YSaturday, June 30, 2012' 8:00 PM
TODAY,
i watched a simulated surgery.
it was cool, i must say.
the wound on the leg was pretty gross,
but i guess it was still okay to look at.
then there's also this open stomach where you get to feel the liver and intestines.
AND THE SURGEONS ARE VERY HUMOUROUS!
HAHAHA! :D
i guess im not afraid of a bloody scene!
as it doesn't seem as scary as what i thought.
but well, this is SIMULATED, so i guess there's still slight difference, despite how real it looks!
and i thought it was a fruitful experience for me :D
but anyway.
if want go LKCsom,
need to take a BMAT test during november,
which means i need to decide NOW if i want to take the path..
hmmmm..
i can't make up my mind.
i guess the passion is not strong enough ><
i wish i can make up my mind real soon.
BUT ANYWAY.
SUSANTI IS SOOOOO NICE TODAY <3<3<3<3
hehe
despite me being annoying! :P
i collected my pouch! teeheeeeeeeeee!
YThursday, June 28, 2012' 10:03 PM
aha!
i shall declare that common test 2 is officially.. OVER!
yes.
after 1 month of studying..
suppose to be one month but - away all the show time jiu...
lets not talk about that.
anyway!
i think the papers are okay, except phy.
least confidence ><
and omg i hope all those things that i have revised is retained in my head!
must start to revise often ah.
i cant afford to forget them and then revise again ><
i have already come this far!
just a little longer.
a little more.
i can already see a pinch of sunlight.. :D
pardon my english ><
anyway.
so many things have been happening recently.
both to me and to people around me.
suddenly i feel so lost.
i don't know what to do ><
then i start to think about the things i believe in,
wondering if i still hold those beliefs..
YWednesday, June 27, 2012' 1:43 PM
ahhhhh.
last paper tmr!
time flies~
how i wish its A levels that im referring to ><
i guess i did pretty bad for phy today ):
hais.
YSaturday, June 23, 2012' 5:24 PM
ew.
i just read an article about how this octomom got pregnant in her mouth with baby squids.
disgusting to the max!
this is what happen when people eat rawwwww food.
do you still dare to eat rawwww foood now?!?!
tsk tsk.
anyway.
this two day i have resorted to time table T_T
i have been slacking too much,
and i seriously need to force myself to study.
so i make myself follow the timetable closely!
yes.
even if it means im watching a drama halfway.
i half to presss stop,
switch off the laptop,
and studyyyyyyyyyyyy.
ahhh.
at least it force me to study obediently for like half of the day,
following the schedule, with suitable breaks in between.
why didnt i start this earlier?! T_T
too late now.
exam in one day + time.
oh man.
i should start praying hard now huh. ><
oh.
you know what?
i didnt expect myself to be bogae again.
after living for so long alr.
the hole wont be filled up fully,
according to the dentist.
but i still hope my wisdom tooth will shift as much as possible within this 2 years!
come on! do it! kdjlkjdsflkjs
YThursday, June 21, 2012' 10:23 AM
this morning,
i was still so happy.
i thought my sky is turning colourful today.
who knew that the dentist trip left my sky even more grey T_T
he say that the opposite side de wisdom tooth probably needs extraction too.
cox food gets stuck there,
and some other place in my mouth.
he ask me to go plan myself.
emo..
this wasnt suppose to be the case.
i was not suppose to go see dentist ever again after today!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
D:
my sky is falling.
whose going to help me support it?
YWednesday, June 20, 2012' 11:37 AM
Here is a very sweet song.
Forever by Leon Jay Williams
How can it be true
How can it be real
How can you fall for someone just a moment of time
I must be dreaming and this dream should never die.
Baby, you show me forever and it's love.
I feel the warmth on your lips
I lost inside of your breath
I can reach the stars believe in angels that fly
I find the taste of sorrow if i can't have you near
My whole world's around you like the stars will shine forever
I feel the warmth on your lips
I lost inside of your breath
I can reach the stars believe in angels that fly
I find the taste of sorrow if i can't have you near
My whole world's around you like the stars will shine forever
Baby you can be sure
I'll always be here
You had me believed in love when you whispered into my heart
I'll be your only and you'll be the only light
Baby,you show me forever and it's LOVE...
YTuesday, June 19, 2012' 10:37 PM
EXCITED!
survive tmr ,
and my stitches will be removed on thurs morning!
hip hip hoooray!
and thread in my mouth is serious irritating & annoying!
after so many days of porridge and soft food
i really want kill myself le ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i even lost 1kg.
slkdsjflkjds
so excited to eat good food LOL.
see!
this is how little things in life makes u happy! ^^
must be grateful for whatever things u have today.
hard to appreciate, but you'll learn it after u lost something!
and omg angry bird.
today got a damn bird fly into my house kitchen.
then it cant go out.
it banged window.
then after sometime,
it finally managed to leave.
but shit it.
it shitted on the floor.
is quite alot somemore.
and it stinks.
walao.
this is what i get when my mom not at home.
i have to clean it.
damn.
was really pissed.
early in the morning...
hais.
omg this is the last week of holiday?!
