The Lord Hears

Dear Lord, I thank You for placing me in my current situation. For the trials that I am currently facing, Lord I give you praise. Although things may seem demanding and I may be drained, Lord I know that my source of strength and hope will never run dry. You are the One who knows me best and loves me most. Before any thought comes to my mind, Lord You already knew.

Oh Lord what I need now is Faith. The practical faith that will help me to endure to the end.

Help me to be convinced and commited to the Father's business. Make me Your humble servant with the Master's interest in mind. Teach me to give my best as a servant of the Most High God. I want to wait on You Lord, allow me to put my hope on Thee. I want to mount up with wings as eagles. Soaring up high with my creator.

Help this prayer, my Lord. And answer Your servant.

Lordship, No Negotiation

I have came to this point when I am really convinced that I cannot sit on the throne of my life at all. At any time, God should be the one and the only one ruling over my life. This morning, while waiting for a friend, I had a little reflection. Out of a sudden, I felt that I was very tired and helpless. I realised that my life is in a mess. I believe that was because I still hold on to certain things in my life.

Sometimes I felt that I have already given everything up to God. However, the truth is I am always leaving space of negotiation. I know that God will not be pleased with a partial submisson, yet I just couldn't wait on Him.

I guess God is now speaking to me and teaching me to really wait on Him as illustrated in Isaiah 40. Fear is caused by uncertainties in life but we are called to have Faith because God is our certainty in life.

I am fully aware of this part in my life which I have yet given up. Therefore, I really pray and hope that I will find my true satisfaction in Him alone. I want to seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, for I know that the other things (essential ones) would be given to me as well. He has already planned my future for me and what I need to do is just to walk in accordance to His will.

I used to take Isaiah 40:28-31 for granted. However, I have indeed developed a deeper and fuller understanding of what this passage talks about.

I want to put my hope in Christ and I want to soar with wings like eagles.

如果我能唱

如果我能唱

如果我能完整唱一首歌

那将是对祢的感恩和赞美

苦难中祢给我安慰

彷徨时祢给我智慧



虽然我不能开口唱一首歌

我却要对祢献上真诚敬拜

每时刻祢的手牵引我

祢慈爱使我开怀



天上的云雀啊 会唱的人们哪

你们可愿代我歌颂上帝无比之美

我愿用耳倾听 我愿用心共鸣

这发自内心深处最美的声音

我真爱祢