ah today. tcrs day O: mornin, acers day thing. 3e4 got into semi finals :D played the hula hoop. and the hoop stuck at me ): so paiseh can D: anyway. lose >< aww. nvm :D was v high. then recess. went bak class. then tcrs day concert. was feeling v v emo >< sorrys to those i attitude or ignored. >< then went home. and then jill, dawn, weiting came my hse do phy proj. and and. jill feed wo fries. weiting feed wo many fries. dawn koh nvr feed wo fries bad right? D: hahs. then i go kai JJ de song. some of his song v emo sia >< and now then i find the mu nai yi de lyrics meaningful. :x ahhhh. tmr going lib :D yay* bye~
YSunday, August 30, 2009' 6:14 PM
ahh. mornin, went lib O: sad case that yvonne cant go. by right, wo shi bu hui yi ge gal gal go de. by left, i was despo to go lib. dun wanna stay at home. coz i knw i'll think alot. so so, went lib wit 2 crapper :x and manage to finish math hw. :D but nvr study dao phy D: and, slack and crap alot. then went makann. and went IMM. walk rounds and rounds. crapp alot sia. and i keep kenna bully. LOL. AND, i brought a hp strap :D again. yeah again. but its super chio xD gort a dolphin & whistle and a chain and its made of dk aluminium or metal. sortta heavy :x hahs. and homedd.
i'm gonna perservere. (:
Y' 8:50 AM
eh. i realised that recently i nvr really post bout my day. so, shall say a lil. fri, went for floorball competition. won the first round but lose the following 2 rdns. aww. anyway. its fun. (: with all those cute but naughty juniors. hahs (: ytd rot at home study whole day. today gonna go lib study. and the song lies by big bang is really v nice :x *random* mm. xinyi gonna cheer up :D bye.
YSaturday, August 29, 2009' 7:17 PM
Big girls don't cry - Fergie
da da da da The smell of your skin lingers on me now You're probably on your flight back to your hometown I need some shelter of my own protection baby Be with myself in center, clarity, peace, serenity I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, myself and I We got some straightening out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But I've gotta get a move on with my life It's time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Don't cry, Dont cry, Dont cry The path that I'm walking, I must go alone I must take the baby steps til I'm full grown Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending do they And I forseek the dark ahead if I stay I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, myself and I We got some straightening out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But I've gotta get a move on with my life It's time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Like a little school mate in the school yard We'll play jacks and uno cards I'll be your best friend And you'll be my valentine Yes you can hold my hand if you want to Cuz I wanna hold yours too We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds But it's time for me to go home It's getting late, dark outside I need to be with myself in center, clarity, peace, serenity I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, myself and I We got some straightening out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But I've gotta get a move on with my life It's time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Don't cry, Dont cry, Dont cry da da da da da da D':
Y' 1:09 PM
totally describes my feeling ><"
YFriday, August 28, 2009' 7:15 PM
its time for me to wake up from my dreams and realised its too late..
YThursday, August 27, 2009' 6:08 PM
ah. today. mm. i spoke a new phrase: whats the problem with you? :X hahs. irritated dawn, jill and weiting :X ah. blah. nth much.
