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Monday, August 27, 2007

Keep Me Growing Till I Die

Oh Lord, You know how I've been so far,
Just struggling along in my sin.
All around me I see, temptation of the world
Calling for my attention.
Till one day you came and showed me
How just like a baby I was.
You said You help me grow
Grow just like a tree
Rooted and grounded in Your love.

Keep me growing Lord, help me see
What it takes to be like Thee.
For the only goal I have is to live to please You more
Keep me growing till I die
Keep me growing more like Jesus would I be.


I hear his voice as I grow along,
His hand it leads me on.
There is victory thru' Him,
There's no fear becos' He's near
Every time I call He hears me.
I'll know I'll never go back on Him
For He is my Lord and King
He's my hope, my joy, my crown
He's the song I'll always sing
And He is my all in all

One Thing I Ask of the Lord

One thing I ask of the LORD,
this is what I seek:
that I may dwell in the house of the LORD
all the days of my life,
to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD
and to seek him in his temple.

Psalm 27:4

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Claiming on the Father’s Promises

Many incidents have shown and caused me to see that God indeed has a divine and perfect plan for each of us. Although sometimes we may think and ask why some things are happening, but in the end, we will realize that they are but bits and pieces of God’s plan. If we were to piece them up, we would be able to see a large and beautiful picture. That is how our Almighty God works.

God works on us, in us and through us as we experience trials in our lives. However, when faced with trials, many of our first response are to doubt God and questioned the reason behind what we are going through. Some of us would even blame God for what we are experiencing. We questioned God’s love, God’s wisdom and God’s power. In the midst of questioning, we actually failed to recognize His sovereignty and His nature. Having doubts cause us to forget God’s faithfulness.

The other approach we can use is to recognize His sovereignty in the midst of uncertainties. By recognizing that God is sovereign, we acknowledge that He is in control of the situation and He will make something beautiful at the end (though it may not seem so in the present). Other than recognizing His sovereignty, we can choose to look at His promises. As our God is a sovereign and faithful God, He will definitely fulfill His promises for us. However, we often failed to do so. Our fear blinded us from seeing God’s promises, not to say claiming on them.

God put me on a test last week. I had to sit for an examination on Friday. As I was preparing for my paper the night before, I started to get very anxious and worried. We are the first batch taking this module thus we did not know the type of questions that would be set. Furthermore, unlike the other modules, we were not told which parts to focus on. As I was studying through the night, I started to be more anxious.

As I continued with my preparation, I saw a piece of paper among the piles of notes on my table. I took it out and realized it was a letter to encourage us in the midst of examination. In the letter were many promises of God which would address fear and anxiety. Some of them were passages like Proverbs 3:5-6, John 14:27 and 1 Peter 5:7.

After reading the letter, I was reminded that I forgot to commit all I was doing to God. I was merely going through alone. After reading the letter, I decided to claim on His promises that I need not be anxious for I have a God whom I can commit all my anxieties and concerns to. In return, He is able to give me the peace which the world cannot give.

I reached school an hour before my paper. As I sat down at the study corner, I was reminded to pray – before I continued on with my last-minute revision. It was indeed a great thing to be able to put my trust in a faithful God.

In the end, the paper was not tough. Before I submitted the paper, I was reminded of Daniel after God gave him the vision of the dream. The first thing Daniel did was to praise and thank God. I was reminded and I managed to give praise and thanks to God before I eventually submitted my paper.

Yet the main part of this account is not that God will give you easy paper, but God, through many means, reminded me to put my trust in Him.

Therefore, if we were to face trials in the future, let us consider how we can still continue to praise God and trust Him. Consider also how we can claim on His promises. Keep in mind that God never fails us and what He says, He will do.

Day By Day

Day by day and with each passing moment,
Strength I find to meet my trials here;
Trusting in my Father's wise bestowment,
I've no cause for worry or for fear.
He whose heart is kind beyond all measure
Gives unto each day what He deems best
Lovingly, its part of pain and pleasure,
Mingling toil with peace and rest.

Everyday, the Lord Himself is near me
With a special mercy for each hour;
All my cares He fain would bear, and cheer me,
He whose name is Counsellor and Pow'r;
The protection of His child and treasure
Is a charge that on Himself He laid;
"As thy days, thy strength shall be in measure,"
This the pledge to me He made.

Help me then in every tribulation
So to trust Thy promises, O Lord,
That I lose not faith's sweet consolation
Offered me within Thy holy Word.
Help me, Lord, when toil and trouble meeting,
E'er to take, as from a father's hand,
One by one,the days, the moment fleeting,
Till I reach the promised land.

Thursday, August 23, 2007

或许我们都不属于彼此

兜兜转转了好几圈
我始终还回到了原点
我心上的伤痕
有谁能够数尽
还有谁能够明白
我一直以来的追求
原来只是一片空荡
一次又一次的伤痛
一轮又一轮的失望
给予了我一大片的阴影
我无法前进
事实逼迫我退缩
或许我们从始以来
都不属于彼此
我的心承受了无尽的折腾
伤口始终无法复原
我累了
放弃的念头
也随着伤痕的累积
回来了
忍着痛,我打开了双手
你也飞走了

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Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Come Break My Heart

Oh Lord look on your child
lost in emptiness and full of pride,
searching for the way
to break the cycle of sin and of pain.

Oh Jesus come, come break my heart,
come make me broken,
I want to be your humble servant on my knees,
Let your love and grace abound in me,
Let your spirit overflow,
Oh Jesus, come and make me whole
Jesus, come and make me whole.

I Will Serve Thee

I will serve Thee because I love Thee
You have given life to me
I was nothing before You found me
You have given life to me

Heartaches, broken pieces
Ruined lives are why You died on Calvary
Your touch was what I longed for
You have given life to me

Monday, August 06, 2007

Would You Come Into God's Harvest Field?

Would You Come Into God's Harvest Field?

Saturday, August 04, 2007

You Gave Me Sight That I May See

My sins, my shame no longer seen
My hopes and ambitions I gave to Him
He never despise a contrite heart
Ready for the Potter’s hands


You understood me even before I did
You knew my every thought
You looked beyond my fault and flaws
You showed me Your Wonderful Grace

I can never comprehend
The reason why He chose the hill
Taking my very place
My thorns, my crown, my nails

You knew my need for a Savior
You came to redeem me
You sacrificed Your life on the Cross
You lavished onto me the Greatest Love

I called out His name in the night
My cries for help He has heard
My Redeemer came down from above
Touched my heart and brought me near


You heard my cries
You soothed my deepest sorrow
You held my whole soul in Your arms
You saw my innermost needs

In the night where I see not
Walking aimlessly along the path
Unworthy was my only name
Till my Savior came to me


You called me out from darkness
You gave new life to me
You removed my stains with Your own blood
You washed me with Your cleansing flow

I saw a light from afar
A bright and guiding ray
I looked at my Lord’s loving eyes
And I heard Him calling out to me


You are the light of my life
You exposed all the filthy parts of me
You gave me grace and time to change
You gave me sight that I may see

You told me who I am
I am Yours