im back

ok after one month of inactivity TGO is finally back! :P haha screw the damm computer laa die so quickly like only have one half yr of life only den die on me! like wth lol... thats y i am absent for such a long time.. lol not that i am using my own comp to blog now laa considering i am still in the office lol BUT THATS SERIOUSLY BESIDES THE PT :D the point is im back and thats all it matters this one mth has been quite happening u know! lol went to watch 2 movies in two days which one of them absolutely suck big time cos of keanu reeves that bugger who can only keep a straight and poker face. in matrix he was like that, in matrix reloaded he was like that, in matrix revolution he was like that; in constantin he was like that, to a certain extent in lake house he was also like that altho i kinda enjoyed lake hse hahaha. AND LO AND BEHOLD! in the day the earth stood still he gave me that same poker face which is so easily reproduced by ian wern i was so surprised why iw din get as popular as Keanu. hahaha! so basically the setting changed and i think u can put neo in the day the earth stood still and constantin in the matrx and u wun ever see the difference... u wun even feel the difference i tell u! haha!

then on sat watched 4 christmases wif this indian fren OOOOOO TGO actually has an indian fren! SURPRISING RRITEEEE!!! ok anw i was asking him to say 4 tickets for 2 christmases but den apparently he din thot it was funny and obviously i din think it was funny too! LOL... anw that show quite funny laa haha i actually learned a new fact which is the capital of China: Hong Kong :P:P:P and a scene from the movie actually reminded me of city harvest haha no offence pls but quite funny lol...

anw! b4 that movie i actually was playing bowling wif the fren of mine and i totally owned him cos in the first game he scored a proud score of 2! LOLOLOL can u blif that or not! cos i actually dun blif until i saw him in action, inaction rather haha...

hai sian laa i am bored of this life... tried to feel happy to lift my own spirits up but failed again... hai i was jux having this gathering on sunday wif my jc frens and it was quite heartening to see we can actually talk like we were still in jc haha but the frequency of this is dwindling and i am honestly speaking very afraid one day these kinda gatherings will be gone... one of my good frens assured me that it will neva happen when i was telling this worry to her last time and apparently when u go diff paths and get separated u will distant urself naturally... not blaming anyone here but i feel i am getting very distant from some of my closed frensand its like some are so bz and preoccupied wif their current lives their frens ceased to exist... its like everytime its me asking ppl how are they doing how are they feeling whether they are stresses wanna go out or not, whats changed in their life... and when i din ask them they will neva naturally ask mi these kinda questions... so am i just foolish to believe that frenships will last? even if u are leading separate lives? or am i just trying too hard to be close to them and they will only reply when i asked abt them but other than that, they will not even bother about me... i feel quite non-existent... i may be the vocal one but if everytime i am the one being vocal den wun it kinda defeat the purpose?

is TGO such a guy that is taken for granted or just an insignificant guy? i find it quite ironic that TGO is my alter ego but its actually none of that in real life... maybe i have only two true frens in my life who asks about me and takes note of my existence and i feel truly grateful to them... needless to say both are guys... hai... some of the other i thot are closed frens whom i thot i could talk to for very long and wud be frens forever and whom i even poured my soul out to b4 are not here anymore... is this sad or is it just me?

-exeunt-

sianz!

Tigerssss

lol one good thing tgo learnt about ytd was to drink in moderation... if u drink in excess and get drunk u are not going to like it... one bit... during the hangover and the headaches and the feeling to puke... u cant even sleep well la shit!
next time tgo wun get drunk alr but he will still drink haha... right now i think still got alcohol flowing in my body lol so may not be cohrent yet... haha

ytd was having some sort of celebrations den we were drinking tigers! had a challenge wif my fren to see who can drink more in the end we drew after playing cai quan... lol but after that i am damm high! lol like shouting and laughing and screaming WOOOO!!! wa damm high laa! :P:P:P haha! but after that the feeling comes... lol.. like shit!

WHY IS IT THAT EVERYTIME I BET I WILL LOSE AND WHEN I DUN, MY PREDICTION WILL TURN OUT RITE? its one of the weird things that happens in life and even baffles The Great One... lol its like i bet on sunderland to win stoke and they lost! then i told my fren tottenham may not lose to arsenal and they really did not! WTH WTH WTH! so wif that i lost ten bucks HAI... big big HAI... not that TGO cant afford that measly ten bucks la, but wif that additional ten bucks maybe can buy a nicer handphone strap or maybe even a better stuff... lol... shid la i am hungry now and the tv is sorta showing this drama about cooks! why so cruel to me! lol... anw this whole week has been an absolute disaster for mi LOL stressed out like shit... let me recount the whole week... firstly warwick sent me an email saying they have not received my records of achievement for year 4 den i kinda freaked out cos like last year i applied also neva send this kinda shit one lor! den surf net asked frens ask teacher email them den neva get a single TOOT reply! so panicky alr den the next day oxford sent me saying i am considered for 2009 entry when i have applied for deferred entry for 2010! its like i haven even settled the warwick thing den oxford gave me another bombshell! and i have been checking the email every second refreshing refreshing but still no goddamned reply! its like wtf la! they took three days just to reply to a single email... den when i tried logging into ucas track they said "i have not applied to ucas before"! lol and u think the shit ends there? FORTUNATELY NO! i asked my capt whether i could owe an off to go for my aptitude test on wed, but he said no... cant really blame him also but u noe my boss boss is not in and i cant apply leave thru him, muz apply thru another guy and i dun even noe him... then since i applied my leave until no more liao must go cancel one day den apply again and up till now i haven even successfully cancelled it! WTH cos he neva respond! and the test is in three days time! just like shit! wa that was the last straw lor din noe how many vulgarities i have spewed per second alr! its like one whole week just why they come stress me and everything just bombed! the whole week was just on tenterhooks for me laa, but more importantly i made someone tear... i vowed to myself cannot make anyone cry, if want to cry i cry myself but cos me being insensitive asshole and the week's incident should not be used as an excuse so i will just say i am a piece of shit... luckily everything is resolved by the end of the week and i can heave a sigh of relief... anw on happier notes ytd kbox was not bad!~ :P:P:P cos my singing was praised! haha! was a pleasure and an enjoyable experience someone said! not bad not bad! :P haha shit laa i damm hungry now and i cant blog straight! shall let u all watch this video which i found quite hilarious lol...lol since i am waiting for the video to upload i shall continue writing then... i want to eat food! i am hungry and famished... :( but nvm later got curry noodles to eat! hip hip hooray! or in someone's words yayieyo! haha quite cute lei i still think the word quite cute lol... just like walaoooooo! haha! wa lao upload till damm long la! Shit laa cant upload :(
-exeunt

AND LIVERPOOL JUST WON AT STAMFORD BRIDGE!!! WTH!!!

AND LIVERPOOL JUST WON AT STAMFORD BRIDGE!!! WTH!!!

AND LIVERPOOL JUST WON AT STAMFORD BRIDGE!!! WTH!!!