i cant stop thinking. i don't feel like letting go, yet it seems like theres no point holding on.. can i don't let go? :\
YWednesday, August 26, 2009' 4:12 PM
there are times when i have this urge. and its hard to hold back. ):
YTuesday, August 25, 2009' 8:11 PM
i <3 ytd & ytd ytd. but not today. ):
YMonday, August 24, 2009' 6:42 PM
ahhh. kay. today, ms chiang nvr come. please wow. its rare okay O: once in 8months. as compared to mr kuang.. LOL. :X i dun mean anything yeah. mm. eng test was stupid. due to some reason, we were forced to write on school concert which's so hard can?! then geog. HAHA. i screwed it up. as expected. so, wait till get result then emo :X but i super sianedd. coz that yuting sitting behind me requested for another paper. she write so much! and me? 1 page of the paper. 1 pathetic page. i'm such a pathetic fool ._. somemore is crapp like dunno wad than manage write 1 page. argh D: oh yah. recess. was. fun. LOL. coz coz coz. i did smth stupid. i cant believe i did such a stupid thing. and jill pei me do. and aft that she was whackin me wit her geog notes. *ouch* ><" hahs. then stay back for hcl. actually i want go home tak amath tb de. budden. budden, budden.. lazy == and before mdm lye came in. that huihao go kop my fone & run. than bo bian i chase. he run all the way till e1 there. x.x and got so many ppl hlp him lah. *unfair* hah. then, math. blah blah. no comment :X and homed~
YSunday, August 23, 2009' 7:44 PM
Y' 9:17 AM
Mad - Ne-Yo
She's starin' at me I'm sittin' wonderin' what she's thinkin' Nobody's talkin' cause talkin' just turns into screamin' And now it's I'm yellin' over her, she yellin' over me All that that means is neither of us is listening And what's even worse? That we don't even remember why we're fighting So both of us are mad for Nothing, fighting for Nothin', crying forNothing, whoa But we won't let it go for Nothing, no not for Nothing, this should be Nothing to a love like what we got Oh baby, I know sometimes it gonna rain But baby, can we make up now?' Cause I can't sleep through the pain Can't sleep through the pain Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me Oh no no no And it gets me upset Girl when you're constantly accusing Askin' questions like you already know We're fighting this war Baby when both of us are losing This ain't the way that love is supposed to go Whoa, what happened to workin' it out? We've fall into this place Where you ain't backin' down and I ain't backin' down So what the hell do we do now? It's all for Nothing, fighting for Nothing, crying for Nothing, whoa But we won't let it go for Nothing, no not for Nothing, this should be Nothing to a love like what we got Oh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain But baby, can we make up now?' Cause I can't sleep through the pain Can't sleep through the pain Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me Oh no no no Oh, baby this love ain't gonna be perfect Perfect, perfect, oh oh And just how good it's gonna be We can fuss and we can fight Long as everything's all right between us Before we go to sleep Baby, we're gonna be happy, ohBaby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain But baby, can we make up now?' Cause I can't sleep through the pain Can't sleep through the pain Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me Oh no no no
ah. today. math period. i was totally lost D: idk wad mdm lye talkin. think my math die alr. boohoo. eng period. last 20min. mdm adlin was super angry with us for our sleepy faces and stuff. and she left the class D: aw. ><><><" nth much today. mdm nisha took us to it resource room talk talk ~~ blah. nxt fri got competition :D floorball. yay. then tkd. guess wad? after this instructor took over since sec 2, i only went for 1 trainin. today i went for the second. LOL. rare eh? blah blah~ and homed. boring post i know ><"
YThursday, August 20, 2009' 3:28 PM
aha. today today, uhm. chi: copy test correction. phy: test corrections. i failed badly. but i nvr emo. coz, instead of emo-in, why not try harder next time? O: WOW. i cant believe i'm so optimistic. LOL. recess, the wind super big. and it feeeeeels so cold O: math: mdm lye teach new chap. can sortta understand. ahh ): i forget those topics taught in the first half of the year ): sad case. gotta buck up :D then CME: huihua was throwin the sweet into mid air and catchin it usin his mouth. *claps* li hai. lol. i wun buy that sweet again O: its like no different from sugar. = eat that whole packet de sugar is enuff to maintain my sugar level for 1month LOL. PE: at first, is queue up for basketball. then pass balls. then soccer. and mdm tan wanted it to be filmed, to show wad the whole school shud do on a particular day idk when. and so ma fan. must be one gal one boi take turn. and since the class only got 12 girls, = girls need do more. rawr. and and, after that. i suggested to play a game. : link arms then try to entangle ourselves. LOL. its fun okay! so, me,jill,dawn,weiting,jiamin,yuting,jieying,yeesan were playin that. lol. then then, eagle catch chick. LOL. i volunterred to be the eagle. but i didnt managed to catch chicks x.x then we play ice & freeze. then A-E-I-O-U fun! coz i no childhood one. LOL. then then, went mac with stacey, yvonne, dawn, jill, weiting :D had mcflurry & fries and homedd~ kay. study time. gonna emo like shit and chiong hw. LOL.
