it's gna take me a long time before going back to how I used to be.
Those smiles I once had, those happy moments and so.
I just, can't anymore. I have to move on.
It's just a matter of time and will.