Wow, I did not expect to be able to log in and post anymore.

Got a new laptop, set it up and saw a very familiar bookmark. This is so crazy. 2006 to 2024 huh? That's 18 years? Though with a very long break in the middle. Reading back and looking back there were so much negativity in my life. It still is the same tho. At 29 this year, there has been so many downs instead of ups. But I guess it is just part of life aint it. Saw the passing of friends and colleagues scares me a little. At one moment they are there and the next they're not anymore.

2024 leaving a company i was at for 4.5 years. Its considered not long neither has it been short. Gotten my degree in while employed here. Never in my life I thought i will be getting a degree. It all seemed so hard and unachievable a few years back. Not too sure what happened but aren't I glad to be able to get it in 2023. 

Over the recent years, I manage to do some travelling "SOLO TRAVELLING". Those solo travelling are all kinda nearby cause I'm scared for futher places. But I am excited for what is to come in the near future. I have been to Kluang, Penang, Hat Yai alone. Hong Kong kinda, because I went with a friend but she got sick so i was alone 95% of the time. Which was GREAT! 

Travelling alone was AMAZING! There were no restrictions, no need to consider for what the other party is thinking and feeling. Going anywhere anytime you like. Most importantly take detours, change of mind without having to explain. If accidentally went to the wrong place also wont have to see some angry faces that do not appreciate the lead even tho the other party refuse to help. 

Talking about appreciate. I really do not appreciate the fact that companies do not appreciate their staffs. Staffs that ACTUALLY does the work. Instead they love those that lick their boots and kiss their asses. But i am guessing that human nature huh? But not me i guess. I dislike the fact that people get near to you with intentions, bad intentions or just for their own gains. Once they achieve it. They will 'throw' u away. Isn't it sad. 

Life is selfish or human nature it is to be selfish. A guy once told me 'damn xxx is a fking selfish prick, why am i saying thing to you that will end up with you getting hurt again', 'be free my little one', 'don't let me hold u back no more'. TBH I do not understand. What does it mean even. It kinda hurts. 

Oh my, It has been a roller coaster 7 years since the last post. I do not remember what happened in the last 7 years except Covid. Covid19 happened. But I guess this post summarize the last 7 years? Oh my injury has been 7 years. oh woooooooooooooooow i cant stop thinking that it has been 7 years and i really do not remember what exactly happened, but i guess its not important enough for as we are suppose to look forward.

On this day, i wish. 

To get a better job, hang around with positive people or best BE POSITIVE and go on MORE SOLO TRIPS. Can't wait for whats coming up next in life. Hopefully for the better. 

Hopefully I will be back to share on more, I guess. 

Regards,

also ps, i got into an accident and got a huge hole in the pocket. bless me pls. HAHAHA