oh yeah. ytd's tuition was quitee okay O: at least i can understand a lil wad the tcr tokin :D buai~
YWednesday, August 19, 2009' 4:38 PM
ah~. i realised few days nvr post alr. :X nth speciallll happen anyways. mm. mr suah say those who took their olvl chi either get distinction or merit O: = our oral shud be okay. but. not for mine i guess O: mm. after school, had math supp. i found this really funny. jill ask. wads the length of XY she meant a diagram. and i told her: 1.54m WHICH's my height. LOLOL. she ask length of XY mah :X lol. xP ahh. gonna have my first phy tuition lesson later O:~ buh bye~
YSunday, August 16, 2009' 6:08 PM
its nice and in a way, meaningful O:
Y' 5:48 PM
ah. ytd went lib with yvonne, adrain and khiameng. they 3 meet up and i went meet them alone. and msged adrain ask them makan hao le mei you. then he gl like shit can. and my reply is all: go die == ah blah. then. stuff that stack of advertisement paper to my bag. so kns. why people must print adverstisement? its so waste paper = kill trees == and how many people will actually go read it? i'll :X blah. and study till about 7. before going home. yvonne go say smth scary. freak me out == and i nearly dun dare take lift lah == rawr. then went home. study awhile. cant sleep. fold roses. but, fail. == so, went slp at 11+~ then xiang dao @$&@%@$&)(%& argh =="
today. rot at home. study and stuff. i realised i forget all my amath stuffs alr. gg eh.
and i also realised, recently, i keep say 'shit' and 'go die' ._. but when i say go die, dun mean it lah == wan die also i die first. blah.
Y' 12:20 PM
What i need - Deepside
She aint for me, You're the one I need She was a model chick, pretty thick, in them jeans Walking out the store on 25th, excuse me. Can I tell you what my name is? You looking like the kind a girl I wanna get with. She ask me what kind of car I drive. I said the V12 The all white with the chrome and keep it detailed. And i thought that she was the one for me To please her I started actin' differently But when i met you,I felt like i could be myself You, showed me lovin' like nobody else You, I never had to ask for nothin' You, with her it seemed like it was always somethin' Now another that another choice i should have made Should have been with you what else can I say. So would you be with me? I'll be yours eternally She may have what I want But you're the one I need She may look like the girls in the video But you're the one for me I used to think that she was so fly But if you ask why,Really couldn't tell you why And it's so clear to see She ain't for me, cause you're the one I need You told me before, I didn't listen She said she would be playing around, I didn't pay attention I tried to make it look that we were doing fine, I didn't wanna tell myself, I wasted so much time Now another choice that I should have made. Should have been with you, what else can i say? So will you be with me? I'll be yours eternally. She may have what I want But you're the one I need She may look like the girls in the video But you're the one for me I used to think she was so fly But if you ask why,Really couldn't tell you why And it's so clear to see She ain't for me, cause you're the one I need.
From the bottom of my heart,I will make a change, i swear i wont put no one else before you this time I wanna make a brand new start So please don't walk away I'm not in love with her, and now what really matters is you is you, is you.
She may have what I want But girl you're what I need This girl is not for me You're the one I need She may have what I want But you're the one I need She may look like the girls in the video But you're the one for me I used to think, she was so fly But if you ask why,Really couldn't tell you why An it's so clear to see, she ain't for me Cause you're the one I need. She may have what I want But you're the one I need She may look like the girls in the video But you're the one for me I used to think, she was so fly But if you ask why,Really couldn't tell you why An it's so clear to see, she ain't for me Cause you're the one I need.~
YThursday, August 13, 2009' 4:58 PM
aha! no more shits in this post :P anti-shit. LOL. kay. today. uhh. recess! played 'eagle catch chick' with jasmin, li fang, hamka, shi min. and the usual grp ;D its so funny + paiseh. a group of sec 3's playing that ><" so so, tmr cannot walk pass there alr :X mm. pe, measure height and weight. i'm still so short D: boohooo. and, went for lunch then go fold roses O: *happys* why why? coz i learnt how to fold roses ;D hahs. ah. audi time :P
i wonder ;
YWednesday, August 12, 2009' 5:50 PM
<3 ao-wiie
OMG. meteor showers! O:
ha-O mm. today. english period. had to choose grp for fri's grp work. and mdm adlin want 1 girl in each grp D: some choose the boys grp themselves. while the rest of us leave it to fate. LOL. but, i was superrrrrrrrrrrr lucky. i get to be in the special '2 girls' de group. hahs. *yays* ahh. blah blah. before geog period. kenna sabo like shit == and geog, ms su was scoldin us like shit. LOL. then then, went for the peranakan thingy de post test O: guess wad? my speech was short like shit. actually i wanted say alot things de. budden, dk why dun feel like saying. so i summarise up instead. li hai hor ==? blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! after that, solo go buy bbt. and i realised. i drink bbt, either when i'm feeling moody or drink for fun. O: but today's the first one D: <3 crapping ="="">
YTuesday, August 11, 2009' 3:50 PM
Keep Holding On - Avril Lavigne
You're not alone Together we stand I'll be by your side You know I'll take your hand When it gets cold And it feels like the end There's no place to go you know I wont give in No I wont give in. Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, We'll make it through Just stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you There's nothing you can say, Nothing you can do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, We'll make it through. So far away I wish you were here Before it's too late this could all dissapear Before the doors close, this comes to an end But with you by my side I will fight and defend I'll fight and defend yeah yeah. Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, We'll make it through Just stay strong Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you There's nothing you can say, Nothing you can do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on Cause you know we'll make it through, We'll make it through. Hear me when I say, when I say I believe nothings gonna change, Nothings gonna change destiny What ever is ment to be Will work out perfectly yeah yeah yeah yeah Lalalalalalala... Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, We'll make it through Just stay strong Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you There's nothing you can say, Nothing you can do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on Cause you know we'll make it through, We'll make it through. Keep holding on Keep holding on There's nothing you can say, Nothing you can do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on Cause you know we'll make it through, We'll make it through.
