Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Monday, December 6, 2010

when life gets hard, just screw it up.

tumblr is sick :( so here i am posting using blogger hehe. tumblr should get well soon so that i can reblog for all i want. it's been don't know how many hundreds and thousands of years since use blogger hehe. tumblr is still the best ;)

anyway, the owner of this blog is currently mending his damn fucking broken heart. nah, actually not really. he's just going around to find and get back his confidence hehe. joking. losing is just part and parcel of life. like come on.. it isn't end of the world. so yeah.. cheer up! haha :)

okay, time to check out on my tumblr. bye blogger. see you never again. fake.

Sunday, November 7, 2010

life

ups and downs in life is so common...:)
currently listen to some music and tunes.:) i just came back from my holiday to cruise few days ago.:) quite fun with my cousin.:) the whole holiday there seems just too fast. i want to go for more holidays with him.:) but when do i have the chance again...........come on faster.:) but den on cruise we tried to stay awake but after 1am most shops close and left those 18yrs and above casino and kbox stuffs. den i never see the sign and jsut walked into the kbox room and got called out. haha. embarrassed. training will resume for me tomorrow....morning training..so tiring. when can training have a pause? competitions coming soon too...stress.:( scary. hm....i think i shall post till here. goodnight and sleep tight.:)
tmr finally can see you.....:)

Friday, October 29, 2010

:D

First of all, happy birthday to a friend, Eunice.:) hope u're enjoying.:)

Yesterday was the last day of school.:) a happy thing indeed. but also sad... just read rong huan's blog, understand how u feel too dear friend.:) i remembered from the time we came in fuhua till today. we both had ups and downs.:) we always wanted to see each other, and fate brought us tgt into this school.:) but also we had a quarrel, after few days and finally stop.:) slowly, we built back our relationship again and felt that now we're closer.:) u have been a very good friend of mine....:) thanks:) also for other friends.:) thanks:) wayne just came back from holiday today, came my house around 12 but im still asleep. haha. how pig can i be...... force myself to wake up and welcomed him^^ so gave him all his things i took for him den goodbye:) for u*, i hope u'll be here.:) i hope everything with u.:) but they're just hopes. so i must believe in things that happen currently. can't really do anything..

today woke up at 12 plus, back to slp at 1 plus, woke up at 4 plus.:P can't believe....
next on, tuition.
now, i miss school so much again.....there's nothing to do at home whole day...omg..so boring. so suffocating.:( save me.............

Thursday, October 21, 2010

haze

hi i'm back!^^ tired everyday.....slept quite a few times today.:) but sleeping later i guess:) tmr finally can rest. and next tues!^^ home-based learning:) but also waking up earlier to do..
school was boring. watch movie, see overall results, rest, talk. hm........
off to play games? dunno...tired. change songs:)
the haze is so bad....









missing u..

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

moonlight, dreams

deep breath.........haiz... badly done. next year.. currently listening to yurima-moonlight.:) exam was a horror, terror, after exam was a stricken. nothing can help. telling myself, please work hard!:) i can do it! although this year did not do too well, but will strive for excellence next year! :)
today's training-tired.
warm up, footwork, multiples, 3attack 1 defence, running, push ups, sit ups. this few days had been exercising non-stop. mon training, tues soccer and training, wed training. life's difficult, life's tough, life's unfair, only sometimes changes:) good thing is friday and next tuesday no school. home based learning:)
now's only waiting for holiday but everyday got school training. coach......pleassssssseeee, let us off.. first time i want a break on sports. i need to recover, rest. holiday holiday............maybe going to cruise this time and maybe genting:) where to go....
you're needed. at any moment. where you go.