TIME FLIES.
NO KIDDING.
IM VERY SURE,
BLINK BLINK BLINK,
A LVL WILL BE OVER!
hah.
what an optimistic kid.
CT 2 and Prelim not over yet ok.
._.
a motivator once said that a pessimistic person will survive the longest.
cause he hold no hope of being able to survive tmr.
then he managed to make it, yet carry the same attitude towards the next day, hence survive it.
on the other hand,
a pessimistic person gets disappointment after each day and eventually the pessimism dies and so does he.
cool right!
im so amazed when i hear about it.
hahahaha.
ok im being v random.
but i have to force myself to sleep!
training for school!
TEEHEE!
byebyebye<3
YThursday, June 14, 2012' 2:24 PM
lets talk about the extraction i had like awhile ago...........
arrived at 12pm.
then waited till like 12.45pm
then start injection.
ok idk need inject so many times.
first time ok.
after that still got, i was like ?!?!?!??!
i didnt count how many, but there were a couple of them.
then X-ray.
this disgusting thing poking so deep into my mouth.
i hate it.
so i saw my slanted second molar..
then dad came in.
look at the X-ray
then doc explain abit.
then he went out.
then the process starts.
ew.
ewwwwwww.
ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
i hear drilling
and cracking
and this and that.
disgusting sound.
then after like forever,
finally start sewing.
then X-ray again.
done.
first thing,
the experience was..
ridiculous.
the dentist was like joking with all the nurses.
SO HUMOROUS HUH
HAHAHA
i at there being slaughtered they still can joke.
cox his surname happened to be LIM too.
then he say we are distant cousin.
then somehow im his aunt
SHIT HIM omg.
not funny at all.
then he want know if i had taken med before i came.
so he ask nurse.
nurse say forget ask.
then he ask nurse ask.
so the nurse say, patient in front of you.
then he ask me.
seriously =.=
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second thing...
i realise i choke easily.
omg.
got a couple of times i seriously choked.
i also dk on what.
on my saliva?
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woah x.x.x.x
the experience suck.
completely.
im not discouraging anyone who read this post from doing extraction.
but it is seriously no kidding.
i swear i will take care of my teeth.
and GUMS.
omg x.x
the pain is coming..................
YWednesday, June 13, 2012' 10:21 PM
surgical extraction of my impacted tooth tmr. ><
i need to formerly apologise to my wisdom tooth D:
it wasnt the tooth that's causing me the pain but my second molar tooth, which is impacted, causing gum infection hence the pain and swelling D:
molar tooth Y U SLANTED
D:
now comes the decision.
to pluck or not to pluck..
YTuesday, June 12, 2012' 8:24 PM
just want to share how i spend the past two nights alone.
i'll have difficulty sleeping,
then wake up at about 3.
till 4+++++++
before i finally doze off.
its like no matter which side i turn,
it feels equally bad ):
feels so uncomfortable.
feels like a crap.
last night it was so bad that i had to climb up in the middle of the night and gaggle salt water,
which didnt reallyyy help.
but i cannot eat pain relief med cox i feeling hungry and there's nothing to eat.
then i woke at 7am.
8am..
hais.
but anyway.
parents finally back!
off to visit dentist now.
but momma say most likely need wait for the swelling to unswell before extraction.
momma dentist.
haha.
so hungry,
but i dont have the appetite to eat much.
:(((((((((((((
my life is so sad right now!
i thot a piece of bread is okay for the pain.
BUT
i chew until my mouth so tireddddddddddddddddd
argh.
lucky its a holiday. ):
my round face is getting rounder...
YMonday, June 11, 2012' 10:23 AM
hais.
idk if i shud ask my parents come back sg earlier.
my wisdom tooth is hurting like shit and i have difficulty sleeping last night T_T
but then i also dont want to disturb them. ):
YSaturday, June 9, 2012' 10:16 PM
omg
i shud slap myself.
i alr finish 2 entire dramas in this two week,
and also eps here and there of other drama.
somehow i cant find the determination im supposed to have.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
sdlkfjldhslakfhklashfkjasdfh
YFriday, June 8, 2012' 11:39 AM
I REALISED.
i have xia suay-ed myself
in front of aloooooooooooooooooot of people before.
be it roller coaster,
horror movie,
a normal school day.
omg,
why i so throw face? > <
YThursday, June 7, 2012' 9:41 PM
MUST BLOG MUST BLOG!!
HAHAHA.
grace: *says she like the guy's humour*
xinyi: *after listening to the shorter version of the guys humour*
xinyi: i believe im much more humourous!
xinyi: HAHAHAHAHHA
xinyi: in case you can't tell, i'hv just cracked a joke!
omg,
i take my hat off myself.
LOL!
:P
you make me dont know if i should laugh or cry.