O: found it nice. :D
Y' 3:33 PM
blah blah. super not happy manzxz. ytd yvonne come my hse, and succeeded posting a pic. then i try. BUAY SAI. wad shit is that ==? blahhhhhhhhhhhs. wo bu xiang study study study! howhowhow? mdm lye gonna absent for days again. and mr kuang also absent today. but mr suah finally came back today :D
- 我做不到 D:
YSunday, August 9, 2009' 4:30 PM
sad lah == ytd, slept at bout 11 then, 3woke up == cant sleep. went drink water, stare at ceiling. lol. sad case. D: i'm trying to study. but no mood ): howhow? ><
don't give up. HOW? ==
YSaturday, August 8, 2009' 9:36 PM
lala~ afternoon, went lib meet horny & adrain. then half study half play, then then, went IMM where i had my dinner. no lunch sia. *hungrys* LOL :X and vanessa came. pei her go catch. DOMO :D its superrrrr nice to hug :D and also catch a.. a.. A... wad that alr x.x" blah~ then homed. cut it short and sweeeeeet. sad lah. being alone is pathetic. == anyway. kor is nice today. he just now call me ask me go home earlier. and lecture me like how my mum did, for being outside till so late. lol. just that he is joking and mum is those angry angry type O: blahhs~ hates sleeping alone~ x.x
YFriday, August 7, 2009' 8:21 PM
*angry* i cant post pic! D:
anyway. today. morning, chi. mr suah stil haben come D: get well soon! then chem. got back test paper :D recess~ mathhh. concert. i hate the place i sit == blah. blahhhh. BLAHHHH! ._. lol &&! i love this yr ndp de file. its so coool can! i want use it to put my notes. and i realised. i brought my cute lil yellow notebook for nth == argh. anyway. after concert, chiong home, bathe, went busstop. juniors disiao wo >:O baddies. and, meet cherilyn. went IMM to meet ao family :D yays* <3 aowiies :D had lunch at ajisen. then went take pics. D: cannot post lah. *angry* but, you can go dawn's blog and see :D maybe i'll post the pics when i can post ._. and went walking ard. blah blah~ and and, went aries brought a necklace :D light purple. hah. <3 and bused home with cherilyn (: when alight, saw taoguang, rebecca, wenxuan, and dunno who. lol. kay. bye. bye. but hor. i really want say. I VERY SAD THAT I CANT POST PICS LAH D:
YThursday, August 6, 2009' 4:59 PM
heh-yo. kay. shall complain about pe today. guys were allowed to play any games they want. girls? train volleyball ._. hit till the hand totally numb diao. D: then, had this math thingy. at first i very 认真 de do. then around middle to the ending part, super diff x.x" blah. dun wan talk much. i go do my chi hw alr. buaix.
