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Sunday, March 4, 2012 12:40 AM
Lol, just cleared my blog from stupid posts~
This year hasn't been good for me I guess,
so many things happened.
Sigh, but I guess alot of people have these kind of problems right?
I'm wondering, what she meant by she'll hurt me?
How does she even know she will hurt me?
And why does she think that she's not the girl for me?
I'd rather she hurt me, than being like this everyday.
What she told me on msn, just killed my heart, there & then.
She's like so close, but still so far. Idk what to do alr.
Really confused.
She's the first girl that I dare to say, I look at and just feel happy. I just smile, no idea why.
I still rmb when we first hold hands, I was so damn happy, like really really happy.
& also during the camp?
Best night of my life, just holding her or just lying down near her.
& Yet, she's the first girl I've confessed face to face to.
I told myself if she agrees I would have thrown away the pack of cigg right away.
Lol huh, I guess it doesn't make any difference.
I just hope someday, she'll take away the "bro & sis" barrier.
I really want to love her.
Or maybe I'm just too ugly?
I don't deserve her?