YWednesday, August 5, 2009' 3:01 PM
kay. shall post smth. today recess, me,jill,ouch drank HL milk milk. why? coz we want be taller by 5cm for tmr. if everyday we drink, v soon taller then yao ming alr :X LOLOL! just a dumb joke~~
blah. i'm F>ppl to spon me to northern ireland or north part of china :D please be a kind soul and spon wo. xie x)
-shaking with fear ==
YMonday, August 3, 2009' 6:07 PM
heh-oh~ mm. shall post smth different today. its about chemistry! just wanna share, how i memorise my reactivity series of metals (:
Playful Sally Can Make A Zebra In The Long Hollow Cardboard My Silly Great Partner!
hah~ i remember last time i got make a stupid one for geog :X my favourite way to memorise stuffs :D
mm. *random* just now after reach home, bathe, went buy milk tea :P cheered me up. xD
and guess wad?! i just finished my chi compo *HAPPY* :D
kay bye (:
-if the saying is true, does it mean i miss you? O:
YSunday, August 2, 2009' 6:27 PM
this is NICE. (: LOVES!
1minute1second-EpikHigh
I cant let go I see you no matter where i look My crumbling heart I cant hide Baby for one minute one second I cant let go I hear your voice everywhere i go My broken heart I cant breath Baby for one minute one second Even for one moment one minute one second
You said you were having a bad hair day You said your eyes were puffy and fell back asleep Sulking i silently took off my jacket And ordered take out Closed the curtains, without knowing how many hours passed Watching DVDs Just you and me The sound of your breath, as you leaned against my shoulders I thought that it was a good thing that we didnt go out
Ridiculously these thoughts still torment me I unexpectedly remember the joke you made and i fell apart Moments that are really no big deal upset me I suddenly remember the faces you used to make and i break apart
I cant let go I see you no matter where i go My crumbling heart I cant hide Baby for one minute one second Even if time stops my heart stops I cant let go I hear your voice everywhere i go My broken heart I cant breath Baby for one minute one second Even for one moment one minute one second
No matter where you went At the bar ight at the corner When you sat in your little corner You laid you hands on top of each other on your left leg You'd keep away the tear you wiped away after you tiredly yawned And you would smile like an idiot showing the dimples in your cheeks Whenever you drank water the pinky that you raised The glossy black hair that could blind I thought your clumsy chopstick skills were charming Your full lips, i hope it would be forever This is L-O-V to the E Memories that were meaningless then have shattered my mind and overthrown me Theres to end to tears A drop of pouring rain in the mind of love that no storm can shake The little memories Like how this glass of alcohol became empty Our small memories became transparent Even though i try to bring it back The memories of us, i can never make it again Like yesterday night's dream It's so clear but its gone Damn.. I can't let go I see you no matter where i look My crumbling heart I cant hide Baby for one minute one second Even if time stops, my heart stops I cant let go I hear your voice everywhere i go My broken heart I cant breath Baby for one minute one second Even for one moment one minute one second Even for one moment one minute one second Even for one moment one minute one second I cant let go I cant let go I cant let go The whisper that takes my breath away For one moment Our sweet secrets You and i so sad It was beautiful Can my tears still remember you? Cant let go Our quirks and habits For one moment The beautiful moments Still for one moment We cant turn back For one moment one second~
super meaningful yeahh? D:
Y' 5:43 PM
once-d so closed. now so far. thats what i'm thinking. why?
YSaturday, August 1, 2009' 8:07 PM
hallo humans :D shall srt my story for today (: mornin, I STUDY! wad. thats normal hao bu hao. after all, i'm a guai kia :P mai jealous please. LOL. kay after that, went jp with ricole. ah. baddie her. make me wait so long. wait till i headache O: then went buy note book A YELLOW SCREAM CITY NOTEBOOK! kay. its expensive. it cost 4bucks! O: but, Nevermind. coz, I LIKE IT LOADS! :P its super nice! er, i sound quite happy. O: & brought 2 pens. one is a purple pen. *YAYs* then, went wallet shop. she buy gift for fwen~ and, adrain came. then, we 3 split. ricole go tampines, adrain go find his fwens, i go lib meet hornnnnny. when reach lib, vanessa called. ._. so, went back jp. walk around~ blah blah. and, went buy bbt. kay, i hate bbt alr. coz, something embarassing happened. argh. i wan bang wall alr == most embarassing joke of the year. blah! then, went lib with yvonne (: i didnt study. was chatting all the way >< and, decorated my new loved notebook :P hahs. saw ms lee there. so qiao! xD at first i cant recognise. though she looks familiar :X hah. and took 198 home. the bus was.. SUPER CROWDED! argh. *hates* cause..~~ dun wan say ._. lalala~ bye~ :D